Friday, December 17, 2010

Day 315

You are the reason that I live.
A fresh new life.
Without heartaches and pain,
hopelessness and despair.
I do not need to fear to uncertainty
I can start over new.
The reason is you.

You are whipped so I can get heal,
you suffered heartbrokenness and hopelessness so I can receive hope.
You carried all my wrongs and put unto yourself.

I am not perfect but I continue learning,
learning how to be more like you,
to love like you do,
and to bear to cross.

You are the reason now I can be rejoicing,
have hope in life,
have dreams to fulfill,
to live in faith of a life full of purpose.

Jesus you are life,
you are light
Thank you for loving me
Thank you for breathing life into my skeleton of dead bones.
Thank you for the blood that you've shed for me.
Thank you for caring for me every moment I am in need.

Because of you Jesus,
I can have my 2nd chance in life.
Thank you for bonding such a strong relationship with me,
spending time with me,
and teaching me in all aspects of my life.

You are my Jesus,
my redeemer,
my God who lives.

.Amen.


Monday, December 13, 2010

Chris Tomlin - Amazing Grace (My Chains Are Gone)

The Lord's Prayer by 2-year Old


This is so cute !!! I dont even remember the lord's prayer and I always jumbled the lord's prayer up. Sometimes I'll say forgive our sins as we forgive those who have sinned against us before give us our daily bread.

Day 314

Day 314

Childbirth of your dreams
The conceiving of a baby

More than usual when someone is conceived, joy and hope always fill the one. Conceiving do not all the time means physical. We can get conceived through a hope in life, a vision in life or a dream you want to make it into reality.

There are many of ways we conceived. Some people get conceived out of love, some in hatred, some out of curiosity, some in anger and some in many many other ways. The way we get conceived will contribute in the outcome of the baby. Those who get conceived through hatred and selfishness always birth a baby out of hatred and selfishness. If you are conceived out of Love, the baby will truly be born out of love.

A business or concept birth out of love will touch hearts out of love. Vice Versa for business and concepts which are birth otherwise. Selfishness birth = selfishness, anger birth= anger, this is a 1+1=2 logic.

You cannot have 2 selfish cats, giving birth to a loyal puppy. We live in a logically world where when God is involve, God is a logical God as well. 2 indians cannot give birth to a white. If that happens, something has to be went wrong somewhere.

If you've met a man who is totally self-centred and selfish. When you look into his conception and see the woman who birth this man out of her womb, you will understand what I meant. Which is why children who were birth truly out of love behave very differently from one who is birth out of resendment and bitterness.

The concept of birth of dreams is exactly what I am trying to bring across today. The selfishness and resentment must be taken out of the conceiving when you truly want to birth a real dream that substains and have substance in it. Once something which is not conceived and birth out of a good cause will end up stumbling you along the years when you tried to substain it. It will turn out to be a selfish cause which in return luring you to hit on your own self destruction button with vast stacks of problems you creates in yourself for you have not ractify it in its earlier stage.

It can be a marriage birth out of a rush commitment without love, a marriage born of selfishness, or even a business created out to con people's money. Even you have a pigeon sized brain, you know all these will end up a disaster as time goes by. A solid building cannot be build on sand or shallow foundation.

If you decided to go ahead with the wrong motives, I can guarantee you to taste your own bitter fruit. Sometimes, you have to walk through many many tears and bitterness in many many steps just to undo one wrong step you took in life. Think about it.


Period of pregancy of dreams

Pregancy in dreams is when things get kind of tough as we know, it is really tough for women during pregancy. They have leg cramps, vomit, mood swings, backaches, high and low blood pressures, intensive pains and on and off weird symthoms coming off during your pregancy. This is when we tried to work through our dreams and visions we conceived in the previous stage.

Many in fact aborted the dreams they conceived because they are not willing to go through this cause of difficulties in their pregancy. They gave up. They lost hope.

That is what the devil will rob from us. He will rob hope from us, steal the dreams away, lie and cheat to give you excuses of not receiving what God wants to give you in your life. Don't let the devil cheat and rob these blessings off your life. Which is why we have to guard our mind and protect our heart.

During this difficult time of pregnancy, we often struggle and fight our own mind. Most of the mommies will bless the baby in their tummy and give love towards them even though they have yet to see him. We cannot see the baby yet physically. But we can feel the baby moving inside us.

I exampled this with Faith, as Faith is something we cannot see now, but it is something we can feel.

But the most intensive part has to be childbirthing to your dreams
Child birthing of your dreams

Labour is concluded as the highest rating factor in most accidents of pain we can ever imagine. 

Labour pain is one of the highest ! Even when it is compared to cancer pain.

We have to understand that during labour, we get cut, enlarged and stretch before the birth of our baby=dreams. People teared, shout and cry while going through this painful transition of childbirthing. Which is when we have to understand that before birthing your dream, may it be a good one or bad one you will have to go through this.

* When the lord father births off the fruit of forgiveness and love through me, I really went through a difficult and intensive pain like child birth, cry and tears, headaches and death strike pain in me. The pain makes me feel like I just want to die instantly.

and now I enjoy this fruit of joy after that intensive heart dying pain. I restructed from death to life. In our life we have to go through this kind of death and restruction, life, rebirth. Without this, we cannot be stretch and evolve strong in life. These are the experience that birth off the sleeping giants in us.

Thank you lord father in heaven that you are always bringing forth labour pains in me. The birth of all breakthroughs in my life. Earnestly, I finally understands, without you God, I am still a nothing in life. I can now have a life, a life that will shine forever bright to bring glory to your kingdom of love.

* Since it is so painful to go through the child-birthing of dream, must well you conceive a good one. Because even thou you conceive a lousy one, you will go through this pain as well.

** For those who went through lousy conception of dreams meaning in selfishness/pride/and hatred, you have to understand, you will go through this all over again and again till you get it right in life. Understanding this theory of what you sow is what you will reap in future. You cannot naively think you can plant a fast growing bean spout and expect it to turn into an apple tree.

This birth can be a motive, an action, a commitment or anything.

Our God is like a Father, he will grieve and cry seeing you suffer in the wrong decisions you made in life, God give us the freedom in life to choose, even when we make the wrong decisions in life,he will not abandon us  because he is merciful he will always leave that door for you never to be close, so one day you will make the right decision to choose the right at your own accord. 

Thank you Father for your mercy.

If you have missed the right decision in your life, your problems will keep hounding you making you going in circles like how the children of Isral circled in the wilderness for 40 years when they keep insisting going their own ways when God told them, " EH!!! Gin Nah (my children in hokkien) this is the right way!" So keep circling lar, complain and complain and forever complaining and have no guts to choose the right way!

You may be laughing at the way I phrase it, but truly in life there are alot of us who do not dare to headon and reslove problems in our life. We don't have the guts. But the good thing, we can ask Jesus for that "guts" to choose the right way in life. Either we leave it unsolve hoping that will be solve somehow by doing nothing. Or The most Way people uses, ESCAPE.

+ Ask and it will be given to you, but you have not ask anything in my name, said Jesus.

God always gives you the right solution through speaking and impressing in your heart. Many times we ignore them cause we thought those thoughts are stupid. 

What is love when you find no joy in them. That is not love. Its your own selfishness. What is love when you have no one to love. Where is joy when you have no one to share?

Love and joy comes in a pair. If you truly understand the real meaning of love, joy naturally pair with it. Which is why Love is so important yet the most basic of all things. When we have love, we can reap a life of blessings. Because Joy pairs with Love, Hope pair with Joy, Faith pairs with hope.

With love we can reap the blessings in Joy, hope and faith. With all these 4 important things in life, it is 100% guaranteed that we will prosper in soul, in health, in work, in career, and financial blessings will come chasing you after your back. We can have great relationships, wealth, health and This is the REAL PROSPERITY!

Prosperity doesn't mean just $$, it means in all aspects! We can live a good life with Good family, true love, well career and health. We do not need to trade anything off when we know Jesus. He is there to give us ALL. Only the devil bargains. Jesus is here to give exceedingly and abundantly to all whom he love.

I have learn this and I would really want to share with all my readers.

I am conceived and I have many babies in me. My career taking off, my business, my family salvation and my intensive love relationship with my smelly wu. Each baby having different stage in their growth. But all of these babies in me are truly conceived through LOVE. Love will grow in them for I know the blessings that will be chasing after me and they are joy, hope and faith. With this growth of Love I will receive prosperity in all aspects from Jesus my redeemer who lives in me.

Having so many babies in my womb. Meaning, my pregancy, my child labour pain will be super duper intensive when I persist them on. I will not give up for my strength is given by Jesus whom I ask in his name.

I will not be an escapade anymore, I know I will be stretch in intensive pain, I will endure and walk it through. Where the spirit of God is there is joy. This joy will walk with me through my storms. I know that I know when my situation is in the most intensive stage, I will be ready to birth out my BABIES off my womb!

If a skinny and small girl like me can do it,
You can do it too!
I may look small and boney,
But
There is a Giant in me.

I can see the giant in you too!

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Dear lovelies, you are feel free to say this prayer with me:

Dear God, help me to grow. I am in a situation of struggles, difficulties and troubles. Breathe your spirit of strength in me and show in me to be an overcomer. I do not want to be someone who is always escaping anymore. Help me to love, grow in joy, hope in life and have faith to walk it through. I want to receive all the blessings that you have promised me, please protect them and not let the devil cheat them away in my life. I believe in prosperity in all aspects, grow me in them and teach me how only you can. Please increase in my life God and walk with me. Grow the Giant in me, let me not be afraid to dream big and to conceive big dreams in me through you. Let me not give up during the pregnancy of my dreams and not be afraid to see what is intensively coming upon my life. I will be strong, I will live boldly, I will not be afraid to hope, I will not be afraid to love, I can be a Giant in life.

Thank you God.

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Dear Father in heaven, I commit all my lovely readers into your mighty hand. They are all good people, 95% of my readers are non-believers, they do not go to church, they do not have a chance to listen to your living words. Let this space bring on encouragement in their life and bring on light in their daily lives. I pray that you will increase in their life more and more each day. Teaching them to grow and have big dreams in life. Lord Thank you so much for your favor in me, your anoiting and your guidance. There is nothing I can achieve without you as my guide. I honor you Jesus as the head of my electronic space. Let my words be spirit of encouragement to my readers, be words not for eyes to see but for hearts to feel. Let these words be applicable to their lives as you are the one encouraging them through me. Thank you Jesus. Amen.

**Post derived from partial sermon of Pastor Phil Pringle in chc service: Birthing your future. Thank you pastor Phil.

Spreading the Gospel of Love and building God's church without walls.

*** By the way, I have something to tell you guys my readers, I am not saved in a church, but a multi-storey carpark with direct encounters with Jesus himself.

I am not baptised in the holy spirits in church but in a toilet.. That is why I believe! When you think the surrounding of a church like city harvest is very astmosphere and feeling based.

Sorry, the multi-storey carpark is not, and the toilet is not very holy also to make me get baptised in the holy spirits.

See how amazing God can touch you.!.! Maybe you can get convicted erm, while shopping? erm, taking a bus? or I don't know.

Day 313

Day 313
Christmas Candlelight service this weekends at Expo Hall 8 and Jurong west Church

18th Dec / 19th Dec

Jurong West st 91 : Saturday 2.30pm
Sunday : 12.30pm

Expo Hall 8 : Saturday 5.00pm
Sunday : 10am

Light up christmas 2010

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For my spiritual family in Christ

Haven been blogging as frequently as I used to do. Many things coming up ! Every single shot of dozes I had been injecting is gearing me up for the coming 2011. December is the month to get busy, real slapped hard busy. Truly 2010 Christmas really do makes me feel more fulfilling with compared to the 1st quarter of my life of 25 years.

One thing that is so true when the family shares the same believe in Christ, we lift each others up in prayers. I was communicating with my cousin from China, he was send to Beijing for work exchange. My fellow cousins in Christ, Ming, Robin who happens to be in chc as I do. Let us pray for salvation in our household this Christmas that we will reap a harvest in blessing throughout our household.

Keep me in prayers that God will be able to use me his servant mighty this christmas and bear fruits in his kingdom.

I am looking forward for the power of prayer meeting tomorrow with Pastor Kong Leading in Jurong West church.

The bible says, when One is saved, the whole household shall be saved.

My uncle to get complete healing in cancer, grandma from depression and a family bonded so strong through Jesus as the everlasting rope that tie us together.

Let it be you who moves, Jesus only you can. Open up hearts and heal them all. I trust in you Father. Let it be your will and not mine. I am truly and praying earnestly for all my love ones receive the amazing grace from you lord. To receive you, you are love and you are joy.

All I ask for this Christmas is your love Jesus to fill all emptiness in the heart of all the souls I am going to bring to you. Let them feel Joy, see happiness and receive hope in their life. With human strength, we can't, but with you Jesus, Things are made possible. 

Amen 

Friday, December 10, 2010

Day 312

Day 312

It is coming to the end of the year, the season of sharing and love is here once again. It is marking the anniversary of when and how I met Jesus.

In year 2009, Christmas eve Jesus found me, broken and torn. He found me in a carpark when I was alone by myself. He stood beside me and comfort me as I was giving up in hope. He found me. He spoke to me and told me not to worry about what I've seen and feel at the deck of a multi-storey carpark. He told me that is just the beginning of a great transformation change for a better for the one I love.

I really do not understand what Jesus meant at that time, I was too depress at that time. That that choice I've made, I told Jesus, I choosed to believe in him. My heart was filled with disappointment and why. Hopelessness and bitterness. I cannot understand why is such things happening to me. Why is that man I love doing such cruel things to me. Why can someone be so selfish. This man told me he really love me but doing such cruel things that he knows that is going to hurt me. I really cannot forgive him. I really can't.

As Jesus comforted me and he spoke, told me forgive. Forgive him, I started tearing. I asked Jesus how to forgive? He said, bless him with words. Speak good and bless him this Christmas. I really held my tears and mumbled. I forgive and I texted my love a message of love and forgiveness. I blessed him for a wonderful Christmas while I was crying.

That was the first time I obeyed Jesus despite of my pain.

In weeks to come, it will be Christmas eve once again. A year had pass and I have never regretted following Jesus my Lord whom I gave my heart to last Christmas. Through forgiveness, I gain freedom. I learned to love in Jesus's way, an unconditional love towards my smelly love love like how Jesus love me. I fell so in love with Jesus and I know that I am in the right direction. His grace upon me has made me achieve and breakthrough in life. 

Truly, I have forgotten how the pain feels like a year ago at hubhub smelly's carpark. It is like a memory laspe. The only feelings I have now is how comforting Jesus is when I was left alone at his house carpark. I met Jesus at his house carpark, and Jesus led me into forgiving a pain which now hold no bondage to me anymore. 

This year Christmas marks my first anniversary with Christ, when I was touched not in a church but in a place never expect to be. For smelly left me to cry by myself alone in the carpark, I met Jesus.

Jesus taught me in 1cor13:4

Love is patient, love is kind, love does not envy, is not boastful, is not conceited, does not act improperly, is not selfish, is not provoked, does not keep a reocrd of wrongs.

Thank you Jesus I did it according to the will of God. Through you my savior, I can love my smelly in the way you love me. I can care in the way like you cared for me.

I know and I know father, according to your will my smelly will find you. Father God, you are love. Jesus, you are love. And what binds in smelly and me is you, for you are love.

As I pray, God create a mircale in the heart of my smelly this christmas, let he has an encounter with you. I had been praying so much for him each and every single night without fail. Let your will be done. God I love smelly so much despite of all the happenings around us. Please led him and show him what is life!

Amen

Sunday, December 5, 2010

Cloudy With a Chance of Meatballs - trailer #1


I really love this cartoon! All kids should watch!!! Especially the gummy bear part!

Deja Vu - Trailer


Any one has the sermon on Pastor Kong preaching on Deja'vu can you lend it to me?

Day 311

Day 311

1. Don't try to evangelise people or even friends who don't have the slight sense of responsibility
That is what my trainer told me.

Some people don't care about protection. But still, I'll try, for you never know that try, I can just get involve in their life to protect and care through my job.

I find this really true especially among my french friends. They don't care and they don't feel obligated in being responsible towards their family. This is true know. Arnld and I often debate over this insurance thingy. There are really people who doesn't believe in life protection at all. The thing Arnld told me, his parents are rich enough they don't need him. He just live for himself. If there will be anything wrong with him, he can just sell off his company. For Arnld, I know it is perfectly fine when you chair a listed company Aligent Technology. If you have no dependents, father and mother are snobbishly rich and you have like 5-10 million assets and hard cold cash sitting in your bank I said you are perfectly fine, yeh you dont need any insurance. But how many Arnld material people do we have around us? Those "er-xin dao" rich people don't need insurance, they need wealth preservation which I am doing for them in my high net worth department. Doing will, setting up trust funds blahhh blahhh thingy. Or do some good for the society like what Mr Jet Li is doing in his Jet Li foundation.


Seriously when I told God, give me the blessings in appointments, I met alot of people who don't care a damn about insurance. They do not even care/ but some they just didn't see a point at this time which I really do not blame them. They just need someone to open up their mind, not to convince BUT to make them see the light in it. As I said, professionalism doesn't makes you a high class durian seller. Don't give products, give advice in life.

I have realised it, anything which is easy, they not from God. God will not ask you to teach an adult ABC or 1 + 1 = 2, all these doesn't glorify him at all. God wants me to meet the tough nuts that is when true professionalism comes in. Anyway, don't make really that tough for me as well too ok Father. Build me step by step because sometimes, I really cannot handle them. Then I will call help * JESUS!!!!! I NEED HELP!!!!! Talk on my behalf to those super difficult clients.

2. Let me ask you a question. Is there anything where you can put $1 but gives an guaranty assurance of $100 in return?

If you want to tell me it is investments, may it  be in stocks, bonds or shares. The answer is NO. Why? Investments have risk. There is nothing guaranteed in investment. Wake up your idea if you think that way.

There are only 2 options when "accident" happens, not necessary like you will die prematurely or something. Take an example: You like got bitten by a stupid dengue mosquito, you are admitted into the hospital for like 7 days. ** Medisave cannot pay all medical bills ok, don't naively thinks they pay everything. ** Up to $250/day only. Medical bills will include doctors roundings, medications, x-rays, boardroom what ever and ever ever scans.

I believe for those who encountered super heavy hospitalisation *wowssss from bills of their grandparents who are ill due to old age understands what I mean. I am sure, you wish that your grandparents had insurance policies that covers their heavy hospitalisation bills.

The problem is, you can only get 1 when you are young and not when you are old and unabled.

My options for the above are :

1)You pay out of your savings

2) You pay $0.85 per day and when " accident"  knocks unexpectedly out to eat off your savings, you push the bills to your insurance company, Nah. .  you pay!

Hospital bills can really be crazy in many times.

BUT / And don't naively thinks that your life insurance policy or whatsoever investment policies covers that cost. THEY DONT!

An example, your motor car insurance dont cover your house. Exactly right. But if you drives your car and ramped it directly into your house making all the damages, ok that covers.

Like this

Ok, so now go and think about what policies do you have. Shooo . . . . . Get to the right policy and know what does it covers ok people! If you need my help in that, buy me a meal and I will assess it for you. I am kidding in fact, because when you read this blog of mine, you are confirm someone close to me. If not you wouldn't have my blogsite address.

But if you know me and I do not know you, you have to buy me a meal. Trust my professionalism & I am not a durian seller.

This sounds really silly but that is the truth. Many people have pain in their knees, but they x-ray their arms. Wrong problem diagnose gives wrong prescriptions.

I don't know why, but in many people which I've helped eventually turned out to be like that before I enlighten them with a proper financial check.

Hereby I have a question to ask everyone of you reading. Why is financial planning a taboo to touch in you?

In reality, everyone fall sick, may it be slight or major, somehow or what, things do happen and they are not within our control. If I've have a choice, do you think I want to get myself admitted to the hospital last year? * Mad, of course I wouldn't, but the doctor won't allow me to get discharge or even walk down of bed. I cannot shower nor can I move around. Blood being draw into so many many tubes, you think its fun? it is not loh.


Now am I right to say that, we cannot plan when we will fall sick. But when we do, we make sure the medical bills don't eats into our savings.

What was my medical bills round up to be like?

SGD$6,000/- who pays? Aviva. How much I paid for my premium? SGD144/year from medisave and SGD240 cash/year. How much am I reimbursed? SGD$6,000/- The point is, I rather be $0.65 poorer per day than $6,000 poorer when I am warded. FULLSTOP. 

If you have graduated from kindergarten you know how to count.
Don't be penny wise and dollar foolish.

** I am certainly not trying to tell you that you must buy  an insurance policy from me or what, I am just trying to advocate the importance of this amazing invention call insurance.

Anyway I don't sell insurance I make just plans for your rainy days. If you call me up to buy a policy, please expect me to say I am not going to sell you a single product before YOU allowing me to assess what you really need.

I don't sell combs to *Botak heads* Baldies do not need to comb their hair lar if you finally realised. If you don't have a need, you wouldn't even care to buy anything. Only get what you need is my motto. Many people do not know what they need, what they want.

If you happens to receive a call from me, don't panick, I will never sell anything to you though I am so super passionate in my insurance business!. What I will like to help, is to let you have a clearer understanding of what you already have and FULLSTOP. My job is to let you know what you have. What ever that comes after that, I am just doing my job in providing a solution.

To be a successful planner, it is not about selling, it is about your valued customers buying what they really need. So as their life stages changes and their needs were met not because they bought something from you but be the one who make them understand and realise their need for you really care.

To my brothers and sisters in christ who reads my blog:

My Revelations are from Ecc 11: 1 when I prayed for my job.

Invest in Life

Send your bread on the surface of the waters, for after many days you may find it.
Give a portion to seven (this seven doesn't mean me by the way) or even to eight for you don't know what disaster may happen on earth. If the clouds are full they will pour out rain on the earth; (thats why orchard flood hhaaaaa, they are not prepared for it)

Whether a tree falls to the south or the north, the place where the tree fall there it will lie (tree falling onto serangoon semi-detached house, poke one hole in the grandson room)

The rest are for me.

11:4 One who watches the wind will not sow; (this verse is for me, stand there and look at wind, so you eat wind as well, no money de! * Jia Chao *Eat grass like sheep)

11:6 In the morning sow your seed, (wake up early and sow your appointment, shut-up go into your Eunos office and call) and at the evening do not let your hand rest, because you don't know which will succeed, whether one or the other or both will be equally good (Go for all evening appointment and stop being a lazy bum)

I honor my new role that will glorify my daddy God, I know and I know that I am in the right place.

I will end my post today with this, No one cares how much you know, until you show them how much you care. Have a great a blessful Sunday!

Saturday, December 4, 2010

Jay Chou - In the Name of The Father


I like the MV, very classical. If you listen it properly the start of this song begins with a prayer. Listen to his lyrics and see if you see any light off it. I did. The whole song is a repentance prayer. Yeh, I think Mr Jay really did it well and it pops off the secular world. Lols, New Life Church Taiwan! They have their own wine bar in that awesome church!

Our father in heaven, all glory and kingdom belongs to you till eternity Amen! * That is what it says in the first prayer. Enjoy.

Day 310

Day 310

Thank you for reading my private space. I will make my best to not blog in Chinese or in lingoes for I noticed an increase of readers from United States.

I appreciate friends who tune in my space and followed me on twitters like daily and weekly affairs. Thank you for being with me in times of troubles and in times of joy. The amazing invention of the net and social networking network make us connect through varies channels.

You know my neighbour died last week from heart attack in which he is only 32 years old. He went sailing, drove home and collapsed at my house carpark. He had no history of any heart attack, he just collapsed like that. A young man full of dreams and visions to fulfill leaving them undone. and his living parents who being so devastated for their lost of hope. 

Although he is not my client, I find myself obligated to help in making the death claims for them. Through all the insurance he had gotten, the death claim came up to close to SGD100,000/- Deducting the final funeral expenses of SGD20,000/- he left a sum of SGD80,000 for his parents. His parents had already retired. How long can SGD80,000 last? They are still paying for their flat and his dad is suffering from diabetes. Who is going to pay for their living expenses?

That really makes me dwell into my job being a wealth protector, a life-protector in my job being a financial consultant. What have I been doing 4 years in this industry. He is my neighbour, why haven I approach him and cover up his short-fall in event of income protection and family protection.

His depart made me ponder of why am I in this line, and why am I not talking to people in educating them of the importance of life protection? I've made my decision. Decision tagged along with courage. I've made the decision to knock on the doors of all my neighbours to render my service in helping them to do their financial health check. No matter what rejections I am going to face, a.k.a fear of rejections. I am going to ask.

We do not want the bad things to happen to us in life. But when it comes, we certainty do not have a choice don't we. No one wants to die prematurely, but when that happens, as a responsible son/daughter/father/mother we want to ensure the living are well-taken care of. My job cannot help the families in their emotional wounds and pain of their lost. But I can take care of them financially. Because they have made plans for rainy days and days if misfortune happens.

For myself, I have plannings for my family, my will is written not because I think I am going to die?!? I just want to distribute my assets,wealth to people I love and cared. I do not want my assets/wealth to go to estate laws. For your information, if you have a life insurance policy of more than SGD300,000 where Singapore estate law says there is a maximum of SGD150,000 to be given to each of your parents, the excess will go to estate laws where they will take bloody many many months to distribute the $$. Don't be too surprise if you think the estate government cannot take your money. They can.

Make norminations for your insurance policies people! If not in times of problem arise, like bankruptcy etc, the debtors can come and take your money away if you didn't or you are too ignorant to protect them.  Or go and get your will write-up.

If you are lost in reading my blog, you have no idea what I am talking about, call me and let me educate you.

I had been running appointments lately and I am not trying to be snobbish. I come to this point of not selling what you want. BUT providing you with the solution of what you need. I don't sell products anymore. I think AIA had changed me somehow or rather. I only sell solutions to your problem. If I can't see a problem, what solution is there to GIVE? Nothing.

Met this prospect and he asked for a life coverage of half a million from me, gave me the budget and asked me to do it up for him. I said NO. Gave a question back to him, why half a million? Where does the figures come from? Explain to me. He cannot explain. That is when I come handy. I just access his whole financial situation. I told him I am not a durian seller. I am not a vendor whom you can tell me, hey, I want this D24 durian. I do not sell products, I sell solutions. I have the solutions to your problems. My job is to tell you which area you have overlooked. Fair enough?

Some of my clients said this me : Seven how much do you made from my policy? 

Me: I show you the calculations

XXXXXxxxxxxxxxx

Client: wow quite alot lei.

Me: Ehh.... I think I will rather you include my name in your will than getting that XXXxxxx amount.
If I can choose I would rather want a share off your assured amount of SGD800,000/-
I am only getting less than 1% or maybe even lesser for doing my job and My responsibility is to be there for you and your family till your children grows up and make sure they have education funds. Do you think I deserve to be paid more? lolx.

and they usually ended up buying me dinner or referring people to me.
I have lovely clients, sweet and so beautiful people. Clients who invite me to their house for dinner, who sms me happy birthdays, who assuredly hand their children to me when they are busy. 

If you are one of my lovely client who is reading this: I want to thank you so greatly for allowing me to be involve in your life. 

If you are an insurance believer/ but you are not doing enough to plan for ahead of you. And you do not know what have you gotten yourself into, what have you previously bought in terms of insurance/hospitalisation/savings/investments, Give me a chance to get involve in your life.

Let all of us grow together, spiritually, financially and mentally. 

The truth is I honor my job and I have dignity for my career.

Yes, my motto: So that others may live in times of adversities because I care. I can make a difference.

Day 309

Sometimes, when we faced storms in life, what do we do? The situation is exactly likewise these few days for crazy rain in Singapore. Some running from the storm, some sheltering in an unmbrella, some complaining and etc. I've learn to merry in the rain, and it is pretty enjoyable. When was the last time you played in the rain? When you were that young? where did those joy disappeared to? My point is : In a storm of adversity in life, we can find joy. I found mine, for the Lord says: Jesus is here to set captives free. Free from what? Bondages. What are your bondages? Are them, Fear? Bitterness? Unforgiveness? never ending Doubts? Uncertainty? Hatrate? Worries? Now I can gladly give all my worries to him and dance in the rain of ridiculars adversities in life. I can find joy in amid of troubles, for I realised that the given joy is my strength that brings hope and faith for me to headon my problems. I can headon the storm face to face while enjoying the dance during the storm. How amazing this savior in my life is. Everyday I thank him for the joy he placed in me, which sits in my heart. Burdens in me to move in areas of aspects I can never imagine. Frankly, I am in a stage of a super financial trap situation. But during this time, I can hope have faith and move in a realm that brings financial prosperity. I just know and I know that I know, I will have a wonderful financial burden free christmas. Jesus I trust in you. You will put good in all who loves God called according to his purpose. Jesus as I tithe and offer during my time of adversity you know my sacrafices. As I put God first in my financial situation believing God is my provision, he will provide. Let all the business I've made and proposed be of your will as you pour out your financial blessing into my life. I believe in a 100 fold of blessings, let me be the one who blesses others like how you blessed me. I believe in the financial breakthrough. Thank you father for giving me so many quality appointments and people to meet for the coming weeks. Jesus help me to present and cover all the needs my prospect has in shortfall. + I commit my business totally into your hands, let it be you to make this financial breakthrough happen+ Amen

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Day 308

Day 308

I can assure you that the post today is something you have not see it before.
My part time job today,

What's all these on the floor man?
Take a closer look, they are all mini-buns 
Its some chinese customary funeral anniversary thing,
which looks really cute to me in fact. 
Family in prayers,
I like the colours they wore,
all in bright colours,
I am not too bad as well,
I am in Purple track-suit Ed Hardy 

When I first saw the monk,
the first thing that came into my mind in his dressing was
Journey to the West
" Monkey God and his teacher"
Tang Seng Zang . .
Handmade paper houses
if you think this is cool,
they are supposed to be burned in awhile
meant to be for the so-called another world.
Nah . . buy 4D 3009

You got to burn it so the deceased can receive them. 
If you think this is really cool,
let me show you my next job venue
Handmade paper house of 6X bigger! 
 The first one was only villa,
This is Palace
If you think this look magnificient,
I've seen those which are like 3X bigger than what it is shown in the picture.
of the price also many many times more than that.
.
 and after that,
we burn it too . . .
 Super huge fire!
Yah, It is so environmental not friendly!
Lastly . . .
Look at this paper Bentley
Life size.
I really think that my dad is a genius!
He made all these himself !
When I made my own paper infinity pool,
my mum thought that was like badminton court
Sigh **

To me, this is call dying ART!

Sunday, November 28, 2010

Just a shoutout

So tired after a long day of work. I am turning in for the upcoming week of Woohooo! Let's meet Vanness Wu next week. Packed filled to the brim.

Let Go and Let God is the thing I keep hearing today.  

Saturday, November 27, 2010

Still my favourite

No doubt,
he is still my favourite,
look at his adorable expressions
Were you like him when you were young smelly?
The young little smelly photos I used to see all come with super many patterns deh.

Friday, November 26, 2010

Day 307

Day 307


No Goh Swee Ming = No Go swimming. It's raining ! and I do not have the habit of swimming in the rain thou I find this really romantic to swim in the rain, play in the rain and dance in the rain thingy. But there is no fun to do it alone. Never done it with smelly before, he is always very weak. I am afraid he will fall sick after playing in the rain. ^.^ Then I will kanna everything from his mum for making her beloved son fall ill if that really happens.
I was talking to Alexis during lunchbreak and she was talking to me so muchhhhhh about his 11 month old baby boy Lucus. She was showing me how adorable Lucus is. Lucus looks exactly like daddy, totally a junior replica. From the way how Alexis describes and I when I see her husband Desmond, you can feel the blissfulness of her lovely family.

Alexis told me how much she loves her husband and when she sees the little Lucus who looks totally like Desmond. She is in so much of joy and love. During those days when she wasn't pregnant and was browsing through the baby/kids photos of her husband. She was telling me how much she love her husband. Alexis is 10 years my senior and I really can feel the kind of love she has for her husband.

When she told me about her little boy whom she is so proud of, I can see the joy she has just talking about Lucus. I feel so happy sharing her joy. She said, to love my own boy who looks exactly like my husband whom I love equally much. God is truly so merciful towards me. Sometimes you can see those joy sparkling out from these people I've met.

Daddy God, I want it too. I want to feel life living in me, with me, kick me and move inside me. I want to feel this intensive amount of love born out of me. I want babies with the one I love. It will be so joyful when 2 is perfectly so much in love and have a product of love which looks exactly like the both of them. *Heart Melts*


Truly, just imaginating a baby who looks exactly like the man I love, joy has already filled me to its brim. So happy and so beautiful. @.@ both of my eyes were blinking to brightly and smiling so much already.

All things work for the good for those who loves God, called according to his purpose.

So impossible to have this happening in my life. Out of 10 people/10 said I am nuts. God, you know I am not nuts, I am just waiting on you my faithful father. My faith is with you. 

It is impossible for this to happen to me dad . . . .

But I believe one day, God, you will make my miracle. All things are possible with God.

Day 306

Day 306

I finally catch the final Episode of Fighting Spiders2 in xinmsn-catchup
My console,
even though I didn't get to catch smelly at all this week,
I can catch him on xinmsn.
This week seems unbearably long for me I don't know why.

I catched some screen-shots by the way
I like this
Only the pure heart will see 
and you will remember me
Hahhahaaaaa ~~~
My heart is pure as Gold,
which is why I see,
in an amazing way many can't,
maybe for you have a mixed alloy unhappy heart which is hardened up.
I don't know


But I am so sure mine is :
Pure Gold
which is soft, valuable and everlasting.
Well seriously, I miss him alot

Not going to blog much today,
Goh Swee Ming; my new name for Go Swimming
I find this quite funny
I am going for a swim,
It's 9pm