Thursday, April 26, 2007

Surprise


I was surprised when i saw him at the bus stop. I was so tired after a whole day of discussion for my law. But I just cant stop smiling when i saw him. Those kisses he gave warmed me and i felt so in love... Leaning on his shoulder made me so comfortable and how i wish that it will be forever. thou exam revision were tedious, having him around always made my day.

Thursday, April 19, 2007

twice a week

Its like a prescription, addictive, side effects is to get heartache and tear twice every week. Sounds real ridiculous. Its the side effect of a imperfect love of mine. So much of doubts and guessing. I wonder how long can this last, the endless forgiving and words given. With decreasing faith and trust never to be mend by words. I should and i really should, i know what i should do.

Wednesday, April 4, 2007

Going on with life

In the 3rd month of my current relationship approaching 4th in a couple of weeks. We had came to a compromise that its true that we can't afford the time to meet too often during a week. This option is definately fine for me. Where else for him, he'll have to much time to idle away.

At times i am so confuse of what he really wants from me. At a certain time, he will tell me that we should cut down the time we spend on each other. On the other hand, i do not want things to get out of control. He told me a couple of times that he is the kind of person where at times, frustration rules over rationale. For the first few times he said, i was rather worried about that. But after awhile, i realised even though anything will to happen, i will have no control over it. So let things be how it will turn out to be. Putting all my love in for him, i cant expect a return in interest of that the only thing i can hope for is him being happy :)

School work is piling and i got to spend time slicing them off my pile of load. Law is the first to eliminate. Yup Jia you to myself.