The past week

Haven been updating since weeks, projects are killing me off and am rushing projects after projects like mad dog. Work load got even heavier when one of the group mate play us off.

How i will hope that i can give her a penalty red card and out she goes. As how she convey the message, she had got no intention and wont even bother if she pass or fail any modules. She just cant seems to bother. Her mind was set to forsake school and swirl in the agony world of hers, blaming onto thing that she cannot be undone. We have done what we can to talk her around. And Hello! pls everyone has got their own sets of problem, do what an adult should do and stop behaving like some teens.

As what i'hv learn dont expect what others can. Expect what you can.

The amount of work to complete. I had been slogging hard since last Sunday. It was freaking hell stress when we afraid that our project cant be handed in on time which's dateline was Friday 21/9. By hook or by crude we still got it handed in on the dot.

That moment~ a sigh of relieve. I was freaking happy we did managed to hand in what we can squeeze out of the few days. I was still in the mode of my DC project even after the submission. My mind cant function, I was so hell tired, but i couldnt sleep. I cant imagine we really did it. *Well done my dear punch chest brothers and sisters*

We were stuck together for the past 4 days,
seeing you me and still you for 12 hours or more a day.
We did not replenish our sleep.
We simply have got no time to.

My apologies if i did raise my voice,
or be unreasonable during our meeting.
At that point of time i was just too anxious to get work done.

Thank you: WeiPing, April and Gavin
I really appreciate the help of you guys.

Stacy and Jason: We did it!
*Punch chest*
Great to have ku ku friends like you pple.

My Du bee: *Hugs* Thanks for all those nights.
Sleeping late.
Cooking noodles for me 3am in the morning.
Editing of our project till wee morning.

I must be really bless to have so many angels in my life.

**By the way people I am a qualified driver now**

I'hv Learned

Dont expect what others can.
Expect on what you can.

Dont rely on what u think others can,
See upon what u achieve.

Dont blame others for what they dont see,
Just a pity,
They just dont love themselves enough.

Dont vex over things u cant get,
There may be better ones on the other end.

Dont make urself unhappy,
Its doesnt solve any problem

You wont want to reach the peak within a short period.
Cause, you know it will be a deadly if u happens to fall.

People fell and stood up ample times,
They learned,
They gain.
They experienced,
They know what to do,
how to protect themselves from getting hurt.
To fold and climb up as quickly as possible.

Its not how quickly you'hv got yourself up there.
Its the matter of how long can you stay.

The times

Those are the times i feel,

there are no mutual understanding,

There is nothing i'll need to say to some sordid terms and word used.

Based on some expects,

the viewing point of a situation and always one sided.

Never on behalf of my view.

I touched my heart,

truly from what i felt,

is being blamed on someone whom i am not.

Oblique remarks of what i am not.

It doesnt hurt,

Its just disappointment.

In him,

I am such a person.

The word cant be bothered about.

I am not to authenticate or justify.

I touched my heart and asked?

Am I taken for granted that I'll be always there.

Optimising

Probably am stepping into a new phase,
giving myself a certain stress level to optimize my work quality.
Do not doubt how capable can i work when i am challenged,
especially when i am put beside a class A opponent.
My confident and ego DO NOT allows me to fail or
lead the last.

You never know how well can you work,
how much can u really do,
until you are being thrown to the harsh situation.

Things i never gave up on,
Myself,
My violin.
No matter what others says,
or how drench am i.
Its determination.

I picked that up by my own choice.
I will never give up,
Its my own choice.

May it be useless to others.
To me its more than passion.
Its what i want to train on.
DETERMINATION.

A simple thing.
Violin.

If i cant press it on.
I shouldnt even use that word.

Especially things where u really need patience.
Drive. Trust. believe.

Pls: Tell me what i knew you guys had in your mind.
The person you guys longing for.
Work not for the weaklings.
Yes I am back on Track.
Just like the one u people met years ago.
That's so me.
She is finally back.
Someone had just ignited her drive.
Just like that Jenny who bombed her dumbed during the presentation at NUH
She got her distinction after that mean bombard of questions during presentation.
She thanked Jenny.
From then on.
Jenny recreate a new Seven
Someone who do not fear to be bombed anymore.
She is all out to impress for the coming months
not with appearance but results and figures
That fucking Egoistic joker.
Seven