Life is a journey with not only complying with unpleasant moments but delighful times when viewed from a different point of angle. If one day you wake up and find that you're missing me, and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be. Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we meet, and you'll see me waiting for you on the corner of the street
Sunday, November 30, 2008
Connection
BackDated

It was backdated to the day I felt disturbed by some messages sent.
Towards the person who typed on those message,
its just coldness,
bitterness of an irrevocable past.
Since the day i stepped out of his life.
He is gone forever,
That's the style of myself,
and a commitment i made not to look back in any of my past relationships no matter how happy we used to be back then.
No matter how much i love or used to love,
I'll still walk away.
Friends of mine did comment that,
even if * choy, touch wood * lovely and i dont work out the way we want to be,
I would say,
Yes, i will not look back.
Saturday, November 29, 2008
Painting my life
I've made you my last,
PS Hubhub, thanks for the little nonya bookmark, thanks for telling some strangers whom wer met yesterday that i am your girl, thanks for the cuddling and huggings at night and thanks for loving me. Thanks for turning around and giving me attention when you sat away from our table. Thanks for being firm to protect me last night when we get boo booos. Oh yes, i finally got the chance of doing a back scrub for you my hubhub, you are so sweet as well, incredibly sweet. I am afraid of losing you as well, frankly the reason being i really do not know where in the world can i find someone who shares so much rapport with, who treasures me so much. I really want to be with you for the rest of my life. Can you allow this alien looking girl from Venus named Shi KaiQi to love you, take care of you , share your woes and happiness?
Thursday, November 27, 2008
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
hubbiee is back
Post 338
I met up with Stephen and thats the Mickey Mouse restaurant we had our waffles with ice-cream.
Hua hua joined us shortly, after he collected his altered work wear.
Recommended via Stephen we headed to Keppel @ Marina bay . .
It is definitely a great place with nice ambience to chillout.
The music there caters for the listening pleasure of my ears,
except the Leffy which tasted pretty weird . .
The evening was great, Steph and i were walking along the docking area after the pick up of pressie for hubbiee in his sedan.
Its a short walk against the cold pressed breeze across our cheeks,
its enjoyable, looking across the light-up end of the sea,
spotting medium size school of fish at the dock area.
During the slow walk back to where Huahua and Cal were at,
it started drizzling.
We hasten our footsteps across the flight of stairs just in time before its started raining cats and dogs.
Within split seconds,
Surprise heavy downpour came and immediately the first thing that flashes across my mind was my hubbiee who was on his way to our meetup.
Eventually we left the place and headed somewhere else.
We headed to Jeff's bar as the guys would like to continue the drink.
Feeling bored, i order food hahaaa . . . while the guys go headed with tackling and teasing the "xiao mei mei" in the bar.
I was too busy eating my wedges and top shell . .
Ouch . . . i bit my tongue accidentally and it went bleeding for the whole night.
Its pretty bad and the cut was deep.
If i will to stick out my tongue for 10 secs or more, you'll see that the blood dripping off. Thats how bad it is.
It went on and on until Hubbie sets a rule and forbades me to talk,
not before the blood clot up .
Unbearable, i am talkative,
i started mumbling . . . .
Hahahaaa . . indeed that helps and it stop bleeding.
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
Young days
Post 335
Monday, November 24, 2008
Post 334

We had our usual girlie talks and bitchings about the people around us.
We were browsing through friendster and we clicked on Terry's page as dear hol forgot how he looks like and needa little recall about him.
Saw a testi on his page which switches on our laughing nerves.
We really do not understand what is there to hide among friends for such long period of time.
Well to my regular readers, *cross hearts* should know who and what am i referring to,
just dont laugh too hard.
Its not the appearance that counts.
Its a great meet up and thats what friends should do.
HEY GIRLS; Keep your notebook of New Year Resolution 09.
I know Holly wants to get married; * roll my eyes * If you really do, firstly you should pen down in ur notebook of getting a decent and reliable guy.
I have got a dozen of it for my New Year resolution SHOUT OUT party.
1) Cut down on drinks
2) No smoking - - sigh. . that really tough . .
3) Work wise, just do it with no BUTs looking at my Million dollar, we will revise it during my personal quarter planning.
4) I want to setter down with my hubhubie. . .
The meeting was a fun one,
I headed back to my house area for a second round of supper with dear friend Stephen,
Poor boy he lost his way when picking me up and the funny part,
he should have call me *silly silly*
We had fish beehoon around my house area,
It started raining,
arghh... . . .. . and now am lying on my bed,
Stopped raining . .. . .
Anyway, thanks for the ride back.
Thoughts in place
Probably i just find myself too confident in the past in handling my relationship with him in the past which resulted in creating so many opportunities to the invaders.
But i dont regret.
One who love you enough will not do anything to make harm to you.
Thats what i strongly agrees with.
Without him, in the past i will never learn from my mistake.
Its just that this lesson took me 6 years to learn it.
In fact i have got nothing to lose,
I am glad with who i am and what i have become after the 2 previous failed relationship.
The art of loving people who loves you,
friends, lovelies, family and of course my hubhub.
Just be true and people will love you who you are.
That must be Qiqi.
Sunday, November 23, 2008
Post 333
Friday, November 21, 2008
Recognition
Thursday, November 20, 2008
Blessed
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
Post 326
Monday, November 17, 2008
Sony DSC
Saturday, November 15, 2008
Post 324
Friday, November 14, 2008
Count down + 1

Hubhub's return was delayed.
He will not be back tomorrow evening,
a total of 4 nights without my hubhub,
do you know how unbearable was that?
check out my video bar
Post 310
Thursday, November 13, 2008
Call back
Madness
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Empty

Its a cheerless empty feeling without my hubhub by my side.
The moment he kiss me goodbye this morning,
i knew i gotta miss him madly.
I feel so aimless and my talks revolves around him,
and i really do miss him so much.
I found out that he is the fruit of happiness and motivation in my life.
Although I have my friends to keep me occupied this evening,
but misses for you are just infinite.
I am freaking hell tired for the day with just an hour of sleep last night by your side.
But i am sure that if are back at this timing,
i will flew straight into your arms no matter how tired i am.
You are in my mind more often then you know . . .
Please release my emptiness and be back into my arms soon.
2 days countdown
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
Measure love
Roy's bday celebrat
Monday, November 10, 2008
Post 313
Sunday, November 9, 2008
dozed
Saturday, November 8, 2008
Its unconditional
Post 310
Friday, November 7, 2008
We are 2 splendid sun
This relationship thrives as long as there is mutual adoration and respect. The notoriously big Egos clash every time one asserts dominance over the other. The haughty Leo fire parches the landscape, if left unchecked, causing emotions to dry up between them. Fights are dramatic, but so is the making up! The Leo likes to flirt from time to time, just to reconfirm that they've still got it, and this could enflame jelousies. But when both believe the other is loyal, a lot of that swagger and strategic smiling can be forgiven.
This is a couple that throws unforgettable parties, and surprises friends with their generosity. Kids bring out their own childlike natures, and are a big source of personal pride. Both have a soul need for self-expression, and can be an understanding ally. If competition crowds out the feelings of good will, this signals the beginning of the end. The royal couple needs to put their relationship first for this union to endure.
The eyes of the beholder
Thursday, November 6, 2008
Post 307
Post 306
Sunday, November 2, 2008
Lunar
4 months
After 12am that night we were 4 months old.
I did a little shopping for gifts as a token of appreciation for our 4 moniversary pressie.
I should have realise that Hubhub wont want me to spend money unnecessarily.
Thanks hubhub for the north indian crusine dinner from Vanish