Sunday, November 30, 2008

Connection

The night before we fell asleep in each others arms again,
my hubbieee asked me if I have got anything to tell him.
Gee, i love those bedtime small talks with hubbieee,
Its a special connection which belongs to just the 2 of us,
and the inner thoughts to ponder on how much do we love each other.
I do not have any secrets to hide when it comes to my hubbieee,
I found the "Wowability" of me,
with no secret towards my other half.
I am so proud of myself.
" Mao mao" just want to spend her life with her " LazyChongchong"
Nothing last forever,
but
I will want our love to build on,
and last for a lifetime.
HUBHUB : Am going away on my APM trip for the on coming 3 days. I am gotta miss you tons and tons. so much and so much . . . Sob sob . . . Wait for my return and let me cook nice pasta, and bake nice cheese gratin rice for you . . . And i know how to make nice nice super smooth Chawamushi de ok . . await for that . . .

BackDated




It was backdated to the day I felt disturbed by some messages sent.
Towards the person who typed on those message,
its just coldness,
bitterness of an irrevocable past.
Since the day i stepped out of his life.
He is gone forever,
to me,
he is just a colleague whom i will reply politely to his question.
That's the style of myself,
and a commitment i made not to look back in any of my past relationships no matter how happy we used to be back then.
No matter how much i love or used to love,
I'll still walk away.
Friends of mine did comment that,
even if * choy, touch wood * lovely and i dont work out the way we want to be,
I will not even take a look at him needless to talk about others.
He just gives an incorrigible being which i really loathe that.

I would say,
Yes, i will not look back.
For him,
As irresponsible as usual,
for sending me such messages when he is attached with someone.
Its not impressive neither is it flattering towards anyone.
Its madness to me.

Saturday, November 29, 2008

Painting my life

I am painting my life with you, my hubbiee.
I would really want you to be in the picture of the portrait painting of my life.
The importance of the presence of you in my life.
Whether in poverty, downhill or tough times,
I want to be the one by your side.
The close ones finally realised how much my love is towards you.
All of my friends observed the change in me towards how much i want you in my life.
Never to do you wrong,
never to make you sad.
I love you unexpectedly so much that in many circumstances when temptations come along.
Being in that situation,
that was how i realised that my love for you is irrevocable,
simply you stood firmly in my heart and
i have my eyes only on you.
I've made you my last,
and i hope that i will be the last of yours as well.
You are in my plan 2009,
I want to create the life of us as one.
You do not need to feel pressured,
simply we will just do what we can,
and what we can afford to.
To create a place we call home,
Not made up of just bricks and cement,
but warmness, people and love
a cozy humble place where we will be well protected,
live comfortably (not material wise),
find peace
and a place where we belong.
A place we will call it our home.
A shoutout where i can tell everyone you are my hubbieee,
a status where you can let the close ones know that i am your wifey.

PS Hubhub, thanks for the little nonya bookmark, thanks for telling some strangers whom wer met yesterday that i am your girl, thanks for the cuddling and huggings at night and thanks for loving me. Thanks for turning around and giving me attention when you sat away from our table. Thanks for being firm to protect me last night when we get boo booos. Oh yes, i finally got the chance of doing a back scrub for you my hubhub, you are so sweet as well, incredibly sweet. I am afraid of losing you as well, frankly the reason being i really do not know where in the world can i find someone who shares so much rapport with, who treasures me so much. I really want to be with you for the rest of my life. Can you allow this alien looking girl from Venus named Shi KaiQi to love you, take care of you , share your woes and happiness?

Thursday, November 27, 2008

我又想你了

下雨了, 我在想, 宝贝到底在干什么呢?
只要一到了夜晚,
总会难免想一想他。
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Wednesday, November 26, 2008

hubbiee is back

Hubbiee is back from his work trip,
finally . . .
Painting on the misses i had for him accompanied by the agony he had during his trip,
I put my eye upon a voodoo doll as a gift for him.
I didnt know that the pressie shocked him "that much"
Well, he prefers the card i gave in comparison.
hahahaa . . .
Pretty much as usual,
the same comfortable feeling of lying in his arms till we both fall asleep.
Waking up in the morning when our alarm went off,
rolling around and whining in his arms unwilling to get out of his cozy bed.
Dragging him out of bed as usual,
he is a complete replica of me,
the lazy nua-ing and wake me up 5 mins later technique.
He suggested that i should pinch him in his tights when he says that the next time round.

Post 338

I headed down to anchorpoint for dinner after beaching at Sentosa with my doggie and sis. . .
I met up with Stephen and thats the Mickey Mouse restaurant we had our waffles with ice-cream.
Hua hua joined us shortly, after he collected his altered work wear.
Recommended via Stephen we headed to Keppel @ Marina bay . .
It is definitely a great place with nice ambience to chillout.
The music there caters for the listening pleasure of my ears,
and I love it.
except the Leffy which tasted pretty weird . .
The cafe bar faces directly at the Caribbean which look awesome.
The evening was great, Steph and i were walking along the docking area after the pick up of pressie for hubbiee in his sedan.
Its a short walk against the cold pressed breeze across our cheeks,
its enjoyable, looking across the light-up end of the sea,
spotting medium size school of fish at the dock area.
During the slow walk back to where Huahua and Cal were at,
it started drizzling.
We hasten our footsteps across the flight of stairs just in time before its started raining cats and dogs.
Within split seconds,
Surprise heavy downpour came and immediately the first thing that flashes across my mind was my hubbiee who was on his way to our meetup.
I was worried that he will be caught in the rain, natural instinct ba . . .
Eventually we left the place and headed somewhere else.
We headed to Jeff's bar as the guys would like to continue the drink.
Feeling bored, i order food hahaaa . . . while the guys go headed with tackling and teasing the "xiao mei mei" in the bar.
I was too busy eating my wedges and top shell . .
Ouch . . . i bit my tongue accidentally and it went bleeding for the whole night.
Its pretty bad and the cut was deep.
If i will to stick out my tongue for 10 secs or more, you'll see that the blood dripping off. Thats how bad it is.
It went on and on until Hubbie sets a rule and forbades me to talk,
not before the blood clot up .
Unbearable, i am talkative,
i started mumbling . . . .
Hahahaaa . . indeed that helps and it stop bleeding.

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Young days

I was trying to recall how is it like to have a crush?
Eh,
my 1st crush was when i was kindergarten school when i had a crush on a senior from kindergarten 2 where i get to see him during our morning prayers session as i was from a Methodist school,
I remembered that i cried hard and didnt want to go to school anymore when he promoted to primary 1.
My 2nd crush was during my primary school days.
He is my dance senior, 3 years older than me.
Thinking back, wah... dance school, senior ballet somemore. . . quite chao sissy in a way.
Moving into secondary school,
I was in secondary 1,
the hot favourite was a guy in the NPCC,
he is the crush of most teenager of my age.
Again Senior 4 years older than me,
That was his last year when i entered secondary school.
But in a way or another,
i improved as i did speak to him on the phone before and those were the days when we brew telephone porridge.
Moving up into polytechnic,
my taste of crush deviated from seniors to juniors.
Meteor garden drama by the F4 were so freaking hot at that moment of time,
and my crush happens to be a super duper cute guy who i met on the bus.
He loves to wear red,
and in order to catch him,
i'll be late for lessons every tue as i suppose his lesson starts at 10am while mine was at 9.
I'll make use of every angle to peep at him or do some funny stupid stuffs to catch his attention.
In an incident,
back then i was using the 1st nokia slide camera phone.
Pretty huge phone. he was sitting down while i was standing and holding to the grip pole next to where he was sitting.
And i purposely use my phone and hit his head when the bus did a minor bump.
Wrong move indeed,
he never take 61 at the timing anymore.
Towards the start of the uni days,
i bumped onto this freaking cute boy whom i met in a levis store.
The Elvin Ng lookalike at that point of time.
To see him more than often i patronised that levis store almost 4 times a week and ended up spending more each time of the visit.
I took chance to talk to him,
get him to try on the male clothes and using him as a male model with the excuse of getting something for my male friend.
I blush when i see him,
and one fine day i plucked up my courage and bought a box of dark chocolate for him.
With no guts my friend handed the box of chocolates to him and left my numbers with him.
Using the LG chocolate at that point of time,
a call was made out to him accidentally.
Eventually i hang up.
He replied me with smses and we start our connection.
On the same day,
it was late at night and the cute levis boy offered to send me home after he knock off work.
I realised he was 2 years my junior in poly.
I love his crap and found out that we stay nearby each other.
He is the one who makes laugh till i drop.
I still do remember, the first met up with him was at the macdonalds near our place.
I was so pissed with my bf as he was 2 timing me at that time which i bit his arms on our first date out.
I had 1/2 dozen of yakult and was farting badly on our 1st late evening date.
From then the neighbour crush relationship grew.
Being the crap rubbish bin of each other.
The day i officially gave up of my 6 yrs relationship at that time, he broke off with his girl coincidentally.
We met up again below my flat.
Argh . . . that was the first time we hugged each other,
being both of us feels like shit.
The neighbour crush relationship continued,
and i realised that i will tell him to marry me whenever i got drunk or something.
He will as usual show me his stupid looking face which says wait long long.
He will complain that why the girls she date all heck care him,
And as usual i will tell him,
sooner you will just get use to it.
We managed this rubbish bin business for a few years
till One day,
i decided to focus all my attention onto a single man.
I stopped seeing him simply i have really got nothing to grumble about anymore.
Love do make your grumbling stop, so does him.
He found his girl and
both of us should be able to live happily ever after with the love of our own . . .
.End of the story of my crushes.

How is it like?

To have a neighbour when?


Post 335

I was late for my MAS training,
far too late.
I was late for 2 hours.
That was amazing when i messaged my colleague that i was reaching when i was still in lala land.
Same old thing,
I couldnt get off my bed and continued the rolling under my cozy blanket with my "nice smelly" pillow.
Walking up early in the morning is disastrous for me.
Skip the training part,
I headed to Queensway to get my uniform for GALA night at KL.
looks funny and its funny.
The uniform is right now spinning hard with my washing machine and i'll post it up with myself in it when am done with the washing and ironing.
Spent a good 200 bucks on clothes again while waiting for the pick up for my altered uniform.
Someone help me. . . am spending too much . . . i need a Royal qiqi purse holder/ financial controller.
YEAH !!
Muah Hubbiee will be back tomorrow !!
hahaha
At least thats something good for me for the day.

Monday, November 24, 2008

Post 334

I had my meeting with my girls for crab feast as our usual hangout at xian's place after my appointment.
We had our usual girlie talks and bitchings about the people around us.
We were browsing through friendster and we clicked on Terry's page as dear hol forgot how he looks like and needa little recall about him.
Saw a testi on his page which switches on our laughing nerves.
We really do not understand what is there to hide among friends for such long period of time.
Well to my regular readers, *cross hearts* should know who and what am i referring to,
just dont laugh too hard.
Its not the appearance that counts.
Its a great meet up and thats what friends should do.
HEY GIRLS; Keep your notebook of New Year Resolution 09.
I know Holly wants to get married; * roll my eyes * If you really do, firstly you should pen down in ur notebook of getting a decent and reliable guy.

I have got a dozen of it for my New Year resolution SHOUT OUT party.
1) Cut down on drinks
2) No smoking - - sigh. . that really tough . .
3) Work wise, just do it with no BUTs looking at my Million dollar, we will revise it during my personal quarter planning.
4) I want to setter down with my hubhubie. . .

The meeting was a fun one,
I headed back to my house area for a second round of supper with dear friend Stephen,
Poor boy he lost his way when picking me up and the funny part,
he should have call me *silly silly*
We had fish beehoon around my house area,
It started raining,
arghh... . . .. . and now am lying on my bed,
Stopped raining . .. . .
Anyway, thanks for the ride back.


Thoughts in place
Probably i just find myself too confident in the past in handling my relationship with him in the past which resulted in creating so many opportunities to the invaders.
But i dont regret.
One who love you enough will not do anything to make harm to you.
Thats what i strongly agrees with.
Without him, in the past i will never learn from my mistake.
Its just that this lesson took me 6 years to learn it.
In fact i have got nothing to lose,
I am glad with who i am and what i have become after the 2 previous failed relationship.
The art of loving people who loves you,
friends, lovelies, family and of course my hubhub.
Just be true and people will love you who you are.
That must be Qiqi.


Sunday, November 23, 2008

Post 333

There is this weird and unexplainable feeling which is there since yesterday.
I am feeling lousy due to the cold when i head down to meet my hubbie.
He was late as usual so i sat there and waited for him patiently.
He gave me a tight hug, "sayang" me and held my hands as we walk on.
Its a different feeling as in yesterday.
Its unexplainable.
He no longer walk ahead of me,
we just walk on side by side and hand in hand.
we headed down to his shop after the retirement planning seminar to get some medicine to stop the ill condition of my cold.
My plans last night was to leave my lovely alone for the night, as am afraid that i might pass the my cold virus to my hubbie.
Eventually i still stayed over and fetch him to work early the next morning.
Being ill, i was so wimpy,
I started whining non-stop early in the sleepy morning as both of us gotten up at about 5am in the morning.
I was whining and twisting in his arms complaining how terrible i feel,
thinking that he will "Sayang" me. .
he just looked at me and said ; Drink more wine lor . . .
. . . . . . . . .
My whining stroke failed.
Hubbie is super damn moody this morning which i could really understand.
Early morning, tiredness, worst of all facing the terrible old foxy gay.
I know he is damn stress thats why i am not complaining.
Dont worried my hubbie... Your wifey will take good care of herself and you will see her well and bubbly when you get back from ya trip.

Friday, November 21, 2008

:)

其实我很想对你说,
我们结婚吧。

Recognition

The feeling of recognition.
I am over-joyed
The thoughts of how much he wants me in his life.
I am so happy to hear that.
I find myself blending into his life and vice versa.
I would really love to move in with the man i love so much and blend our life together as one.
Within a couple of months,
we are walking into a total different phase of level in term of managing us.
We discover the flaws in each,
and rediscover the in depth sight in us.
and we just cant help but to love each other more each day.
Allow me to hold on to you through the pleasant and foul,
happy and sad moments in life,
hold your hands,
be by your side like time never exist.
Making my love for you that will never deteriorate.
I am so awaiting for the day where i can call you my hubby in the presence of everyone.
From the bottom of my heart is calling;
Where ever you are,
my heart beats just for you.



我们结婚吧

View the video bar on mike he especially the 2nd one. So cute...


Thursday, November 20, 2008

Blessed

I am so blessed,
blessed with love,
the love of his.
The lean on his shoulders is so comfortable,
its great to fall asleep in his arms again.
I dropped tears of joy and fear at the same time when i was lying next to him.
Joy; Happy and blessed to be lying next to the person i love so much again :)
Fear; afraid to lose this feeling one day.
and I fell asleep in his cozy arms.
We were awaken by the irritating drilling sound of his neighbour early in the morning.
I rolled under the blanket and
dozed off again despite of the drilling and knocking.

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Post 326

Yet again,
we were stuck 'ed together for the past 48 hours.
We had late night suppers,
cozy dvds,
fond cuddles,
Supermarket shopping,
and sweet corn for supper.
Hilarious and comically.
No more sweet corn supper anymore i promise.
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Monday, November 17, 2008

Sony DSC

Finally got the chance to post them online.
My sony DSC, thou not exactly the camera i wanted initially,
But still good enough for me to capture shots like below.









Saturday, November 15, 2008

Post 324

I am still missing my hubhub badly,
Stacy said i've changed,
i feel that i was poisoned instead.
Never did she see i miss someone so badly before.
My eyes laid on no one.
Simply,
you've got my heart and in my eyes,
no one seems to be comparable to you my lovely.
We sent Shanghai girl home,
she stays in sengkang,
we drove pass your place,
and there is this feeling of me lying on ur bed,
even when you are not around,
there is this urged of lying on ur bed.
To make me imagine ur presence and fall asleep in that familar smell of urs.
I sound freako.
But that is what that comes into my mind.
thats how much i miss you.
I really miss you like hell,
and i am going mad.
This cant continue,
and i just want you,
you and only you.
Sometimes misses turns into tears in the middle of the night,
that's how bad i miss you.
You know i realised that i really cant live without you.

Post 323 - Girls out gathering

~ The girls out ~
My all time favourite
Me huixian and Joz
Still miss my hubhub so freaking much and i cant wait to hug him.

Friday, November 14, 2008

Count down + 1


Hubhub's return was delayed.
He will not be back tomorrow evening,
a total of 4 nights without my hubhub,
do you know how unbearable was that?
It terribly lousy . . .
PS: hubhub my daily missings for you, made me dream of you every other nights when you are away, i do not wish to wake up from my dream as thats the only way i stay connect with you in my dreamer's world. And I know i will dream of you tonight, Tomorrow night all the way till you are back in my arms once again.

check out my video bar

What ever hipcups i face,
i am true and i believe i can over come it.
In work, in whatever,
as long as i have to determination and faith.
i know i will.
Listen to this song fm my video bar,
taken fm the movie; Honey starring Jessica alba.
I've watched it more than 1o times.
Its a source of motivation for me :)
The Lyrics of the theme song:
They said you wouldnt make it so far
and ever since they said it,
it's been hard
but nevermind the nights you had to cry cause you have never let it go inside you.
You worked real hard and you know exactly what you want and need
You can reach your goals,
Just talk to your soul and say
I believe i can
I believe i will
I believe i know my dreams are real
I believe i'll stand
I believe i'll dance
I believe i'll grow real soon
That is what I do believe
Your goals are just a thing in your soul
You know that your moves will let them show
You keep creating pictures in your mind
So just believe they will come true in time
It will be fine
Leave all of your cares and stress behind
Just let it goLet the music flow inside
Forget all your pain
And just start to believe
Nevermind what people say
Hold your head high and turn away
With all our hopes and dreams
I will believe
Even though it seems it's not for me
I won't give up
I'll keep it up
Look into the sky
I
will achieve all my needs
I will always believe

Post 310

I believe from the theme song of honey,
I love this song
try listening to the lyrics,
its hardwork.
Nothing comes by easy.
Probably there is a sprinkle of luck,
but eventually,
its hardwork which create the chance.
200 pound beauty,
one of my favourite movie,
the only Korean movie i watched so far.
The pain of staying beautiful the endurance and the understanding of people to undergo those pains which gives great returns in the end.



Thursday, November 13, 2008

Call back

The call back of my hubhub makes me jumped up with joy,
Hubhub is so adorable,
i was re joyed when he says:
我好想你哦,我们成家吧!
Its the thoughts that makes me feel so heart warming;
and i will definitely want to be the little house woman of yours.
To love him with all i can for the rest of my life.
It is a strange and unexplainable feeling,
never in my life i had such a strong and determined sixth sense to setter down with someone.
Its purely out of love,
to build and create a life and joy of our own.
Sharing the woes and joy,
walking side by side,
pacing with each other
and
adore each other with care and love.
In fact we do not need posh and extravaganza ways of living to make us happy.
Simple lovely little dishes and meals or a priceless walk along the bay against the breeze is good enough for me.
Hubhub : : wifey miss you so much !!

Madness

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Empty


Its a cheerless empty feeling without my hubhub by my side.

The moment he kiss me goodbye this morning,

i knew i gotta miss him madly.

I feel so aimless and my talks revolves around him,

and i really do miss him so much.

I found out that he is the fruit of happiness and motivation in my life.

Although I have my friends to keep me occupied this evening,

but misses for you are just infinite.

I am freaking hell tired for the day with just an hour of sleep last night by your side.

But i am sure that if are back at this timing,

i will flew straight into your arms no matter how tired i am.

You are in my mind more often then you know . . .

Please release my emptiness and be back into my arms soon.

2 days countdown

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Measure love

We cant possibly measure love,

but through the months of sugar rushes,

i realised Hubhub really loves me alot.

Especially the way he hugs me this morning before he outstation for work once again,

I knew what he propose the other night wasn't for the fun of it.

In merely months our topic of discussions switches from surface fun talk to in-depth,

In fact there is a glimpse of marriage,

and thats something i didn't expect in us from the start.

Simply we grew from mutual liking to comfortability love and family.


Roy's bday celebrat



Roy's bday celebration :)
Once again we gathered with the family of Roy and knitted his bday a heart warming one.
Its great with the usual hangouts where everyone had fun that night.

Monday, November 10, 2008

Post 313

I simply love everything about him,
his messy writing table,
his messy bed with soiled clothes
practically its everything.
I am the kind of person who has a habit of sleeping on my on bed without interference;
I do not like to be disturb or hugged when i m in deep sleep.
and i observed that hubhub has got the same habit as i do.
We will not interfere each other when we are in deep sleep,
we just got our own territory to sleep on,
Whenever i will to sleep on an unfamiliar bed,
its difficult for me to adapt.
I cant get to sleep when the bed is too hard, the pillow is too high or the air con is simply too cold for me to adapt.
What amused me when i lie on his bed,
The pillow was right,
the blanket is so cozy,
I love his bolster,
i suppose my hubbiee can tell from the way i koala bear hug his bolster.
Whenever i sleep over,
his i became the temporary owner of his hug-able bolster.
I never fail to fall into deep sleep on his bed,
simply the feel is a replica of my bed.
I cant stand when the aircon gets too cold.
Just nice his room temperature is always perfect for me.
I love to scratch his back before bed,
massage his palm
and that gives a peek of me at the same time.
I quit the back scratching habit and hand massage for ages after Terry left me years ago.
As Terry never fail to scratch my back and massage my palms during those nights he stayed over.
That was the past and i enjoy doing that for my hubbieee.
In return,
i know hubbieee never fail to give me my favourite hug hug from him.
Grins
For what i know,
at least when one day,
we are going to choose a bed of us,
our choice will be the same.

Sunday, November 9, 2008

dozed

I dozed off midway though my market research revision.
That was 9pm in the evening.
At 1am in the morning i blinked awake with the roaring of my stomach which protest signs of hungriness.
I picked up my cell and dial 6777 3777,
A box of nuggets and mac wings to fill my rumbling roar.
Finally back on my writing desk with chapter 13,
which means 2 more chapters to go,
15 chapters in total,
I am pretty in luck,
that it does gets into my brains.
Its flashing lightings and the rain cools off the stale air of the night.
I cant help but to start my missings for hubbiee especially when the night is cold,
the feeling of cuddling in his arms arise.
Hubbieee's tight hug which cuddles me like a little baby under his arms.
I am so freaking addicted to that.
Getting back to my notes.
My hubbieeee, I am missing you in this cold, raining night.
I do wonder what are you doing right now,
I just send my little angels over to sprinkle some love of mine over your bedside.
*seven's silly grins*


Saturday, November 8, 2008

Its unconditional

It is god send,

We were acquaintance,

among the crowd you stood close to me.

It was that kiss which interlocks,

and brought us so far.

The sealed unconditional love is about to reveal.

She falls in love once again.

She was carried by an angel with a charismatic smile across a pathway of broken glasses.

She was bleeding when he picked her up,

He nurture her with love,

in return

she bears her heart and love unconditionally for the person whom she feels.

The one whom she would love to spend the rest of her life with.

She paced her relationship not against the constant - time,

as she believe time will make her adore her little angel more each day.

Her favourite pastime is to lie under the wings of her angel,

feeling protected and love by her dearest angel.

She loves to hear him sing, look into his eyes which puts a great smile on her face.

She sets her eyes on the one and only him,

loving him can be the greatest happiness,

and

being pampered by him makes her world.

I am so grateful that I've met you.




Post 310

Its difficult not to blog about it.
Goose pimples appear when the image of his appear in my mind.
I cant believe that i will to come across such person in my life,
practically to me,
his job is to criticize others.
He loves to criticize other about their appearance,
height, looks, figures whatever you name it.
He just think too highly of himself,
god sake . . . .
He is the type who comment on others " cannot make it, so fat, so ugly "
In a way or another i do pity him.
Probably he haven seen himself in a mirror before.
Can someone get him a mirror big enough to fit his whole surface area in the reflection?
I am not being crude in my words, if one day someone happens to know or come across this person,
trust me, you wont hold mercy in words.
It definitely profound to imagine,
Gary ( Pedro the being man shoe) is better looking than the *Goose pimple* *Guy* i am referring to in my private space.
To an extend i feel disgusted when i recall his name.
*Goose pimples* again.
And what i cant stand was he actually has ill designs on my hubhubie.
ITS
Definately.Disgustingly.Unforgiven.
If that happens to JH i think he will rather kill himself.
Sigh.

Friday, November 7, 2008

We are 2 splendid sun



Leo and Leo


Two lions know how to make eachother both roar and purr, and this relationship has plenty of romantic drama. The dating period is a high-visibility affair, since both will want to show off the new flame. If one lion proudly basks in attention, a pair amplifies the "look at me!" effect. The more high-spirited Leos broadcast their passions with some over-the-top p.d.a. Both are in love with love, and together they create moments of grand romance, sometimes involving pricey tokens of affection. Play and an open-heart makes for spontaneous fun, like splashing in the fountain. They'll take turns performing for eachother, knowing instinctively how to shower with the right applause. Their intimate times are intense, but also full of play and laughter.
This relationship thrives as long as there is mutual adoration and respect. The notoriously big Egos clash every time one asserts dominance over the other. The haughty Leo fire parches the landscape, if left unchecked, causing emotions to dry up between them. Fights are dramatic, but so is the making up! The Leo likes to flirt from time to time, just to reconfirm that they've still got it, and this could enflame jelousies. But when both believe the other is loyal, a lot of that swagger and strategic smiling can be forgiven.
This is a couple that throws unforgettable parties, and surprises friends with their generosity. Kids bring out their own childlike natures, and are a big source of personal pride. Both have a soul need for self-expression, and can be an understanding ally. If competition crowds out the feelings of good will, this signals the beginning of the end. The royal couple needs to put their relationship first for this union to endure.

The eyes of the beholder

Beauty lies within the eyes of the beholder.
True beauty can only be uncover by the person who loves you.
I m pretty surprise when JH probed me a question on;
he do not understand why did i fall for him.
The atmosphere was cloudy and noisy,
he didnt get an answer from me.
While deep in thoughts,
I believe its the respect, common ideas and the way he makes me feel appreciated.
He does make me feel privilege and love in all ways.
Its the little private space we own when we spend time with each other.
Seeing the most adorable side,
the sweetest side,
the frowzy side,
the sensual side,
the angry side,
.
.
.
He is simply mesmerising in all ways.
Everyone have got their pros and cons,
good and bad habits.
Its just a matter of how much do you love the other party.
No one is perfect.
I love his good and accept his bad habits.

Thursday, November 6, 2008

Post 307

I love him more each day.
He walked out of the bathroom in his towel,
smiles at me,
and said: Oh, we really overslept.
He didnt flare as i thought he will,
Most people will get irritated and annoyed when things get rushed especially when they are running for an important appointment early in the morning.
He told me not to rush and drive safely even thou he is running late.
He smiles at me and said its ok,
when i handed the camera to him without a memory card.
The absent minded me.
Packed everything yet i forgot the memory card.
A camera is = useless without memory card.
He didn't blame me.
We were driving on the PIE and brake light starts blinking and OMG i thought, Traffic Jam.
Thank god,
the traffic is still moving.
I managed to get Hubbie to his location around 7am.
He alighted and i know i gotta miss him for this couple of days.
He didnt forget to remind me to study hard.
I just cant help to Love him more each day
PS Hubhubie, wifewife understands dont be silly; your wifewife is very understanding de ok :) Love you lots and longing for your big big hug when ur back.

Post 306

It was in amid of my last paper revision when hubbie rang my cell and tells me that he wants to see me tonight. He will be out-station for couple of days due to job commitments. I picked him up from his shop and we headed towards town and Esplanade for some shootings. Hubbie and his giant professional camcorder did arouse much attention when we were doing our so call "MV" shoots. The raw shots were pretty well done, just await for some editing and cutting of our short video clip. The night was fun and i cant wait to see the final cut of my video.
We are a pair of common minded being, we appreciate and enjoy the activities we had. Dating for us is not just about doing the same old boring stuffs like catching a movie or, doing some shopping during our date.
We love to take slow strolls in the park,
listen to the MP3,
Stop the cab 3Km before his place and accompany each other's walk home.
Enjoy the company of each other.
Live our life in music,
Indulging in great and affordable delicacies,
Especially the ones cook by him.
Doing shopping in unique stores,
Smoke Shee'sa at Nabin's restaurant
Lying in his arms on the big cushion at Nabin's place.
Watch a concert together.
Dinning north indian cusine and made me realise mutton isnt that bad after all.
Walking down the Kallang river.
Looking at the low tide Singapore river and spot cute little turtles together.
and there are many more to come.
PS: Missing my Hubbie bie.

Sunday, November 2, 2008

Lunar

I went to pick his mum and cousins up from chinatown
and headed to Lunar for KTV after the concert.
The sound system is great.
Bumped onto Fiona and Hazel,
i didnt take notice of the girls till Fion called me out in the crowd.
Love Hubhub join us for the KTV after his party,
he came close to me and whisper into my ear to say that he loves me.
So adorable and sweet.
He told me that his vision stayed within me throughout the night,
and makes me feel so privilege with a touch of sweetness.
I spent my night dozing off the arms of his once again.
Waking up by his side the next day.
My sweet hubhubie initiated to whip up a sumptuous meal the next day,
I am so sorry to disappoint you and I can only say that its my misfortune for not having the sensational taste bud experience once again.
As mum and dad is flying back this late evening i cant stay long by your side tonight.
PS: Lovely Hubhub thank you for everything, thanks for being so sweet. I just want to let you know that your presence gives life and happiest to everyday of my life. Can we hold on to this feeling, create our future with it and build on it. One day when we are old and grey, we will hold our hands, look back, smile at it because we know that we lead a happy and fufilling life with passion of the things we love without regrets.

4 months

The heels i wore,
Hub hub would like to see me in heel,
therefore i withstand the torture of painful blisters
and
endure the immense struggle on my feet.
Finally the ill-mental will of mine gave way.
I have to get my heels off my feet.
I traded in the torture with money and got a little of comfort after that.
I know hubhub love to see me in heels.
and i will do that,
probably just give me awhile more,
just dont disturb my blisters for the time being.
That's LeeHom Music man concert.
After 12am that night we were 4 months old.
I did a little shopping for gifts as a token of appreciation for our 4 moniversary pressie.
I should have realise that Hubhub wont want me to spend money unnecessarily.
I should really cut down on my expenditure.
Thanks hubhub for the north indian crusine dinner from Vanish
Thanks for the company for LeeHom concert,
i am so glad having you by my side,
holding my hands with ur plastered hand,
the lean on your shoulders,
the kisses you gave during the concert.
I really do appreciate it.

Saturday, November 1, 2008

Soon

We will be turning 4 months in a day to come.
He is my sugar rush for the past 123 days and i foresee that there will be more to come.
He torches my path and shone light into my life with dozen of sweet surprises and thoughts.
His favourite pastime is to make fun of me and make crude jokes about me.
He never fail to embrace me with his warm lovely hug even during the fractured.
You add on touch of love each and everyday and brew my love for you.
Do you know that,
whenever i pick up a call from you,
or
received a message from you,
i get mesmerise and that never fail to make me smile from the bottom of my heart.
You are someone whom i place so dear to my heart.
I love you lots,
and i really do.
Good night my hubhubie.