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They are just so sweet ! ^^ A pair of sweet twins. Your story touched me. Thank you.

Day 406

Day 406

In 3 John 11

Dear friend, do not imitate what is evil but what is good. The one who does good is of God; the one who does evil has not seen God.

What does this means as stated in the bible written in 3 John 11? Therefore when we look into this verse, it says that, we should practice the good and not do what others do which is evil.

What is evil ? Lies, cheat, rob, kill . . . . what are lies, black lies, white lies, polka dotted lies. All lies. Cheat derived from lies, partial truth, half truths . . . Rob, you do not need to rob a bank to be a thief. You may rob some one's happiness, some one's smile, you make them unhappy out of your selfishness, YOU ROBBED. Kill, on the sermon on the mount of what Jesus had preached, to murder doesn't literally just killing someone physically. It may be through words. Through discouragements, though hurting someone with words, blemishing someone, saying lousy and hurting words as sharp as swords into hearts of people. This is murdering and killing.

In our lives, we have many or ample of such people around. May it be a christian or a non christian. It doesn't matter to me. I am not perfect, but each day, I am just trying my best to be better. I am not going to be bitter with the things I've face, I am going to be better.

But friends, do not judge, even the bible says, 3John11 . .  the one who does evil has not seen God. Which is why, do not judge those people who used to lie to you, to cheat on you, to hurt you, and betray you. We are not perfect, non believers, believers, as long as you are a human, we are not perfect.

Day 405

I think my bbg mate Kenny Santika and Joze look alike ^^

Joze, shape up abit, in your middle age, you will look like her

lolx ^^

The Sneezing Baby Panda

Annoying Orange - Best Fiends Forever

A Letter From God To You

梁文音 - 因為有你

Be With You (Selalu Menyembahmu) by 3PM @ City Harvest Church

Because You Loved Me - Celine Dion

For all the times you stood by me,

for all the truth you made me see,

For all the joy you brought to my life,

for all the wrongs you've made it right,

for every dream you made come through,

for all the love I found in you,

I am so thankful Jesus,

You're the one who helped me up,

Never let me fall.

You will be the one who walk me through.

I give it all to you.

Even thou I didnt know much,

I just know, you love me.

You saw the pain which was in me,

lifted me up when I couldnt reach,

Gave me light when I was lost,

My strength when I was weak,

My voice when I couldnt speak,

Gave me faith because you believe.

I am everything I am,

because you love me.

I am blessed because I am loved by you.

City Harvest Church Ministry Weekend

Day 404

Day 404

Hey people, I was visited by some old buggers last night. I just want to share and tell you guys about these old buggers who had been on earth for thousands of years.

I was visited by the spirit of death last night.

The appeared in black figures and are horribly negative creatures. They have the power to walk into your mind and tell you negative things and painting you pictures of the undesirable. They scratches your emotions and make you believe that what they said is true. I encountered them before like a year back a suffered a great spiritual attack by them.

They showed me a car accident in Upper Bukit Timah Road, and the victim was me myself. I woke up at 3.50am feeling jaded.

The big words of : No hope, you are hopeless, there is no more hope, there is no more hope kept speaking beside my ears.

It had been really a long while not having such encounters. I lied on my bed feeling motionless, you cant move nor you can speak. My heart literally repeats what they said. There is no hope, there is no hope.

I started praying in tongues in my heart but yet vain effort. The voices are so loud and they kept telling me to go and die, its hopeless, go and die.

I quiet down for a few seconds or so, I finally spoke in a great confident out of my heart. Why should I die? Jesus is hope and through his death on the cross, I gain life! I kept repeating this, His blood gave me life, His blood gave me life.

It is not difficult for me to feel the pressence of the holy spirit. When the holy spirit is near my side, I will feel a gust of warmness in my tummy and all words that came out of it will speak Power.

All of a sudden, I sat up on my bed and started talking and commanding. I am a child of God, you can do nothing to me. I know my authorities, you spirit of death get out of my room. I am hope, I am light and I am love, my life is filled with the power of the blood, you hold nothing towards me. I do not belong to you, spirit of death, I belongs to Jesus. Get lost now! Stop your hopeless talk, you are hopeless, I am not, I will not believe in what you said. My life is love, my life is hope.

Michael fight! Get these negative speaking spirits out right now. I started my worship at 4am. Jesus is the answer for all the world today, above him there's no others, Jesus is the way. My room brighten up with warmness and light. Hope and more faith sits into my room. Fear, you have no control over me. I rule ahead of you, Fear and death you are nothing.

I start my thanksgiving and praises to Jesus. Peace sits in, I looked at my handphone, it is 4.30am.

I thank Jesus and cuddled back in bed. The rest of the night I had this sweet sweet aroma that fills my whole room. I had a wonderful and beautiful dream at the spa resort in Sembawang. Seriously I dont know if there is really one such spa resort in that ulu palia place call Sembawang.

In it a professor walks out of it and told me, your boyfriend just told me about you. You are really an awesome woman of faith. I scatched my head and walks further in, trying to figure out, who the hell is my boyfriend. He is giving a lecture on public speaking in the multi purpose hall of the resort. I pushed the door opened, and I saw him. He walks me in to sit in the front row. . . . I was looking at the doorway and then . . . he kneeled down and proposed with a puppy. (Now I am thinking, who the hell will propose with a puppy??) It a mini szhuanzer my palm size.

And then Allen gege and Shirley came in with awfully chocolate cake with Vern. (Scratch my head) 

I woke up, and end of my dream. I woke up feeling like it is Christmas. Wooohoooo . . . .  Is going to land towers later for some fireworks!!!! level 45 penth-office hahhaa . . . 

I woke up without knowing did I or didnt I accept his proposal.  ^^ I dont know. But it is definately a sweet dream, otherwise I wont be waking up feeling like it is Christmas.

All things will work out for good, for those who love God, for those who are called according to His purpose.

Amen.

Festival of Praise

I attended the Festival of Praise 2011 today. Festival of Praise is an event where christians of all churches all over Singapore come together to the indoor stadium to pray for the nation. That's the reason why it is always so near to national day. I held hands with strangers from other churches while we all held our hands tight to pray for the government, economic and future of Singapore and to be thankful of what God has put Singapore into a nation so strong and free. On the bus now therefore putting up this post. I kept seeing the poster advert of Pastor Lawerance Khong, the founder of FCBC church of his magic shows performance in the international arena. Today's message is about being the head and not the tail, above and not beneath. The bible says that we as God's beloved children are empowered by Grace to do mighty works. What kind of mighty works? Better than what Jesus can do. which is why and so, I was thinking what can I do? Let me sort out my thoughts for the moment and let God speak.

My first

Jesus do not have a handphone, but he is the first in my calling list. He is not on my facebook but he is my best friend. He is not on twitter but I follow him. My Jesus my love my everything. 

Day 403

Day 403

Finally, a decent blogpost with rightful indents and spacings.

My title for today is : My Fight with the world!

What does it literally means by my title? We have to understand that we live in a world filled with grieve, hatrate, selfishness, unforgiveness, bitterness, resendment and many many more negative things that witheld our true blessings.

Through the cycles of my life, I come to see in light off the darkness. I come to be slow to anger and not to be quick to judge.

It is absolutely normal that good people receive craps in life, hurts that they do no deserve and pain they thought that a good man like someone should not deserve?

What has it got to do with my battle against the world and towards God's kingdom. The world operates in a hopeless manner, just give a few examples in my daily life.

1. A rich kid offering a Sentosa Cove house on my birthday

The world response: Incredible and amazingly awesome. Marry him and live a good Taitai life, you deserve it.

My response: I do not love this man, life cant be incredible without love. I do not want to make a step of selfishness and murder my moral values.

2. A friend highly recommended his best friend to me for a date, well to do, permanant head damage scholar with an apartment above orchard ION.

World response: Marry him and live a fruitful life without worries

My response: For what? God gave me a man to love, my chou chou to father my children one day, why take a short cut just because it seems lesser hassle?

Friends, in life, there is no shortcuts, you might just end up detouring when you accept the world's offer.

3. Friend A, come to work for my company and you will make good money. My excutives make 15 to 20 grand a month easily. Dont sell insurances anymore, they dont bring you far.

The world response: Yeah go! climb higher and take the money so you can save more poors.

My response: I can save and make more money certainly, but this insurance job is my passion, I make a decent living caring and loving people, I have my flexibility, I can run my ministry, why look at that miserable money which just come and go?

Many people accept the world's offer and lose their life. I am not talking about someone dying but something in a greater sense and light. Because you took up the world's offer and loses time with your love ones. A child needs more of your hugs than the money you can show him. A wife needs more of your love than the whatever massage/spa/facial package you can pay for her.

Because of taking up a world's offer, you may end up compromising your health, your happiness, your church, your friends, your family and your own soul.

Like my cellmate des, he didnt compromise to a world's offer. 3X more his current salary, but he rejected the world's offer. He is a great man of God, he knows God didnt want us to use friends and love ones in exchange for a world's offer that will take away time with love ones. He made a choice. A good godly choice.

I fight the world through all these daily battles.

1. World says, get angry, this fellow did wrong to you. God says: its ok, peace be with you. I am slow to anger.

2. World says, horn and point your current, he almost bang your car. God's say, bless the driver, he might be facing difficulties in his life.

3. World says , sell the highest commission plan even when he do not needs it. God says, plan according to his finances abilities.

4. World says, hate him, he hurt you, dont forgive him, he deserve his karma. God says, love him even more, pray for him and forgive.

5. World says, your dad scold you so unreasonably, walk away and sulk your face, best is to answer him back. God says, Give him a hug and tell him that you really loves him.

6. World says, come on, love this man, he is rich, good looking and he can support you entire life without worries. God says, Dont let selfishness rule over you.

7. World says, hey, you are so broke, worry and be unhappy, hard sell your insurance. God says, money is not your lord, I am. Be happy and be hardworking, I will provide.

8. World says, you are already so busy, still go and give bible studies. God says: when you take care of my people's well being, I take care of yours.

9. World says, be calculative and be selfish, count every single cents you treat people with and expect their returns. God says: I have bless you enough to bless others.

10. World says, stop waiting for an unfaithful man's return, he dont deserve you. God says, I remained faithful to my children even they worship other idols. God remained faithful when I was so unfaithful to him for the past 25 years.

This list can go on and on and on . . .  .

My last take for my day post. Dont compromise your moral values to the world, dont compromise your love to the world's advertisment of selfish love. Dont take advantage of others just because the ball is in your court. Because one day, you will end up losing more than whatever you thought you have gained.

Dont give in to the world.

P.S: Many times I told my arvin boyboy things in which I really see a great potential in. One thing to remind, truly, dont give in to the world just because others are doing it for they do not know what they want. Keep your moral values high, and you will end up conquoring the world and winning battles over battles because you didnt compromise.

My hubhub, he has a very weak faith. He is constantly giving in to the world, he ended up losing his own identity in constant lies to himself. I love him and even more knowing his inner self. A true weak self, he do not dare to face. Now I am strong, if only he will allow me to hold his hands and we fight this battle of the world together. He do not even have the slightlest strength now to lift his hands to reach out. My heart breaks for him. Because his selfishness is hurting himself more than he is hurting others. My love for my hubhub is far more than you guys can imagine. I just live in him, which is why I can experience all his fear and fighten child in him, like how God lives in me.

Father, please be by the side of my hubhub and walk with him. He is a fragile child, my love, and beloved. Let your love touch him and give him strength like how you touches me everyday.

Amen.

Day 402

Come to be thinking about this. Yes, we plan for our lives and leave the rest to God. Or some may say to our destiny. The answer to the problems of every single one of us were, some god or someone holds a twist to the end of each chapters of our life. Who to date, who to love, who to get married to, who will be your children, who got divorce, who suffers premature death, who get hurt, who suffers betrayal, who fell into unforgiveness, who fell ill and who didnt fulfil their destiny. Who and what and more what what how how questions in our lives. To me, all these seems not really important as if used to dwell in my life with compared to the past me anymore. I come to learn about all these will happen, good or bad, I just need to channel them in a direction for a good cause. Maybe one day, I might fall ill and be admitted to the hospital, just maybe. In the past, I will just cry my pillow wet everyday and be shouting at the nurses. Probably when this happen to me in current moment, I maybe walking around encouraging sick patients like I do giving them a hope in life. Changing something misfortune into something fortunate. Even thou I am hurt so badly by a man I love, something misfortunate like korean drama, turning into something fortunate, I found God and I learn to love luoyi even more. All the love in keep overflowing and the hurts are no longer there. Totally removed, not even a trail of scar can be seen. I am like a totally new person madly in love with the same guy without remembering all the hurts. How wonderful life is. How great the power of forgiveness is, how amazing the strength of love can be. LOVE TRULY HAS ITS POWER TO TRANSFORM.

Day 401

Lately I have been blogging through my handheld mobile. Even though, my readership hasnt decrease. I asked my arvin boy boy what he wants for his birthday. Guess what he reply: Sentosa Cove =.=!! hahaaa. Anyway, I rejected Sentosa Cove and told the guy something pretty mean. Its not difficult to piss man off in fact. Just tell him that he is short and ugly even when he is not that bad. From a suitor, he turned into an elder brother. The funny thing was, he started recommanding nice friends and guys to me. He told me, I will like his best friend, tall, sauve, promising and doing his PHD now. No more Sentosa Cove, maybe a penthouse in orchard Ion? =.=!! So not challenging de, I really dont like. I rather go after man like Desmond lolx, but I think he prefers his snowy toy dog more than me. Desmond is out of the question lar, cause when we were out together at Sentosa, blur lar, nothing to talk about. I look at him blur he look at me blur. Its really funny and awkard, test dating FAILED. Although we can shout and sing C3 together crazy crazy in his car. But when the music stop, we dont know what to talk about. I learned about many things, what are meant to be and what are not meant to be. For what is meant to be will stir up joy even in amids of sufferings, it will not fade and it will turn stronger. 

Day 400

Today I woke up loving you even more chou chou. I smiled and I hugged my kitty laughing. So peaceful and so joyful. Cannot understand me right? God was right, for each man I come across my life, I will find myself loving my chou chou even more. That is my confirmation of love I guess. Didnt do I understand why but I just follow the line. Woke up looking so pretty today, the glory illuminating of my looks is glowing. Totally understands why Carol, Linda they all can look so young. God's glory. I love you chou chou, even more today, have a wonderful blessed August. Loves.