All together

Maybe all together its a different story. I'hv heard stories of how my male buddies pamper their girl and how the girls show blissful look of happiness being dote by the one they love. Those kind of innocent love whom some of my friends to me is out of reach. My relationships often underline factor of the feel of being threaten.

I saw this :

Thanks for making caring for mi,pampering mi,spoiling mi, perfecting my life with lotsa efforts & surprises ,loving mi wholeheartly!


its so heartwarming they are coming to a year. They are great people, had been quite sometime not seeing them... just to let you guys know, i really miss you people.

Probably its just a different issue all together, maybe he's just not good in pampering his girl. Whenever i see how my friends wrote about their love life, they have got so much of wonderful occasions and surprises from their love. It can be simply a late night supper surprise. The coca cola surprise fridge from ping to sammi, a cold remedy hot tea in the middle of the night which cure every illness during a flu. I longed for the feeling to be pampered once again.

I do appreciate the piggy love pillow, the mama and baby gui gui, the effort he made to send me back, the time we spend usually either in a pub or at home, the time we used to stroll along his estate. I do love surprises, usually he gave me shocks more than surprises. When was the last time i was really pampered. Being pampered like a little girl.

Being with him coming towards our 6th month, there is alot of things i would want to do. Like bringing him to visit my " Yi yi" in the zoo, the gui gui and dugong at Sentosa, sitting with him at the most southern part of singapore closest to the milky way to admire the stars, catching a gimpse of fireflies, visiting a goat farm, fish for prawns, catching guppies at pasir ris park, feeding little tortoise at the botanical garden, breathing the fresh air in a park early in the morning, accompany auntie to the market poking smelly fish, playing happily in the rain, walk the dog together, hold a picnic session, laze around looking at clouds on the grass, sing ktv with just the 2 for us. So many things left undone.

I would want to start a scrapbook of places of joy, but its just not enough for me to begin with. In that case our moment of joy will be, the pool at toa payoh, his home, cineleisure cinema, PS couple lab, school, colour zone, a rubbish truck and the void deck you used to hold my hands and chat till dawn. In a period of 6 months thats what we do. Thats what we accomplish for apx 180 days. I really would want to spend wonderful moments with you. The moment we will always remember and make it reside in our heart for life. Being by your side when we used to party with a group of friend doesnt truely belongs to us, i longed to sit side by sit with you, sip the wine we'hv brought along to a sky of stars, a place where there is just the 2 of us. The memory of us being the lead. I hope i'll dream of it tonight and smile during my sleep.