The disappointment

Ever got the feeling of being disappointed?

Especially when things changes on the negative side.

The change which reveals the true nature of the person whom u thought you could spend ur life with?

The fake initial up-front?

The gentleman side of someone which fade as time goes by?

Which i classify it as "Man"

I quit on "Man"

They are such a disappointment

I really wonder

I wonder and i really do,

when was the last time he even care to look into my blog?

To learn the inner me?

To not confuse incident which causes frustrations to be linked with another.

Not to vent anger anyway how.

Being pissed with one single incident linking into a series?

Everything is in oneself.

I cant even be bothered to be pissed or angry.

I cant be bothered.

I dont know why i get into a relationship with so much of problems?

Isn't the other half should be someone to share burden, encourage each other and give more faith as time goes by?

But why am I always hounded by negative feelings?

This journey is a learning stage.

I just feel lost in this relationship but i do not know why i still hold on?

Love and faith is losing bit by bit as days goes on.

And i know, he dont even know a bit about it.

He do not need to feel or say anything about this.

I am just not the right one for him.

Its time he should think about it and find someone who love whatever he does.

Not grumble, be a simple and obedient girlfriend he is longing for.

And that person is definetely not me.

I dont feel the pain or hurt, love still exist but look at a bigger picture.

Pain can always be heal as time goes by.

I do not want to look back as its time to move forward.

Festive season

Happy Valentine!

Purple rose from Daddy kong

This is something i do not know.

Until i saw this at the clinic nearby my place and its kind of scary

Dear all do have a healthy diet.

Thats our Lo-Hei lunch @ The legend fort canning

So messy
Everyone's so happy :)
Toast to a better 2008

"HUAT AH"

I received a call from my long time friend days ago, and he was wondering what happened to me after reading my blog. Thanks bro, for the concern which i really do appreciate.

Get well soon :)

Give my blessing to all my friends and love one.

2008 will be a fruitful year for everyone i love.

With love,

Seven

Thank You

That 100m dash at seletar reservoir,

I was running with my feet bare.

Its not about the race,

Its not ab who is the winner of that dash.

Its a release.

Of all my stress in work, sch and relationship bottled to its brim.

I released 10% of it.

Its time to pressure myself again towards my goals.

I need to do that.

For studies, work and my relationship.

I am utterly tired emotionally.

I just need a break.

Aisk and ruews

I am sick and tired of it.

I am starting to loathe and hate,

I know that shouldn't be the way it should be.

I am simply so fucking tired of tolerating.

Pls do pity me a little and let me leave you.

Pls do not tell me how much you love me when you threaten me of bring another woman home.

Pls dont tell me how much your family loves me i dont care a damn.

The outcome does not revolve between me and them.

ITS YOU AND ME.

Dont promise me anything.

I dont need that anymore.

Make all your promises to the person who comes along after me.

Good luck.

I simply cant and do not want to stand whatever or so.

Just leave me alone.

101 Post

What makes u think of?

The Lugi Brothers

Him and his brother

Mario and the " Pai Nang "

Him and the Mario brothers

out of the bluez

I found this pic on my darling's friendster,

Thats our papa kong.

The ah beng leader of our group.

Erm, somehow

Thanks

for bringing me into this line.

I find this pic kind of cool

You are beautiful

You are Beautiful

Yeah, she caught my eye,As we walked on by.

She could see from my face that I was,Fucking high,

And I dont think i'll see her again,

But we shared a moment that will last till the end.

I saw you face in a crowded place,And I don't know what to do,

'Cause I'll never be with you.

There must be an angel with a smile on his face,

When she thought up that I should be with you.

But it's time to face the truth,

I will never be with you.

I particularly like the above lines in his song.

Its like such a fanatsy to me in real life.

of something which we call that Fate.

I got a new Lappy

I'hv got a lappy.

I wanted to save all the trouble,

so i just went to the nearest, West Mall to purchase one.

Lols

Here's some pictures to share

The Spa centre i went to for my massage and facial,

located at Takashimaya,

Be-Santury Spa

I took this from Gary and i find it rather meaningful

Its talking about me i guess,

and it may be applicable to alot a people

I like this guy!

Loving blood doner

While waiting for my du bee in Ben Sherman Paragon

My Project mates,

J&J

They are just too volitile

They flucturate as fast as stocks

At this moment at least,

we are happy eating crabs

thats a blur shot

This is so freaking CuTE!!!

Raffles city