Stop and smell the roses

At times when work is too busy, and i m too anxious in meeting production datelines. I know i neglected alot of the people around me as time i used to spend with these lovely people who are family, friends and love ones are reduced.

Somehow or rather, i just cant shake work off my life. Work somehow been merged and changes my life. Where ever i am, i am occupied with the responsibility of work.

Although most may not understand the kind of stress i m weighing onto myself. I m really trying hard to balance everything.

I know i borrowed alot of time from these people to somehow fulfil my job commitments everything has an opportunity cost to it. No matter how wealthy one may be, that something called "Time" is always equal. Depending on how oneself utilise it.

The pride and ego is the core of change in me. I do not deny that i have a big ego when it comes to work and stuffs. I can say that i am to total replica to the characteristics of a LEO star where she just wants to lead.

The basic me:

Leo Likes: speculative ventures, lavish living, rich food, children, drama, pageantry and grandeur
Leo Dislikes:doing anything safely, day-to-day living, small-minded people, penny-pinching and mean spiritedness.

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What M says was right.

I do not know what my job has done to me, is it good or bad?

Am i too ambitious?

Or i just loses traits of who I am?

I do not know.

Basicially the current qi dont believe in dreams anymore as she strongly thinks that dreams will be within her reach, she just has to work hard on it and she sees glimpes of light. Those goals probably change her.

She expects a higher living in current as well as in near future, she is pacing not against her peers but people who has already been there and done that. All of a sudden, she realised how important money is and the kind of options money can bring her across in future when she can afford a house by herself.

In her mind right now, is comfort retirement with her love lazing around the jacuzzi pool watch time passes by. The picture she has in her mind right now. where the world is moving, her peers working hard to secure their family and retirement, she is so much ahead of them simply because she start to dash for what she wants many times harder and earlier.

That is the future she is working for and she is not dreaming. Thats a strong goal of hers. She do not want to see servicing her house loan at the age of 55 and still chasing money at that age.... . .

No more dreams for her, she woke up and realises she need to fight for her dreams or, that picture she has right will be only in her sleep.

She just want to be sure that, she is chasing a dream to be fufil many years down the road not money.

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Plush

Mr Mogie tay and Sharon @ the Plush

I simply love the wall paper

Seven
The ACS boys stupid action

Littlest things

Little things and efforts made do change a day of someone. These little efforts were being appreciated by a joyful voice of " Thank you Seven, i am really so happy and you made my day." The voice of appreciation makes me smile throughout the day and feels really glad of what i did. I received a little message him R thanking me of the little effort i made, those chocolate which makes a joyful day. I believe work is always stressful, but there are always means to stay positive and be happy at the end of everyday life. Seven will always be the happy seven you guys know. Unpleasant memories dont stay with her for long. She is always looking forward for a better day ahead and thats Seven.

I believe that memories should be remembered, always remember the happy moments which keeps you alive and dim those unpleasant ones which holds you back. This is what i've learn in the NLP which helps, conquer and overcome your unfruit day or an incident. Submodalities is one of the methods used in the NLP Neuro-linguistic programming term for the structure of sensory perceptions.

http://www.trans4mind.com/personal_development/mindMastery/submodalities.htm

check out this link and probably its the key of manupliation of your own mind, to stay and be happy of whatever things that happens around us.

Little note

Stacy: take great care and have fun in BK with KK

SiewKing: You'll do great in your new job!! Jia You ba!!!

Rena: You'll get a holiday job soon :)

I Realised

I realised that we have not been spending enough time togther which indirectly pushes him towards his friends. All of a sudden he feels that his friends are more interesting and time we spend are getting less exciting. The bottom line is not that we do not love each other that much anymore. It was me, not spending enough time with him and slowly as time passes by, i pushes the blame that he likes his friend's company more that me and commented on their as usual activities. Although there is alot of things i want in life and sees in this relationship. but i really do not know how to manage it where time is concern. We had been doing our own things, and value time spending doesnt weigh that much anymore, a sad case to say we are driffing apart and i am partly at fault. I guess i am too engross in my own life and neglected his. i am getting smaller and smaller as friends occupies most of his time vice versa. This shouldnt be the way, we used to spend lovely time together which both of us enjoy so much. As days pass, those loving qualities decreases. That shouldnt be the way. I've borrowed too much time from him and i suppose its time i really do something for him to show him that is how much i care.

HAPPY HOLIDAYS

Lala lalala Lala lalala Lala happy Holidays!!
Lala lalala Lala lalala Lala
Happy Holidays!!
Cheer people,
I love you guys!!

Renny, Stacy, Ping'er and Jas

Roses for all the mothers in my family for our

mother's day dinner

Kuku Kia and Stacy taken at dblo

and that place will be the last place i will go in future !!

It just Sux big time.

Luckily i was with my bunch of kuku pple to do kuku things with me!!

Japanese style in fashion

Check this out!!

Coming back home....

Messages received early in the morning at 5am , 7.30am and 8am respectively from 3 different person. They are back in Singapore for the labour day holiday. One from the off-shore island and the other from NewZealand for business trip the other one was just a heartwarming message from Jay someone whom i knew so long ago when i was still a regular at Newsroom bar. Mike junior will be back this june and he promise me a horse-back riding session as how he promised 2 yrs ago before he left for Australia. Mike senior will be starring the the upcoming homerun movie this June which I am so looking forward to catch him on the big Screen. All of them, followed me closely in life and surprisingly i haven been seeing him since 3 years ago. They are the people who bless my each day of mine with little message of care of a friend. Little care and concern will reaffirm your existance and to live with a positive attitude rather than to just exist. Its sad to exist, its life to live. I am glad to have so many people around myself to give life and colours to my world.

134 - TiaRa part ll

She can dance at 2am in the morning,

She roller blade, and she is only 3 yrs old.

She is polite and definately a refine young lady.

We are having our imaginary breakfast,

she is trying to make my hotcakes breakfast appear.

She is renovating her "so call" home
Isnt she so adorable.

133- TiaRa

I love TiaRa,

someone's daughter i forgot her name,

and i spent all night keeping her company together with noelle, Leonard's gf.

she is so adorable,

who say: no beer allow, Thank You.

She will start speaking japanese and some alien language.

I really love u TiaRa.

You are so adorable.

She will hold ur hand and keep u by her side,

cook pancake breakfast for you,

i had been her friend in the outer space world for the past 3 days = to 1 hr.

I really love her!!!