I Realised

I realised that we have not been spending enough time togther which indirectly pushes him towards his friends. All of a sudden he feels that his friends are more interesting and time we spend are getting less exciting. The bottom line is not that we do not love each other that much anymore. It was me, not spending enough time with him and slowly as time passes by, i pushes the blame that he likes his friend's company more that me and commented on their as usual activities. Although there is alot of things i want in life and sees in this relationship. but i really do not know how to manage it where time is concern. We had been doing our own things, and value time spending doesnt weigh that much anymore, a sad case to say we are driffing apart and i am partly at fault. I guess i am too engross in my own life and neglected his. i am getting smaller and smaller as friends occupies most of his time vice versa. This shouldnt be the way, we used to spend lovely time together which both of us enjoy so much. As days pass, those loving qualities decreases. That shouldnt be the way. I've borrowed too much time from him and i suppose its time i really do something for him to show him that is how much i care.