Post 323 - Girls out gathering

~ The girls out ~

My all time favourite
Me huixian and Joz
Still miss my hubhub so freaking much and i cant wait to hug him.

Count down + 1

Hubhub's return was delayed.
He will not be back tomorrow evening,
a total of 4 nights without my hubhub,
do you know how unbearable was that?

It terribly lousy . . .

PS: hubhub my daily missings for you, made me dream of you every other nights when you are away, i do not wish to wake up from my dream as thats the only way i stay connect with you in my dreamer's world. And I know i will dream of you tonight, Tomorrow night all the way till you are back in my arms once again.

check out my video bar

What ever hipcups i face,

i am true and i believe i can over come it.

In work, in whatever,

as long as i have to determination and faith.

i know i will.

Listen to this song fm my video bar,

taken fm the movie; Honey starring Jessica alba.

I've watched it more than 1o times.

Its a source of motivation for me :)

The Lyrics of the theme song:

They said you wouldnt make it so far

and ever since they said it,

it's been hard

but nevermind the nights you had to cry cause you have never let it go inside you.

You worked real hard and you know exactly what you want and need

You can reach your goals,

Just talk to your soul and say

I believe i can

I believe i will

I believe i know my dreams are real

I believe i'll stand

I believe i'll dance

I believe i'll grow real soon

That is what I do believe

Your goals are just a thing in your soul

You know that your moves will let them show

You keep creating pictures in your mind

So just believe they will come true in time

It will be fine

Leave all of your cares and stress behind

Just let it goLet the music flow inside

Forget all your pain

And just start to believe

Nevermind what people say

Hold your head high and turn away

With all our hopes and dreams

I will believe

Even though it seems it's not for me

I won't give up

I'll keep it up

Look into the sky

I

will achieve all my needs

I will always believe

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I believe from the theme song of honey,

I love this song

try listening to the lyrics,

its hardwork.

Nothing comes by easy.

Probably there is a sprinkle of luck,

but eventually,

its hardwork which create the chance.

200 pound beauty,

one of my favourite movie,

the only Korean movie i watched so far.

The pain of staying beautiful the endurance and the understanding of people to undergo those pains which gives great returns in the end.

Call back

The call back of my hubhub makes me jumped up with joy,

Hubhub is so adorable,

i was re joyed when he says:

我好想你哦，我们成家吧!

Its the thoughts that makes me feel so heart warming;

and i will definitely want to be the little house woman of yours.

To love him with all i can for the rest of my life.

It is a strange and unexplainable feeling,

never in my life i had such a strong and determined sixth sense to setter down with someone.

Its purely out of love,

to build and create a life and joy of our own.

Sharing the woes and joy,

walking side by side,

pacing with each other

and

adore each other with care and love.

In fact we do not need posh and extravaganza ways of living to make us happy.

Simple lovely little dishes and meals or a priceless walk along the bay against the breeze is good enough for me.

Hubhub : : wifey miss you so much !!

Madness

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Empty

Its a cheerless empty feeling without my hubhub by my side.

The moment he kiss me goodbye this morning,

i knew i gotta miss him madly.

I feel so aimless and my talks revolves around him,

and i really do miss him so much.

I found out that he is the fruit of happiness and motivation in my life.

Although I have my friends to keep me occupied this evening,

but misses for you are just infinite.

I am freaking hell tired for the day with just an hour of sleep last night by your side.

But i am sure that if are back at this timing,

i will flew straight into your arms no matter how tired i am.

You are in my mind more often then you know . . .

Please release my emptiness and be back into my arms soon.

2 days countdown

Measure love

We cant possibly measure love,

but through the months of sugar rushes,

i realised Hubhub really loves me alot.

Especially the way he hugs me this morning before he outstation for work once again,

I knew what he propose the other night wasn't for the fun of it.

In merely months our topic of discussions switches from surface fun talk to in-depth,

In fact there is a glimpse of marriage,

and thats something i didn't expect in us from the start.

Simply we grew from mutual liking to comfortability love and family.

Roy's bday celebrat

Roy's bday celebration :)

Once again we gathered with the family of Roy and knitted his bday a heart warming one.

Its great with the usual hangouts where everyone had fun that night.

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I simply love everything about him,

his messy writing table,

his messy bed with soiled clothes

practically its everything.

I am the kind of person who has a habit of sleeping on my on bed without interference;

I do not like to be disturb or hugged when i m in deep sleep.

and i observed that hubhub has got the same habit as i do.

We will not interfere each other when we are in deep sleep,

we just got our own territory to sleep on,

Whenever i will to sleep on an unfamiliar bed,

its difficult for me to adapt.

I cant get to sleep when the bed is too hard, the pillow is too high or the air con is simply too cold for me to adapt.

What amused me when i lie on his bed,

The pillow was right,

the blanket is so cozy,

I love his bolster,

i suppose my hubbiee can tell from the way i koala bear hug his bolster.

Whenever i sleep over,

his i became the temporary owner of his hug-able bolster.

I never fail to fall into deep sleep on his bed,

simply the feel is a replica of my bed.

I cant stand when the aircon gets too cold.

Just nice his room temperature is always perfect for me.

I love to scratch his back before bed,

massage his palm

and that gives a peek of me at the same time.

I quit the back scratching habit and hand massage for ages after Terry left me years ago.

As Terry never fail to scratch my back and massage my palms during those nights he stayed over.

That was the past and i enjoy doing that for my hubbieee.

In return,

i know hubbieee never fail to give me my favourite hug hug from him.

Grins

For what i know,

at least when one day,

we are going to choose a bed of us,

our choice will be the same.

dozed

I dozed off midway though my market research revision.

That was 9pm in the evening.

At 1am in the morning i blinked awake with the roaring of my stomach which protest signs of hungriness.

I picked up my cell and dial 6777 3777,

A box of nuggets and mac wings to fill my rumbling roar.

Finally back on my writing desk with chapter 13,

which means 2 more chapters to go,

15 chapters in total,

I am pretty in luck,

that it does gets into my brains.

Its flashing lightings and the rain cools off the stale air of the night.

I cant help but to start my missings for hubbiee especially when the night is cold,

the feeling of cuddling in his arms arise.

Hubbieee's tight hug which cuddles me like a little baby under his arms.

I am so freaking addicted to that.

Getting back to my notes.

My hubbieeee, I am missing you in this cold, raining night.

I do wonder what are you doing right now,

I just send my little angels over to sprinkle some love of mine over your bedside.

*seven's silly grins*

Its unconditional

It is god send,

We were acquaintance,

among the crowd you stood close to me.

It was that kiss which interlocks,

and brought us so far.

The sealed unconditional love is about to reveal.

She falls in love once again.

She was carried by an angel with a charismatic smile across a pathway of broken glasses.

She was bleeding when he picked her up,

He nurture her with love,

in return

she bears her heart and love unconditionally for the person whom she feels.

The one whom she would love to spend the rest of her life with.

She paced her relationship not against the constant - time,

as she believe time will make her adore her little angel more each day.

Her favourite pastime is to lie under the wings of her angel,

feeling protected and love by her dearest angel.

She loves to hear him sing, look into his eyes which puts a great smile on her face.

She sets her eyes on the one and only him,

loving him can be the greatest happiness,

and

being pampered by him makes her world.

I am so grateful that I've met you.

Post 310

Its difficult not to blog about it.

Goose pimples appear when the image of his appear in my mind.

I cant believe that i will to come across such person in my life,

practically to me,

his job is to criticize others.

He loves to criticize other about their appearance,

height, looks, figures whatever you name it.

He just think too highly of himself,

god sake . . . .

He is the type who comment on others " cannot make it, so fat, so ugly "

In a way or another i do pity him.

Probably he haven seen himself in a mirror before.

Can someone get him a mirror big enough to fit his whole surface area in the reflection?

I am not being crude in my words, if one day someone happens to know or come across this person,

trust me, you wont hold mercy in words.

It definitely profound to imagine,

Gary ( Pedro the being man shoe) is better looking than the *Goose pimple* *Guy* i am referring to in my private space.

To an extend i feel disgusted when i recall his name.

*Goose pimples* again.

And what i cant stand was he actually has ill designs on my hubhubie.

ITS

Definately.Disgustingly.Unforgiven.

If that happens to JH i think he will rather kill himself.

Sigh.

We are 2 splendid sun

Leo and Leo

Two lions know how to make eachother both roar and purr, and this relationship has plenty of romantic drama. The dating period is a high-visibility affair, since both will want to show off the new flame. If one lion proudly basks in attention, a pair amplifies the "look at me!" effect. The more high-spirited Leos broadcast their passions with some over-the-top p.d.a. Both are in love with love, and together they create moments of grand romance, sometimes involving pricey tokens of affection. Play and an open-heart makes for spontaneous fun, like splashing in the fountain. They'll take turns performing for eachother, knowing instinctively how to shower with the right applause. Their intimate times are intense, but also full of play and laughter.
This relationship thrives as long as there is mutual adoration and respect. The notoriously big Egos clash every time one asserts dominance over the other. The haughty Leo fire parches the landscape, if left unchecked, causing emotions to dry up between them. Fights are dramatic, but so is the making up! The Leo likes to flirt from time to time, just to reconfirm that they've still got it, and this could enflame jelousies. But when both believe the other is loyal, a lot of that swagger and strategic smiling can be forgiven.
This is a couple that throws unforgettable parties, and surprises friends with their generosity. Kids bring out their own childlike natures, and are a big source of personal pride. Both have a soul need for self-expression, and can be an understanding ally. If competition crowds out the feelings of good will, this signals the beginning of the end. The royal couple needs to put their relationship first for this union to endure.

The eyes of the beholder

Beauty lies within the eyes of the beholder.

True beauty can only be uncover by the person who loves you.

I m pretty surprise when JH probed me a question on;

he do not understand why did i fall for him.

The atmosphere was cloudy and noisy,

he didnt get an answer from me.

While deep in thoughts,

I believe its the respect, common ideas and the way he makes me feel appreciated.

He does make me feel privilege and love in all ways.

Its the little private space we own when we spend time with each other.

Seeing the most adorable side,

the sweetest side,

the frowzy side,

the sensual side,

the angry side,

.

.

.

He is simply mesmerising in all ways.

Everyone have got their pros and cons,

good and bad habits.

Its just a matter of how much do you love the other party.

No one is perfect.

I love his good and accept his bad habits.

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I love him more each day.

He walked out of the bathroom in his towel,

smiles at me,

and said: Oh, we really overslept.

He didnt flare as i thought he will,

Most people will get irritated and annoyed when things get rushed especially when they are running for an important appointment early in the morning.

He told me not to rush and drive safely even thou he is running late.

He smiles at me and said its ok,

when i handed the camera to him without a memory card.

The absent minded me.

Packed everything yet i forgot the memory card.

A camera is = useless without memory card.

He didn't blame me.

We were driving on the PIE and brake light starts blinking and OMG i thought, Traffic Jam.

Thank god,

the traffic is still moving.

I managed to get Hubbie to his location around 7am.

He alighted and i know i gotta miss him for this couple of days.

He didnt forget to remind me to study hard.

I just cant help to Love him more each day

PS Hubhubie, wifewife understands dont be silly; your wifewife is very understanding de ok :) Love you lots and longing for your big big hug when ur back.

Post 306

It was in amid of my last paper revision when hubbie rang my cell and tells me that he wants to see me tonight. He will be out-station for couple of days due to job commitments. I picked him up from his shop and we headed towards town and Esplanade for some shootings. Hubbie and his giant professional camcorder did arouse much attention when we were doing our so call "MV" shoots. The raw shots were pretty well done, just await for some editing and cutting of our short video clip. The night was fun and i cant wait to see the final cut of my video.

We are a pair of common minded being, we appreciate and enjoy the activities we had. Dating for us is not just about doing the same old boring stuffs like catching a movie or, doing some shopping during our date.

We love to take slow strolls in the park,

listen to the MP3,

Stop the cab 3Km before his place and accompany each other's walk home.

Enjoy the company of each other.

Live our life in music,

Indulging in great and affordable delicacies,

Especially the ones cook by him.

Doing shopping in unique stores,

Smoke Shee'sa at Nabin's restaurant

Lying in his arms on the big cushion at Nabin's place.

Watch a concert together.

Dinning north indian cusine and made me realise mutton isnt that bad after all.

Walking down the Kallang river.

Looking at the low tide Singapore river and spot cute little turtles together.

and there are many more to come.

PS: Missing my Hubbie bie.

Lunar

I went to pick his mum and cousins up from chinatown

and headed to Lunar for KTV after the concert.

The sound system is great.

Bumped onto Fiona and Hazel,

i didnt take notice of the girls till Fion called me out in the crowd.

Love Hubhub join us for the KTV after his party,

he came close to me and whisper into my ear to say that he loves me.

So adorable and sweet.

He told me that his vision stayed within me throughout the night,

and makes me feel so privilege with a touch of sweetness.

I spent my night dozing off the arms of his once again.

Waking up by his side the next day.

My sweet hubhubie initiated to whip up a sumptuous meal the next day,

I am so sorry to disappoint you and I can only say that its my misfortune for not having the sensational taste bud experience once again.

As mum and dad is flying back this late evening i cant stay long by your side tonight.

PS: Lovely Hubhub thank you for everything, thanks for being so sweet. I just want to let you know that your presence gives life and happiest to everyday of my life. Can we hold on to this feeling, create our future with it and build on it. One day when we are old and grey, we will hold our hands, look back, smile at it because we know that we lead a happy and fufilling life with passion of the things we love without regrets.

4 months

The heels i wore,

Hub hub would like to see me in heel,

therefore i withstand the torture of painful blisters

and

endure the immense struggle on my feet.

Finally the ill-mental will of mine gave way.

I have to get my heels off my feet.

I traded in the torture with money and got a little of comfort after that.

I know hubhub love to see me in heels.

and i will do that,

probably just give me awhile more,

just dont disturb my blisters for the time being.

That's LeeHom Music man concert.
After 12am that night we were 4 months old.
I did a little shopping for gifts as a token of appreciation for our 4 moniversary pressie.
I should have realise that Hubhub wont want me to spend money unnecessarily.

I should really cut down on my expenditure.
Thanks hubhub for the north indian crusine dinner from Vanish

Thanks for the company for LeeHom concert,

i am so glad having you by my side,

holding my hands with ur plastered hand,

the lean on your shoulders,

the kisses you gave during the concert.

I really do appreciate it.

Soon

We will be turning 4 months in a day to come.

He is my sugar rush for the past 123 days and i foresee that there will be more to come.

He torches my path and shone light into my life with dozen of sweet surprises and thoughts.

His favourite pastime is to make fun of me and make crude jokes about me.

He never fail to embrace me with his warm lovely hug even during the fractured.

You add on touch of love each and everyday and brew my love for you.

Do you know that,

whenever i pick up a call from you,

or

received a message from you,

i get mesmerise and that never fail to make me smile from the bottom of my heart.

You are someone whom i place so dear to my heart.

I love you lots,

and i really do.

Good night my hubhubie.