I've done up my new year resolution.
1. I certainly and really have to cut down on my drinks because I have been doing alot of crap like talking nonsense and distrubing someone I shouldn't. " I am sorry about that ok " I think he is finding me very irritating, as I find myself irritating as well.
2. I need 2 years to clear up my lungs because Iam hitting my next point.. My 1st year starts tomorrow.
3. I need a stable body for childbirth. Those who knows me well enough will know what is that. Disclaimer: I am not pregnant now. I dont know, I just have this very strong feeling I am getting pregnant 2 years down the road, I don't know how to. I think by then I will know how. This has been troubling me for ages. I am not a crazy kid fan thou, I haven got myself pregnant before, So there is no child spirit following me or what ever shit. I just dont know why I keep dreaming of my child.
4. Money is an issue now. Because money makes the world spin. To raise a kid myself I need MONEY ! I am going to be a money grabber " With conscious de money grabber "
A spontaneous note: I found a wonderful kid, who's favourite book is to read the road directory. He is a walking GPS. He is only 7years old. He is an extraordinary Singapore kid. He wants to be a cartographer. He has photographic memory and he can draw out the whole ECP way in 15 mins with all the road names. His name is KAI. Definitely he is a good breed. Father : Japanese mixed British, Mum: Indian mixed Chinese.
.I am packed the whole of this week and I will be joining an orchestra. I am playing the violin. I am excited to meet him up, * I forgot his name * so I named him as 'him'. Maybe on Saturday or Sunday? Not too sure, sweets is doing the arrangement. *Why is he call sweets* Because everyone calls him sweets.
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Ok. I apologise last night I was kind of crap and talked abit too much. I dont even remember how much crap I told him. Hope I am still tolerable, I want to tell you boy, you are a maximised man, someone of virtue. I admire you. You are never ignorant. I think you should know, we " chao teng ni de lor ". ke yi de la hor.
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To be continue. I need to go to Thomson.
2 comments:
I am still trying to understand and digest wat u said . Go thr bad to know good. problem is how bad?
whst will the outcome be? dun put high hopes on me. cuz 1 day i might just disappoint you 2.
Dont worry I wont curse u if u disappoint me, the most scold u only ma hahaaa, no matter what you do, I will be watching over you, tell you what I know, do what I can to help. Because you are someone dear and special to me as well :)
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