Pure happiness

More than Happy when lovely took out his phone and snaps the candid pictures of us

during our train ride.

Lovely lovely hubbiieee,

Do you know how much your wifey wife loves you?

Little and simple gestures of urs makes me fly in the air.

Wifey wants to tell you,

and say thanks to you,

for being so sweet and wonderful.

The wait for me below your block,

the sleepless night we had before you left. . .

The call you made when you are away,

You sounded so tired and drained,

pardon me for being wilful,

for not allowing you to rest before your trip,

Its just a moment of unjustly feeling of not being on the trip which i am so looking forward to.

Shopping

Headed down to town with Stephen later part of the day for dinner and some shopping.

Steph was suppose to get some christmas gifts for his colleagues,

but the trip ended up to be my shopping trip instead.

Enough of shopping . . . i just busted a good 200 bucks again . . shit !!

I've got myself a new blusher from chanel to replenish the depleted one.

Its of the same shade i used to put on,

the JOULES CONTRASTE blusher powder.

I got hubbieee his usual tinted moisturiser from clinque.

I hope i got the correct shade he used to put on.

Steph and i rounded dinner at the mushroom pot with individual mini steamboat,

i cant take anymore of the fried stuffs and mushroom steamboat emerged as the winner to dine in for the evening.
I finally found my pilot snow cap at Muji,
and it makes me looks like an incredible mushroom head.
Wearing it on with the price tagg still on . . .
I am still contemplating on how can i dress to go with my newly bought pilot snow cap.
* My skinny MS SIXTY Jeans,
Layered Tank top,
White Zara hoodie,
round up with my coach sneakers *

Away

I was awaken by the phonecall from my sister.

It was 1.30pm.

I dragged my body out of hubbieee's bed,

a sudden surge of emptiness invaded me when i tried to reach out for my lovely.

He is not lying next to me.

He will be away for the coming 4 days.

Missings and countless misses . . . ..

I tidy his bed,

walked out of his room and saw the empty piano space,

walked towards the kitchen and realised there is no one at home.

The promise i made to tidy up his room wasnt fulfill.

I walked to his washing machine and found out,

i do not know how to operate his washing machine.

i need some guidance.

Well be sure my lovely,

You will see your tidied room when you are back.

Be missing you . . .

dont know why

i dont know why i love him so damn much,

i just melt whenever i see him .. . . .

i cant seems to get angry with him,

whenever he hugged me,

i just melt in his arms. . .

i tried to slap him, it ended up piercing pain whenever i does that.

He is just so adorable,

too adoring for me to get angry with.

I did tear for him once . . .

but that was a silly jealously of mine.

He is just so dear to me,

i just cant help but to love him and love him more and more each day . .

my lovely hubhub i really want u to be mine . . .

mine for the rest of my life.

Revolves

Listening to how steph bitches about his work . . . .

and i dont know what happened,

it ended up arrowing at me .. .

Silly boy, he got too stress up with his lovelife and work. . . but dont arrow at me ya . .

please dont join forces with Teo Huahua.

I really do not know how love can get so complicated for him?

Love is not a game . . he sounded to me like some mind war which i cant comprehend.

Why make it so complicated?

Why cant people just voice out how they feel, taking pride and egos aside.

?

Life for me is great where love is concern,

its simple,

straight-forward,

am i blessed by some angels?

To have lovely by my side.

Everything is simplified.

Like a simplified equation where expansion is redundant.

Complications make people unhappy,

as long as lovely and i is concern,

i would definitely want lovely to feel at ease being with me,

to throw away all complications he had from the outside world,

to cuddle in a little corner where he knows he will be safe at.

Simple.Comfortable.Loved.Peaceful.

Ps lovely hubhubee . . . i supposed i need to apologise for making a mess in ya room . . . . I'll make time to tidy it up when i pop by . . in the meanwhile, do bear with it a little.

Post 353

Prepared myself and headed down to jurong for ma appointment early evening with Lanie.

Met up with Samuel after his shootings for some recuitment ads,

and

rounded up at crystal jade for dinner.

*Thanks for dinner*

Taking a closer look at Samie,

he gives an unexplainable "Arvinono" feel.

They do resemble in a certain way,

the way they talk, and the shy smile they gave.

Dinner was on Samie therefore i took the initiative to buy him coffee after dinner over at Starbucks.

I review on the impression toward me,

discounting on what he did when we met at Saibai.

The kind of image he tries to portray when we got to know each other a few months back through Alvin.

It is idiotic,

and how Alvin actually image us "my girl group".

The way they open bottles to impress us doesnt make it look impressive at all.

He got the guys to open bottles and wait for our arrival. . . .

silly idiots. . . . and never to do that again..

I got to know another side of samie and rediscover this friend of mine.

P triple E,

Current law,

Applied mec,

Physics mech

Digital E,

he is a smart ass.

More of APM

Terence Kong and Associates in Uniform
Dinner time

The ACS ah-beng Boss and his RGS chick

MrGoh Wz and Boss

P0st 351

This is what i call a beauty sleep,

Cucumber eyes,

and heart warming Hubhubiee branded facial mask.

Thanks my dearest hubbieee,

Its the greatest thing on earth to be pampered by YOU . . . .

I am so freaking inlove with you.

I feel so fortunate and blessed with your adoring love.

I really cant help it my lovely dearest hubbieee,

to love you more, more, more and endless more each day.

You complete my heart,

and makes it beat just for you.

[ whispering a little secret ]

I truely believe that you are the one,

the one and only that i will spend my life with.

My hubbieee took a photo of us when i am sound asleep,

a join photo of us,

a cute and lovely picture of us . .

Apologises to my readers,

the sweet sugary rush is meant just for lovely and I.

PIC OF ME AND LOVELY

PORTRAIT

LEAVE IT UP TO YA IMAGINATION

We had BBQ the night before,

accompanied by the usual Trio,

Huahua, myself and lovely.

Ingredients for the night . .

Wakru beef, Shisamu, smoked bacon with asparagus and hot sake beside the charcoal.

My hubbie ee

Hubbieee told me that he misses me so much . . .

so, is it suppose to be good or bad?

:)

I miss my love hubhub equally much as well.

Just miss each other a little more during the days, when we didnt get the see each other,

in case seeing me too often will bore you out one day.

:)

Just take a little pause along our path,

indeed, we still have a long way to go,

i'll take it as ,

the time that we will be seeing each other,

based on the remaining three quarter of our life.

:)

Hug hug my one and only hubbieee.

Hubhub lets go to Malacca for holiday, I will to like to get a Peranakan kebaya for myself. Just like the bookmark kebaya you gave me.

<>

I am a good girl

I am a good girl.

My maid was away at grandpa's place.

I did the laundry,

clean up the house,

shower my baby,

went to the supermarket,

stock up house supplies,

bought 2 cans of abalone for dad,

cook dinner,

I cooked greens,

Sambal mince meat with Shitake mushroom,

did the thai prawn salad for mei mei,

i fried the green pepper and bacon in spicy dace sauce

a pot of pork knuckle lotus roots soup with peanuts.

Not perfect but edible.

All thanks to my hubbieee,

through the observations of hubbieee when he is cooking :)

Its a home cook dinner for my family after 2 years.

I can tell that dad is glad to eat some home cook food even it is not really that tasty.

here we go APM

Before the party

Tommy the Ah Toot act

Mr Pong, our branch director

Time for some food . .

In fact the food taste yulky

Tiffany in Act . . . Trying to flirt with

Mr Eric Ng

The Contestant on the stage

Synergy founder Dr Adrain Peh

The Kawaii Secretary

Tiffany Shy

Kranji Secondary anyone?

The Peh Family:

Lim Peh, Annabelle Peh, Lim Lao Peh

Derrick, tiffany/Thomas and Tommy Toot

Fletcher and Mel

Preview

Thomas a.k.a Tiffany

the star of the Gala night,

accompanied by CHIJ Mel

APM KL

Lok Lok stall opposite our hotel

Peek-a-boo,

more pictures of our " Recess " time students pictures will be uploaded once its sort.

Await.

Neighbourhood neighbours

Its a small world having so many many friends staying around my vicinity,

more than often i'll received smses fm them either asking me for mahjong sessions or drinking sessions nearby.

The one who freaks me out in the middle of the night 4am in the morning, with a sms for drink,

must be Alvin,

Alvin stays in the same block as Nicholas,

Alvin is married and a father of 1,

Wendy stays in the same block as the 2 of them as well,

My poly juniors Zoukie boys,

Darren and Wei, stays 30 steps walking distances from me.

Kel kel stays 2 blocks away from me.

And the thing is,

we are not known to each other through so what " who lives near you "

Wendy = Secondary sch buddy

Alvin = YQ friend i got known at Thai Disco

Nicholas = He is the Levis cute boy

Darren and Wei = Fended stacy and i at phuture when some "ang mos" wanna get some flesh

Kel kel = Not so close, he is karen's friend

Connection

The night before we fell asleep in each others arms again,

my hubbieee asked me if I have got anything to tell him.

Gee, i love those bedtime small talks with hubbieee,

Its a special connection which belongs to just the 2 of us,

and the inner thoughts to ponder on how much do we love each other.

I do not have any secrets to hide when it comes to my hubbieee,

I found the "Wowability" of me,

with no secret towards my other half.

I am so proud of myself.

" Mao mao" just want to spend her life with her " LazyChongchong"

Nothing last forever,

but

I will want our love to build on,

and last for a lifetime.

HUBHUB : Am going away on my APM trip for the on coming 3 days. I am gotta miss you tons and tons. so much and so much . . . Sob sob . . . Wait for my return and let me cook nice pasta, and bake nice cheese gratin rice for you . . . And i know how to make nice nice super smooth Chawamushi de ok . . await for that . . .

BackDated

It was backdated to the day I felt disturbed by some messages sent.
Towards the person who typed on those message,
its just coldness,
bitterness of an irrevocable past.
Since the day i stepped out of his life.
He is gone forever,

to me,

he is just a colleague whom i will reply politely to his question.
That's the style of myself,
and a commitment i made not to look back in any of my past relationships no matter how happy we used to be back then.
No matter how much i love or used to love,
I'll still walk away.
Friends of mine did comment that,
even if * choy, touch wood * lovely and i dont work out the way we want to be,

I will not even take a look at him needless to talk about others.

He just gives an incorrigible being which i really loathe that.

I would say,
Yes, i will not look back.

For him,

As irresponsible as usual,

for sending me such messages when he is attached with someone.

Its not impressive neither is it flattering towards anyone.

Its madness to me.

Painting my life

I am painting my life with you, my hubbiee.

I would really want you to be in the picture of the portrait painting of my life.

The importance of the presence of you in my life.

Whether in poverty, downhill or tough times,

I want to be the one by your side.

The close ones finally realised how much my love is towards you.

All of my friends observed the change in me towards how much i want you in my life.

Never to do you wrong,

never to make you sad.

I love you unexpectedly so much that in many circumstances when temptations come along.

Being in that situation,

that was how i realised that my love for you is irrevocable,

simply you stood firmly in my heart and

i have my eyes only on you.
I've made you my last,

and i hope that i will be the last of yours as well.

You are in my plan 2009,

I want to create the life of us as one.

You do not need to feel pressured,

simply we will just do what we can,

and what we can afford to.

To create a place we call home,

Not made up of just bricks and cement,

but warmness, people and love

a cozy humble place where we will be well protected,

live comfortably (not material wise),

find peace

and a place where we belong.

A place we will call it our home.

A shoutout where i can tell everyone you are my hubbieee,

a status where you can let the close ones know that i am your wifey.

PS Hubhub, thanks for the little nonya bookmark, thanks for telling some strangers whom wer met yesterday that i am your girl, thanks for the cuddling and huggings at night and thanks for loving me. Thanks for turning around and giving me attention when you sat away from our table. Thanks for being firm to protect me last night when we get boo booos. Oh yes, i finally got the chance of doing a back scrub for you my hubhub, you are so sweet as well, incredibly sweet. I am afraid of losing you as well, frankly the reason being i really do not know where in the world can i find someone who shares so much rapport with, who treasures me so much. I really want to be with you for the rest of my life. Can you allow this alien looking girl from Venus named Shi KaiQi to love you, take care of you , share your woes and happiness?

我又想你了

下雨了， 我在想， 宝贝到底在干什么呢?

只要一到了夜晚，

总会难免想一想他。

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hubbiee is back

Hubbiee is back from his work trip,

finally . . .

Painting on the misses i had for him accompanied by the agony he had during his trip,

I put my eye upon a voodoo doll as a gift for him.

I didnt know that the pressie shocked him "that much"

Well, he prefers the card i gave in comparison.

hahahaa . . .

Pretty much as usual,

the same comfortable feeling of lying in his arms till we both fall asleep.

Waking up in the morning when our alarm went off,

rolling around and whining in his arms unwilling to get out of his cozy bed.

Dragging him out of bed as usual,

he is a complete replica of me,

the lazy nua-ing and wake me up 5 mins later technique.

He suggested that i should pinch him in his tights when he says that the next time round.

Post 338

I headed down to anchorpoint for dinner after beaching at Sentosa with my doggie and sis. . .
I met up with Stephen and thats the Mickey Mouse restaurant we had our waffles with ice-cream.
Hua hua joined us shortly, after he collected his altered work wear.
Recommended via Stephen we headed to Keppel @ Marina bay . .
It is definitely a great place with nice ambience to chillout.
The music there caters for the listening pleasure of my ears,

and I love it.
except the Leffy which tasted pretty weird . .

The cafe bar faces directly at the Caribbean which look awesome.
The evening was great, Steph and i were walking along the docking area after the pick up of pressie for hubbiee in his sedan.
Its a short walk against the cold pressed breeze across our cheeks,
its enjoyable, looking across the light-up end of the sea,
spotting medium size school of fish at the dock area.
During the slow walk back to where Huahua and Cal were at,
it started drizzling.
We hasten our footsteps across the flight of stairs just in time before its started raining cats and dogs.
Within split seconds,
Surprise heavy downpour came and immediately the first thing that flashes across my mind was my hubbiee who was on his way to our meetup.
I was worried that he will be caught in the rain, natural instinct ba . . .
Eventually we left the place and headed somewhere else.
We headed to Jeff's bar as the guys would like to continue the drink.
Feeling bored, i order food hahaaa . . . while the guys go headed with tackling and teasing the "xiao mei mei" in the bar.
I was too busy eating my wedges and top shell . .
Ouch . . . i bit my tongue accidentally and it went bleeding for the whole night.
Its pretty bad and the cut was deep.
If i will to stick out my tongue for 10 secs or more, you'll see that the blood dripping off. Thats how bad it is.
It went on and on until Hubbie sets a rule and forbades me to talk,
not before the blood clot up .
Unbearable, i am talkative,
i started mumbling . . . .
Hahahaaa . . indeed that helps and it stop bleeding.