Birthday ll

We have got a number of leo babies
Myself
Jason
Angelia
Jerline
Gary
Hazel
Kelly
Joze

Happy Birthday Jason!

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Happy Gui Gui Family

The store i purchased my 4th baby gui

Skeleton Aeromatic watches

This design is interesting

The Skeleton Watch

This 's the one Rach own

Its 25th July 2007

Its my Birthday

The following is from my dearest Du bee CatCat
Thanks my Du bee Cat Cat
I love it very much
I really do appreciate your effort.

Thanks my dear friends for that lovely gift!

Birthday this year was an unique one.
No favorite chocolate indulging nor strawberry filled cream cake.
I'hv got a cup cake.
Those SIM would give their fellow students for refreshments.
The colour yesterday was gloomy when i saw him
he looks unhappy and pissed mostly contributed in work.

The whole evening he didnt smile.
That evening was just an usual one.
Nothing really special

I guess everyone's tired.

Situation changed after a call from his aunt.
He turned better.
Finally
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.
.
.The celebration.

I thought i would have a peaceful birthday night with him.
Him and just him.
There is no just the 2 of us plan.

Well fair enough,
I was happy that night.
To have him around on my Birthday for the first year.
Although it looks that birthday this year was a simple one
deep down in me,
I am glad you are by my side.
Initially i thought we will be heading home after
dropping off at Aunt house.

Thanks for arranging that mini yet heart warming surprise for me.

My Favourite Strawberry Shortcake

That feeling

That feelings sucks
When you wanted to spend sometime
pick that time out of your schedule
make an effort to
accompany that one you really loved.
You wont mind clearing off your load
by sacrificing some sleep
to spend time with the person who weigh so much.

In return,
being criticize of since you are busy
you do not need to take up that time for that person whom u love.

Trying so hard to maintain it thou both of our schedules are tight.
To get even more disagreements.
Something i do not want to see.

The feelings of being redundant
The feelings of
without my company,
things will work out better?

That effort i spend is just not appreciated.
Having dinner is not what is concern
Seeing you is what that truly matters

I am getting tired
Just pray that things will still goes on fine.

Ceasar

Spent my night with my du bee
and his colleagues at Ceasar along Liang Siah Street

My assumption was he's busy
and wouldnt want to hinder him for
some social learning experiences or some
tipping point his superior might have tip him off.
I went home after a few drinks.

Work is busy for him,
In future
lesser and lesser time to be spend together
My work will be loading up soon.
A kick start for most of my projects.
Knowing that there will be lesser time to be spend together.
I hope that for the time we spend having each other side by side
to reduce argument.

Probably I am just not myself.
Not the usual self i used to be
making my own priority top of anything else.
Now his priority had became mine.
I do not know why.

Most of the time,
Thinking he will be happy after some of the things i did.
But i was wrong, totally wrong.
Probably I should spare so much of a thought for him
Too much i guess.

I realized its not that easy making the one you love happy.
Sometimes of the night before i sleep,
I felt feelings which i really longed for.

The feelings of being pampered.
The feelings of being spoilt.
I am not greedy.
Probably just once in a blue moon will satisfy me.

The feelings of being dote like a little baby,
Had long parted me.

Friday the II

It was a rainy friday.
As usual i attended my violin class and head off to town
to meet up with my dubee cat.
It was a rush night.
Had dinner and dubee and i went to centrepoint
to look for Irene.
Case close.
Had a short night on Friday.
Went to Newton to meet the guys up for some drinks
and snacks.
I headed home after that
while dubee and guys went on to continue their
drinks an chatting session
at Safra.

That night, Dubee fell asleep,
and i couldnt reach him at all.
Finally at around 4am in the morning,
he picked up the ringing house phone
after ample missed calls.
My tone when he picked up the call was
angry.
Its frustrating when you cant reach someone
especially the one u loved so much.
He's reply was he was too tired and he fell asleep
while waiting for my call.

Thou it was that, i was still fuming when i
put down the phone.
I cant get to sleep till i saw the rays of sunshine
which i suppose its really time
to get some sleep.

Its a mambo night

This's Cass its surprising to see her,
She happens to be Angeline's Good friend
My world is so small!

St James Tiger life

The bar attendant was kind,
She gave me that.
That idiot who approaches me when i was weeping,
I told him to go i wasnt in the mood,
He pressed for my numbers.
I was indeed rather patience not to give him a tight slap across
his face.
Do not try to be funny with a Leo especially when she is pissed
her anger and strength multiplied as her drinks increase.
If you cant speak proper English pls dont embarrass yourself.
I understand mandarin.
He left after i said "I m not a single interested in that! Pls get lost!''

I thank my dear friend you should know who.
Accompanying me for that moment i was alone.
Through just words.
thanks

kai was sweet,
Indeed a friend to be.
I received her sms when i got home.

Its time to be rational
Do things in a proper manner.
Dont club as if no rules apply.
Dont assume when things are not the case.

Be a true me.
To get the me back once again.

Thursday

Overslept and i was late for classes. Lecture was fine today module today is easy to comprehend and the speaker kinda keeps me awake most of the time.

Had brownie for breakfast i had 2 and a half of it but ended up in the loo as usual after my meals. My intention today was to have project meeting and head towards town and either slack in some cafes to read my book or waste money on movies which i haven been watching for quite sometime. It was kind of them after knowing i will be alone for a movie, they volunteered to watch it with me. Ended up watching Harry Potter the order of the phoenix. Wasnt something fantasic to. I would consider watching the half blood prince next season. The plot just die off a bit. Probably i have too high expectation for that movie. After all, The best espisode is still the Golbet of Fire.

.My Du Bee.

Finally i got to see him after 4 days of missing, finally got to kiss him. MUACKS~~

Dont Shoot me!

The joke of the day starring the s.w.a.t team: Go go go... Oh pls dont shoot me!
That was real funny when our BBMKG " Hua Zai " imitates me.
Its another tiring morning class,
I miss my Tong tong,
didnt see him 2 days in a row. We used to be meeting 24/7 , thats life we gotta accommodate to each other as we have got our own priorities fulfill.The faith and trust enables us to stand strong as it is. Tong tong Cat i really miss you so so much!!!! BF class was cancelled last min. and i went to shoot some pool games with dear Stacy, gotta brush up my skills a little, try to concentrate more to get the balls in to pocket, true enough i really got to aim properly. We had hideous fun today with Stacy we just cant stop laughing, we are self entertaining come to think of it. So far so good more practice will make perfect, when i am done with my training, it will be time to have a real game with my tong tong cat. I am such a lousy player cos i sucks at that game.

Gavin wasnt in a good mood today which Stacy and me feel, something wrong with him other than tired. Yoz friend relax things will be fine yup.

Tong tong cat went to mid year planning at marine parade today but i was too lethargic to join him. I am sorry about that. Morning classes tmr and gotta do some MA tutorials as well and keep my revision constant. So tired today, gotta take a nap.

Monday moudly blues

Finally gotta meet Rachel's new Tian tian de,
So cute i mean the both of them.
This is a breaking up and find new love season for most of my pals.
Gary has got his, and Rachel found her new Tian tian.

Saw Stacy's so call enemy.
That rich spoilt brat who doesnt knows how to pop a tequila pop,
The resemble,
Who i got in the house?
Its Theresa!
The Rebecca look alike,
the difference is Theresa has got better figures
and BBs
and she's smart, typical girl school look
She is the well known BB in our BBMKG

That stile toe fair lady in class
quite a lot of new faces which arise comments. hahaa
That group of ladies in attracting attention ladies infront of us
did attract the attentions of the guys in our course.
Well dressed marketing students Well done.

We had a 3 hours break today,
guess how we spent?
We spent our hours singing ktv at halo bar over at np.
FOC

Well so much of fun in sch and its time to spend some time on my
revision as well.
Ciao, work hard this semester.

Present a good port folio
Go go go~~~

Human Vs Animals

What is the difference between human and animal? Even little kids can spot the difference. But We look more in depth as an adult.

We compare emotions and intelligence human obsess. An animal wont be able to differentiate what is right and what is wrong unless you will to reward it with probably food when they did the right thing and smack them hard when they did something wrong.

Human, clearly understands what is right or wrong. They would be able to judge according to what the see, hear and picture. Think the consequences if a wrong will to happen, whether they hide it? spin a lie? or confess? up to individual to interpret.

Similarities
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Animals do not have the conscious and intelligence to do what a human can do. They dont even care if the partner they are mating with is from the same mother or what so ever. In fact they can just mate with any animal which of the same kind which walks along the way. They do not need to be responsible of their action, worst come to worst just walk clumsily across the highway and get knock down by some moving vehicles.

Human fucking with someone from the same mother, its consider unethical. To fuck with someone who come along their way is called casual sex and might risk getting aids maybe, luckily there's a great invention call CONDOM. Well even though most human still caught aids, sadly. A human walk clumsily and get knock down by a moving vehicle probably wont die and can sue the driver for a sum of compensation.


Differences
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Animals they do not know what is love, in their dictionary is only loyalty for men's best friend. They do not know what if faithful ( we exclude dolphins as they are real faithful partners) They do not know what is friendship, in their world is all about survival.

Human beings, they can be faithful to one if they choose to, not to fuck around cause fucking around make no difference with compared to stray moaning cats below your hdb. They know what are friends for and they know how to care and shower concern to the people they love and care and in human world survival means adapting and excel in it.

So, ask yourself do u want to be an animal or an ethical human who is able to differentiate the right and wrong?

The Detour

How many people are given a chance to do a detour in life? Many would choose to stay stagnant in their comfort zone and be it the rest of their life. Minor arguments in relationship some says it build up stronger rapport and faith others may debate it in another. People tend to say things out of anger to spite another party whom they might by piss with. Why dont I? Its not because i cant, its just that i know once something is said, that something may not cause any disturbance to yourself but the its always clearly captured into the ears of the other party. I used to be cursing and swearing for the half of my life blaming on who ever i can push the blame onto other than myself.

But I'hv learn my lesson by seeing myself in the other. A total me the unreasonable and outrages hotheaded me. Of most of the time i would choose not to flare and be patient. The short tempered me in the past forgets what i said in a click moments after i flared, but left a hurting verbal abused in others. I'hv come to learn that to forgive is also part of the generous me. Or maybe after so much of pounding and piling i dont get to puke that often. Parts and puzzles of life to never stop learning.

I hear this from a good friend of mine. A super nice person, always care for others and never wants anything in return, One wrong step, that person score him or herself a black spot on a clean sheet of paper. That obvious dot on the white. People start to look only on that tiny black spot.

A super selfish person, who never spare a thought of other's feeling, what ever that person do, he or she want to see a return. When that person try to care and changes just a little, he or she score a white spot on his black sheet of paper. That obvious white dot on a black sheet of paper. It goes the same way, people tend to focus only on the obvious.

Back to School Monday

Back to school yupz this time round, yes to push myself hard aiming for a HD for my management Accounting this semester and i see this Chin-aust lecturer rather impressive. Sophia is good, but she is leaving tomorrow and hopefully the local Uncle will do good job as she did. No Mrs Bean pls!

Out for dinner with Dudu and his family. Dinner was great the fish maw soup * 2 thumbs up* for that. When out to meet alan and stac after dinner and neither i realised my bubu du was unhappy.
Unsure because i m too insensitive to retarted enough not to sense it, and the Golden Phase of the night * Ta da * Maybe and Maybe not.

KTV at cuppage was fine and not too fine, 1/2 of the time am looking at my cellphone waiting for bubu du's call. Singing and looking not wanting to miss any call he gave. But that was just me waiting endlessly, he is too pissed to give me a call.

At that moment, i really do not know what he want and why is he showing this kind of attitude without any reason? He just do not wish to tell me why and the best part, which was kind of saddening and i did tear a little of the things he said. At that point of time, i felt total disappointment cause all i did just exchange those throat slashing words. I was totally unwanted.

As usual, the next morning he pretend as if nothing happened not even to mention until i broke the issue up. * Close my eyes*

End of it and Seven, u're reminded eh pls sometimes if someone tells u to leave, pls dun fan jian pick your butt up and leave and dont turn back.

The st James night

St james powerhouse, a place compiled with complicated people. When someone says ; hey lady can i get u a drink? They try to hook u up. Its never just a drink. The place is complete with rude and uncouth people who would just curse and swear when u accidentally bumped onto them. The DJS wasnt facinating and the dancing crowd are just not very remarkable. I doubt no stranger would offer a pack tissue paper to you when u puke, and no stranger would stand up for you when some weird ang mos is trying to get some fresh with you. In St James people are just so concentrated i do not know why. Unless happens to be you friends in other case, just forget about it. I'hv lost that kind of drive i used to have when i club. Cant dance anymore cant drink as well. Nothing interests me anymore when it comes to clubbing.

~~I really miss those days~~

Those days at Black which ming, nic james bryan twinkle hazel and hol. Those freak days at zouk the glasses of graveyard which brought me to hell and back. The super friendly crowds.

Thanks male strangers, you guys shielded me when some drunken is trying to be funny with me. Thanks male strangers for the care and i know u guys really mean no harm. Thanks female strangers for scolding that someone cos he stepped on my feet. Thanks unisexed strangers for letting me use the loo first cos im gg to puke in no time. Thanks unisexed strangers for knocking on my cubical door to check if i m ok.

The community i was once from.

~~ The dream duster ~~

There is no fairy-tale land nor magical spells likewise in reality. No harry potter, no fairy god mother neither are there fairies.

Living in a world, everyone is pretentious probably even the one who is closest to you. My dream burst, i woke up from my dream finally. There is no prince charming nor the perfect partner in life. Constantly in search for it for the past so many years hoping to bump onto the finest. Appearance is just so damn fucking deceiving.

At once i thought, finally someone that silly yet adorable touched my heart turns out to be another rubbish bin whom i choosed to forsake him in the world of forbidden city *Tart* I cancelled him out of my phone list. It was so disappointing. So girls, wake up as there is nothing like the perfect lover in the world. Too much of imagination i suppose.

Had been a dreamer for the past 10 years of my life. Its really time i should wake up from my dream and get my ass back to the realistic world, money will do the talking dude. I'hv stopped no more hope for my dream which was utterly ridiculous.

Even if there is something, like a dream duster; remember there's a movie 13 goes 30? That dream house and dream dust, which made her the most influential Exec. Editor of a top fashion magazine Posh. She have got everything in her life but none of the people around her is true. Everything in the world is fair, you'hv exchange something for another, its deem u'll lose the other. Opportunity cost. Therefore think wise before action as once done cannot be undone. Move a wrong step in life be prepared, be a man and face the concequences. It always come back to the cause and effect. True enough i am glad till the past 22 years in my life, haven regret thou. Every step i took, every time i wasted, i learn its never wasted. I am true to myself and everyone else and i live my life with no regrets.