Osaka market i suppose... Gee
Its a peaceful and quiet day spent with the person i missed so much each day, that someone whom i am unable to hide my feelings with.
I logged on to msn the moment i reach home, his message came in. I reached home pretty late after meeting up with bro Alan and i missed him online. Well my bei bei, i'hv post up the pictures i promised to show it to u.
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Thought of the day
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Tell me why do i miss you so much each and everyday? How would life be without you, sigh i dont even want to think about that. Why are you occupying and infesting my mind more often that i thought. As for your side, i observe that there are a dozen of things weighing on you right now. I guess it may be the uncertainties that you are facing at the current moment. I just want to let you know that you shine. You shine the moment i met u a month ago. You still does, but somehow, i feel that you start to doubt. We WILL shine, as 2 individual. Taking other things aside, you definately has the charisma to attract. That wed night when we really strike a conversation, you attract me in a way, i choosed to push it away, simply i do not want to be just another prey of yours. Thats why i choosed a repel attitude towards your behaviour and the things you said and the way you act. When i first met you, my mind sent me a signal of, :" Whatever this following guy is to say to you, just listen and forget. Remember 20% of what he says and forget the rest, simply he just wont get serious". But actions and feelings you gave really proved otherwise. I hope i am not wrong.
Being with you for the past weeks really made me feel great, the feeling of the true me. Where there is no need to impress or whatsoever. I just like to cuddle in your arms and whine. Make funny face at you, the one and only you. Having a familar and heart warming shoulder for me lie on when fatigue over-runs me. Mr Leow told me, Seven is too strong-headed, but once she meets the person who she feels she can relax on, she will become the little kitten and i guess thats what i've become when i cuddle in ur womb like arms like your little baby.
In fact, what I really feels is not what the other half achieve in the current moment, but the attitute towards what he can secure his future with. I believe in him, he has got so much unrelease potential, i will see him fly. And when he fly, i know he will grab me tight under his wings. That is the security i see.
Nice and encouraging words are too shallow to be said at times, its the believe that holds me to him.
P.S Bei bei: Put your soul into what you have in current. Hardwork with a sprinkle of luck. Ample of trainings and trainings... Make a dash for the coming weeks, think about what is said, think harder and work on it. I want to be that shadow behind your back, holding a peaceful, comfortable back for you, a cozy imaginary home for you to rest on. I thought i will feel insecure being with you and turned into a paraniod gf but, i didnt... simply because, you too gave me the feeling of peace, love, joy and home.
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