Day 407

Day 407

When was the last time I blogged? Kind of quite awhile back. The fact is, I fell into a deep slumber for about close to a week before I woke up. The exact reasons, so seriously, I didnt know what happened. I just dont feel like doing anything, practically anything. Even taking showers seems like pretty bothering to me. I dont feel like praying, I dont feel like talking to God, I just want to do nothing in fact.

I thank God, this hibernating symtoms didnt follow me far. 3 days and I am out of it. I turned out super moody in my business breakthrough Group (BBG) 2 days ago like an old hag. I am back in form at last. Faraway from my slumbering acts, and faraway from my weekly moodswings.

what I am talking about today, Visions . . . . .  

The reason I was awaken . . . . . I heard this:

Real vision is a process, if you want the product, you got to go thru the process.

I replied: What?!? dont bother me . . .

and it went, see beyond yourself. . . I woke up from my 3 days of slumbering.

You can be just an ordinary person,  but making out of ordinary choices off your comfort. I looked at myself, thats me isnt it. Why am I making such difficult choices for myself ? The question comes again.

Who is the king in your life? I told that voice, erm  .. . .  luoyi ? love him so much. . . . It continued, who determines your emotions>? You know, I cant deny that luoyi does fiddle with my emotional fluctuations at all. After all we have went for the past 4 years and it is still growing. Each time I want to shake luoyi away from my life, everything runs in the opposite direction, I grew stronger in loving him. Out of all the waves of Tsnami that hits the both of us. We are still pretty well strong in love. My hubhub, my heart goes out for you lar. Its an unspoken love both of us knows so clearly after all the hoohaas we went through. Sometimes I will quietly grumble, life will be so much easier if I can shake him away from my heart. But realised, this didnt happen. I really cannot deny, we just love each other is an amazing way. For him, my hubhub, I dont think ANY of his past GFs or whoever experienced what we went through so intensively. If chou will to read my post, he will nod his head. The way he hugged and kissed me couple of weeks ago . . . at a point of time, I know what ran through his mind totally. The way he grabbed my hands so tightly even when we are just sitting side by side, you know, a part of him says, I'll never want to let this pair of hands go, he will look and me and kiss my forehead. =.= ok out of topic again. . . . Thats the reason why I flung my Olevels English if you have not realise it.

And then Bingo . . .  Whatever you deem to be the king of your life have the power to bring you down through this word Disappointment!

I'll elaborate, if you treat $$ as your king, it will disappoint you one day,

treat your lover/husband as your king, they will disappoint you one day,

you job as your king, they will disappoint you one day,

your pet, your children, your friends, your whatever . . . . . They will disappoint you one day, even your own families. . . .

My objective is, anything, literally ANYTHING, which has the possibility to be taken away from your life WILL add disappointment in your life.

Which is why, we have to learn a way to cope with our emotions and not letting it affects our VISIONS in life. For me, Jesus has the power because Jesus is constant, he dont leave me. He is for forever and forever, the days I breath till the days I died He will still be with me. This empowerment do allow me to have certainty in life.

As what Mother Teresa said: I didnt see Jesus until He is all I have. This is a powerful statement.

What is the vision in your life?

What is the empowerment in your life?

These are my 2 big questions I have.  *scratch my head* went to church today, Guess what, The message today is about vision.

Habakkuk2:1 says:

I will stand at my guard post and station myself. On the lookout tower. I will watch and see what He will say to me and what I should reply when I am corrected.

The words pops up like 3D to me. Stand and do your job, and constantly lookout for opportunities, wait for Me ( God ) and when He speak, I should reply and have a attitude for a change for correction. 

The first Rehma that *Bams to me, 

1.Change your lifestyle

2.Change the way you look at things, see My hands creating those opportunities in your daily lives.

3.Write down your vision and GOALS!

These words spring like fountain in my head, while I continued reading the bible as Ps Phil preached. 

Habakkuk 2:1

write down this vision clearly inscribe it on tablets so you may easily read it. 

For the vision is yet for the appointed time, but it testifies about the end and it will not lie. Though it may delays like what you thought, but wait for it, since it will certainty come and it will not be late. 

My tears cannot control already, when I read this, rolled down my cheeks. God's presence in here, I know and I feel it. He is literally giving a pat on my back saying, I heard everything you've prayed for. Though it seems late in your timing, but when I your father gives, it will be always on time. 

Maybe you are like me, you thought that God hasnt hear your prayer requests, but for the fact is, He hears them and remembers more clearly than you do. 

Iam encouraged today by the word of God and I hope you will too . . . . 

Personal time now, for me to write down my visions and see them come to pass. God loves me, and he certainty loves you too.

and ** I dont tell you what I saw in Church, the vision I had. You will know it when it come to pass. . .  ^^ God I really surrender! It is tough, but still I will continue walking..