Wednesday, June 29, 2011

Day 388

Day 388

Title: The Lion and The Lamb

I was reading this book by Lisa Bevere last night and this analogy of lion and lamb kept coming to me as though they are speaking to me. What a vast comparison of two different animals which are of the extreme composites. Combination of the strongest and the weakest?

Lion and Lamb ?

The Aslan which is God in the movie Chornicles of Narnia?

What about the lamb?

The Lion plus the lamb?

Well, the truth is what does the Lion and the Lamb symbolises?
Deep in my heart I am truly calling out the name of powers Jesus Christ who is named as the Lion and the Lamb,

but today in this post, I am writing something beyond from the bibical expects and into the secular world.

Take a deeper look in thoughts
The piece of puzzle came into place for today came from Brian's wife Jaslynn
She wrote this

A loving person often seems weaker than a tyrant. Yet the gentleness of love is the strongest single most powerful force that could heal torturous diseases, restore relationships, bring forth courage to sacrifice and last through generations after generations...

Just at a single moment when I was reading it, the thoughts that flows in my mind says: Lord Jesus that's you! The Lion and the Lamb. The strongest and the most gentle one.

Then a voice within me said: Read it again, again and again, who do you see my dear?
What amazed me,
I saw myself.

The voice within me start asking a series of questions which ended my post here.

1) A loving person often seems weaker than a tyrant.

A few points to take note here in this sentence
1a) They always seems like the weaker one to who ever they are with, who acts like a giant tyrant; but which in fact lies a series of insecurities in that tyrant that produces such kind of act.

The underlying word here is insecurity and fearful of uncertainty.

They have this constant mind of, what if, I did my best but I still screw things up?
What is I cannot commit, what if I do wrong?

I really feel like slapping this group of people, so many what if, BUY INSURANCE LAH!

If you are the Tyrant in your relationship, just admitt it you pride filled, ego idiot! You suffers alot of insecurity!
Understand one thing, YES we make plans and we ought to, but you know many times things doesnt go according to PLANSSS > > >

If you are the meek loving one in the relationship, dont worry, you've gain whatever you ought to.

I tell you a truth, there is no wrong in giving in. One who has the capacity and ability to do so, is capable to walk a longer and more fruitful journey. Giving in maybe a test in a certain season, soon this season will end. Giving in will start bearing its own fruit.

I am not bull shitting you, long suffering is one of the qualities in the bible. In the King James version it means paitence and paitence is a virtue.


2) Yet the gentleness of love is the strongest single most powerful force

Look at the approach from this sentence, yet the gentleness of love is the strongest single most powerful force.

Many Macho man out there reading this underlined sentence may think,
Love is the strongest? Emotions makes a man weak! Man dont show their emotions out, hellow, WE ARE MANNNN OUT HERE!

To convict you with that, the more you hide it, the weaker you are in that point of discussion.

The thing that you have been siam-ing alot, is the thing you want and have been yearning the most in your deepest ocean bed.

The thing that you fear most is the dream you wanted so much, BUT you do not dare to dream about.

It is ultimate foolishness to say: I am of fearful broken marriage that is why I do not want to get married and be committed.

What if I am committed and my other half isn't,
What if my other half is committed and I am not?

So What if you die tomorrow? So today faster call me up ok, I do insurance for you.
CUT The HECK LA!

If you dont like to SHIT, then dont EAT! Confirm no shit.

But well, we cannot survive not eating . .

Its a fact,
Its a reality.

Comeon lar, shit do happens even when we eat more or less . . .
LEARN to handle them!

Reality = Shit will happen and it will . . .

I was once so fearful of love, insecurities in my relationship as this man I love never fails to give me tons of shit. . . . . .

The real deal is, when you faced love, confront it face to face, it is never weak anymore.

It is strong enough to make transformations and world shaking histories!

Love is only weak towards the double minded, the insecured, and the doubters of themselves.

3) that could heal torturous diseases, restore relationships, bring forth courage to sacrifice and last through generations after generations...

Torturous diseases not only imply on the physical, it refers to the diseases of the heart and mind as well. We call them our spirit (heart) and soul (which is our mind)

Example of heart diseases

  1. Hopelessness
  2. Unloved
  3. Unforgiveness
  4. Hatrate
  5. Bitterness
  6. Resendment
  7. Insecurity
People do missed their God gave blessings when they have the following examples in their heart. Some people even die from hopelessness. Even a simple animal like a dog can die, when they feel unloved. It is a heart condition in our society. When our heart fell ill, our physical falls ill too. People who are so loved, so hopeful they turned out to be cancer survivors in society. The body of illness cant hold them down. They recovered as love had fought their cancer cells for them.

Understands how strong love can be!

It is said that in 1 cor, These 3 things remains, Love, Faith and Hope, but the greatest of it is LOVE.

Because by the power of Love, it sows Faith and hope in our lives.


Jesus Died because he loves us, not because he has faith in us, nor is that a hope in us.


My outline today is

LOVE and Love is the Lion and the Lamb
which is also why, God said: Jesus is Love.

My little prayers: Thank you Father for your revalations, I just did a 3 point sermon. Now I know this love so great, when the devil dart hopelessness, disappointments, and discouragment on me, the love of Jesus just washes it off, scrub it out of my heart nice and clean. Lord, I thank you that you have love me, and showed me how you love me, even when I hated you.
Thank You Jesus, thank you for living in my heart.

I am yours and you can do whatever you want to me. I am willing to be your mouth piece, to be your hands to do good on your behalf and walk where ever you want me to walk.
.Amen.

and time flies

A moment ago I was at their wedding 
A moment ago I was at their place playing with Ayden

And I am truly glad that I met the Ang family.
Learn alot from them, from Michael's father,
dine with them.

Father lord, please protect and bless this family.
The whole of Ang family including their little brother in London.
Thank you father.

Tuesday, June 28, 2011

How to be a Youtube Celebrity



You know, they are just sooooo freaking cute~~~ Always laughed so hard watching their video~s ^^

Donkey_years


Very so seriously . . . .
You know we have graduated from university for at least 2 years.
What is my chou chou doing in that picture?
=.=!!
Everyone seems so intact
but everything seemed changed.

I think these are pretty cool




I think these are pretty cool,
the problem is, I have yet come out with a design.

I am not going to draw chicks on my lowerback,
I am not going for colours,
I am just doing a black inked tattoo.

This motivates me not to become a fat ass too. . .
I dont want to see over stretched tattoos on me.

Times when I stand in front of the mirror naked,
looking at my back,
I really do have cherry shaped nice ass.
I am missing of a nice piece of beautiful tattoo on that curves to enhance them.

Do I look like I went through a Plastic surgery?

Ha, do I look like I went through a plastic surgery or something?  I have question from people, my polymates, and even my 2 ex-bfs namely, Ter and Ia. (Chou chou is not counted, cause he never think that I am pretty in d first place. For goodness sake, he always thinks that I am inferior is some ways or another.)  Well the answer is I didn't,  I just went for a new heart transplant performed by the world class surgeon Jesus Christ. He sectioned out my heart, cut away the saddess and bitterness while he exposed out joy, love and happiness. Therefore, when your heart is healthy, and is prospering, other parts of ur body prospers too! Complexion turns better, skin get smoother and of course boobs gets bigger.  ^^ 

Day 387

Day 387
Before bedtime and lying on my lovely bed blogging.

I am starting to love the dress down me, with bareless make-up ever since my complexion improves drastically by the help of face cream stanley got for me.

No more drama mama lashed lashes extensions nor fakies, I see just me.

In pior of the entry I did yesterday through my lovely little Nokia,
what happened today,

I met my hubhub chouchou up for a short meal along the east area before heading down to Enghan's place.

Few questions he asked really kept me thinking. I realised that reason why I am not in a relationship with anyother man.
It is definately not because there are no eligible men around, but I cannot have a relationship with divided heart.
I cannot love chouchou and love someone else.
I hate lying, especially lying to myself.

My chouchou aged.
Many times I have this impulsive action to just touch his jawlines or stroke his head as my expression of love and adoration towards him but I kept it back.
I want to give a kiss of comfort and love of his cheeks but I held it back.
What held me back?
It is not that I do not love this man, but I do not want to appretite back the kind of former relationship we used to lead.

The word NEW kept reminding me,
only a new transformation of mind has to be form in him,
if not, he will not have the conviction to commit himself into any relationship,
not to others and not even to me.
May it be, I can be someone who is like a parasite ringworm dwelling in his intestines.

The thing is the 2 of us is, holding each other's hands and putting our arms around each other has been such a norm thing to do even when we are not in a relationship.
That is pretty strange for 2 individuals who are not even in a relationship.

It is 100% certain that, that didnt happen for any of my ex-boyfriends.

I gave a name to the both of us deep down in my heart,
" Yes, we are the most familiar strangers "

I said: This Chou is the biggest-est bully in my life,
*smiles* 
May it be, I truly see him such a blessings to me.

He likes to say stuffs like, yah . .  must be in last life I owe him too much, and was made to repay this lifetime.

But the fact is, it is otherwise.
Without him, the Kaiqi today cant be made.
Indirectly he shaped me, he inter-connected me somehow to God.

In the past when I first come face to face with God,
God keeppppp telling me this,
Remember this guy who you think has hurt you do deeply IS YOUR BLESSINGS!
Back then, I will just scream back to God, DONT BLUFF.

Walking with God till today,
I really sees what God told me 2 years ago.
Indeed Chouchou is the greatest blessings to me.

Many friends, especially my closest, they think that I am mad.
and that jerk who has been bringing you all sorts of pain, you say is your blessings?
MAD.

I am never pessimistic of what they said,
I am not trying to be sturborn,
for I just hold on to a promise not issued by human beings.

Dear friends, 10 years down the road, you will understand what I am talking about.

For you have not been there and done that.
I do meet alot of people who fervently receive what I shared.
They older couples, and they agreed to what I've told them what I went through. 
They simply pointed to themselves, 
we walked what you are talking about.
3 different couples I've met, 
they told me the same thing.
They told me, love can be the strongest faith ever.
And with this amazing grace of love in you,
you are walking a great journey,
the joy will be endless.

Seven, you will not regret but praise God, for holding on this special potion of love. For God has delicate it specially for you. 

It is only for chouchou I found out the differences

1. Love v.s companionship
2. Love v.s routine
3. Love v.s sex
4. Love v.s familarity
5. Love v.s time

Dear friends, love is not just companionship, not routine, not sex, not familarity nor is it time. When love breakthrough all these barriers, you know, you found the one.

This is the kind of love that holds the power to breakthough all difficulties in life.

I've found mine, and is committed to follow it on for the rest of my life. That is the true roadtrip towards authentic happiness and prosperity.

Monday, June 27, 2011

God is never wrong

I am in my quiet time and having my conversation with God; I asked God, Father you know all the things, know the past and sees the future, so I asked him a question, God should I see my chou chou? You know I really miss him so much and will so much want to cuddle him. Father lord replied from Galatians 5:6 anything which passes had passed. what matters now is faith working through love. I asked God again what does it mean? God, ur not answering my question? Father spoke again, I said, whatever has pass, had passed, never revive the old carnal man in you or in him.  All of a sudden I felt a chill down my spine, as if God is saying, you meet lor, then history will repeat itself. Look forward! God said, Dont let the past has its grip on you. They are not important in My sight anymore. Now, look into the word faith, what does faith means? I replied, it means not seeing it now yet receiving it through visions. So I went, Father its a NO right? He replied, I didnt say NO, I say WAIT, because Faith working through Love has its power. The old man has to die, a new man has to be born, renewed. Its a wait my dearest, for love can birth of dreams, it can birth of a new man transformed from its old. You and this man you love whom you have been bringing up to me has to transform into 'new', before your horizon and his will par again. You will have a new relationship with him built never on the old hurts and disappointment anymore but birth off from your faith through love. I want to stay obedient to God. Better listen than I get stumble n shattered into piece again by the same person. Just one simple sentence, I got my answer, with explanations and instruction. How awesome God is, so full of wisdom. God really talks. SO, i guess your super smelly here just got to continue praying for you chou. Faith through Love has its power. Chou, you're going to be so Blessed baby with work assignments to buiLd your character, so one day we can meet again. I m always here, praying in Faith for the love I have for you. *SMILES*

Thursday, June 23, 2011

Day 386

Day 386

101 why I love you


  1. I love you when you hold my hand when you drive
  2. I love you when you stopped at the traffic light trying to kiss me
  3. I love you when you shared you MP3 with me while we're on the LRT
  4. I love you when you say, : You're the silliest girl I've ever met
  5. I love you when we watch shooting stars at the multi storey carpark
  6. I love you while waiting for you at your void deck
  7. I love you when you fly the helicopter with me
  8. I love you when you scrub my back during shower
  9. I love you when you carry me while I was not feeling well
  10. I love you when you kiss all over me trying to wake me up
  11. I love you when I make milkshakes for you
  12. I love you when I cook porridge for you when you're sick
  13. I love you when I buy vitatmin C for you
  14. I love you when we walk to cheers together
  15. I love you when you tried to squeeze with me in the bus
  16. I love you when you walk very fast leaving me behind
  17. I love you when we wash your bumble bee together
  18. I love you when you told me, you go home now
  19. I love you when you tried to drift your car during a rainy day
  20. I love you while waiting for you gyming
  21. I love you when I punch your tummy with the boxing gloves
  22. I love you when you cook nice dinners for me
  23. I love you when you did me wrong and try to hide
  24. I love you when you do not know how to make up for what you have did wrong
  25. I love you when you tired to act as if nothing has happened
  26. I love you when you told me, skinny ant you are the best
  27. I love you when you told me, I am family
  28. I love you when you spoon me in bed
  29. I love you when you tells me stories of fantasy
  30. I love you when you piggyback me
  31. I love you when I walked on your feets like a baby penguin
  32. I love you when we do face mask together
  33. I love you when I washes your underwear
  34. I love you when I look at you
  35. I love you when I lie in your arms till both of us started perspiring
  36. I love you when I fell asleep holding your hand
  37. I love you when I can put me leg over you when I am sleeping
  38. I love you when you say you are really sorry
  39. I love you when you hugged me so tight while waiting for the traffic light
  40. I love you when you said you are not going to let me down
  41. I love you when you cook guilty meals for me
  42. I love you when you make breakfast that tasted so awful
  43. I love you when you bite my nose
  44. I love you when you tired to wrestle me in bed
  45. I love you when sitting on your lap
  46. I love you when we watch PPS together
  47. I love you when we have pillow talks
  48. I love you when you tell me, 3pm already ah, still sleeping!
  49. I love you when I stick around you like a little chick
  50. I love you when I am not your dream girl
  51. I love you when I know I am not the supermodel girlfriend you'll want to date
  52. I love you when you do not send me home
  53. I love you when I wait for you for hours
  54. I love you when you truly knows I care
  55. I love you when you make me angry
  56. I love you when you fell asleep on my lap
  57. I love you when you watches me plays Diner dash
  58. I love you when we plays texas holdem on the PSP
  59. I love you when we laugh our heads off watching just for a laugh
  60. I love you when you dance Michael Jackson dance moves for me
  61. I love you when we watches discovery channel together
  62. I love you when we sing together
  63. I love you when you send me home
  64. I love you when you are shocked to see my father
  65. I love you when you send me to church
  66. I love you when cover the blanket for me at night
  67. I love you when I sneaked into your room
  68. I love you when you say, I am shy
  69. I love you when you say chou de la
  70. I love you when you hugged me so tightly and tells me you really missed me
  71. I love you when you walked away knowing that I will understand
  72. I love you when you say, poke your ass ah
  73. I love you when you pink me with your fingers
  74. I love you when we play magic tricks together
  75. I love you when we go swimming together
  76. I love you when we have to wake up every early in the morning
  77. I love you when I drive you to work
  78. I love you when you sing in front of the crowd
  79. I love you when you smile
  80. I love you when your mouth stinks
  81. I love you when you say the same things to me and to somebody else
  82. I love you when you told me, how? I realised I fell inlove with you
  83. I love you when we squeeze in the night train
  84. I love you when you scolded me because I didnt shit
  85. I love you when you forced me to eat things I do not like
  86. I love you when you cook cockles for me
  87. I love you when you deshell the crab for me
  88. I love you when you looked at me and say, why do I love you
  89. I love you when you told me I occupied an important space in your heart
  90. I love you when you asked me, am I happy
  91. I love you when you ignored me on purpose
  92. I love you when we avoid each other on purpose
  93. I love you when you call me skinny pig
  94. I love you when you said I am ugly
  95. I love you when you touched my head and hugged me to bed
  96. I love you when you first kissed me
  97. I love you when you held on to my hands, telling me you are afraid to get lost
  98. I love you when you carried my bag for me
  99. I love you when you carried me on the bicycle
  100. I love you when you squeezed me to a corner in the lift
  101. I love you, even when I thought you didnt.
This list can go on and on and on and eventually becomes list 1001 . . and continuing . . .
because love transience thru the flesh and
Love needs no explanation,
I just love you for every single thing, for the good and sweet,
and also for the lousy or hurting

So,
you finally understand why I can never fall in love anymore,
because I am still crazily in love with the same man.

In a life time, to have such love and have someone so loved is already a maximum gain in life.
What more can I still ask for ?

One day maybe when I am in my 40s, 50s, or even 60s
we will still meet again and continue on where we've left,
Dont get too surprise and don't envy,
because I am really happy loving him,
a kind of love, where consideration of time is taken out of it.
There is no time factor to it.
10 years, 20 years, 30 years . . . . it doesnt matter to me anymore,

There is a kind of love, that can supercede the time factor
Love, I am in love, still in love

Good night

Monday, June 20, 2011

我们到Marina Barrage去,别人放风筝,我们去放空明灯。Sibei 赤壁。。ideal right?

Day 385

Day 385

Thank you for spending time with me this evening my lovely friends. I really heart you guys! I do not have the opportunity to thank every single of you guys individually therefore voicing here in my private space. I know people who are really close to me are close to reading my blog.

Holly
My besties always. You know I always love you. Within us, you just know me. I dont put in words that I really cherish you as a great friend of mine. You know and I know. Thanks for being here.

Huixian and Jian Xin
I mean, we practically grew up together in our youth and is constantly in contact in our lives no matter how busy we are. We always remembers each other. Putting my hands on ur tummy and feeling your little baby is a wonderful thing. My love goes out for you, jian sin and Kaiden!

Wendy my bitch
How can I not love Wendy? It is impossible that I dont love her. My lovely long time friend. Who is forever so ons and steady for me. It is really wonderful to have you babe! I know your heart goes all out for me all the time  when I am facing troubles. I love you bitch! * This funny woman wore huixian's slipper home, but just only one side. Joke of the day!

XiaoLi
My beloved sister in christ. Through tough times, we stood by each other, believing in a promise given by our beloved Father in heaven. I love you girl always.

Babara
A great friend who never fail to keep a lookout for me. Thanks for the crab Babara! All the great time we spend together.More to come and greater to come! Babara is someone whom I am always praying for the best for her. Somehow my heart always goes out for her in our private conversation.

Ethan
A someone I felt he is appreciative. Although I do not know Ethan as well as I know the rest of the people in my house. I appreciate him for being a great help and comforter to my beloved sister Xiaoli. Thanks Ethan.

Arvin
A very special someone to me. I do not know where this feeling comes from, it seems like it is a natural instinct that I always turn very motherly when facing this special someone. Afraid that he lost his way, didnt eat enough, thirsty dont dare to say blah blah. Someone I will always stand up for and always wanting this boy to do something great in life, to be who he can be. He is going to be someone really awesome in time to come. Hearts you boy!

Joze
Overslept =.= Wish you were here! I will go and do a Joze balloon for you. Next time when you cant make it for gathering, I'll ask Jian sin to blow up a Joze pictured balloon. May you presences be with us. You know we all love you dearie!

Thankyou God for all these lovely people in my life.

Friday, June 17, 2011

Day 374

Day 374

Dear friends, satisfy your taste buds. I am learning to cook the best steaks with the making of red wine sauces. After Chinese cuisine its time for western, grills and bakes. Got to know this chef through Preston. Pston is the vainpot, can tell from one look. And what, he happens to be Stacy's classmate. . . . He and his korean pop star thingy looks. He is always the one attracting attention when we walk together on the street. Ok lar, overall he is a good boy. But in times, I have to tell him to speak louder, no manly feel at all. I think I am more manly than him. Just have a feeling that if I randomly jumped onto his back, he will fall flat on the ground. Dah ~ Time for some gym ah . . .

He is little Yaoz look alike lar, Yaoz got married to a lawyer who stay near my place and the name of Yaoz became a legend.

* * * * 
You've always know that I hated mutton, as I cannot stand the smell of mutton. Today the chef challenged me to cook a dish of mutton he is going to teach me to, without the smelly mutton smell.

* * * *

After all I realised something within, my blog is in fact for myself to see. A cyber space to recall me about the what I have wrote along the years. So why should I even care about my grammer or language?

* * * *

It is a place where I have interchange with people whom I cross paths with. Mentioned about people I love, and all the ABCDES in my life.

* * * *
See all my lovelies on Sunday!
and
Next sunday at Maplewoods for our extravaganza BBQ

* * * *
And I will be staying in Singapore for my Bday. You will receive my invites soon, it will be at Carlton, a 5 course private dinning experience for all my lovelies.
As the date gets nearer, give me your food preference, I will get the hotel to prepare.

No overstay this time.
I am not getting any hotel rooms, for my bday is on a Monday.

Thursday, June 16, 2011

Day 383

Day 383

There are a few symptoms to take note, when I am high on alcohol.

1. I will get grouchy and talk nonsense

2. I have a super high tendency to tell lies

3. I will see people at a different level

4. I will condemn people

5. I will cry and grumble nonsense


So the best thing to do is, ignore me. I don't even know why I got angry yesterday. Try recalling it. In fact no one offended me also, dont even know what I am unhappy with. Sad for no reason, very zou bo . . . . I just went MIA and went home to sleep. Go home and talk to my rubbish bin or maybe my wall, or hello kitty.

Something I am really good at is talking to whatever things. Talk to hp bills, talk to my pillow, talk to credit card bills, talk to my bank statement, oh man, I am such a busy person. I am really getting weirder and weirder lately, my family has gotten used to it I think so.

Anyway, my birthday is coming, to save your trouble, here the birthday wishlist

1. Small bottle of Febreeze ( the spray spray de )
2. Stripes curtains ( good for 3 window panels )
3. Hot pink baby G watch
4. A bottle of Paul smith rose perfume
5. Hot pink Quilt cover
6. 1 floor rag
7. 1 pot of seafood porridge
8. A piggyback walk
9. beef bones white raddish soup
10. 1 hug from all my friends for the month of July

Like that I very busy hugging people. Hugs are enough, no need kisses, because I will slap your face. I am just so easy to please yey!

Wanted to show you guys a video made by elaine, but too bad, cannot air. Our very own The snooze out of the Noose.

This is our BBG group imagine tv network

My Business Breakthrough Group, a place I seek encouragement, a place God gave me visions, a place where I receive encouragement from the members,
a place I learn life is not about the destination its an overcoming journey.

Our destination is the day we become finishers of our life,
and my beloved heavenly Father to tell me, well done my daughter.

Thank you God for Business Breakthrough Group,
Thank you God for Eng Han and Janet
Thank you God for loving me through my leaders.
Thank you for planting me in City Harvest Church

I am not perfect, that is why I need you God.


The concert The Beast interview by imagine tv network; Flyer Vision
The doon won is very cute hor . . . They will be in KL 1st July,
mmmm why not Singapore.

I dont know
.

How come Lee hom is not in Singapore, I also dont know,
I will be the happiest if he comes to Singapore.
Can have a chance to be upclose and talk to him,
how nice.

God bless Flyer Vision so they bring more concerts in Singapore!
Why must it always be Unusual Production getting all the deals ?

Steady and slowly, inch by inch,
The story of Eric moo


and JJ's Superyacht company, want to get super luxury yacht go look for JJ !

God really loves us Celebrities weekends 2009


There is no celebrities weekends this year,
but we have an emerge coming up

on 16th July

after the emerge it will be Festival of Praise again!
YEy!

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

Day 382

Day 382

There is no fairytale ending in life


We live in a life full of constant struggles, there is no fairytale ending in life. But doesnt mean that when there is no fairytale ending in life, life should be full of despair of sorrows.

The gift of joy in the lord is the greatest encouragement. 

Every journey of our life is a walk towards our destination. Towards a dream. Once a dream is fulfilled, new dreams are born. 

The bible promised that, there is no fairytale endings in life. 

It clearly states in 

James 1:12
Blessed is a man who endures trials   because when he passes the test, he will receive the crown of life

In life there will be Trials!

The bible is a realitic book of life. The bible is not another book of fairytale. If it is, the bible will have its last chapter in the book of Luke.

So Mary gave birth to Jesus and
The end!

But The story is not the end.

Everytime I looked into the ministry of Jesus, the way he rebuke negativity, fear and doubts his disciples have.

When Peter walks on water towards Jesus, his faith was great. But when Peter realised that he is walking on water and saw the big storm he is facing, he started to drown.

Peter shouted to Jesus, Jesus! Help ME! Jesus immediately took Peter by his hands and say, oh you of little faith.


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There are more things to be done,
because my biggest business is yet to bring in,
My biggest breakthrough is yet to come,
The ones I love has yet to know Jesus,
My twins has yet to come to the world,
The greatest movie is yet to be shoot,
The biggest award is yet to be presented,
My greatest bank statement is yet to be printed out,
My greatest dream is yet to come.

Dont have temporary solutions for permanant problems,
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permanant solutions for temporary problems.

Dont be dishearten by temporary setbacks.

I know I have left a big engineering plan into the hands of my Father in heaven.
Whenever God reveals more and more into me, my faith and hope gets greater.

Screws and nuts of the plan left in my father's hand comes into reality. I have a dream to fulfill and a dream only God has the power to make them come true.

This week very the busy, maybe when I have the time, I will try writting out the outlines of the cycle of dreams.

Its an awesome message, the cycle of dreams.

* QQ:  I will only want to take after your surname. ^.^