Friday, August 20, 2010

Day 230

Day 230

My Smelly

My smelly Baby, we've left each other for more than 8 months but you have not left my heart a single bit. I still miss you very much during my quiet hours, do you?

Walking out in boldness

Life for me had tremendous changes and I have decided to move into an new environment in the 4th quarter of the year of my career. Challenges ahead will be huge, but I am really glad God is my guide and it was God who paths my move out. I have to move out of my comfort zone and walk my wilderness toward my promise land. Starting afresh and starting all over again in my career.

I finally understand where my actual burden is from when the news broke out last night, which is why the holy spirit intercedes on my behalf to Father God, which is why I had been praying so hard in my foreign tongues since last Sunday. Whenever I have such urged to pray in my foreign tongues so badly, I know God is preparing me up for my upcoming challenges.

Likewise of what pastor told me, prepare yourself for a war after graduation from bible school. God is rising you up in the marketplace. Agreeable to that, which is what I will be facing in very near future. God can only raise up warrior only through battles. I know I have a huge battle to fight. Like how I promised my 2 mentor Kongs, I will end my 2010 with a loud bang with achievements and not regrets. I will not fall backward but only forward. I will not give up until I reach my promised land. Endurance is power of virtue. 

The friends gallery

Friends of Velvet

I am surprised to receive the call from Fulala last night, he asked me about my retail business and chatted for awhile. I have not been around the scene for so long, but I am never forgotten. Sebast will still swing by my shop once in a while and I still receive my birthday sms wishes by them last month. Even I haven been around the scene for long, I have the best updates. Probably I will swing by Velvet tomorrow about my Gala, catch up with the group after so long.

My buddies

Certainly I have to thank God for all my great buddies, they stood by me all along. Indeed I am really blessed with so many great friends who cared so much about me. They were with me when I cried, when I broke down, when I was depress and with them, I have nothing to hide, I have nothing to feel ashame about. I've seen you cry and you've seen me cry. That is why we will never mock at each other, they are just there when I needed them during my depression. Men has their vulnerable sight too, and there is nothing wrong with that. Who set the rules that man should'nt tear is an IDIOT. It is okay, that is why we are great buddies.Indeed and truly, you guys are REALLY just one phone call away. No matter what, you guys just gave me the piority of a crying shoulder. I am really blessed and is constantly praying for you guys to be fruitful.

My wonderful Girlfriends

Needless to compliement on my wonderful female great friends. Life had been so amazing with the touch of all your help and encouragement. A few new female friends had been added into my list in recent months, because we fought battles together, we cry and sweat together. We are real and true, we do not need to hide anything from each other. You ladies really ROCK to the CORE! I am always thanking God for putting you GIRLS in my life so we can encourage each other and move on from Glory to glory helping each other and giving each of us a helping hand during difficult times.


Lastly

It is God who create all these happenings in my life and I greatly gave thanks to my Father Abba Lord. He simply knows what is the best for me. Like what I've told Father God every night to protect my heart that no man shall be able to seek me unless through God. Because when God prepares a husband for me, he will make sure that HE IS A TRUE man of responsibility, he should have been through many trials and challenges God puts in his life to emerge him a REAL MAN,  able to guide, and he will love God no lesser than I do. In all things I do God I put you first and for the rest it will be given to me in abundance for I am an obedience child with my Father. Do your will Lord, because you are with me, there is nothing I should be afraid of. I am willing to be broken, mould and shape by you for the best of your purpose. Your love for me is nothing comparable for what I have for you. You are Agape love, my lord is faithful and you will never go back on the promises you gave me.

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