Sunday, August 17, 2008

I miss U, " my long curly hair"

Now, Sigh... I m getting hagged
time does show a sign @ age 24 bday

Age 17 when i was beaching every week


The classical ribbon look before violin concerto at recital hall

Age 19

united square after teaching

age 20


Age 20, soccer fever

world cup i think??



Age 20, self adoring

Age 20
Age 21 with arvin and gang at Secret garden
Age 22 @ fullerton hotel


Saturday, August 16, 2008

TGIF



I was woken up by a call from M.R Terry Tan and went back to sleep until the next

call came in again, he was at my doorstep,

I swaggered my way to my door with keys dangling,

wearing my female boxer's underwear accompanied by my CalvinKlein sleepwear.

I threw the keys to him,

took the clothes his sis wanna pass me and headed back to bed,

My dreams got to continue,

what the hell, he just interrupted my sweet dream day dreaming.

My sweet Dream Cutie let continue our walk... ..... then i dream on... ...

Just cant imagine that;

ya, i suppose that kind of scene will only happen in dreams, especially day dreams.

A heaven filled with fabulous wines,

in my dream,

my job is to doll myself up,

super wide range of cosmetic,

whatever brand u name we have it.

Attend evening dinners, cocktail parties and meeting cute guys.

Yes, that only happens in my dreams.

That place is called HEAVEN.

Sub-consciously,

i saw Terry playing with my dog, watching TV in the living room,

i wouldnt care... i continue dreaming until,

he came along my bedside,

gave a tap on my head.

: Oi, i leaving liao... open the door for me...

Once again i was awaken in amid of a date with this cute guy named Tsukya

arghhh, catching a ride in my favourite RX7... ....

Argh... there goes my RX7 Tsukya.

Friday, August 15, 2008

老婆饼



那是老公送给老婆的,

甜甜老婆饼,开心!

You are just so sweet, I cant bear to eat it as well.

I had a splendid thursday night. . . thanks my ai ai, thanks for everything

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

I Really miss you



一日不见,真的是,

如各三秋。

真的好想你!!

Tell me why do i miss you so much?

Do you miss me as much as i do?

I know you do :)


Tuesday, August 12, 2008

Tired



Its a tiring day,

I am drained driving all day.

I hate driving, more over its raining so heavily today.

From school => Valley pt => Millenia Walk => Home => Hillview

I went to help out my parents

and i m finally home.

My Osim U-pilot doesnt seems to help at all.

I need a foot massage and a full-body massage one of these days.

Call in and book for my swedish massage tmr.

I got to quit the late nights,

Is like Exams jet-lag since last exam

Idiotic me.
I'll stop those unhealthy activities and indulge in more economical and healthful acts with my BB


L.O.V.E.LY

Dinner consist of
Mushroom soup, diced paste fish, curry vege fresh steamed prawns with sauce


My l.o.v.e.ly preparing dinner for me

He is just so sweet.

Thanks for the wonderful dinner

That really warm my heart

Self-reflection, in his prada glasses,
Self adoring again
Thanks for the night,
KTV was fun....
Thanks for spending time with me and my friends.
I really appreciate it.

Sunday, August 10, 2008

Cuddling

Do you spot a couple cuddling under the starlight?
So nice and sweet.
How i wish we can be as it is under the starlight


The cuddling
Those hugs and cuddles
The telepathy thoughts.
+The potrait of 2 intimate cuddle+
What a wonderful picture if it is taken down from the top 45 degrees view on our right,
added with a bluish background effect,
developed in black and white.
The imaginary picture of the breathless love printed vividly in my mind.
The feeling of closeness, love and comfortably
Getting close to you just makes me feel so bless.
=The thinking to have, and = wish to have future

Last evening

Thanks for introducing me to your colleagues.
I enjoy those singing and jamming sessions
and they are impressive.
They are a group of interesting and straight-forward young adults.
Somehow being with them makes me feels kind of old which i cant deny.
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Saturday, August 9, 2008

Thanks Kel


I was mesmerise the first time i saw him playing at Daddy Kong's chalet last year the 10th.
The way kel plays and manipulate his guitar.
We sing together with the Terence Kong Associates while he plays on his acrostic.
Impressive.
Branch meeting this afternoon,
I walked off the auditorium,
the meeting ends and my LV bucket was left in the auditorium.
Thanks kel for carrying for me and handed back to me when i return,
in fact i didnt expect that,
i though melissa or Zhong would bring it out for me.
During Daddy Kong's bday celebration,
I had 2 chivas shots down my throat.
I put to a stop and sneaked inside the cafe and sat down beside Oliver and Kel as they were having their dinner.
Oli had a fish and chips and kel had beef steak.
That was nice,
it's gentleman.
He actually cuts out the beef steak of his,
pin it on his fork for me.
I had 3 pieces of it until my phone rang and i had to pick up my call.
Kel is like Seng,
nice and gentleman.
Great to have such a nice colleague.

8 million Toto

We hit 5 numbers
Winning Numbers
14
17
19
21
25
38
Additional Number
34
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Hit 5 numbers but all different groups

Thursday, August 7, 2008

Interesting


P.S. I dont know that guy lying there.

Prawn Fishing

Prawn fishing which includes BBQ on the spot.
Located at Pasir Ris Elias Road fishing pond.
Not a single prawn got interested with my bait, its a sad case.
Still, and still at the same location


We are the 2 headed monster The original Emo kid
My sister Teo Hua Hua
Uncle Hock





Wednesday, August 6, 2008

6th Aug

I love that couch,
but just couldnt get the effects right,
Thanks to my bei bei,
I love the pictures you take
Erm.... .....
Mysterious Bartender Missy Seven

Entrance to the doorway

Clear and not so clear


I just need to relax and walk behind back.
Looking fromt the top of the building
Blah....



Happy Birthday to my one and only


I enjoyed the evening very much.


Thanks.


Blessing you to be fruitful in what you want to do


E.N.J.O.Y.M.E.N.T . I.S. U


Monday, August 4, 2008

Dreams


Dreams that reflects the reality.

Quiet and peaceful

As Request
Tokyo Disney at age 15

Mount Fuji Hotspring bath

Osaka market i suppose... Gee

Its a peaceful and quiet day spent with the person i missed so much each day, that someone whom i am unable to hide my feelings with.

I logged on to msn the moment i reach home, his message came in. I reached home pretty late after meeting up with bro Alan and i missed him online. Well my bei bei, i'hv post up the pictures i promised to show it to u.

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Thought of the day

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Tell me why do i miss you so much each and everyday? How would life be without you, sigh i dont even want to think about that. Why are you occupying and infesting my mind more often that i thought. As for your side, i observe that there are a dozen of things weighing on you right now. I guess it may be the uncertainties that you are facing at the current moment. I just want to let you know that you shine. You shine the moment i met u a month ago. You still does, but somehow, i feel that you start to doubt. We WILL shine, as 2 individual. Taking other things aside, you definately has the charisma to attract. That wed night when we really strike a conversation, you attract me in a way, i choosed to push it away, simply i do not want to be just another prey of yours. Thats why i choosed a repel attitude towards your behaviour and the things you said and the way you act. When i first met you, my mind sent me a signal of, :" Whatever this following guy is to say to you, just listen and forget. Remember 20% of what he says and forget the rest, simply he just wont get serious". But actions and feelings you gave really proved otherwise. I hope i am not wrong.

Being with you for the past weeks really made me feel great, the feeling of the true me. Where there is no need to impress or whatsoever. I just like to cuddle in your arms and whine. Make funny face at you, the one and only you. Having a familar and heart warming shoulder for me lie on when fatigue over-runs me. Mr Leow told me, Seven is too strong-headed, but once she meets the person who she feels she can relax on, she will become the little kitten and i guess thats what i've become when i cuddle in ur womb like arms like your little baby.

In fact, what I really feels is not what the other half achieve in the current moment, but the attitute towards what he can secure his future with. I believe in him, he has got so much unrelease potential, i will see him fly. And when he fly, i know he will grab me tight under his wings. That is the security i see.

Nice and encouraging words are too shallow to be said at times, its the believe that holds me to him.

P.S Bei bei: Put your soul into what you have in current. Hardwork with a sprinkle of luck. Ample of trainings and trainings... Make a dash for the coming weeks, think about what is said, think harder and work on it. I want to be that shadow behind your back, holding a peaceful, comfortable back for you, a cozy imaginary home for you to rest on. I thought i will feel insecure being with you and turned into a paraniod gf but, i didnt... simply because, you too gave me the feeling of peace, love, joy and home.

Sunday, August 3, 2008

MR Q

Mr Q,
.Undesirable.
.Those msg just came in.
.Crappy little boy.
.No more nonsense.
.From you, from me.
.Do what we have to do.
.And promise what we promised each other.
.Dont miss me.
.Dont tell me you miss me.
.Say Ulu things to me friend we are not.
.
Sunsets

Thursday, July 31, 2008

Well well

[R]
At the end of the day,
you are just another core loser.
Barely a month,
You jus prove kar n myself right again.
He cannot live without S.e.x
Haha, stay single? My foot.
I really thank god,
that i didnt accept you back.
I feel so relieve
[R]

Zouk







Its fun
Its embarrass
Holy Shit

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

I miss u

I miss you my Bao Bei,
Didnt get to see you tonight.
Thanks for your encouragement and blessing,
life turns better for me.
Thanks for the invite to your house tmr evening.
I am looking forward to your green curry, steam fishhead and crabs.
I am drooling.
I will turn up as request with a bottle of white.
Happy KTV singing with the girls :)
Miss ya Bao Bei

Repeat


My "Nan Hai" told me, if there is no change to what had happened before,
the change will still be a stagnant.
History will repeat itself,
and you will fall into the same situation once again.
The remedy is not about the situation but yourself.
I moved in a direction so different now.
In whole, if you change nothing about yourself,
every relationship will end the same way as how the previous one ended.
And you will react the same way how you did.
It will go on and on and on,
just like Dee'javu.
You will never learn from your mistake.
I do not want to repeat the same old parttern again.
I break the chain of it.
I am not going to be in that kind of predicament once again.
What comes around goes around.
There is no room for regrets or time for you to look back.
Once you look back,
You are on a treadmill.
Running over and over again at the same pace, same rhythm and will fall at the same spot once again.
I noticed the chain pattern in you.
Nothing amazing as everything is as predicted.
Well well,
life goes on.
Time will not wait for anyone.
Its time to take a snap.
I learned my lesson.

X-files

ITs a crap show and a waste of time.
Well its up to you to judge it if u have got too much money to spend on.