united square after teaching
age 20
Age 20, soccer fever
world cup i think??
Age 20 Age 21 with arvin and gang at Secret garden
Age 22 @ fullerton hotel
Life is a journey with not only complying with unpleasant moments but delighful times when viewed from a different point of angle. If one day you wake up and find that you're missing me, and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be. Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we meet, and you'll see me waiting for you on the corner of the street
age 20
world cup i think??
Age 20 Age 21 with arvin and gang at Secret garden
Age 22 @ fullerton hotel



Osaka market i suppose... Gee
Its a peaceful and quiet day spent with the person i missed so much each day, that someone whom i am unable to hide my feelings with.
I logged on to msn the moment i reach home, his message came in. I reached home pretty late after meeting up with bro Alan and i missed him online. Well my bei bei, i'hv post up the pictures i promised to show it to u.
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Thought of the day
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Tell me why do i miss you so much each and everyday? How would life be without you, sigh i dont even want to think about that. Why are you occupying and infesting my mind more often that i thought. As for your side, i observe that there are a dozen of things weighing on you right now. I guess it may be the uncertainties that you are facing at the current moment. I just want to let you know that you shine. You shine the moment i met u a month ago. You still does, but somehow, i feel that you start to doubt. We WILL shine, as 2 individual. Taking other things aside, you definately has the charisma to attract. That wed night when we really strike a conversation, you attract me in a way, i choosed to push it away, simply i do not want to be just another prey of yours. Thats why i choosed a repel attitude towards your behaviour and the things you said and the way you act. When i first met you, my mind sent me a signal of, :" Whatever this following guy is to say to you, just listen and forget. Remember 20% of what he says and forget the rest, simply he just wont get serious". But actions and feelings you gave really proved otherwise. I hope i am not wrong.
Being with you for the past weeks really made me feel great, the feeling of the true me. Where there is no need to impress or whatsoever. I just like to cuddle in your arms and whine. Make funny face at you, the one and only you. Having a familar and heart warming shoulder for me lie on when fatigue over-runs me. Mr Leow told me, Seven is too strong-headed, but once she meets the person who she feels she can relax on, she will become the little kitten and i guess thats what i've become when i cuddle in ur womb like arms like your little baby.
In fact, what I really feels is not what the other half achieve in the current moment, but the attitute towards what he can secure his future with. I believe in him, he has got so much unrelease potential, i will see him fly. And when he fly, i know he will grab me tight under his wings. That is the security i see.
Nice and encouraging words are too shallow to be said at times, its the believe that holds me to him.
P.S Bei bei: Put your soul into what you have in current. Hardwork with a sprinkle of luck. Ample of trainings and trainings... Make a dash for the coming weeks, think about what is said, think harder and work on it. I want to be that shadow behind your back, holding a peaceful, comfortable back for you, a cozy imaginary home for you to rest on. I thought i will feel insecure being with you and turned into a paraniod gf but, i didnt... simply because, you too gave me the feeling of peace, love, joy and home.
