Day 370

Day 370, now I understand how Rachel vomitted blood. Because that happened to me this morning and I was shocked. Woke up after a hasty 2 hours sleep from Butter Factory and to work. What did I drank last night? 2 bottles of white wine and a ball of beer Sam insisted of buying me. Stupidly sent some weird messages to chou chou. Really really appreciated him so much for being strong. I am really glad about it. Someone just has to be strong, Thank God that when I was weak, he is strong. Grateful. and Amen. and Iam done drinking. Tired. . . . . Tired of feeling so emotional each time I drink. 神经病。。。。

Pray

Dear God, my lord and saviour, thank you for your mercy and grace which is new each day. I hear your calling for the marketplace ministry to preach your gospel in planting hope and love to the people you have kindly shown me to. Lord, anoit me with your pressence that in every appointment I made, let the presentation your have taught me touch heart of the people I share with. Holy spirit, I welcome you fully into my life, talk on my behalf and let my presentation be of hearts to feel and not just ears to listen. I love you holy spirit, fill me with your oil of anoiting as I preach your words though insurance, a responsibility motivated by love, a care motivated by love. Jesus, alone is love and who ever abides in love abides in you. Let me not live by my own feelings but by your will Lord. Your purpose for me is far more than I can imagine, Your will and wisdom is higher than circumstances. Let me be guided in your presence to be your hands and feets. To touch, to love and to care for your people. I commit all my activities in your mighty hands! Manifest the Christ likeness in me, Let it be Jesus who work through me and not myself. I surrendered my life to you, and I know that my future is safe in your hands. My family is safe in your hands, my future children and husband is safe in your hands. I dont want to be a worrier my Lord, I want to be a warrior in your kingdom. For your kingdom come, your will be done. Lord, you told me that trouble and trials will come, testings and temptations will come to test my faith. But Lord as long as you are with me, there is nothing I will fear for you will stumble my enemies and crown me victoriously. Father, you are the one who can turn the situations around and turn my stumbling blocks into stepping stones. I trust in your Father! For you reign in my life. Let me not live for me alone but for your eternal kingdom. Bless me with your favour as I outreach to your people in the marketplace, as King and Priest of the marketplace like King David. Not my will, but your will be done. In jesus name. Amen.

Family day

Family day in Church

hhaa ~~ fake looking Elmo 

Mommy and baby 

The children worship team!

 Family testimony sharing about how God changes their family lives

Pastor Jimmy Sng and baby for baby delication

Ps Jimmy is a miracle from God,

deaf and blind in the past,

 his faithfulness with God.

God will never shortchange our lives.

God is good! 

 Pastor Kong and Sun blessing prayers for the babies

Really love my church so much!

Thank you God for City Harvest church!

Thank you for bringing me into Your house of Love Jesus!

Amen.

Ezekiel and Everlyn you will grow up in church and experience God yourself one day,
for God loves the both of you more than mommy loves you.

Empress

Empresses

I used to keep a traditional diary. An amazing one and I still have them lying in my wardrodes. That was before electronic diaries came alive. My old diaries were super encoded type as they were all lingos no one understands. They contain all my deepest and darkest serious big deal secrets of my life. One of the things I wrote was as below. Name empresses.

Empress fanantic. Yeh, I am. Empress fanantic. Blubbering on of that american big foot. I am even better than creating vocabs that Miss Shingz and Boomz. Let me highlight all my lingos. I was at the 8 legged before the flying came. We were at Macdonalds on the centre pavements walking home after adidas.

We saw the pointed tail on the drain shitting away. I was laughing away at his adorable madness. He is the Salochin with the stone chairs as he was gnissik vibes.

I was sad each time hcae emit eh sms me. Gighton si gniog ot emoc tuo fo ti. Ynam semit I sdnatsrednu ti yrev llew. They are all in this language.

I flipped through my old diaries. And I went back to memory lane and remembers, recalled every single thing I wrote.

But an autistic child can read what I am writing.

Many 1 or 2 very close friends will understand what I am writing. Just maybe.

The rest of my old diaries are all encoded, therefore I'm never afraid to have them lying around. My bfs sees it, they sees it, anyway they dont understands what am I writing as well. Interesting right?

Try reading this:

Uohc, yllaer sevol uoy os ylizarc hcum, Ll'i reven evig uoypu, reven! Soc er'uoy reven elbagnahcxe. Neve llit eht yad ll'i hcaer ega 80 ll'i llits dloh siht tnevref eveileb. Ll'i taiw rof Dog ot gnirb uoy kcab ni elohw. Sevol ouy, nehw I dias erverof it yllaer snaem reverof.

Good night.

Enough

Enough of whatever past few days of inner shouts.

 I really would like to recommend this lady Sarah she is certainly the Michelle Phan Singapore.

I truly think that Sarah is really cool !

For weddings make-up artiste, Sarah is the one!

and

I need to get the canoeing stuffs along. . .  Need to strengthen my shoulders!

I just came out of the shower when I took this picture,

so Hair is still wet,

and face is still bare.

So purposely make the face black black heh ~~

Shine my spotlight away . . . and yayaya . . .

I am expecting some pleasant surprises from God this year

^^

God, you are really good!

Enghan says I have to go to the gym with mike,

But Seven says: Omg, gym . . . its too boring for me,

I need better activites than gym-ing!

More interesting activities, especially water sports!

I love water sports!

Desmond said DB is not for me.

So, no dragon boating.

Neh ~

Oh and Holly showed me b boys @ Sentosa,

Questions questions . . . .

why hans win you so much?

But how come I feel that you train harder than hans?

And how come you look so mini beside hans?

Since when hans became so mega?

hans so tall meh?

Enough

Back "milking"

Ciaoz . . .  go bang sai . .

P.S

P.S: I love you and I still do every single day as I count them on as my blessings.

In times,

I really wish that I can go dating like anyone would or could have.

Father thank you for today.

You replied to me.

Again, you told me to choose love.

Choose what is in my own heart.

A love that you promised that I will never regret following it.



Because the real essence of love is happiness and courage.
Not regrets nor it is sorrows.

The Devil's Advocate - I DON'T LOSE

commercial project - AIA insurance

AIA Insurance Commercial - Banned from TV!

Day 369

Day 369

Morning prayers.

My daily

Lord, I ask you to be incharge of my future. I dont want to dream dreams if you are not in them. I dont want to make plans that you will not bless. I dont want to work hard trying to harvest something that will never bear fruit because I didnt receive the seed from you. Help me not to waste valuable time getting off the path and having to come back to the same place again. I dont want to get to the end of my life and regret the time I spent not with you.

My mission work

Lord father, please bless us and our Colombo team. There are earthquakes of multitude but we are there to work on your behalf lord. To let you use us as we reach out to the helpless and needy. Father, guide Kelvin as he leads our team for the disasters relieve. Bless our flight as me and my team fly off in weeks to come. I pray that your anoiting is upon us like flowing oil from our head to toe. Let the blood of Jesus to be upon each and every single of us. Our medical team, our doctors and humantarian workers. Thank you lord for giving me that opportunity to use me as I reach out to the disasters affected people in Colombo.

My heart

Lord I pray for the person you have put in my heart, the person who leds me to you find you through brokenness. I pray that he will clearly hear the call you have on his life. Help him realise who is in and give him the certainty he was created for a higher purpose. Enable him to walk worthy of his calling and remind him of what you've called him to be. Strike down discouragement so that it will not defeat him. Life his eyes above the circumstances of the world so he can see the purpose for you created him for. Give him patience to wait for your perfect timing. I pray that the desires of his heart will not be in conflict with the desires of yours. May he seek you for direction and hears you when you speak to his soul.

The newborns

Father babies are kings of your kingdom. Bless each and everyone of them, the newborns and the unborns. Lets your love and protection be upon them, the mummies and daddies I am praying for. I pray for Joyce and baby Jeremiah that baby Jeremiah will grow up strong in your pressence and love that will make him brave and wise. I pray for Cindy and baby Ayden that lord you will be immerse joy to their family with your love and family harmony. I pray will baby Celab and mummy Theresa that lord, you look over Celab and watch him grow fearing you father. I pray for Elaine and baby Jensen that lord you protect their household, and shower them with your abundance. I pray for Adelynn and baby Riise that father you make the boy well in health and strong in bone, create an atmosphere for peace and agreement in their household. I pray for my dearest friend Huixian that lord you grow with the baby boy as he forms and grow even as a foteus. Protect mummy huixian as she is called to be the angel over the baby you've given to them. Lord Protect and guard over Shiqi, let her enjoy the life of love conceived in her. May you watch over all the mummies and daddies I've asked in the name of Jesus.

In Jesus's name

Amen.

梁靜茹-愛很簡單

其实我也没有不勇敢，

只是我寻找的那种爱，

不是每个人有那种坚持去信守。

有时候，

不是因为你没有勇气而不存在，

那种爱一直都在，

可是应为放弃，

应为它太艰难了，

而我们往往选择把它当着它从来都不存在。

他至尊的引导以承诺，

最终，

还是然我选择了，

相信了，

在乌云后，

我会看见他的荣耀，

他给我承诺的彩虹，

乌云后的云彩。

真正的爱是原谅，是体谅，是包容，是心乐

心灵的那份平静和安详，

是无人可以给的。

我信了

我也哭了

我领受了

我感动了

我了解了

我原谅了

没有人会比他更爱我

我大能的主啊

没有人比他更了解我

他了解我的程度比我还要了解自己

这一生我属于你

跟着你的致意走

感谢你

你教会我

爱就是原谅

因你原谅了我还继续爱我那么那么的多

上帝谢谢你

我这一生都要把你排在第一位

应为如果没有你

我可能已经不存在了

如果没有你

我不可能还会活着

有你的活着真好!

要不是你的爱感动了我

我不可能会有勇敢

每天都在为你祷告

祷告着

有一天我主的爱也会感动你

我爱的臭

生命没我没关系

我又不是快乐

生命有主才会有真正的喜乐

主，

我希望我臭能感受你的爱，

感受只有你能给的快乐，

只希望你能给他遇见你，

应为我知道，

主，

你比我跟爱他

God

Dear God,

Please guide me into fulfilling all I have to do and complete before I fly off this month end. To a place you will use my hands to help the needy, a place that needs our care and love. A place I can have the ability to adopt my kids. A place God you put me there to show them, there is love.

Father you kingdom come and your will be done, on earth as it is in heaven. Give me my daily bread and led me away from temptation. Forgive me as I forgive those who sin against me.

Help me to fulfill all my needs this month. Lord everything is from you. I commit all my activities in April into your mighty hands. Let it work for your glory. I am believing for another month of 5 figure income Lord. Let it be of your glory.

Amen.

Promised Land

 3D opening

 This is my home church and it is so amazing!

It changed my life.

 Our very own talent,

strikeforce

 Sand drawings by our church member,

a place God's pressence touched the earth,

a place that opens the gates of heaven.

 School of Theology Mission team with Pastor Bob!

 Hello, welcome to City harvest church.

Babyschwimmen

Hope that I wont drown my babies next time by doing this!

Haha . . .

Good night people!

原谅我

Leehom Wang

原来我对他的爱，

一直都不够多。

因为真正的爱, 不会有恐惧和害怕。
我一直都不够爱他，
因为跟我在一起，
他会害怕。

他会怀疑自己。
以前，对他的爱是自私的，
应为害怕离开而做出让他难过，让他心疼我。

我做错了，
我不够爱他。

因为自私，
我们都做错了。

现在对他的爱，
才是我真正付出的无私。

真正没有要求回报的爱。
一份真正为他付出的祝福。
一份他不会看见，或听见的祈祷。
要他快乐，要他真正的不要再害怕。

耶和华我主，
你听见了我每天为他的祈祷吗?
我每天为他祈祷的那份真正的爱，没有私心的爱，
只单纯的要他快乐，平安。

主我感谢，感激，
你听见了，
应为你赐给我一颗满足和平安的心。

我信靠你，
因为你是我良善的主，
我能依赖的主，
你赐给我你的安详，
和一颗向这你的心。

你的大能，你的恩典，你的怜悯，
  足够我走过破碎，
在破碎中找到了能力，
依赖着你给我的爱，
依靠着你为我流血的宝血，
我重获新生，走向你为我准备的祝福。

感谢你我的爱主
阿门

格林多前书十三章四节
你教会了我
爱是坚忍的，仁慈，不自私，不轻易动怒，不骄傲，不记得别人的过错，不喜欢不义，只喜爱真理。
爱能包容一切，对一切有信心，对一切有盼望，能忍受一切。

爱是永恒的。
阿门。

1 Corinthians 13:4 was the verse God gave me when I asked him how to continue the walk of my life.

God said:

Love is patient and kind, never jealous or envious, never boastful or proud,
never haughty or selfish.
Love does not demand its own way, It is not irritable or touchy.
It does not hold grudges,
It is never glad about injustice , but rejoice whenever the truth wins out.
If you love someone you will be loyal to him no matter what the cost is.
You will believe in him, always expect the best of him, and always stand your ground in defending him.

Now you will see all things hazy and blurred, but then I will see everything clearly, just clearly as how God looks into my heart right now.

Remember these three things remains- Faith, hope and love and the greatest of these is love.

Who ever abides in love abides in me.
.Amen.

I live my life serving only you Jesus,
for only you knows what is best for me.
I will bear the cross and follow you,
and bearing the cross means I am willing to be broken by you.

The time will come and the season will come when I see the full goodness you've prepared specially for me.
I thank you in advance, I praise you.

I truly knows that,
God, you will never short change me in my life I surrendered to you.

Leehom Wang

Arvin, I want to hear you sing Luo Ye Gui Gen.

Jolin Tsai

I dont want a boyfriend !!!

I just want a real man, Real Man. .  Real Man!

Jolin

Anybody want to watch Jolin ?

My options are only for a few. . .

You know who you are !

Teth : Open for my buddies nia ~ ~

Thank you

Thank you Jesus, I looked into my readership stats today, didnt do I know that I have a close to 3000 readership. This is a private space of mine, not many people know about it. I dont publicize my bloglink, I dont see a need to. Those who reads it, will read it. It is funny, because I do not have a good command in English, in grammer or sentence restructuring. Overall, my English just sucks and I am cool with it. As long as you understands what I mean, receive my message, I've successfully tossed my objectives over to your ends.