Day 293

I have been praying for you despite of my daily tedious schedules. I have to thank God for you constantly for the movtivation vibes you create in me through Jesus, in seeking my convenant with Lord Father in heaven. Through you, I've to seek God and learn to trust in his everlasting promises he made to me. I pray everynight for you, praying for your COURAGE, your BOLDNESS and spirit of determination to walk and be in charge of your own life. To live the life God put in you and not turn away from the living truth. I ask God for your happiness. For truly I love you and so sincerely wanted you to be happy, many times I teared when I felt your unhappiness. For I love you, I want you to live a REAL life for yourself and not living in constant contradiction and diliema. I want you to be happy even thou I am not in your life! I want you to have joy and love from someone who is constantly watching over you and wanting to give you the best in life who is Jesus Christ. I live a life filled with his love and promises even it seems that I am alone in your eyes. Living a life with full of faith and joy is what I really want to see in you and never you always living in the regrets you put yourself in. Forgive yourself for I have long forgiven you and moved on in life to be the one who is always here loving you and wanting to see you live a great purpose in life. Things happened for a reason, because of you, I found my convenant with Jesus and it was him who led me on, teaches me how to pray for you as you walk, love you as if you've never hurt me before. I dont remember a single bit of the past in which you did to hurt me, the only thing I remembered is I love you so much even till this very day. Loving you is to see you happy, loving you is never selfish, loving you is to accept all your flaws and loving you always be the one to encourage never to demean.