As what i said

I went over to HMV to search for the album Best of De'sree

Its an un-fruitful vain search.

I ended up getting the disc, nu JaZZ after dark.

I think i should be one of the few who still purchases CDs,

Rip all the songs to my lappy and my Disc is kept for memorable purpose i supposed.

I blue toothed the pics on my hp to the kodak machine and gotten it printed out into passport size. Its damn cool lor, i gotta pass one of that to my company Secretary from my organisational chart photo *giggles*

I managed to stuff one of my passport size pic, into the wallet of his (@,_@)

I learn to forget

I learn to forget,

Forget those unpleasant and things not within my means of control.

The reason is not that i cant be bothered ab it as i always said to people.

Its beyond what i can do.

The only way is to search for alternative psychological fulfil in work than to think about things not within my control.

Be indolent

Its a heart felt feeling of unwanted.

Anyway,

Its just a thought,

Wake up tomorrow,

This feeling will be gone.

I had a dream last night.

I was lying in the jacuzzi pool above marriot,

I think i really need to getaway alone.

I need to travel,

To throw all those unpleasant and negative feelings away.

To alot out there,

I know, they just want me when they need me.

Other than that I am just an extra to some.

The feeling of, being needed or wanted.

I dont want myself to fall into that category of his to be needed thats why I am by his side.

Other than that,

I am just a nobody.

Even when we talked about love,

What is there love to say?

I am losing all the feelings towards him,

I cant even tell if i stay by him because he needs me,

or i do love him alot?

Alot of question marks.

But when ever am with my bitches i tend to forget all these negative feelings inside me.

At this moment,

I really cant tell,

If i still love him that much?

Or we are just wasting our time away.

Its just an empty feeling with nothing at all.

I am just so handicap in this game called "Love"

Gimme a break!!

+ calling for my female buddies+

Trip to Okinawa this summer?

Buzz me.

Be my company

I will b making my booking of trip end of this mid april.

Pls do let me know.

Flying off mid May

For those who are unaware of my disappearing act this may?

I am on a pondering trip to Okinawa.

Its a fun filled Friday

Walking as the wave comes
Taken during my 2nd Quarter unit planning

My Footsteps

Footprint on the sand

He is super naughty BooBooo!!!

That naughty cat eating Ice-cream using

Look at his face and ice-cream on his nose

On my way to the unit planning

The Singapore flyer!

On the Cab,

Camera whoring again lolx
Waves washing away sand beneath me feet
I climbed up to the break water zone to catch a better view
That me enjoying the breeze and mesmerizing under the great sun

During project meeting

Monday In school for Marcom meeting

Its raining so heavily

In the evening

look at the Green Lit ted School compound

Looks so eerie

Tuesday

Advance marketing meeting

Jason and I playing with the web cam and web camming Stacy

Also raining very heavily

P.S I Love you people

I really love you guys.

Male and female angels around me.

People who helped me along here and there.

Thanks for all your help for projects, work and so many other things.

I sincerely want to make thank the newly added clientele list

Xian and fred.

Thanks for the trust in me and therefore allowing me to take care of the financial aspects in you.

Rena, Rac and Ping'er Thank you girls

My dear Stacy is ill,

god bless she recover fast.

Get well soon and i'll treat you girls for a great seafood feast ok!!

I am blessed with a great life, wonderful people and remarkable job which i love.

Not many people in life get hook onto the job that suits their character.

While i did which makes me feel blessed.

To stay true to who I am is what my job requires.

Granny's Birthday

TOday's my granny's Birthday,

we had a feast at her place,

I dont even know exactly how old she is probably 76? just a guess

but right now i m blogging, i still feel kinda hungry.

In fact the abalone tasted quite yulking from the broth of Buddha jumps over the wall.

Maybe cheapo one lar.

The bird's nest starter and the mango pudding is still the best.

My Dubee

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I am starting to miss my duling pok and his orh pak.

Baby i cant be by ur side tonight,

but ur always missed by me.

Sick and tired of that

I dont want to be the one who hanker you over what you should do and what you shouldnt

I just cant stand someone who doesnt even have the damn fucking pride, no matter how much you provoke him,

After awhile the old back style is back once more.

I cant stand someone who keep saying but does shit about what he should do.

I am just too tired even to care.

He just dont care, therefore why should I bother?

I dont see a point why should i stick on with a person who doesnt even care about what he needs to do, want to do and have to do.

I am going to stop all those spoon feedings and let you to live on ur own.

What is the point of having a big goal and does Shit abt it?

= to nothing!

Giraffe Night

Me and my new found friends.

I remembered their names.

Joanna, Dawn and Joanna sister lolx

Thanks girls i had a wonderful nightout!!

My lovely Buddy Stacy!!

I love her,

We walked side by side,

bought the same watch,

Fake arguments at time,

do funny actions

But STOP!!

Both of us are TAKEN!!

Gee...

And Stacy Bu, pls do send me those ugly jumping pictures,

I really wanna post onto my blog so MUCH!!!!

Tot, thats ugly but that True enjoyment and unforgetable for me!
PS: I love u

Lets work together

Lets work together for a better future,

By working hard as one,

save for a humble home which belongs to only us.

To be how we can be just like how we want to be.

With no grumbling of things which doesn't even concern us.

To lay back in the black sofa we picked,

sip some wine,

watching animal planet together,

seeing the world on our 50" HDTV.

Look out of our balcony,

its the dark blue pool below our feet.

To lie in our jacuzzi tub to ease away our stressful day.

To cuddle each other to sleep in our satin texture comforter,

dim lilted table lamp,

tranquilize smelling lavender oil burning incense.

Wake up the next day seeing each other by our side.

Living the life we want to live.

Living the life we cant afford to have now.

Let strike hard and build our enchanting dream together

Love qiqi

Quotes

The Pass Class Assignment

My group scored a pass in our project in advance marketing. Every single one the our group is disappointed with what we got for our project and started blaming on each and every one in the group for the inedequate of work done which eventually contribute to ONLY a pass in the assignment. We started to blame on one another; Jerline for not double checking what we did before the print out of the assignment ; Gary for not adding the tables in and forgot to add in the breakeven analysis ; WP for being so Ali loso which deducted points of scoring etc. Pls dont feel sad my dear group mates, everyone has their short-coming. Though there are points of deductions, there are always plus point in each of us. We just keep blaming on everyone other then ourselves. Its kind of Sad. I believe everyone has a strong point to compliment about. Lets work hard for the coming 4 assignment to balance out the ineequate of effort we gave for the previous 4. Jia You. Let get HD for the following assignments.

Pls: Weiping, we can do better and things will definately turn out for the better. Everyone in the group is freaked out for the lousy grade we got for the assignment. I know effort will be doubled for everyone in the group. Jia You and we will do it fine :)


love Seven

The disappointment

Ever got the feeling of being disappointed?

Especially when things changes on the negative side.

The change which reveals the true nature of the person whom u thought you could spend ur life with?

The fake initial up-front?

The gentleman side of someone which fade as time goes by?

Which i classify it as "Man"

I quit on "Man"

They are such a disappointment

I really wonder

I wonder and i really do,

when was the last time he even care to look into my blog?

To learn the inner me?

To not confuse incident which causes frustrations to be linked with another.

Not to vent anger anyway how.

Being pissed with one single incident linking into a series?

Everything is in oneself.

I cant even be bothered to be pissed or angry.

I cant be bothered.

I dont know why i get into a relationship with so much of problems?

Isn't the other half should be someone to share burden, encourage each other and give more faith as time goes by?

But why am I always hounded by negative feelings?

This journey is a learning stage.

I just feel lost in this relationship but i do not know why i still hold on?

Love and faith is losing bit by bit as days goes on.

And i know, he dont even know a bit about it.

He do not need to feel or say anything about this.

I am just not the right one for him.

Its time he should think about it and find someone who love whatever he does.

Not grumble, be a simple and obedient girlfriend he is longing for.

And that person is definetely not me.

I dont feel the pain or hurt, love still exist but look at a bigger picture.

Pain can always be heal as time goes by.

I do not want to look back as its time to move forward.

Festive season

Happy Valentine!

Purple rose from Daddy kong

This is something i do not know.

Until i saw this at the clinic nearby my place and its kind of scary

Dear all do have a healthy diet.

Thats our Lo-Hei lunch @ The legend fort canning

So messy
Everyone's so happy :)
Toast to a better 2008

"HUAT AH"

I received a call from my long time friend days ago, and he was wondering what happened to me after reading my blog. Thanks bro, for the concern which i really do appreciate.

Get well soon :)

Give my blessing to all my friends and love one.

2008 will be a fruitful year for everyone i love.

With love,

Seven

Thank You

That 100m dash at seletar reservoir,

I was running with my feet bare.

Its not about the race,

Its not ab who is the winner of that dash.

Its a release.

Of all my stress in work, sch and relationship bottled to its brim.

I released 10% of it.

Its time to pressure myself again towards my goals.

I need to do that.

For studies, work and my relationship.

I am utterly tired emotionally.

I just need a break.

Aisk and ruews

I am sick and tired of it.

I am starting to loathe and hate,

I know that shouldn't be the way it should be.

I am simply so fucking tired of tolerating.

Pls do pity me a little and let me leave you.

Pls do not tell me how much you love me when you threaten me of bring another woman home.

Pls dont tell me how much your family loves me i dont care a damn.

The outcome does not revolve between me and them.

ITS YOU AND ME.

Dont promise me anything.

I dont need that anymore.

Make all your promises to the person who comes along after me.

Good luck.

I simply cant and do not want to stand whatever or so.

Just leave me alone.

101 Post

What makes u think of?

The Lugi Brothers

Him and his brother

Mario and the " Pai Nang "

Him and the Mario brothers

out of the bluez

I found this pic on my darling's friendster,

Thats our papa kong.

The ah beng leader of our group.

Erm, somehow

Thanks

for bringing me into this line.

I find this pic kind of cool

You are beautiful

You are Beautiful

Yeah, she caught my eye,As we walked on by.

She could see from my face that I was,Fucking high,

And I dont think i'll see her again,

But we shared a moment that will last till the end.

I saw you face in a crowded place,And I don't know what to do,

'Cause I'll never be with you.

There must be an angel with a smile on his face,

When she thought up that I should be with you.

But it's time to face the truth,

I will never be with you.

I particularly like the above lines in his song.

Its like such a fanatsy to me in real life.

of something which we call that Fate.

I got a new Lappy

I'hv got a lappy.

I wanted to save all the trouble,

so i just went to the nearest, West Mall to purchase one.

Lols

Here's some pictures to share

The Spa centre i went to for my massage and facial,

located at Takashimaya,

Be-Santury Spa

I took this from Gary and i find it rather meaningful

Its talking about me i guess,

and it may be applicable to alot a people

I like this guy!

Loving blood doner

While waiting for my du bee in Ben Sherman Paragon

My Project mates,

J&J

They are just too volitile

They flucturate as fast as stocks

At this moment at least,

we are happy eating crabs

thats a blur shot

This is so freaking CuTE!!!

Raffles city

She is getting impaitient

He can just drink and party all he can. I cant really be very bothered. I have got things better to do than to go track him. He can spent what he wants i dont even care. He is old enough to say No. I dont see things changing, nothing changes actually. He still drinks like a fish, the differences is with a different company. Things are actually getting from bad to worst, When he drinks till wee hours, he called and apologise, and I am damn fucking Tired of all these!!! What is the point of apologising? I do not even want to nag or say, its just HOPELESS , Crazy things happening around me. Fuck@@

I dont even know whether he still remember the things he promised me when we got back together. Its just incorrigible. I dont even dare to hope that he cut down on his drinking. The words he gave doesnt weigh. He will just forget about everything after a few apologies. What is there to even say, needless to nag.

Salohcin - My ringworms will know me better
Happiness in wise people is the rarest thing i'hv seen.