She is getting impaitient

He can just drink and party all he can. I cant really be very bothered. I have got things better to do than to go track him. He can spent what he wants i dont even care. He is old enough to say No. I dont see things changing, nothing changes actually. He still drinks like a fish, the differences is with a different company. Things are actually getting from bad to worst, When he drinks till wee hours, he called and apologise, and I am damn fucking Tired of all these!!! What is the point of apologising? I do not even want to nag or say, its just HOPELESS , Crazy things happening around me. Fuck@@

I dont even know whether he still remember the things he promised me when we got back together. Its just incorrigible. I dont even dare to hope that he cut down on his drinking. The words he gave doesnt weigh. He will just forget about everything after a few apologies. What is there to even say, needless to nag.

Salohcin - My ringworms will know me better
Happiness in wise people is the rarest thing i'hv seen.

It utterly crap

I finally understand alot of things. How come things happens and happened. Its all crap. I was thinking in the past how can someone actually break and patches so many bloody times. Now i see the meaning beneath it, someone sees no outcome.

They just sees no point at all. There is no future. Even if there is, it will be an unfruitful one because the man just cannot be a man, not physically but mentally. He is unable to stand alone and all he does is to grumble and blame. Everyone's is a fault except.

When will all these fucking grumbling and blaming end? I really dont understand and i am definately unhappy about it. All you need to do is to blame A and B or maybe C which makes u feel better. At the end of it. What do you expect of yourself and what can u actually do? What do u expect yourslf to do FOR me?

I expect none, because you simply cant. And thats it.. Try doing what i did when u expects me to do? If u cant do the same of what u expect me to do for god sake dont grumble and show attitude.

Its utterly crap. Its a total absolute zero tensile strength and of course i dont care a damn.

I would want to stand, a physically weak appearance but a mentally determinated self.

I do not understand

I do not understand why is he pissed when i didnt went down with him for his appointment?

I do not understand.

I do not understand why

I helped you with what ever I can,

Yet you are pissed with me for not accompanying you for your appointment.

It is my fault for not doing enough?

Why do you blame me for not helping you with ur stuffs instead i was watching tv.

Please tell me how to help.

You are just vexed over ur busy and frustrated with ur work and stuffs.

Is it my fault or am i not helpful enough?

I am pretty piss, unhappy and sad.

Isnt i myself is doing all these all by myself?

Prepare everything

Do everything

I do vex and get frustrated over work or sch

Did i flare at you for these similar stuffs u did to me?

I really do not understand.

And I really cant be bothered to,

I am simply too tired to do that.

Ninety-Four

In my ninety-fourI just looked through my cellphone and realised that i'hv taken a sumptuous amount of interesting pictures which now finally have got the time to load it up.

This is my new workplace

My new office at TPY.

Looking down from the window of a MDRT Table.

Those award and recognition will be mine one day.

Working as a Financial Planner in MAnulife.

Thanks for the support my dear ones.

Here's the personalise *Thank You* postcard i made.

Stranger who became my client.

Friends who became my client.

You'll receive it Soon.

Taken while i was smoking at the fountain at bugis.

Stacy, kang kang and I went out for dinner on the 15/1

stacy brought me for yummy desserts

Sorry, i didnt have the pictures

*I should take a pic of that batman in the dessert store and

the boy who looks like a frog in green.

My dad's company dinner

It very comical

Look at our paper product hanging on top.

Its definately a pretty rare sight.

Last but not least we invited

*Ge Tai*

while having dinner and

Boy is the star who got 5 Angbao after his courage to sing on the stage.

Dad did a thank you speech as well thanking my mum.

I did record it up but i do not know how to post it up.

Its kinda touching as well.

This is what he said" I want to the person who had been sleeping beside me for the past 27 years"

This is during the first day of school and the one is white is my dubee darling.

The one below is my MomoButa pencil case. He gave way and i have got no choice but to replace a new one. My lovely Momobuta, accompanying me throughout my poly days.

This is my new pencil case. Its hand sewed ok. But not by me. So cute right, it makes me laugh everytime i sees it. And his name is called " Heee Heee " with the 3rd pitch of hanyu pinyin for the 1st "heeee" and 4th pitch for the 2nd "heeee".

Two Zero Zero Eight

2007 hasnt been a good year for me of course as many of my close ones should know. Not the toughest time throughout my life but somehow it really hit me hard. The pain of gaining and losing. The pain of a sudden fall when ur at the peak. Its a roller coaster ride in my love life and school. Eventually everything is over. Toward the 3rd quarter of 2007 my life changed drastically. I found a fulfilling job which i love, the social life i can up-hold with and lastly the promised and the change i see in the love of my life.

Life had been so fulfilling and great which i cant seems to find a reason to be unhappy about. I told myself. I am going to sustain it. 2008 for me WILL definitely be a great year for me!

Here's some pics i got. Have fun 2008!!