Day 47 - 49

Day 47

Day 47 is Da Nian Chu Yi. As usual, we headed out in the afternoon to Bian nian at the same old place every year @ Upper Bukit Timah Road where everyone will be there. Had a few rounds of Mahjong with my Aunties and they were asking how come I Luoyi didn't come with me for the visit. I didn't want to talk much about him with them so I just brush it off by saying his work is busy. So they went, ('.')'' so poor thing Chinese New Year still got to work and told me to ask him to come get around at night after he finishes work.* I better siam *

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Dad always dislike the relatives from my mum side, therefore I drove him home with my pet dog baby before heading down to granny's place at Balestier. Its a great well gathering at granny's place. ^^ everyone at granny's place congrats me for my soon to come water baptism ceremony and promise that they will be there for my water baptism ceremony.

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The whole family headed down for movie, Pericy Jackson and the lightning thief and it is a cool movie :-) Ok, the guy in the movie is damn cute. Lolx. Its a great day spent with family bonding. As I do not want to head back to my grand-dad's place at night to avoid my aunties asking the same questions. I headed home and good night myself..

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Prayers:.Hope he ate well and had a warm group of family bonding with his family over his dad's side. I know he always long for big groups family gatherings. Its a pity he do not have a chance to join me for the most interesting gathering of the year, which is chinese new year every year at grand-dad's place.

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I come from a very big family on my father's side; excluding my dad I have 10 uncles and aunties, with the brothers of my granddad still around, Chinese New Year at my granddad's place every year is crazy. My dad's cousins will be there as well. Every year including all my cousins, it is normal to have 40 relatives at one shot. This is only a minority of my direct cousins. I have 25 direct cousins in total, other than those we grew up together, the younger ones I dont even have the idea what is their name called.

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Day 48

Day 48 is the day we headed over to Sentosa with my family. My aunties were there at the Integrated resort as early as 8am in the morning ~ Crazy. I was there at 4pm. It was madness and its so freaking hell packed! I cant stand that anymore and headed over to Vivo-city to shop, eat and chill instead. IR is madly packed with the Indians. I bought a 9" Awfully chocolate cake and headed over to Cindy's place for some CNY mahjong sessions. Started eating the chinese new year junkies for an hour and bitch and bartch sessions with Cindy, we finally start our mahjong. We were watching " Diamond TBV " and playing mahjong ^^ We were talking about investment in stocks and commodity market. I was referring to the Sunday times and said, if we used 5000USD to invest in technological shares like ebay in 1995 we should become millionaire by now. 5000USD shares for ebay in 1995 is 2.5 million USD in 2010.

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Not long after, he came; " happy new year, blah blah " and asked eh why are you here. . . . . . . . . of course, I am there because I am invited. After the mahjong session, we headed to East Coast park for some HongKong Cafe but instead we ended up at the UFO catcher station catching some Hello Kitty soft-toys. Something which I never fancy. But its pretty interesting have the thrill of it once in a blue moon. Our Mrs Ang is a great fan of that. Ly spent close for 40 bucks and got the Hello Kitty for me. Well, but I know that is not the motive he is a egoist not catching anything and he do not want to leave that place with $$ spent with nothing in return. Therefore I naturally became the owner of the 40 bucks Hello Kitty.

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We had Macdonalds for supper instead. HongKong Cafe was close. We were crapping and talking nonsenses while having supper. I got on some wrong nerve when Ly mentioned " I am a good boy thats why I am rewarded with coke " Sounds like some pick-up lines or teasers he will use to hook girls up or show some impressive thoughts. Maybe he using that on the girl he dating or something I wouldn't know.

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There is something I totally loathe about him, I loathe him the most when he uses same lingos he uses with other girls on me. That is totally so not cool at all. By the way, I've never repeat lingos for all 3 of my past relationship. Repeating them seems so disrespectful. So that is the reason why he calls me ' qin ai de' when we first start to date each other 2 years ago. Probably calling his girl 'qin ai de' is pretty much a routine for him so he wouldn't even spare a tiny thought for that.

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The only time I enjoyed during the night was when I shared the moment massaging his hand, rubbing his back and touching his head when we were sitting together on the Sofa. That is one of my way of loving him. My heart turns sour with a few rolls of tears off my cheeks when I typed this sentence. We are just 2 separate individuals now and our lives wouldn't intercept anymore.

Prayers: Even with the mindset that our lives will not intercept anymore, I will still pray for him everyday, sending all the great blessings I've ever done in my past 20 years in my life. To love him with my heart although he no longer feel it. I pray for his vision in career ,pray for better finances for him and his family and pray for the peace in him.

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Day 49

I had an open house today where all my friends will gather at my place. Dinner and gathering. I knew he had forgotten all about it since the night before therefore I didn't bother to mention it to him. That is so him because he had never once taken his words towards me seriously. My love and his unchange ' si lang pattern '

. Here's a story I will like to narrate:

Once there is a father who promises his 3 year old son to bring him to the Zoo next week. His son anticipated so seriously and is looking forward for the Zoo day out with daddy. But each week, daddy forgot about bringing him to Zoo. In the first place, this father has never taken his words seriously towards the son he claimed to love that much. One day when the father finally remembered and decided to bring his son to the Zoo, and he realised his son had already been to the Zoo with his schoolmates and teachers. His son is already 7 years old by then. The son had learn all the possible names of the animals he wanted his daddy to teach him so much in the first place. The irony, he learns it not from his daddy but someone else.

. I hope my love will not be such father someday.

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Everyone is there at my place for steamboat and bonding session. My parents asked me about how come Luoyi is not here this New Year, as usual I have to tell them that he is busy with work and preparation for his prelude showcase next week. Had a great session with the guys today. Thanks guys ! Hope you guys enjoyed the foods I've prepared.

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Prayers: Prayers for him, I prayed that he is resting well as I know he had a late night with us at East Coast yesterday. I pray that everything is fine for him, he will be in good health and he will be in a great condition for his showcase on the coming week. I am a saddist in such an irony position. Well, the only thing I can say; I accept him and I really love him alot. Track me on my day 1499 in five years or 2499 in eight years down the road, you will find me doing my usual updates with buzzing life ( I want my TOT in Financial sector at age 28 and Habakkuk is going to be the next CottonOn in time to come, Habakkuk is going to make it and I am positive. I pray to god that my franchises are on its way so we can lease our 2nd outlet at bishan, 3rd outlet at Wistma Atria, 4th outlet at Tampines Mall. . . . . I thank god for the wonderful marketing concept lord equipment me with for the marketplace and the acceptance in them in my franchises. Let time be my success! I want my marketshare to headbutt CottonOn while I am given the gift to bless the unfortunate in my marketing plan ) and my continual blessings for him everyday. I am accountable for my words as I said he is the last man in my life, because I use my heart to speak it.