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A day had passed, and i dont even know what am i doing. Am i being gullible to believe in what he says or pleaded? Or shall is just do what my brains tells me to do. My brains said, he is incorrigible you should leave that idiot for good, it is just the beginning of and end of the excellent behaviour he pulls up caused ; a leopard doesnt change its spots once things toned down, the same attitude will come back again.

And if it happens again, i rake the promises he made months ago and the way he treats me, he will goes; why you and Karen always like to pick fight on the past? screaming at the top of his voice. This is what i foresee.

You know i will never forget what happened ytd. You know it for yourself what will happen before you did that to me.

So many unfulfilled promises, from the day we got back together till now. Does it get better? Do i feel happier? Just count it on. . . . how many times i walked out ur place? After a fight? Simple, just last month before mum's day.

I do not want to cry for you anymore.

If you really love me that much as you claimed, please leave me alone. Get away from my life because i think my life will be happier without you.

I dont even know who are you to me now. . . . . . . and what do i treat you for? Am i putting an act to smile? Or you are there, because you are so readily available? Anyway fuck it lar... In fact i really have got no intention to continue on. Since you are so determined in not letting me leave ur life. . . . . but i m excluding you out mine.