wicker park

Josh Hartnett

Gala Premiere of Wicker Park

My Favourite Movie,

comparable to Lakehouse;
Love this scene, especially when Lisa Dance.
Mathew is a freelance photographer.

The pin-up photos of Lisa
WICKER PARK

Pastel hearts

你 愿 以 把 你 的 心 交 给 我 多 久 呢 ?

:)

Dinner on thurs

After the drooling incident on Wed,

i decided to bring loveLy to Sunset ways for oysters Its a grill and oysters bar.

I picked LoveLy up from NUS and headed to sunsets for our dinner.

The place looks pretty decent with fine menu.

We order a set of Tenderloin steak, pork bone steak and 1/2 dozen of fresh oysters.

Bread and oysters were served first,

being particular about seafood,

the first thing LoveLy did,

was to sniff the oyster to determine the freshness of it.

Idiots like myself would squeeze lemon onto it without smelling it.

The disaster strike.........

80% of the oysters in the platter stinks...

We rejected the order, and i really feel so disappointed with it.

Our main was served shortly.

My tenderloin wasnt tender at all,

and LoveLy's pork bone steak was abused excessively with salt.

We didnt even finish our dinner.

Poor LoveLy only ate less than half of it.

The bill came up to around $70 bucks.

What a lousy dinner.

First and Last.

Grill, oyster place at Sunset way!!!

Wednesday once again

Its wednesday once again.
My day starts with valley point once again.
Sigh, what a boring venue to start with.
It was rainiing lightly,
after passing the documents to Louis ,
i hopped on a cab and headed towards Huiping's house for project meeting.
The meeting ended around 7 plus,
the perceived smell of live oysters i had at ritz carlton triggers and tempted us to grab a few oysters

at sunset way.

But at the end we still had Sze Char for dinner
I am craving for you LIVE OYSTERS!,
As well as the charcoal grilled BBQ seafood,
Steamboat.
Yummy yum... M drooling ....

The finale of the project meeting ends with a mahjong session, where no cash credits were involved, *keeping my eyes wide open during the game.*

An hour of mahjong, i hitch a ride from Jason to my LoveLy's place.

bunked and rotted at his place for a bit,

be his audience when he sings,

We were supposed to practice singing but

Zouk

ended up in Zouk.

I was kind of dead tired.

Nevertheless, i still headed to my usual wed hangout.

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Phuture

We got a table over phuture.

Well i vow not to drink that much anymore.

and i did.

Our table is surrounded by a bunch of good-looking males.

* They are not gays*

A few of them happens to be our SIM sch mate, as well as poly IS classmates.

Its a modelling agency nightouts i guess as told.

No wonder,

Its pretty rare to bump onto so many good looking guys around my age hanging around phuture.

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Disappearing act

I adapted the disappearing act when it comes to drinking with LoveLy's brother.

To evaporate once in a while to avoid drinking,

That does helps.

I disappearing to the smoking bar, member areas and zouk.

Casual talk with Jeremy,

and Jer's cousin,

I have to admit that he is a good looking young chap.

Everything is perfect,

except he is just dont look tall..

Well God is fair.

Well to be, good-looking but not tall.

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Those messages. . . .

:) those messages you sent when i got lost within the radius of ur sight makes me feel happy.

Its another tiring yet remarkable night.

Thanks for showing me those violin sololist who really inspired me somehow.

To think of it, had been awhile since i last touched my violin.

Ample of kisses to my LoveLy, hey Thanks, ur the only person who encourages me to hold on to my musical veins which i really do appreciate tons.

When it comes to music, its never a waste of money.

Thanks for walking with me, listening to classical, pop, Jazz, appreciating arts and snapping beautiful pictures of Bali, strapped it into an incredible handmade album for me, showing how much you misses me each and everyday.

= The light which shone at the end of the dark tunnel is you =

210

Post number 210
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Its a pretty hectic day for me,
I was waken up my mother goose Tammy with regards to my pending case from the most loathsome person in our company.
The underwriting department.

This sets my schedule tomorrow.
School -> Henderson -> Valley point -> School -> meet lovely.
Its Wednesday,
i cant afford my case to be on my pending list. WTF~~~
Datelines of Assignment, production closing, tutorials, exams, datelines for goods to made and delivered to my dad's clients.
holy shit.
Shit Loads.
Well thats what i chooses.

I just need some space to grumble about.
How easy would my life be,
if i didnt pick up the job being a financial planner,

....

Its just a thought, once in a while i still would want to grumble, twist and turn myself and whine in his arms, but i didnt, he looks more stress-up than me.. rolling eyes, hahaa..
Even thou i didnt whine in ur arms,
those hugs and bites are brightening enough.

....

In fact,
life had been more challenging,
mentally and physically.
pertaining to
lesser sleep,
no more shopping everyday,
movies and high-teas
Reading in the book store.
Life is so great during my poly days.
EAt, Sleep, Shop, Play Mahjong, Eat Again and still continue eating.
Thats life.
During secondary school days,
during our composition writing,
my ambition is to be a Tai tai, and must be rich one...
lolx
well, come to think of it, not really that impressive now.
Most rich Tai tai, confirm husband got affair...
worst, poor housewife, husband also got affair..
sigh ah...
.....

oh hell, the top i reserved at litmus hasnt been collected since last week.
I really dont have the time to do that.
If i dont collect by this week,
they gotta release it... hurhur.... my top... i dont think i've got the time to collect it.

.......

Spending time with him,
i m pretty worried about him.
Hello hello, Mister LoveLy,
dont let my effort go into waste ok.
DO NOT BE LAZY

Beautiful Sunday

We had a well spent Sunday.

I accompanied my mister chef lovely to the supermarket to prepare some ingredients for dinner this evening.

I am the basket carrier, " hahaha " cause i m simply incompetent when it comes to cooking.

To chip in some efforts, we had come to a pact that,

i will become the basket carrier and dish-washer when it comes to cooking.

We got some small fishes for deep-frying,

milk, papaya and some sea coconut for something,

hur hur... hopefully beneficial toward me.

Thats the steam papaya he did.

Thanks LoveLy

Recalling ;[ ............ ................ .............. the spontaneous " Hulk " actions .................... ...................... you are just so lovely, ...... ............. Its great......... ............. i felt so loved.... ]

LoveLy practicing on the piano after our dinner :)

Jia You ba..

I headed to compass pt to meet up an old friend jess.

Talked everything under the rain,

really so heart warming seeing her again.

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Later that night. . . .

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LoveLy wanted to see me, and we met up again.

Nearby his place,

we saw a young and live entertainer,

he is in his imaginary space craft, his fleet of soldiers.

He is just fascinating and incredible.

HA a aaa i supposed he is there to keep loveLy and i entertain for the evening.

We had a well spent Sunday.

P.S LoveLy: Miss you much much much.... i m getting diabetes, everything is so sweet; I want to share with you when i m happy, sad, troubled, helpless, excited and strike lottery as well :) Good night

Scrolling

I was reading thru my past entry and i came across this comment.

Dated 3 Apr. 08

Anonymous said...
are there more happy moment or are there more argument ?? Face it love may have died quietly without u knowing . . . A person only gets limited chance if it's not working out then its time to let go . . . From my point of view u r not happy . . . u may not really care about it but its ur friends n family feel the heartache seeing u depress . . . Remb those are the ppl whom u have not care as much compare to him . . . and they still shower u with all the care n support . . . they are the one whom have been by ur side when he made u sad . . . if he can't even win them in terms of caring u what makes him worth ur love . . . If there's still love
April 3, 2008 3:53 AM

Thanks I am so much happier now, who ever you are, i really do appreciate it.

My cuddlesome

The hug me monster in his eyes.

With that symbolic teeth of mine.

Silly Milly ly

The beauty lies within the eyes of the beholder.

Er Herm.

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Miss you the moment i board the cab.

I should have insisted.

So i can cuddle in your arms in the cold night.

*making sound: Ahh... hur hur hurrr....*

I really should have insisted in order to reduce the missings of each other.

Day 5

My LoveLy,

finally back from Bali.

PS: Sorry for keeping you waiting last night,

1 and 1/2 hours late,

My lovely must be starving last night for dinner/supper.

He ate quite abit last night,

Round 1 and 2 with porridge and Nasi Lemak.

Lovely got to do something about shaping........

Chatting with you last night beside the little midget lake was great,

The little stroll along the park accompanied by the cool windy breeze.

Lets add on more moment of priceless value as we move along the time factor.

Its call greatness.

Thanks for the little gifts you got for me :)

Day 4 Part 2

A sense of relieve

Time will show results of what is seeded.

Do not expect,

just handle with tender care and love.

Just like i do

what will be,

will be

:)

Day 4 Part 1

I was at Zouk with some fellow colleagues and JiaMei.

Walking around endlessly,

heart emptied.

Its not as enjoyable as i used to have.

In the past,

whether with Terry or x,

For Terry: many many donkey years back,

i will disappear within his sight in the same club,

and party hard with my friends.

For x: I will be more than happy if he dont join me when i m with my friends, cause i just cant stand his sulky face and naggy attitudes.

Clubbing with my gang seems to be so much fun without bfs around.

But now,

i practically sets no eyes on anyone else.

Its an empty feeling without him by my side.

I finally realised,

my whole heart is fully occupied by him.

Practically for the whole night,

i was like a wondering spirit.

Wondering around zouk, phuture and velvet.

Bumping onto, man who looks like woman and woman who looks like man.

The world is really changing ~~

It doesnt matter if you give birth to a boy or girl in future.

Simply because they are fusion,

can change their sex of liking when ever they like.

Having causal talks with Jeremy about Jason and Jerline because he asked.

and

Talks on market performance as usual with my colleagues.

Lovely,

I really miss you alot,

too much to be spoken or written.

It has been 8 years since i last missed someone so badly.

Thou we are seas apart,

Our thoughts are synchronised.

How i wish,

i can chin rest on ur warm shoulders,

accompanied by a heart warming hug....

My life dim so much without you.

Nothing seems attention catching other than you.

The only thing i can do,

is to look through the smses you sent and smile and it.

I realised,

my life has become lifeless without your presence.

You are so badly missed by me.

Day 3

My final piece.

Done with Love

Painted with missings

All done,

Because i love you.

Day 3

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My mental clock twitch back to normal,

i woke up at 9am before my alarm went off.

The first thing i do,

is to send him a message telling him how much i miss him.

Crazily missing him each and everyday,

loving him more each day.

(Somehow, i m afraid that one day, we will lose this kind of feeling. Nevertheless,

i will be my best to retain whatever we have! )

I so miss you my lovely.

Those messages you gave and those thoughts really warm me.

Countdown 2 more days

Day 2

Day 2
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I spent the whole day working on my sales project and its finally done.
Thank god.

During the interval quiet time of my project,
i cant help but to miss my dearie loveLY

I took out the piano i assembled and coat it with white paint i got it from the nearby paint store.
First coat, Second coat and Third coat,
While i stroke paint onto our mini grand piano,
images of him just flash across my mind.

Just then, my cell phone beep.
Its him,
those misses travelled through spiritual connection channels somehow.
And its him texting his misses to me.

2 days down 3 more days to go.
Arghh...... ....... you are indispensable in my life.

Day One

[Day 1]

The first msg came in when i was having coffee with my best friend AlT cum client,

Its rather busy for the day in fact.

But you just cant give me a peace of my mind, you kept interrupting my frequency of thought and makes me miss you every now and then.

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=hallucinating=

I was on my way to YewTee to give piano lessons.

A brush through my showers 45degrees behind me, ignited me to turn and look at who is that fellow.

Astonishment on the first 45degrees back turn look

I startled.

From top down,

he is wearing a cap, black glasses, unshaven chin, wearing a green tee, black sling bag and a pair of white shoes.

My eyes turned wide, and i almost did something moronic.

I didnt take as if.... madness how could that be?

He is out-station, i reaffirmed myself.

Thank god i didnt, tapped him on the back, as i was too taken away by the missings

and began to hallucinate.

I was taken off by the "one" look appearance.

2nd look, that stranger A doesnt resemble him that much.

Its just the pattern i suppose.

This is why i named this entry:

Hallucination

Missing someone to unwrap the level of hallucination is something too incredible for me to believe

Flashback

The flashback starts many years back,

He is the guitarist of my group.

and i m the keyboardist.

He will call me in the middle of the night to share with me the songs he composed.

Those video camming we shared,

A friend of a common interest.

We met all the way back in Chinablack * can tell thats so long ago ya*

That night with the MM and the others

That was a crazy night,

Its reminiscing,

when everyone hits into the patch.

Eating pizza, drinking flamming lambogini.... ...

Those heart warming hugs.

With Haz, HH and a dozen of party goers.

Those nights were insane.

Those slaps on the dancefloor.

those young days

P.I.A.N.O

He bought it,

I assembled.

He bought another set of furnitures.

I will post it,

once its assembled. :)

Chuckles

Miss you BaoBei, gotta miss you for the coming week

Workplace

Thats my art-piece

But didnt wrongly,

the babminton court shouldnt be there.

Its the condominium we built

Does it looks like BBQ pit?

I miss U, " my long curly hair"

Now, Sigh... I m getting hagged

time does show a sign @ age 24 bday

Age 17 when i was beaching every week

The classical ribbon look before violin concerto at recital hall

Age 19

united square after teaching

age 20

Age 20, soccer fever

world cup i think??

Age 20, self adoring

Age 20
Age 21 with arvin and gang at Secret garden
Age 22 @ fullerton hotel

TGIF

I was woken up by a call from M.R Terry Tan and went back to sleep until the next

call came in again, he was at my doorstep,

I swaggered my way to my door with keys dangling,

wearing my female boxer's underwear accompanied by my CalvinKlein sleepwear.

I threw the keys to him,

took the clothes his sis wanna pass me and headed back to bed,

My dreams got to continue,

what the hell, he just interrupted my sweet dream day dreaming.

My sweet Dream Cutie let continue our walk... ..... then i dream on... ...

Just cant imagine that;

ya, i suppose that kind of scene will only happen in dreams, especially day dreams.

A heaven filled with fabulous wines,

in my dream,

my job is to doll myself up,

super wide range of cosmetic,

whatever brand u name we have it.

Attend evening dinners, cocktail parties and meeting cute guys.

Yes, that only happens in my dreams.

That place is called HEAVEN.

Sub-consciously,

i saw Terry playing with my dog, watching TV in the living room,

i wouldnt care... i continue dreaming until,

he came along my bedside,

gave a tap on my head.

: Oi, i leaving liao... open the door for me...

Once again i was awaken in amid of a date with this cute guy named Tsukya

arghhh, catching a ride in my favourite RX7... ....

Argh... there goes my RX7 Tsukya.

老婆饼

那是老公送给老婆的，

甜甜老婆饼,开心!

You are just so sweet, I cant bear to eat it as well.

I had a splendid thursday night. . . thanks my ai ai, thanks for everything

I Really miss you

一日不见，真的是，

如各三秋。

真的好想你!!

Tell me why do i miss you so much?

Do you miss me as much as i do?

I know you do :)

Tired

Its a tiring day,

I am drained driving all day.

I hate driving, more over its raining so heavily today.

From school => Valley pt => Millenia Walk => Home => Hillview

I went to help out my parents

and i m finally home.

My Osim U-pilot doesnt seems to help at all.

I need a foot massage and a full-body massage one of these days.

Call in and book for my swedish massage tmr.

I got to quit the late nights,

Is like Exams jet-lag since last exam

Idiotic me.

I'll stop those unhealthy activities and indulge in more economical and healthful acts with my BB

L.O.V.E.LY

Dinner consist of

Mushroom soup, diced paste fish, curry vege fresh steamed prawns with sauce

My l.o.v.e.ly preparing dinner for me

He is just so sweet.

Thanks for the wonderful dinner

That really warm my heart

Self-reflection, in his prada glasses,

Self adoring again

Thanks for the night,

KTV was fun....

Thanks for spending time with me and my friends.

I really appreciate it.

Cuddling

Do you spot a couple cuddling under the starlight?

So nice and sweet.

How i wish we can be as it is under the starlight

The cuddling
Those hugs and cuddles
The telepathy thoughts.
+The potrait of 2 intimate cuddle+
What a wonderful picture if it is taken down from the top 45 degrees view on our right,
added with a bluish background effect,
developed in black and white.
The imaginary picture of the breathless love printed vividly in my mind.
The feeling of closeness, love and comfortably
Getting close to you just makes me feel so bless.
=The thinking to have, and = wish to have future

Last evening

Thanks for introducing me to your colleagues.

I enjoy those singing and jamming sessions

and they are impressive.

They are a group of interesting and straight-forward young adults.

Somehow being with them makes me feels kind of old which i cant deny.

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Thanks Kel

I was mesmerise the first time i saw him playing at Daddy Kong's chalet last year the 10th.

The way kel plays and manipulate his guitar.

We sing together with the Terence Kong Associates while he plays on his acrostic.

Impressive.

Branch meeting this afternoon,

I walked off the auditorium,

the meeting ends and my LV bucket was left in the auditorium.

Thanks kel for carrying for me and handed back to me when i return,

in fact i didnt expect that,

i though melissa or Zhong would bring it out for me.

During Daddy Kong's bday celebration,

I had 2 chivas shots down my throat.

I put to a stop and sneaked inside the cafe and sat down beside Oliver and Kel as they were having their dinner.

Oli had a fish and chips and kel had beef steak.

That was nice,

it's gentleman.

He actually cuts out the beef steak of his,

pin it on his fork for me.

I had 3 pieces of it until my phone rang and i had to pick up my call.

Kel is like Seng,

nice and gentleman.

Great to have such a nice colleague.

8 million Toto

We hit 5 numbers

Winning Numbers
14
17
19
21
25
38
Additional Number
34

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Hit 5 numbers but all different groups

Interesting

P.S. I dont know that guy lying there.

Prawn Fishing

Prawn fishing which includes BBQ on the spot.

Located at Pasir Ris Elias Road fishing pond.

Not a single prawn got interested with my bait, its a sad case.
Still, and still at the same location

We are the 2 headed monster The original Emo kid
My sister Teo Hua Hua
Uncle Hock