Day 258

Day 258

Today Father said this to me: Unconditional love is not based on performance or even whether is it returned. It does not contains jealousy nor resendment. It is a love that continue to give eventhou when rejected and hurt. It is different from conditional love. It is when someone offended you with things you do not deserve, you are still blessing the person with love, care and understanding. Always bless and never to think bad or speak bad. Bless with all your heart instead of cursing with your mouth and thinking in your mind.

I kneeled down and pray to God, please help me develop this faith in the love of Jesus. The Agape love, for God you are my rewarder. When I sow the love of Jesus, I will reap the love of yours God.

Graduation Leftovers

India Classamate

and

they shot a damn ugly picture of me with the back of Pastor Kong

He is really damn cool,

80 years old uncle Billy

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I am proud of myself

Thank you Jesus for making me proud of what I did through you lord !

Firstly

I cut myself real badly while fixing up my shop,

the pen knife just slip through my index leaving my whole index swollen,

It is painful even when I drive.

But this cut is definately worth it!

 But Thank God,

my shop is fixed up and we are re-launching it.

Wooo hoooo !!!!!!!

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Whenever I achieve a small breakthrough,

I thank Jesus for being my hands and feet,

my mind and heart.

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Spirit of Excellences

Sometimes I really feel that anyone who marries me will be so blessed.

I can

Cook pretty well now

Wash whatever

Fix toilet bowl

Wash car

Just learned how to drill

Fix the lights

Repair

Fix wardrobes

I am learning how to change my carwheel fr the boot when I have the chance

Do house chores

Wash a dog

withstand hardship

Knows how to

Swim

Cycle

Make you laugh 

(Who can be unhappy when they are with me, seriously!)

Play a piano and violin

learning guitar right now

make $$

grow $$

I am

Caring towards parents

Genuine

Real

Understanding

Kind

Spontaneous

Forgiving

Patience

Love God, Love people

not bad looking

Sensible

Considerate

wait wait . . . the BEST thing, I dont lie!

It is tiring to lie and I cant stand testing my memories to remember lies after lies.

For those readers who knows me long enough and well enough will know,
I used to be a perfect liar,
because, I will remember every single lie I've said,
which means it is really hard to find loopholes.
Every lies that comes out of my mouth in the past,
will tally what I've told in the previous lie even 2 years ago.
Scary right,
but nah. . . .  too tiring for my memory to remember all these junks anymore.

What men can do, I can do,

what men can't do I can do it too.

Sorry I am not trying to be sexist towards my male readers.

I am just wanting to do all the best in my life.

I am really happy today and satisify

But I know when it turns tomorrow,

I will always realise that I have not been doing enough yesterday.

This motivation spirit is the Spirit of Excellence.

Always better each day

Thank you God, after receiving your spirits of excellences,

I am never satisfy with where I am now,

I keep wanting to do more,

learn more,

and

achieve more

Care more,

Love more,

and

Do more

What I do today, determines my tomorrow,

and what I sow today, I will reap in time to come.

I sow faith each day, and I will reap the faith

but

If I sow a lie today, there will be a day I reap my enormous spun up lie with shame and contradiction

therefore,

we have a choice.

I've learned to always choose blessings rather than curses.

 That is why I choosed you SMELLY HUBHUB!

You will understand what I mean one day,

you will know it and know it.

How much you meant to me,

my dearest blessing God given to me.

Dont doubt it, that's you *chou chou*

You will know it someday when the season come and why do I say that.

Good night baby,

let us focus in our work,

not only a multi-millionaire

but

someone rich from the outside as well as rich from the inside.

God just threw me an enormous Goal through my sister,

Something from God is NEVER Small !.!.!

Self-regenerating business in 2 years time.

I am speaking in my heart, Woah . . .  Jesus! I am holding on tighter onto you to make it true.

I cannot work on my own strength anymore because it is really . . . .  too impossible to be done
But Jesus you will do it for me.

Never leave me Jesus, I am yours to use for you to fulfill what Daddy God wants me to do.