90 days ^.^ was yesterday

90 days on the 29.sept.
Turning 3 months old soon ^.^

Withstanding the 90 days with no rejections yet.

"There is no refund for goods sold more than 90 days"
Thanks for giving me so much of joy and laughter each and everyday as we count on.
He never fail to put a smile on my face,
thou most of the time,
He is the one making fun of me.
Those ugly but adorable remarks he gave.
When even we part at the end of the day,
he always end with his sentence of asking;
跟老公在一起会闷吗?
Where i will just shake my head, give a silly smile followed by a heart warming hug.
I am never bored when you are around.
Thanks for the feast yesterday,
The surprise ducky tongue delight.
The BBQ prawns,
The BBQ Squids,
The BBQ Kebab,
The mango ice dessert
Lastly the yummy kiss of yours.
You are so addictive my Love.ly.Yummy.ly

Stacy bday

Dragon Dance, From left to right;
Louis, Stacy, April,Seven, Ping'er. Huiping, Teo Hua hua, Kayheng, Gavin, Randy, Bernard






Happy Family~~

Its fun,

Its enjoyable,

We went dinner @ dragon gate restaurant,

Drinking at Harries,

Party world Liang court,

Rounded up in MOS

HAPPY BIRDDAY STACY!!!

Sugar Rush Lovely

My Cotton candy, sugar rush lovely.

Additional sweetness when he told me he loves to see me more often than i know.

Loves to spend more time with me whenever it is possible :)

Honey Sweet
Sugary Sweet tasting Lovely.

Thanks for all the lovely sweet doses of love each day.
+87 days of sugar doses+

Whiteboard of life and moments

My whiteboard working desk consist of:

Anti-clock:

Clay-figuring of Confucius,
Kenny and cheryl's wedding photo

My lovely's gift from Bali, the Bali slippers,

Photograph of my baby

Ngee ann poly QME magnet

The banana pen,

the failure Seashell magnet i made

Dried flowers from lovely on my bday in a champange flute with lavenders,

The Burberrys bear from Roy donkey years ago.

Me to u bear with letter K for Kaiqi from Holly Molly,

Mike He favouritee,

Joe Leong from Cleo bach 07,

Candle holder from spotlight,

Photoholder,

2 hearts made from the aluminium foiling from Lovely and my ciggy box,

which makes it gold and sliver,

Terry and my photoprint a century ago,

Behind; a cardprint of my besties.

Holly and Huixian

and we're back to confucius

84 days ^.^

The crab he prepares ^.^ Seven is Delighted

Stop looking at me.
Delicacies

84 days,

with the one i adore so much,

my LoveLy.

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Adam and Eve

When god created the world,

He created the first man.

Adam.

To make it a complete pair,

god took a rib from Adam and create the first woman on earth

Eve.

To conclude,

Human being comes in pairs.

There is a missing rib in every man.

I hope i am your missing rib *smiles*

Tragic yr 2004

If i do remember correctly,

SARS outbreak when i was age 20.

That was my worst year through the 1 quarter of my life.

A month before my birthday,

at the moment of time,
My Lao mah was still with us ( * Lao mah is how i address my great grandma in teochew)

my Lao mah fell very ill after her return from Malacca.

My sis took turn to look after her in the middle of the night when she wants to go toilet etc.

We tied some bells onto her walking stick and wakes up whenever we hear the ringing of bells.

That was the time,

i kept myself awake for most of the nights.

Her health deteriorate and was sent to the hospital after a week.

She was diagnosed suffering from bronchities.

Due to her old age, she might not survive.

I fell very ill after that and i couldnt pay her visits at the hospital till the day she left.

That is the only regret in my life.

I didnt get to see her for the last time.

I dreamt of Lao mah last night so does dad.

I was in an unknown place, Lao mah was smiling at me.

I walked towards her and gave her a hug and i woke up.

I woke up in tear the next morning.

Lao mah i really miss you alot.

Lao mah left us in year 2004 at the age of 90.

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Part 2

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A month later,

The tragic happens on my birthday,

My sis and i were sharing room.

The morning i woke up for lecture 7am in the morning,

i saw my sis puking badly,

she turned pale.

I rushed her to the hospital.

After diagnose,

we found out that she swallowed 15 pills of bullazine the night before.

It was her attempt to suicide.

I broke down once again after the death of my Lao mah a month ago.

I blamed myself for not looking after sis.

We shared the same room yet,

i didnt observe.

She was hospitalised for 2 weeks and she was suffering from depression.

She stopped school and undergo counselling.

To more attention to her condition as her suicidal thoughts hounds her,

i almost stopped school to take care of her.

Once, i broke down in school.

As home is no longer a place where i can hide.

I will have to control all my emotions in order not to worry my parents.

I dropped my modules in school for that semester to take care of her.

Its never a waste of time even though i spent 1/2 a year more than the usual candidates.

That is my responsibilty being an elder sister.

My responsibilty being a eldest daughter is to lighten the worrying factor of mum and dad.

I tuned myself at that point of time to stay fit in mind not to breakdown,

and i did.

i grew stronger.

That is my worst yet important year in my life

As i always do

Today my lovely told me how important i am in his life.

The smile was from the bottom of my heart.

I love you as much, more than what you can imagine.

Thank you for making my life a complete one, with you holding me so close to you.

I will want to hold on to you,

through all the good and bad.

Be always near to your heart.

Be watching at you at a little corner.

Listen to you.

Hug you.

Give a peek on your face.

I will Love you,

as long as you allow me to.

Two Hundred and thirty eight

I need a remedy,

of not missing you more each day.

I am missing you more than what you could ever imagine.

I am loving you more each and everyday.

I just cant help it.

Why is it so that time spend with you is never enough?

Why are you so exceptional?

I do not have an answer to that question.

The gain in love each and everyday makes me fear of losing it one day.

Why is it so that cuddling in your arms so unique?

I always look so delighted when you display the gesture of allowing me to lie in your arms.

When you look at me, while i sat on the other end of your bed,

your messy hairdo,

you chin pointing me and directing me towards your warm arms.

I felt so great lying next to you all the time whenever you allow me to do so.

I would really love to cuddle you to sleep each and everyday.

You always hug me tight,

and the connection always privileges me in all ways.

I remembered the night we fell asleep in each other's arms,

the entangling and interlocking limbs which makes me feel so blissful and sweet.

I turned so cheery when you asked me out for a date at the museum,

That thought which brighten and twinkle a smile on my face.

I am really grateful,

whenever you said that you love me.

I love you LoveLy,

much more than you could imagine.

The Caterpillar and the Ant

This looks better :)

I am so glad that our story put a wide smile with uncontrollable laughter to your day

This is a story of a caterpillar and an ant.

There goes

the caterpillar live this particular tree in the forest.

His daily routine is to eat and sunbathe to prepare himself to make his transformation into a beautiful butterfly.

One fine day,

the caterpillar is continuing with his daily routine of life,

he came across a beatle bug.

Beatle bug ask caterpillar: Hey caterpillar caterpillar what are you doing?

Caterpillar: Oh, i want to climb to the top of the tree to eat some greens and sunbathe.

Beatle bug: So that is what you do everyday?

Caterpillar: Oh yes, i am feeding myself fat and waiting for the day to transform into a butterfly, so i can fly off this tree.

The Beetle Bug flew away and continue in search of his food, caterpillar continued his stroll up the treetop. While crawling up, he saw a skinny ant.

Caterpillar: Hello Skinny Ant, what are you doing? Why are u so busy?

Ant: Oh, i am preparing for winter to fall, i need to go to look for food. Bye bye

Caterpillar continued crawling and he reach the treetop, had his greens and fell asleep.

The next day,

Caterpillar continued his daily activities and he bumped on Ant again.

Caterpillar: Ant, ant, what are you doing here again? I thought you are out searching for food?

Ant: Oh Caterpillar, i suppose to do that, but i lost my way.

Caterpillar: Well, hold on to me, i will transform into a butterfly someday and i can lead the way out.

Ant: Can i follow you?

Caterpillar: Of course, but in the meanwhile, let me eat my greens and sunbathe. Lets go to the treetop.

The ant followed the caterpillar to the treetop, both of them look at the beautiful sunset, had their greens and fall asleep.

A few weeks past, caterpillar and ant had fun with each other's company slacking together and ant forgot that she is suppose to prepare herself for the winter to come.

One day while caterpillar and ant were sunbathing on the treetop,

there comes a butterfly.

Caterpillar: Butterfly butterfly do u remember me, i stay just above your branch.

Butterfly: Oh yes caterpillar, but... why are you still a caterpillar? Your hair grew grey and you are still a caterpillar.

Caterpillar: Dont worry butterfly, i am waiting for my transformation into a butterfly someday and i can bring my ant back to her nest.

Butterfly: Well so have you wondered? what if you are not a butterfly?

Caterpillar: ("~)

Butterfly flew away.

The ant looked at the caterpillar:

I am happy spending time with you sunbathing and looking at the sunsets. Well but its time i really need to find my way back to my nest and you haven transform into a butterfly to bri ng me there. Its ok i will find my way back to my nest.

Caterpillar: Hey ant dont go, can i follow you? I dont want to wait for my transformation alone, what happens if i am not a butterfly,

what if i m just a simple caterpillar which doesnt transform into a butterfly?

Ant: Well follow me, let make our way back to my nest and i will help you along.

Caterpillar follows the lost ant and finally they found the way back to the nest.

Caterpillar is too fat, he looked around him. It is all hardworking ants preparing themselves for winter fall.

Caterpillar: Ant, i am too fat. i cant look for food, will other ants look down on me?

Ant: Dont worry, its fine, i will go look for food and you can help me stack up the food alright.

Ant and Caterpillar work together as one. One day Ant was climbing high up stacking food, she slips and fell from the high up storage shelves, caterpillar saw it and all of a sudden, it flapped its wings and reach out for ant.

Ant: Caterpillar, you can fly, you are not a butterfly.... you are a beetle bug.

Caterpillar: I am a beetle bug.

They realised that butterfly is not the only flying insect. So from then on, Beetle bug and ant flew all over the places to collect food.

They can fly further and faster together.

Beetle bug and Ant live happily ever after.

Many years down the road,

there is a new species of insect.

It a new species of flying Ants.

Story orginated by: LoveLy

Written by Seven

This Regard

That's how pathetic i felt at the moment of regard.

I was perspiring furiously with the pale flower printed blanket over me.

The moment i heard the volume of conversation soften.

I knew.

he walked in with the stressed look on his face,

how upright he became,

its a kind of feeling i wouldn't even know how to express.

I am not sad, nor am i happy.

perfectly

it is pretty foreign to me.

I just do not know how to react to the situation.

Never in my life,

I fall into this kind of predicament.

You cant move forward nor backwards.

I just got jammed.

Somehow,

i just have to voice it,

it's a strange feeling which hound,

and its unbearable to surpress within myself.

.I felt much better.

Male and Female

Mor'ne for male;

The meaning of Mor'ne : The morning of life

The first or early part of the day, variously understood as the earliest hours of light, the time near sunrise; the time from midnight to noon, from rising to noon, etc.

Taken from the goddess of Aurora

Mor'nia for female;

The meaning of Moe'nia : Is the name of a Mexican electronica synth pop band group during the 80s

In Life

In life,more than often we do not get the things we expect,

twist and turns of what things happened,

emotions and surrounding played an important role which in a way or other twitches our senses and pondering of thoughts.

We desire the wants we can hold,

When we possesses what we have,

we fear to lose it.

You may go an extra mile just to maintain whatever you deemed is worth.

We take little of what we are suppose to be doing and dictates what is worth doing.

At times emotions ruled over mind and directs your movements according to your heart,

it tints the surrounding.

It makes you feel on the top of the world,

belittling every other things beneath your feet.

That is love,

unconditional love.

None

Someone i longed.

Someone who cheered me up before he left.

Those reverse bungee ride.

The crytal ball he gave to cheer me up.

Those booze we had.

The accident he crashed his RX7 before the birthday party 4 years ago.

I remembered ur golden retriver Ceb,

your butt scatching cat Jaguar,

Your yulky tasting fried rice.

Those ugly faces you made,

Those waits when i give lessons at the music school.

Those morning calls you gave when you are in states

Those beautiful great memories of a great friend just flows back.

We lost touch.

The touch of an acquaintance,

to a friend

and to being a great friend.

You are missed by Seven

Two hundred and thirty-one

I wasnt used to the new look LoveLy had.
the clean shaven chin makes him look so boyish all of a sudden.
I just cant take my eyes off his now look,
which was abandoned a couple of months ago.
I just keep that stare when ever i got the chance to . . .
Lying next to him,
It gives another feeling,
Its like lying next to a boy,
Those manly look got off him in a blink.
The look is different.
thou its the same him.
<>
Those look he used to gave,
gives a different outcome altogether.
Its like a total transform,
No more ChiBi,
those frowns he used to make cant get it cross anymore.
My "new" Lovely
will do magic tricks,
Make the coin disappear,
sings,
gives surprises.
(That rocking chair horsie is so magical, it just gives a magical feeling. Thanks LoveLy i love it very much)
We'll look into the mirror,
doll up a different image together,
He still says i m his ugly monster,
Still lying in his arms.
Still his bonnie monster,
Still called meTinny
Still my LoveLy BaoBei
还是一样爱你

Saturday night

Kenny called me,

i was resting at home,

i ended up drinking with them nearby my house,

in sch.

Halo bar

In fact,

Kenny piggy back me all the way from sim to ngee ann poly,

just for fun.

he found out that i am in fact so light

hahaaa...

Thats his car with the beers,

We just couldnt drink enough and we continued drinking

Cass and i once again with kenny's illusive fingers

I m here once again blogging,

Before i start with what happened tonight,

i shall tell my LoveLy,

How toucha m i when he called back from indonesia.

The first person who called me back on international call was

Jayden; Jayden dearie called me from states on my birthday,

just to wish me happy birthday.

My Lovely,

called me I am so freaking over-joyed!!!!!

I miss u Lovely.

I dying to see u.

I miss u ample!!!!

I finally realised there is no one,

except u.

Whom i can miss that much!!!

Can you be mine as long as time last?This is the question i wont even dare to think about yet i m typing it down.

Corner Stone

Leonado Da vinci

Corner Stone.

We had pork knuckles, beef cubes, cheeses,

2 bottles of wine and a red.

We shall not add in the males in futures.

We got so shattered.

The previous Giraffe outing was so fun.

We should just cut away those males in the picture,

probably that will be crazily happening.

The jumping around scene was never capture.

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Later at night,

I took a cab to SK to look for LoveLy,

He was busy,

Well, i just lose a chance upon seeing him tonight.

He told me before,

i should not be waiting endlessly for him.

Not to make him feel bad and allowing him to rest after he reached home,

after Walking around his neighbourhood vicinity for an hour and i decided to head back home.

+there is alot of wierdos around his area

Its a wise choice.

At least,

i am blogging my entry at 4am in the morning.

Project duties completed.

5 hours of sleep.

P.S: Good night and rest well LoveLy, awaits to hear ur ~ wei~~~ 6.30am in the morning.

24 hours

I just want to hug you quietly,
Be by your side quietly,
Embrace you,
you will feel,
that is how much i love you.


Last Saturday,
we were stuck together for 24 hours.

Wednesday
we were stuck together again for another 24 hours.

I just want to tell you,
life never gets bored with you around.
Music combined our life together, and it will not wear off.

Arts and photography will hold us firm as that is what we enjoy.
In times to come,
we will enjoy more of the common activities other than music.
I want to visit the art museum/galleries with you.
Watch those Black and white flims under the starlight with you.

Sing with your love and heart warming self prepared dinner, looking across mount faber.

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I hope you enjoy my company too :)
Can i hold on to u?
Hug you, and be with you till . . . . . . . ?
Let time tell me.

chill out

Had a chillout nearby with a KNY,

Went out for supper and chillout, popped some beer at the carpark nearby our area.

He is stepping onto a new phase in life,

his life revolves around his wife and his unborn baby boy.

Its happiness from what i see in him.

He ditch his playful past and devote fully to his wife and dearie Sonshine.

Listening to his heartbeat each night,

accompanying his wife for ultra-scan.

From the way he talks,

the topics we chat about life.

A new life really changed his life.

a year down the road,

he will have his son-shine calling him daddy,

a life he and his love made.

A life shared by the both of them.

We were talking about how we met,

those days we had with the drinking gang,

as we get older,

responsibility changes,

talking about those atrocious stuffs in the past,

indeed,

its just passing life for him.

I see the joy in him,

the expressions he made when he brings his wife for scannings.

Bless you my dear friend,

Get ready and be a happy dad.

I will teach your son violin in years to come :)

I.N.CLU.SIVE

I>N>C>L>U>S>I>V>E

of

Everything.

YouBeinglate,

YouPamperingMe,

YouLaughingAtMe,

YouMakingFunOfMe,

YouBullyingMe,

YouMassagingMe,

YouCookingForMe,

YouAccompanyingMe,

YouAndYourLongLongSmses,

YouCallingMeSkeleton-ieDemon,

YouBitingMe,

YourPurposelyMadePoutyLips,

Your5Days,

YourSharingOfViolinConcertoMiddleOfTheNight,

SendingMeOffEvenWhenYouAreDeadTired,

YourSharingOfTime,

Singing,

PerformingForMe,

LaughAtMyUglyFunnyFace,

YouSpendingTimeWithMe,

WithMyFriends,

YouEntertainingMe,

StoriesYouTold,

TheExpiredCan,

TheMermaid,

TheElves,

TheSunGod,

TheCrystalBall,

ThePoorPrincess,

TheTree,

TheHairGrowthShampoo,

TheStatue,

SupermarketGirl,

TheHairyWomanYouKilled,

TheBeanAndMe,

TheFish,

IfIAmATree

.

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.

.

.

.

.

ThankYouForYourEffort

You're in my mind every single moment.

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Ba Happi Happi

Ba Hay,

We had a great night!! At Copthone waterfront.

I really enjoyed very much.

Thanks for the invitation for the whiskey night.

Both LoveLy and i appreciate it. :)

We ended up looking into the camera LoveLy is holding, which happens to be my phone.. Gee

Looking at my LoveLy camera man.
Yummy

I had a dozen of oysters for that night.

Finger licking great fresh oysters.

not forgetting

The coincidence of similar white shoes from pacific plaza and ~~ da Socks. .. . . .

P.S LoveLy, Thanks for the company, with all my friends, i really appreciate alot, hope u did enjoy the night as i do. " Pss pss, my incredible " Always . . . . .

Happy Weekends

---------------Our Saturday Dish -------------

Pan fried Cod Fish

Can you imagine,

i m drooling right now.. .. .

Tender and juicy beef steak,

Once you tasted it,

you will never forget the taste of such brilliant juicy taste of the beef.

Medium cooked,

no blood,

Soft and yummy,

Serve well, just plain (to taste the sweetness of the beef) with Red wine, tobasco.

My Mr LoveLy Chef.

Food tasted as delicious as he is to me.

I should call him "yummy"

Fresh Tenderloin beef steak,

awaiting for ... ... ...

Thank you so much for Everything, everything and everything.

The message I sent today is what i really meant.. .. .. ..

Thank you

Sorrows

I woke up with wet burning cheeks this morning.

I went through the sorrows i had,

it was a dream.

Those horrifying nightmares you gave in the past hounded me.

I woke up shivering in fear,

my hands were shaking.

I realised what you left in me are the terrifying screams and actions which left scars all over me.

Why are you still hounding me in my dreams?

All those flashbacks appeared so vivdly.

I continued crying, and you continued screaming.

I was cornered to the back of the room.

You just wont allow me to leave.

I just sat there helplessly shivering in fear.

Those fear and darkness you gave,

You are excluded in my life forever.

Everyone loves me more than you do.

In times to come, if you need to call me? Get a messenger. Work matters, get Daddy Kong to call me, erase my number from your memory, money matters, forget about it, i do not want to see you or hear from you anymore. I hate to hear your voice.

.Thank god.

.My source of happiness will never be you.

=The light which shone at the end of the dark tunnel is you my LoveLY Angel=

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By next week...

Dont act emo...

Zouk

Buddy cum colleague...

punch chest buddy

My girlfriend Stacy,

I didnt realised i french kiss her how many time tonight...

Argghhh Lady, i did so much for u tonight..

hope u enjoy urslf...

Love u always

Me, Tony and Stacy,

Tony is drunk.

Wearing shawn's glasses
Tony my group mate and our idiotic look
Its the night, where my family went home early.

Saw my Edison lookalike Jasi at Zouk..

(Wo shi chen guan xi gen wo nian yi bian

Bu hui bei Ji bye... bu hui bei Ji Bye..)

Take a look at youtube u will know what i meant.....

Idiot him... Still owe me a dinner.

I scarifies for my dear lady to see her angry..

dont be my darling.. ai ya... take it a it is... he is just not worth it.

LoveLy bao bei.... eyes on only u alone... :) just you.... only you.... i lost my instinct, i realised my eyes only set on u, just you, hancock, hulk, batman and zohan !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Longing

You would know love is here when,
you yearn hard for him,
your mind is filled with images of him,
Reminiscing,
those moments you spent,
remembering the scent he wears.
Those gestures he made,
Remembering every single word he said.
Missing and thinking of him every single second,
Treasure the treasure where you search no more.
He is standing right before your closed eyes.
^Smiles^
You just want to be with him.
Being close to him,
listen to him,
loving him with all you can give.
Taking the last bet,
Before time loses its trails
LoveLy

64 days

^64 Days of LoveLy^

The Horizon which goes round with an infinate end.

The few hundreds metres we strolled along the park hand in hand.

In many months and years to come.

I hope to see that the person holding onto my hand will be the same you,

my LoveLy

My family

Our new neighbour,

Family of 3, and their newly built house,

We are the family,

People leave and passes through our life.

family stays.

We grew up together,

catch tadpoles together.

Had fun, drink beer club as one.

Dear Ling, she is getting married to adrain on friday.

I am really glad she is moving on great in her life.

When's my turn? I dont even dare to think. . .

Probably i will just accompany dad and mum till he old and grey when years come by.

(Cousins and myself at the old cranky reminiscing house we used to live,have fun with.

Once in a blue moon, i'll still around with my cousins. Thats New year dinner this year.

Our family gathering + Ah gong House)

I love Dad.

He waited up for me @ 2am in the morning.

Just to tell me,

dont work too hard.

He is the sweetest dad.

Everyone in the world might foresake me one day,

I know my family wont.

They stood by me whenever tough times were to come.

I want my dad to be proud of me.

Not letting him down in whatever i do.

I would really like to get mum a Oyster datejust Rolex,

I will work for it.
F.A.M.I.L.Y

=

Father.And.Mother.I.Love.You

One day, i want you to be included in my heart warming family photos of myself and extended family of 48 members being the last man in my life. I do not expect, time will speak for its own.

Princess Jasmine/mulan

Princess Jasmine
Princess Jasmine. An exotic and fiery beauty, Jasmine doesnt want much. She just wants to marry for love and to experience life outside the palace. A strong independent woman, she is ready for some adventure and is quite capable of taking matters into her own hands by rejecting unsuitable suitors and sneaking off into the marketplace alone. When she meets Prince Ali she begins to get a taste how the other half lives and finds the freedom she has longed for.
Mulan
Mulan (Mulan) You may be a bit clumsy, and you want nothing more than to fit in somewhere where you can be happy and honor you family as well. You'll find it someday! Chin up! I will now label you: spirited, determined, clumsy, quick-thinking, and beautiful.
Pretty much.... ... .. ... .

Its just a part of it i suppose,
She still yearn for an unforgettable scene which she will picture in her dream with the person she loves.
Spending lovely evenings with surprises which are out of imagination.
: Sub-conscious mind.
You will let me dream of it tonight.