This Regard

That's how pathetic i felt at the moment of regard.

I was perspiring furiously with the pale flower printed blanket over me.

The moment i heard the volume of conversation soften.

I knew.

he walked in with the stressed look on his face,

how upright he became,

its a kind of feeling i wouldn't even know how to express.

I am not sad, nor am i happy.

perfectly

it is pretty foreign to me.

I just do not know how to react to the situation.

Never in my life,

I fall into this kind of predicament.

You cant move forward nor backwards.

I just got jammed.

Somehow,

i just have to voice it,

it's a strange feeling which hound,

and its unbearable to surpress within myself.

.I felt much better.