Thursday, August 27, 2009

It was

It was, and then, and then. . . .
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We were at Richard's place for some chills Edinger before we headed down to velvet. During our convo, Huhhub comes into place during our discussion and I believe he couldn't take it anymore. Some issues on the private space in between.
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This topic did outbreak later part at night where he did voice out that I am not giving him a space of his own. I just do not like the way he potrays himself. For a fact the body languages he gave is obviously inviting curious dates for women out there. He gives a feeling that he is afraid to let people knows that he is attached and he is mine. For a matter of fact, he just drives me mad when things he said were ridiculously mean. : Probably, I should just change a club to party. I turned and walked away when he said that. I was mad at it even at this present moment. Why not just make a point that when he is doing his casanova act, make me a stranger. He makes me sound as if I am an unreasonable girlfriend who will agressively tag along where ever he goes. Or some posessive girlfriend who hinders his private time with friends. This is especially irritating when everyone keep asking me where he was and most of the time I practically have got no idea.
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I am still mad.
and
still mad
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I remembered him telling me this not long ago; My dear, next time we go phuture party together ok, we will have fun together, I will be a good boy and keep you company. Not to mention this, if he don't intend to mean it, please don't say it. The worst thing, he said something like that, not fulfilling it yet tells me he is changing a place to club so he will not bump onto me. The . . . . this just makes me feel like a pain in his ass.
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I am mad and I am still pissed

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