Weekends

I feel like I am just a part-time member of my family. For the past 1 week. The only day I slept on my cozy was like Thursday. I am intoxicated once again with alcohol. Randomly..

Sorrie to my loyal readers, time to update my bloggie. * SHOUT OUT to JOZE. . . I miss you lar.* So long never see you! *** YOu missed my birthday, YOu missed our steamboat and Velvet session. ** Hope to see you and Roy damn soon.

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Its crazy on Wednesday with the lead of the night + + Below 42 + + Sng Buay flavour [ Only avaliable at Velvet ] Brother Richard came over to Velvet and look for ly. Jumped onto the Sofa as usual with his stunts. hahaaa. . Grabbing my bottle and we hopped over to Phuture. MAMA Eddie came over, and kiss me, him, him, her, him hahaa. . He is always so cute and he was asking ly to kiss me. After awhile Daren and Kelvin came over as well. Hopped over to their table and dropped my challenge to Daren.

Back at Brother Richard's table; eh was looking at how the Bimbo EN flirt . . . . and I understand why is she banned by Fulala and Sebast. I was teasing JY to join in the fun with EN and JATHN. He gave his * darting eyes look * and goes . . Eeekk . . Too multi-rider already and I turned and looked at ly lolx.

Brother refilled my Sng Buay bottle when it was half emptied with normal Vodka and started his * feel shiok * sourness of the drink. He started becoming kind of loSo after too much of Sng buay Vodka. He hugged me, scold me for being silly. He is getting high and I was like massaging his back and head for the later part of the night. I walked him out for Taxi together with SMR when he Suddenly grabbed my head over his shoulders and say + 我最疼你了 + Dont be stupid stupid Already.

Thursday;

ly and I had dinner together at the usual chinese restaurant we used to dine with my favourite, boiled beef :) Nice (:(://@@-- After that he drove me home. He was playing on my piano when my parents came back. Dad gave his usual smile eh, I dont know lar. . I just feel kind of weird someway or another. He just want to see my dad and that is something I am afraid to do. In the past, I would really like them to meet. But now, I am pretty scare to do that. Later he runaway again, I will get screwed by my traditional thinking dad of you must marry the guy you bring back. @..@

Friday:

Headed down to the office for meeting with Ivan and crew for APM meeting. . Meet up with Daren and we start our gossips and nonsenses again hahaa . . He drove me down to the concourse in his Integra - Bad company, another smoking kaki and we were like smoking chimmey in his car during the traffic jam. Argh. Synergizers; Drinkers and smokers. lolx, what a quote by us. I met up with the ladies and we headed for steamboat, chillout at Richard C place and headed down to Velvet together. Velvet is not cool at all, its the cool company we had who made us laughed so hard till our jaws fall. Endless of updates from Sebast and his " encounters ' hahaa. . ly came over to look for me for a couple of times to 'ensure' his good husband being. He is 'labelled' onto the YELLOW RIBBON PROJECT by my friends for his reformation which I have got no idea how long would that last although he claimed that, that will be a lifetime. Let time speaks the truth. Love is important but its trust that hold us together and stronger. Like what Brother Richard told me, you just got to check every single thing about him, but I feel it will be so taxing on me. But I still did that on friday, screening through his cellphone. OMG can anyone of you guys imagine that, SCREENING through my BF's handphone. He is crowned Number 1. Yeah. 1st BF for screen handphone AWARD. I just have to do it as I am really paranoid.

Saturday:

I was having my quiet time at the Peranakan Museum when I received messages from dear Stacy. Our group accompanied her till wee driven by ly's " YELLOW LITTLE TRUCK " which amazingly fit 7 of us in his car. Camera man for the evening goes to MR EUGENE LIM BEER hahaaa. As there are too many of us, we decided to check into HOTEL 81 . . We got rejected hahaa.. WE GOT REJECTED BY HOTEL 81. We had a couple of fun shots at OLD SCHOOL for "wine" ( From Carrefour ) No wine opener, no ice, no glasses and MISSY STACY just made our night great with free ice bucket, opener and glasses from Timbre. KTV at Tiger's place after that, Tony ge and Peter came down to join us. ly wasn't feeling very well and we left the crowd at 3am to head home together. Where the group partied till 7am in the morning lolx. LOVE YOU STACY ~~ JIA YOU JIA YOU dont be like me, stupid stupid and got my health wasted.

bLESSES; God Bless my dear STACY with health and wisdom to make choices. There are indeed many choices we can make in life. Its just me who fall into the trap of stupidity. Although Silly but I really hope to be Happy with him without so many turbulance which hit me so hard. My love still do increases for him, but chills does hold me back somehow. I am tired, scared and faithless. Hubhub ah hubhub please dont whack me with disappointment anymore. There is just too much of disappointment in him.

Note to him: Can we both be winners this time round?