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Fatigue whelmed and I was cam-whoring,
my eyes were like swollen for the day due to the lack of sleep.
Like this light effects which makes my nose look sharper ^^
Yeap, pictures are deceiving.
Like this blur off-focus effect ^^
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In Service 2 - I am a cheerful and happy Greeter :D No matter how tired I am, when I am on force back into the formation : My Job as a Greeter, a job to make people happy, feel welcome, get them engage and brighten up their day ! It is wonderful to pick all those grouchy strangers you meet, big fat smile at them ! Engage them abit, and you brighten up their day !
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Pastor Kong gave a sermon is on Depression :
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A topic which is so close to me man ! He talked about why we fall into depression ?
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1. Due to accumlated exhaustion
2. Tramatised in events of hurt
3. Ungratefulness from the people you love
4. Suicidal thoughts
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Pastor say ; you will just feel like sleeping your way and never to wake up anymore. I am like prophet Elijah in the bible. I used to be like him when I went through that unbearable hurt. I fully understand how that was like.
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Wow . . . Bingo !!! Hahaa . . . . Thank God I walked through that and survived ! Jesus redeemed me from it .
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I was praying for this lady who suffered from the above, its another session of deliverance today. She was screaming at the top of her voice, but her voice sounded like a man's shouting instead when I laid hands on her. She was trembling crazily and 2 other ladies had to hold her hands to prevent her from hurting herself. My 1st encounter with that. She fell and laid on the floor flat, whole body shaking so badly. It sounds like some kind of exoticism. It took 5 of us to expel that death spirit off her. 3 sisters including myself and 2 brothers. 1 cell group leader, a previous batch bible school student, myself and 2 security brothers. She was puking and puking . . . . the spirit manifested and we took quite awhile to get everything in control. After awhile everything get back to normal. She hugs us and thank us for helping her. She smile with tears in her eyes.
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I fully understand how she feels, I've been through that stage of deliverance. Jesus came and releases that in me. Just myself and God when I struggled that moment. God's word is living and it is my sword which fends me from harm. You will to ask me why am I so into Christianity? Because my encounter with God, just God me myself when I struggled that 3 days and 3 nights. In that kind of Realm, it was crazy man back then ! I have friends who even went kind of mad worried when I went missing for that 3 days. The whole world was looking for me. For that particular time,I had almost hit the highest rate of Missed Calls. 89 missed Calls till my cellphone eventually ran flat. It was God who saved me, It was Jesus who redeemed me. If not for Lord my saviour, I would have been dead 5 months ago breaking the heart of everyone who loves me. Thank you God for redeeming me to make it who I am now. I am a grateful and happy child of GOD !
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Sometimes when you see me cry in the service, dont worry, I am not sad at all, I am just too grateful to the Lord my God. Thank you heavenly father.
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Prayers: God please bring living water of peace and refresh the mind and heart of my hubhub. Bring him happiness and joy each and everytime I pray for him. For God you put my hubhub in my heart every single day to love him, pray for him, and to be gracious towards him through loving him wholeheartedly. I love him, God please be there for him and protect him from all harm.
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