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Yes, I've change my URL. I've decided to exclude my hubhub off my list and I decided to pluck up my courage to kill the man I love because I left him in the brazen alter of the tabernacle. I finally decided to put him in faith of God totally this time round. I've decided to cut away all means of contact with my hubhub in all ways. I have blocked him in all access with connection to me. I put him into the hands of God. God will mold him his way, teach him and walk him through for excellence. I trust in God, Totally this time round.
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I will never interfere in my own worldly methods anymore. The wisdom of a human mind is limited. For what I've plan will always go beyond what it is plan. Lord my saviour I leave my precious ISAAC my luoyi into your hands.
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I am really grateful to God about the miracles he did on Luoyi. Can you imagine, this idling man, is learning consistency and diligent now. God heard my prayers. Like what I've told my daddy God.
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I had a big fight with Luoyi last night and our conversation lasted for 2 - 3 hours. I was angry and feel really unjustified. I do not know why did I lose my temper. But when I calmed down, I realised and know, both of us cannot remain in this way anymore. I have to go, I have to leave him. Leave him into God's hand. God will be my judge and for God who loves me will only give me the best. God I trust in you. Trust in you that you will transform him into a man of excellence. I will wait on you my heavenly father. Praise to my lord and all glory to be with christ.
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I am not got to live by what I feel ; heart is deceiving, those emotions are stirring up negativity. For a good child of God, I should not let my deceiving emotions open doors for Satan. God says : We have to love. Therefore let me continue to love hubhub in my own realm and in God's way. I love hubhub and I will be saying prayers and blessings for him like I do everyday.
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I am not got to live by what I hear ; human remarks and condemnation are judgemental. No one will be in the shoes to judge except God. My God will give me a fair judgement.
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Deep down I know that God you are here with me. With you and your powers which strengthens me will enable to do anything. Human strength is limited but with you God, nothing is impossible. I trust in you Lord and I believe in you.
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Thank you heavenly father; greatness to be with you when I rejoice even though deep down I am so hurt with what I went through. I am thankful to you lord, you made me laugh my heart out and praise you even when I am broken. You feed me with living water and embraced me with so much of Love. Thank you God. My strength, my sanctuary, my hiding place, my place to recharge and do great works for you as I walk towards the blessful life you planned for me. Let it be you and not me anymore.
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Thank you God.
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Prayers: God please protect my hubhub as I continue loving him, protect his heart and break him in order to shape him into a better man. My hubhub is GREAT man ! Even thou he is yet to be, But I believe God will definitely mold him in his ways. God I love him. I know you put him in my life for a purpose, you made me wait for him, for a reason. I trust in you father.
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