Day 181

I Day 181

I have no intention to walk into zouk. My intention was to treat dinner and to thank Michael and Cindy for the kind gesture they had for me during my stay over that their place for playing such kind hosts during Asian Conference. But eventually I walked into Winebar, saw Chee wee and Kelvin, sat down with them. Eric came down and we were talking about this : What is romantic?

Lolx, I said: My ex is a romantic guy for he loves me. He did the greatest things for me and I thank God for that. Daren was there listening and was smiling, of course he knew who I am talking about.

I told God in my heart as I walked into Phuture as Lydia dragged me along. I saw him, and my heart pounded faster and faster. I acted as normal and didnt reacted as how my heart reacted. Deep down, I saw the man I love and sacrifies so much for. . . .

Seriously, the moment he hugged me I melted. The man I stayed on for, how can I melt for him. God bring him on for the best I prayed in my heart. He is not mine anymore, for God I have commited him in your mighty hands please protect and help him along! God I love him, and father you love him too! He is intended for a greater purpose, his potential, his greatness, please unleash that in him I prayed when I pat him on his back. We committed ourselves with Christ as our witness, WE will BE the head and not the TAIL!  Do the work you want in us.

Lord, my father in heaven, you are a fervent reader of my blog, you've made all my dreams come through! For every promise you gave me, it will never come back void. Lord my father, please! as I prayed, Guard him and protect him. For all my prayers I send every single night, my tears and cries, Lord for your grace is sufficient. Lord shine his path and take away his worries. Not a single night I slept without thinking about him, and you know it. And you know when ever I think about him, I will pray to you for God to protect him.

Father do your will as you delivered your promises. I believe and trust in you. Entrusted my beloved love into your mighty hands, do a great work in him I prayed! I just sincerely want the best for him.

Thank you lord, I've already recieved more than 30 hugs for my birthday month! And they know it is my birthday month, they are not strangers, Thankyou auntie Mag, Shirley, Doreen, Angeline, Evelyn, Brian, Petrus, Meifang, Audrey, Xueni, Ashley, Sherry, Joanne . . . . . . .  Thank you! I love you my brothers and sisters in christ for helping me so much! For being there for me during my difficult times, when I cried, when I struggled. Thank you for praying for me!