Firstly I give thanks for the greatness of people among my life working in excellence and joy for the kingdom of God. Let us shine in this Babylonian culture and impact the followings in our law of cultural mandate.
We are in the times of harvest, lets harvest success.
Human being are born of creativity, a mind of their own. In times we ponder over situations and we judge. We condemn and eliminate. This is the common mindset of people. In many areas of our lives we blame on treatments caused by another person we do not deserve, we live in hurt and brokenness off offences or hurts we do not deserve. In a common human wisdom, we start to hate or condemn. We talk bad about the person who used to hurt us badly. It is the corrupted world that we live in, that is why our mind are perverted. We keep committing wrongs we shouldn't be doing and pushes the blame onto the past offences others did to us. Worst of all is self-pity and blaming on oneself.
Before my old self died with Christ during my water baptism, I always considered myself stupid, a biggest fool for loving the man of my life. The whole situation reversed itself when Christ created a new self in me and I am constantly grateful to god for that smelly who appeared in my life. I felt so blessed to have him, I rejoice every moment God puts him into my mind.
Some people find it difficult to love because they were once hurt so badly by love. They chooses to close their emotions up to prevent getting hurt.
How grieving to see people around my circle to laugh when their heart were weeping, how saddening to see my people who had long forgotten how to receive joy from within and out. Joy is an emotion given so freely in your life. How can you even forget how to receive it? Why do you need to force yourself to laugh when you are unhappy and your heart is cast by darkness? Why do you have to lie and hypnotise yourself to be happy? Sadly, that is what most people does.
When I touched Cine L and held her hands ( someone whom I am constantly reaching out for ) my spirit felt for her. I was weeping in spirits for her. I pray to my father in heaven that God will bring her to me this Saturday for the arrangement at Cafe del'mar. I prayed for sister Valencia too I hope that she will be there too. Joy is given so freely to us, why do you choose death ? We have a choice, I chooses life. I would really want to take the great opportunity to share my conversion.
During my counselling session, I met people who tells me this : Seven you cannot understand how I feel, you will not understand how hurt am I. How can he do that, he betrayed my love and trust, why he does all kinds of things to hurt me. I hate him. How can you tell me to forgive him? You don't understand the things he did to me.
Certainly God plays a huge part in my counselling area for his kingdom that I can closely relate. He let me grow in him, broke me up, guide me, healed me and filled my life with utmost joy, care and love. That is who I am now! Readers who read about how I have grown intellectually will know. Now I counsel broken lives, broken relationships, broken families, broken marriages, mother and child reconciliation because I have not rejected love. I love people fervently and I love you.
I am no longer judgemental or am I out there to condemn. I do not eliminate but I restore. I am constantly trying to rescue broken relationships and aid in the restoration of family unity. How happy to rescue a couple on rocky marriage. How wonderful to see relationship reconcile.
I am just an ordinary person, behaving in an extraordinary way because I understand the meaning of giving and loving. Being extraordinary in an ordinary way, and being another plain Jane in the planet earth who has her great heart to give.
I had been weeping this morning in prayers for many of you, joy is freely given but why so many of you didnt see it ? This birthday, I prayed to my Father to give me the greatest present of all, the joy in your heart, the peace in your mind and the laughter which is from your spirit man.
I know I will receive it, Happy Birthday Seven ; you will receive your greatest gift of Joy on this 26th Birthday. Hahaa . . . I love this video ! I am part of the involvement. In fact I am more excited to celebrate City Harvest turning 21 than me turning 26. You will never imagine how much I love God and love my people! Seriously I really surrendered, and apologises to God, because ME used to be a crazy MOCKER of City Harvest is now Loving this House of God so MUCH!
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