My love life is planned so carefully by my Father in heaven
Other than loving God wholeheartedly and loving people fervently, friends and family questioned about my love relationship. I am talking about the Eros like of love in the opposite sex. It is normal that male and female attracts. You ask me why I cannot get a new boyfriend? Not because I have high demands for my other half it is because God is guarding my heart for no hurt or pain can harm me. Guarding my heart so well that I know he is molding the best man for me. When time is up, and the transformation is fully done up, my father in heaven will lead him to me. I am so definite and trust fully in my Father. He creates and did amazing miracles in my life how can I not believe it.
Let me share this prayer with you: By the way this is one for the many many requests I made to God.
In early march 2010 I ask God for this:
Here's a prayer I prayed for you when I was weeping for I do not know what to do with you anymore. I told God, I am not in the ability to change him, to transform him, please help me. It is impossible for me to handle him and to change him. But with God everything is possible.
God replied and asked me, are you sure you want me to change him? For when I do things in my will, that is going to be painful on your side as well as his ends. Do you really want me to do it? Are you going to be obedient and do things in my will. I said yes father during difficult times, let me hold on to Christ for he will give me strength. The deal is done, I received and thank God. I prepare for the coming trials that is on its way.
This is when the transformation starts to take place after Asia Conference in May, things are no longer in our hands of control, my father in heaven controls the whole situation. Pain and sacrifices start to take place. Cries and wailing when I want to be obedient in God to let this plan come true. In a way or another towards me, it a WoWWwwwww, God is moving. Moving in areas I cannot imagine, in situations God puts you and I in. That is why when you the smelly tells me, this is not what you want and you are out of control. Of course you are out of control ! God is in charge man! The reason I smiled, because I know God is in charge of this whole situation. God wants to change you in his way. Accept it, there is no way you can run away from it. Until you changed and transformed in the way God wants you to be, ermm you will be in this state and you cannot escape from it.
P.s smelly: You will find even more absurd situations coming up in your life. You will be broken again, melt and reshaped. We are like the chess piece of God in his plan, you will go through it with my father who loves you never lesser than how much he loves and care for me. God loves you that is why he discipline you to walk a rightful path you will see it in the future. He is planning for every blessings you are going to receive. The time will come when you conquer Goliath, strong and strengthen in all aspects of your life you can stand on mountain high and walk on stormy seas. Be praying for you always, for love is given by God our father.
P.s smelly: You will find even more absurd situations coming up in your life. You will be broken again, melt and reshaped. We are like the chess piece of God in his plan, you will go through it with my father who loves you never lesser than how much he loves and care for me. God loves you that is why he discipline you to walk a rightful path you will see it in the future. He is planning for every blessings you are going to receive. The time will come when you conquer Goliath, strong and strengthen in all aspects of your life you can stand on mountain high and walk on stormy seas. Be praying for you always, for love is given by God our father.
God is always faithful and his promises to me never come back empty. That is the reason why God has placed me in your heart and you in me. He is constantly guarding our hearts so in time to come when the transformation is done for both of us, we will still love each other. If you ponder over why you still misses me so much, why do I still misses you and love without any conditions. We have no answer for it in our own human wisdom, we have no control over it. Because God is guarding you and me closely in his arms monitoring our progress. When you asked me what if your itch backside behaviour doesn't change, it is not a problem to me anymore you know, because when God transform you fully to his expectation this will not exist.
You have to understand that I am not waiting for you smelly, I am just being an obedient child waiting for the instructions of my father in heaven. My father in heaven ended our conversation in this : Listen to only me your God and in the promises I gave. Human wisdom is foolish in my sight, how foolish to trust words of a blind man for directions when he cant even see and do not know where he is going? Wait for me my child as I love you so much, I will deliver the best to you! Hahaaaa !!!!! God exampled you smelly as a blind man hahahaaa !!!!! The time will come blind man ^^ the blind man will start to slowly see. You will see it and testify from your heart.
Praise you father in heaven, you are real and great ! There is only one God, that is you my father. I have never vision my path so clear until you found me God. When I rejected you, mocked at your people and worship other gods, there you are still loving me so much and caring for my needs. You are still so faithful in your love for me. Deeply in my heart, you truly touched me, with all the gratefulness and glorifying you Lord in Christ name Jesus. Amen
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