Day 328

Day 328

It was a tiring night, I meant last night. A relieve, I slept well thou it was just 3 or 4 hours of rest. A night I was too tired, which means I didn't hear him snore. Good and bad in a way.

1) He slept on the sofa, that is really bad for his neck (Bad) Heartache ~.~

2) Because he slept on the sofa,(Good) I can have the bed all for myself + didn't hear him snore

I woke up and covered blankies on him, he is very prone to catching a cold all the time. He is my smelly hubhub.

* Disclaimer: We're not dating. I'm just very emotionally attached to him. Attached through this essence call Love.  

He asked me a question last night. Because I told him, my daddy God says I can have all things in life. Whatever things I want. Health, Prosperity, Happiness, Love, Joy, Wealth. Then smelly said : What about me? Am I included in your everything? Deep down my heart, It was SHOUTING at its Lungs, Definately and of Course!

But I replied: No to smelly instead.

God says I will be fruitful with a new smelly not this one who is speaking to me right now. Not this one who says, oh! cannot be done, oh no, its impossible. I need a possible guy. I want a man who knows how to fight for his own happiness. His own life. His own dreams.

I trust God totally. Same man but a transformed character. Smelly --> Nice smell. hahaa. 

Daddy God says he is giving me a responsible, with integrity, caring, kind and a heart which is going to shaped after God's smelly. I hear a faint voice speaking inside my heart when I replied No to my smelly. God needs to grow some manly guts in smelly first.

In my prayers I told God give me a "fighter" of course not those man who is really good in fighting physically or super muscular but a strong character who knows how to fight the uncertainty and brings dreams to life.

I want a General as my husband. A king who knows how to fight, who knows how to command and a strong mental strength man who is can fight side by side with me in this life full of challenges.

A man whom we can hold on to each other till we finishes our days on earth. Well finishers, well-done warriors who knows how to be Real victors in life, conquor wars together, fought side by side, you watch my back and I watch yours. A war not in cardinal and worldy but a war in our mind of strength during adversities in life and storms yet we can stand up together and claim, freaking hell, I will not give up! I know the blessings belongs to me, no one can snatch them away from my hands. We can soar high like eagles and not feel tired of countless battles over battles to be won victoriously. The pesistance, perserverance, strong-will, in wit and the nothing is impossible as long as we believe in the promises of God.

He and his dogs.

I was being watched by a male dog which he is always trying to hump my leg. I have the feeling of being molested over and over again by a male dog. Finally I locked him up in his play pent.

Thankfully he is a small home dog.

My mission last night was to lock 3 puppies back into their play pent 3am in the morning.

And then it was morning,

woke up before the alarm went off.

He drove me off to my teaching music school

I met my student Reagan,

Teacher Seven is 5mins late,

Here's something very cute about Reagan

ME: Hey dude, I am going to pick up the Ukelele, you wait for me here yah.

REAGAN: Ok!

ME: Cant find the Ukelele

REAGAN: I will find it.

ran out of the music studio, and came back with a guitar.

ME: Where's the Ukelele Reagan?

REAGAN: Oh, over the holidays the Ukelele grew up, it became a guitar.

-.-

By the way, a Ukelele is a small baby Guitar with 4 strings,

Guitar has got 6 strings.

And I have to rush down to church at 12.30 after teaching which ends at 12pm.

I've saw light on revalations sights from Pastor Mark.

1) Don't ask a blind person why they cannot see. Don't be dumb, they are blind.

I guess I had been bumping onto walls due to this sentence Pastor Mark said.

1st Revalation.

The blind will not see. They cannot see. You got to make them feel.

I come to see in light alot of things and barriers in life. I don't know how to explain Pastor Mark's sermon today about life transformations.

What Pastor Mark said is so true. It is exactly what I've went through so far.

" The greatest tears and ache of challenges is the greatest anchor point your leap is and see His Glory"

Totally Agrees.

I cried and ache, left I didn't vomit blood nia,

that moment I gave in to God about a situation about me and smelly,

I held smelly's hands and prayed with Christ as my witness.

I received that amazing Grace and Freedom God transformed in my life.

I wow-ed.

I cried for 2 weeks on and off

But those tears are no longer the heartache cries.

They are tears of joy and comfort.

Thanking Lord, He is with me.

Tears of gratefulness.

Tears of hope.

Tears in Faith.

Its not heartache anymore.

That specific point,

I breakthrough and attained higher.

I grew fearless and continued loving him through God.

I received happiness

I gain so much of Joy.

I conveived boldness and claimed the impossible in life.

I started claiming what others think it is impossible and nuts.

But it is conveived in me with Joy, my faith and believe will bring them to pass.

Today I truly learn this thing.

They cannot see, you have to make them feel.

1) Feel

2) Commit

3) Relationship

 I feel Pastor Mark delivering a Sale pitch sermon directed to me this afternoon.

I immediately came out with flashes of visions of my sales pitch in my career.

Thank you Father for using Pastor Mark to teach me how to do business that 3 points you gave me.

God you are Good.

I know what you told me 2011, you are bringing it to pass.

My Million Dollar Round Table or even a

Court of the Table.

You even taught me how to do presentation with sermon pointers like what I did in my preaching test.

Touch a person, touch the hot buttons, let them cry within 7 mins.

Let me use that and put it into use in my career.

My career is about love anyway.