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This morning, I received a message. A message from my chou chou. I cant tell him that 我真的好想好想他, I really miss him alot. At that moment, during my reply, I backspaced all my misses to him, realising that should not be an emotional burden to him. I shouldnt let him know, I miss him so much. If it is from God, it should be new. All new. I do not want to carry any old love fr chou chou, if it is really him, God will make all things new, a new kind of feelings, a new set of rules and ignite back not the old rugged love we used to have But a new first love. I miss you da da chou very much. but in order not to hinder each other's growth, we will never get to see each other again, because I really love him. God says: blessed is a man who endures trials, and God will crown him what God has promised for those who loves him. amen. IF HE IS TRULY FOR ME, I HOLD ON TO GOD'S DIVINE PROMISE TO ME. THAT IS THE ONLY REASON I LEFT, I LEFT BECAUSE I LOVE HIM SO WHOLEHEARTEDLY.