Day 391 the continual part

I beginning to see cycles of his life repeating and repeating and repeating. Physically people may see an improving man. But for what I saw, =.=!! It relates back to Love Genesis, this stupid word Chou chou mentioned when we broke up for the first time after 8 months of our relationship. To puzzle everything back, it comes to make sense. How amazing my memories are, wow the scene can even be reacted out. Pieces and puzzles made me feel even more for him. Those kind of insecurities sub consciously seeded in him since young. He is a super big boy who ought to be dote. It was the Love Genesis episode that he said, why do I give him a feeling and the feeling is home. Love Genesis is the first analogy he gave to officially broke up for the first time, and it was subsequently the more breakups we had, the stronger our relationship went. After more physical experiences and emotional challenges, more or less, it concrete certain things in us. It somehow shaped the both of us in some kind of path we didnt expect.