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I woke up through the morning call my daddy Kong gave and rushed down to woodlands. Its my APM meeting in Pulai spring. I dropped a message to my love for to bless for his well-being and left for Pulai.
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Upon reaching Pulai, we had meeting for the whole afternoon before we could finally head back to our suite. There is no time for shower and we have to kick start with our Unit meeting. Straight after unit meeting, I took a shower and headed down to Ivan's room as we have an item to perform for the stupid and hideous NOBODY DANCE. I am a facebook casualty now. Because Ms Kelly went to upload the video. That is one stupid dance we used 1 and a half hours to practice.
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The Pulai dairy
We have offically parted for 13 days, on this 13th day, I pledged to the unit that I am going to do my Million dollar round table MDRT this year with this figure 103,000 EFYC which means I have to effectively make at least 8K a month worth of commission to get my target. To gun for my MDRT I would have also clear my convention, 2 tickets to PARIS and SHANGHAI. Seriously I do not know how to do it. I will leave my worries to god as I have the faith and believe he will guide me along and send angels to touch my prospects and let them understand how important Insurance are. In the meanwhile I will do all I can to reach out to as many people as possible, doing a fine job to help them plan and protect their lives using this product people hate to hear named INSURANCE. I always feel that I am doing a great job, being thoughtful and help people to plan and protect their family. I pray to god that, in achieving my MDRT, I shouldnt be blinded by gains and selfishness. In all time I MUST have the basic care for all my clients and prospects. I should not propose to something they do not need.
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I looked up the sky above my suite across the golf course, I am surround by ample of stars. I start to miss him, missing those nights I used to look out of his window, missing those night where he twist my hair till we fell asleep in each others arms. Well . . . . . . Those are just the days.
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I am hopelessly tired. I will do my updates soon from Day 14 - 17
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Prayers time and My day starts 7am tomorrow. Its another hectic day. I am going to view my shop on Sunday. Everything goes on fine, the renovation, the stocks is on its way therefore this will start ASAP and, I will be hopelessly busy for the entire year dashing crazily for my MDRT, teach kids, attending school of theology, church service, to serve the ministry in music and of course a shop of my own. Time to shine on with my super power with god's grace. I hope grace will fall upon him as well, the person who will never leave my heart, not even a single bit.
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I came home and walked into my parents room, saw daddy hugging mummy to sleep and I smile. I wonder probably this is something I will never get in my life, not now and not even 30 years down the road. Because I know, I do not know how to fall in-love again anymore. Just a little hope, maybe a test-tube kid of my own fathered by some kind sperm donors. By the way artificial ejaculation in Singapore cost S$20,000. Never mind I will hug my kid and love him or her with all and every single drop of love I can give. Work hard today and I dont believe I cannot earn myself my 1st million.
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Short term goal 11 months to go, Hit my MDRT.
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Mid term goal, be a millionaire by age 28, get my parents to retire, pay to get my own child, and ask parents stay home look after their grandchild. Which is 30 months down the road.
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Money cannot buy love, but it is possible to buy your own kid, pay for raising one and shut the fuck off those traditional thinking from people who look down on Single mothers.
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I am abit mental I suppose, I know my readers will be thinking, who the hell out there has her goal being a single mother. * Rise up my hand * me lor. To be truthful, It is so true that to me, I would rather choose to love my own child in future than to fall in-love with men again.
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Grace.
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