National day celebration part 2

Having a fun private party at Fannon's place;

Left to right: Richard Sng, Me, Chile, Fulala, Alfred, Winyin, Sebast, Fannon, Calvin, Holly, Shirely

The intoxication
and Yummies

Sean, Fu, Alfred, Winyin, Calvin

Cafe Del'mar?

btw the halfway done up Jacuzzi is beside the tent.

Happy National DAY !!

The Chess set in the living room

Stairs to the balcony and roof garden

The sliding door to the balcony

The living room

Zoom in of the yummies

Standby - -

For Holly

For Holly,

for the Ferraris and GTR below Fannon's place,

now you know who they belongs to.

lolx.

Find some Familar cars here?

Photos from abstructed from Sean's early morning drive.

National Day updates 1 ~ Fannon's penthouse party

Garden Roof top of Fannon's place.

I love his living room,

cozy, great carpet, nice big arms chair, outdoor damn freaking nice balcony and of course a massage chair.

The National day team. . . . Thats only 20% of our drinks .. . . . Crazy . .. .

Fannon even prepare slipper for all of his guest to his penthouse rooftop, so thoughtful

We had like 2 cartons of beer,

2 cartons of wine, red and white,

buffet dinner, Osyters and

yes the 3 litres bottle of Martell,

Rice wine,

imagine that, there is Mao Tai too.

Anyway, I am just sticking to my beer and 7-up and some champange for the whole evening.

We have a professional photographer at our party,

mine just sucks,

pictures will be uploaded once I've got my edit copy :)

Meanwhile its an awesome party,

even more shiok if the Rooftop Jacuzzi is fixed up.

Anyway, somehow I feel thankful Chris is not there.

One of the week

Ecclesiastes

Ecclesiastes 4, 2 : 13

It is better to be a poor but wise youth rather than an old and foolish king who refuses all advice.

Such a youth could rise from proverty and and succeed.

He might even become king, though he has been in prison.

1:4:15

I observed everything going on under the sun, and really, it is all meaningless - like chasing the wind.

What is wrong cannot be made right

What is missing cannot be recovered.

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** BBG services on Thurs 7.30 pm and Fri @ Riverwalk

*** 7.30pm @ DXO on 21 Aug 09, featuring BBG Band named : SE7EN; interested parties do drop me a message :)

Is thinking about . . .

I am thinking of many things which occurs in the recent months.

What happened and how much tension I've caused in my life as well and family.

I've repent it within the purest of my heart when I teared during the sinners prayer yesterday.

In the past, I've let this man down because I love myself too much.

Now, I've let many people down because I dont love myself enough.

I am facing an internal crisis where no one else would ever understand,

needless to put my family in the picture.

At a certain point in life,

you' would realise you do not live for yourself anymore.

You just live to please everyone around you, to make others happy.

I am really very tired,

mentally and physically.

Where is my breakthrough?

I am handling everything not within my means,

that is the reason why I am making my struggle.

For the night I am home,

I never fail to look into god's word to keep my faith in life moving.

I am stuck along the cross roads of my career and family.

There is no advise given.

I am tired of doing nothing.

I am tired of giving.

I am tired of the tears.

I got myself into shit again which alcohol intoxication.

I deem to be more focus.

Directions in life.

Things concerning him which no words or descriptions can explain.

Myself,

being ultimately paranoid over my relationship and I hated myself so much for being that.

When will such hurt and dishonor end?

How am I suppose to wipe off the done to make it undone and refresh as before?

At certain nights, I am still quenching in pain.

I would like to ask him,

is he really happy?

Old school Sinema

Seven : What say you?

April kanna Tui tui tui

Its Gavin's turn to be tui now, the following, just Tu HIM.

HuiPing : Nee Nao Hia . .

Hubhub's turn . . .

Yeah . .

This is what we call physical bonding. .

Say Cheese to the " Little Yellow Truck" which 6 passengers on-board.

And Happy Birthday to my dearest,

bringing you tons of blesses in my prayers each and everyday of my life.

With the finest love and sincerity.

借我你的一辈子，我下辈子再还你.

(:

Lovely

The violin without an A string
I just love the colours

Recognition

This is a quiz for recognition in self;
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There is an empty house along the forest, what would you choose to hang onto the wall of the empty house?
1) Clock
2) Photographs and frames
3) Pictures
4) Calender
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1) Clock - You are a systematic person, with selfish rationale and logics. Right brain over left. You tend to make full possibility of situations which gain an upper hand. You are nice to everyone but fake and is a hypocrite. You will do what ever which satisfy your greed. You gain recognition with the amount of capability you will do to gain satisfaction.
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2) Photographs and frames - You are a person who love recognition from people around you. Your high ego and pride makes you to be the darling in everyone's heart. You love to miggle around people in order to gain trust and faith of others in you.
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3) Pictures - You are an abstruct person, and loves to be called the unique. You impress others with the amount of talent you have to gain recognition among people. You are most likely a arty farty or a musical incline.
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4) Calander - You are a planner, someone who plans too much to make sure everything goes on fine and smooth. People get impressed by your logics and math in planning which in return confirm the stablilty and trust of others.
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I fall between the catergory of photographs and pictures. From the elaboration I find it rather true as I am that kind of person. Nice and considerate towards others which in returns makes me a darling among my lovelies. To a point if anyone will to realise, you will never hear any bad-mouth about myself, simply I am too netural in all ways.

There is a reason why . . .

There is a reason why I hated bangkok.

I've been there twice in my life.

Phuket, Bangkok and Pattaya.

On the 1st occasion I was lost and I loathe that place.

The next trip to BKK,

the traffic jams just turned me away,

the streets were so dirty, alittle worst than Hongkong and that turns me off somehow.

I dont really like to go on shopping trips as I find it pretty tedious and hectic.

Japan is exceptional due to the fashion and style they carry,

anyway my Japan trip wasn't planned to be a shopping trip in the first place.

Back to BKK,

the reason being why I disapprove the idea of going bkk with him.

What is the point of heading to the same city twice in a month with 2 different girls each time?

It is not at all impressive nor is it interesting on my ends.

That makes me feel cheapen somehow or rather.

Seriously, I don't need any fancy trips or whatsoever.

I just want to be with him . . . ^ EXCLUSIVELY ^

Peranakan Museum

Pop Art heels V.S Traditional

I particularly love this,
Remembering our Ancestors who brought us here so far from our family tree.
For the dead or for the living,
we just got to be filial

The vintage

This is my favourite.

Perenakan Museum located just beside Sub-station.

Entrance: S$6/-

Next stop Singapore Art Museum :)

Weekends

I feel like I am just a part-time member of my family. For the past 1 week. The only day I slept on my cozy was like Thursday. I am intoxicated once again with alcohol. Randomly..

Sorrie to my loyal readers, time to update my bloggie. * SHOUT OUT to JOZE. . . I miss you lar.* So long never see you! *** YOu missed my birthday, YOu missed our steamboat and Velvet session. ** Hope to see you and Roy damn soon.

Continue. . .

Its crazy on Wednesday with the lead of the night + + Below 42 + + Sng Buay flavour [ Only avaliable at Velvet ] Brother Richard came over to Velvet and look for ly. Jumped onto the Sofa as usual with his stunts. hahaaa. . Grabbing my bottle and we hopped over to Phuture. MAMA Eddie came over, and kiss me, him, him, her, him hahaa. . He is always so cute and he was asking ly to kiss me. After awhile Daren and Kelvin came over as well. Hopped over to their table and dropped my challenge to Daren.

Back at Brother Richard's table; eh was looking at how the Bimbo EN flirt . . . . and I understand why is she banned by Fulala and Sebast. I was teasing JY to join in the fun with EN and JATHN. He gave his * darting eyes look * and goes . . Eeekk . . Too multi-rider already and I turned and looked at ly lolx.

Brother refilled my Sng Buay bottle when it was half emptied with normal Vodka and started his * feel shiok * sourness of the drink. He started becoming kind of loSo after too much of Sng buay Vodka. He hugged me, scold me for being silly. He is getting high and I was like massaging his back and head for the later part of the night. I walked him out for Taxi together with SMR when he Suddenly grabbed my head over his shoulders and say + 我最疼你了 + Dont be stupid stupid Already.

Thursday;

ly and I had dinner together at the usual chinese restaurant we used to dine with my favourite, boiled beef :) Nice (:(://@@-- After that he drove me home. He was playing on my piano when my parents came back. Dad gave his usual smile eh, I dont know lar. . I just feel kind of weird someway or another. He just want to see my dad and that is something I am afraid to do. In the past, I would really like them to meet. But now, I am pretty scare to do that. Later he runaway again, I will get screwed by my traditional thinking dad of you must marry the guy you bring back. @..@

Friday:

Headed down to the office for meeting with Ivan and crew for APM meeting. . Meet up with Daren and we start our gossips and nonsenses again hahaa . . He drove me down to the concourse in his Integra - Bad company, another smoking kaki and we were like smoking chimmey in his car during the traffic jam. Argh. Synergizers; Drinkers and smokers. lolx, what a quote by us. I met up with the ladies and we headed for steamboat, chillout at Richard C place and headed down to Velvet together. Velvet is not cool at all, its the cool company we had who made us laughed so hard till our jaws fall. Endless of updates from Sebast and his " encounters ' hahaa. . ly came over to look for me for a couple of times to 'ensure' his good husband being. He is 'labelled' onto the YELLOW RIBBON PROJECT by my friends for his reformation which I have got no idea how long would that last although he claimed that, that will be a lifetime. Let time speaks the truth. Love is important but its trust that hold us together and stronger. Like what Brother Richard told me, you just got to check every single thing about him, but I feel it will be so taxing on me. But I still did that on friday, screening through his cellphone. OMG can anyone of you guys imagine that, SCREENING through my BF's handphone. He is crowned Number 1. Yeah. 1st BF for screen handphone AWARD. I just have to do it as I am really paranoid.

Saturday:

I was having my quiet time at the Peranakan Museum when I received messages from dear Stacy. Our group accompanied her till wee driven by ly's " YELLOW LITTLE TRUCK " which amazingly fit 7 of us in his car. Camera man for the evening goes to MR EUGENE LIM BEER hahaaa. As there are too many of us, we decided to check into HOTEL 81 . . We got rejected hahaa.. WE GOT REJECTED BY HOTEL 81. We had a couple of fun shots at OLD SCHOOL for "wine" ( From Carrefour ) No wine opener, no ice, no glasses and MISSY STACY just made our night great with free ice bucket, opener and glasses from Timbre. KTV at Tiger's place after that, Tony ge and Peter came down to join us. ly wasn't feeling very well and we left the crowd at 3am to head home together. Where the group partied till 7am in the morning lolx. LOVE YOU STACY ~~ JIA YOU JIA YOU dont be like me, stupid stupid and got my health wasted.

bLESSES; God Bless my dear STACY with health and wisdom to make choices. There are indeed many choices we can make in life. Its just me who fall into the trap of stupidity. Although Silly but I really hope to be Happy with him without so many turbulance which hit me so hard. My love still do increases for him, but chills does hold me back somehow. I am tired, scared and faithless. Hubhub ah hubhub please dont whack me with disappointment anymore. There is just too much of disappointment in him.

Note to him: Can we both be winners this time round?