Day 320

Day 320

photos by Sid Liateni and Sandra Sentieiro

Just so beautiful

They never fail to inspire me

As we aged together

As we aged

2008

Time really does fly,

we are going towards 2011 in a few days time.

Another year had passed.

I can't believe that I am in love with this lovely smelly "trouble-maker" for so long.

All the ups and downs,

the joyful the sorrows.

I am so amazed

.

From strangers

to not even lovers,

maybe companion,

to friends,

eventually to liking,

to a pair of real couple,

we start to fall in-love with each other,

indeed

we really fell-in-love with each other.

When we have to part,

that was when we found out in us,

there is love bounded so strongly within us.

The kind of love which requires real sacrifies and true kindness in order to see the end of it.

Time hasn't distance us,

because this love is so strong given by God.

It can only strengthen and never weaken,

this I believe.

The more you want to get over it,

the harder it is,

the more I wanted to get someone to replace you smelly,

the harder it gets.

The more I tried to take you away in my life,

the more you dwell into my heart.

It is complex.

Do you feel it too smelly?

I really tried to take you away thinking that you are from the devil or something to rip off my life.

But you are not.

You are my blessings,

my blessings from my beloved father God from heaven.

My faithful father told me,

I can never get done with you,

until he is done with you.

He just told me last night, count on my blessings,

I am going to receive more gifts from you, Mr Wu-ly smells.

I've received a few already as fruits of the spirits;

Forgiveness.kindness.Patience.long-sufferings.brokenness.Generosity.Trust

All these are Good Gifts for me, God says.

With all these Gifts God prepared for me given through smelly,

I can soar like eagles, strong and in freedom of bondages.

What more gifts will I be receiving from you smelly?

I don't know

[KTV] 孫燕姿-眼淚成詩

Have you unreveal the beauty of this song? The perfection of a broken?
It is the brokenness that ignites the perfection. Some may feel this a very
sad song. But to me, if you can realise the meaning between the lines,
and what the songwriter is trying to put across, you will see another
world of perfection.

張惠妹-掉了

I like this MV, their feel and looks. Where can I get such place in Singapore for photoshoots?

Day 319

Lord, u brought me back to the same place same day on this christmas eve, there must be something you want me to do and walk your will. You place the absolute timing for all things and you always wow me with your amazing grace. To praise you and to lift your name high! I want to obey you father, show me and led me into you plans. Your will superceeds all the human intelligence, Open my blind eyes and let me see what you see. My faith which is in you will led me. I hear smelly's voice and I know he is ok and not ill on d xmas eve night, my heart delights he is good and well. Thank you father, you are good. Father bless him with your love as I pray for a joyful xmas 2010 for him. Amen

My 1st Candlelight service

Day 318

Day 318

He is too profound for me to comprehend,

the solutions he gave me is always something I do not want to do.

For I know what he wants me to do will be the best,

I obey even though I really do not want to.

Most of the time, I have to humble myself and do things I really do not want to.

But at the end of it,

I realised and received the peace in my heart.

I know where he led me to is the best solution I can ever get.

He?

He is Jesus Christ.

Many times I really wanted to give up.

But he keeps me going and fill me with joy as my strength I can never explain.

He makes me pray and challenge the situation with him as my shield,

I have the authority to command; he taught me that.

He taught me how to not be disappointed with situations and I can safely leave them in his mighty hands.

I learned to not ask why,

I learned to ask him how instead.

Whenever I asked him about my smelly,

he always reply the same,

" love him like how I love you my child "

I do not believe it at first,

but what is the possiblity of flipping to the same bible verse over and over again in random through these 12 months with Jesus?

I bought a new bible without markings and flipped it again,

I ended up in the same verse.

I learned to obey and let my smelly go.

Go into the testings of my Lord.

I let him go.

I realised that the more I release him into the hands of my God,

the more I increases in the heart of my smelly.

I continued to pray for him, not for him to come back to me

but for him to know my God.

I learn this from Jesus who is my best teacher ever,

the way to love this man.

How to pray for him,

how to change him through prayers.

How to make him a dignified man,

a real man,

a responsible man,

a man of intergrity.

I told Lord,

I want him to be happy,

want him to get a real life,

to have a family,

to be a wonderful man.

I need not be that woman who share a family with him,

that is not my decision,

not my smelly's decision.

the decision lies in God's hand and I will not question my Lord for that.

I will just believe and confess what he have shown me in my vision no one can give except him who is Lord.

When I finally realised what it takes to love him,

is what it takes to make him a happy man even though the one he is holding to is not me.

As time passes by,

I've learned to show what love without condition is.

Jesus said ; Love him like how I love you child.

Walking till today,

I finally bear off these fruits of love.

A love which is patient; love is kind, love does not envy; is not conceited; does not act improperly; is not selfish; is not provoked; does not keep a record of wrongs.

I found my freedom when I have these fruits.

Thank you my baobei *chou chou*

Thank you my lord Jesus.

I know he who knows all things, had prepared us for something well.

I just know this,

Don't fear, just believe.

Because I trust in him and my faith is with Jesus,

there will not be disappointment.

True faith produced joy.

This joy will led you and me far in life.

Thank you father.

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It has been awhile since I enjoy chatting with my smelly.

Like how we enjoy each other on a bus ride for dinner because he have to send his car to the workshop before he left for Japan.

Touch his hair and stroke his head.

Silly boy thought I will be very sad and disappointed if he do not come to christmas service this year.

Is ok, I didn't love you any lesser.

My hope is with my Father in heaven.

As I commit you my smelly into his hands,

I told lord, let all decisions you make be decisions God has put you to do.

* * * * *

Sometimes I am really lazy and I will want to take short cut,

I thought that as long as I've brought my smelly to the house of God,

I am done with my purpose with smelly chou.

Then I can leave him alone and really let him go and experience God himself.

It will be so much easier for me.

I received my instructions,

God doesn't want me to work that way.

I cannot take that shortcut, God doesn't allow that.

Seriously *my eyes rolled* when I heard that instructions from Father God.

I Sian Ji Puar

I need to grow paitence with God.

* * * * *

Smelly baby, now you know why I cannot be angry with you nor can I not love you.

I am dealing with God now and not you.

* * * * *

Some of you guys will see what I mean, while some not.

Those who understands what I meant,

you understands how is it like that we have to obey God.

Those who do not undestand,

you will come to full understanding when you walk deeper with God.

Day 318

My dear brothers and sisters in christ, please pray and intercede for me. I see this coming when I successfully brought a soul to God, breathe life to the hopeless and walked a sister out of her sucidual act. I am resisting the fiery arrows aim by satan through my shield of Faith. We wrestle not in flesh and blood but in our fervent prayers. Keep me in ur Prayers n lift me up in spirits. I am under the attack through all directions for no reasons. Pray for my family n let the blood of Jesus cover my entire Household and people I love safe.  My businesses and investments sound. Apostle Paul suffers shipwreck so many times, bitten by snake, stoned, he is still rejoicing, for lord is with him. I kanna fright from car accident last week, being accused for no reasons, sick la, wu ah bo,but I know LOrd is with me!  Jesus, led me as I pray, walk with me n let me walk in faith, your spirit shall be my JOY. AMEN. Thank you jesus I can rejoice even in times of troubles!

Hillsong UNITED - Solution ft. Joel Houston

God, you brought the planetshakers and Don Moen to Indoor Stadium for Festival of Praise 2010 for all churches of Singapore! Will you bring Hillsong United to Singapore for Festival of Praise 2011? Or U2 band? Leann Rimes? Chris Tomlin? Beyonce? Jay Chou? Love Festival of Praise, it is really awesome! We will rock the indoor stadium again Churches of Singapore Festival of Prais

Day 317

Day 317

I looked back my posts and I realised that I've grown so much in maturity. I looked into my older post and I started laughing. How I was as a baby christian to now I am part of God's plan to touch others.

I looked at those immature things I blogged and did on my smelly wuly. Those things I used to do to numb and hurt myself. Those difficult things I did on my own strength to keep smelly wuly by my side.

All the selfish and immatured love had disappeared as I grew stronger and stronger with Christ. God truly stretches me, cut me and sliced me. What remain is a love which is real and pure.

God purifies me and took away the impurities in my heart. He burns me hot enough through fiery trials to let me release all these impurities into the nailed hands of Jesus so I no longer suffers from it.  

What remains :

A love which is patient; love is kind, love does not envy; is not conceited; does not act improperly; is not selfish; is not provoked; does not keep a record of wrongs.

Bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things and endures all things.

This love can never see an end.

God gave me First Love, he blessed me and smelly. God changed the both of us with a new heart and he let us feel First love. Feeling first love with a man who hurt you so badly and someone you cannot forgive is totally impossible without God.

Forgiving is a part, forgetting the hurt is a part, giving is a part, blessing him is a part and caring for him is a part. All these bear off this fruit God bless us with. The solid fruit of Love.  

When we are suffering and crying in pain, towards God he is painful too, he cries with us. But he have to do it, he aches more than we do when we suffer. As a father, our God, our creator he knows it all. Towards God our father, he knows what is ahead of us, these sufferings and pain is to produce wonderful fruits in us.

Love. Hope. Joy. Faith.

I love smelly so much even when he is not by my side. I can love him so unconditionally and without fearing of any disappointment. I love smelly wuly so much that I want the best for him.

I give all my decisions to God, trust all in him. I commit all decisions smelly hubhub is going to make into God's hand too. My faith is in my Father in heaven not with my smelly hubhub. God is ahead of me and he knows what is the best for me.

God can make me the best for him. God can make him the best for me. My Father in heaven is so generous to me that he will never withhold the best for me.

I never see the fullness of this until one day God spoke to me and told me this troublemaker smelly is my blessings. God appeared to smelly and told him that I am his blessings. God truly works in amazing ways, I was totally dumbfounded with words, I can only shout praises to him.

Father, thank you.

Day 316

Day 316

Truly he is the one who emptied the cross,

he is the one who emptied the tomb.

He came alive and resurrected which birth off new

Hope. Dreams. Love

Jesus is the author of Hope,

the author of Dreams,

the author of a perfect love.

The one who puts hope in our lives.

When I was in despair, hopeless, and death strikes me,

he put a ray of light into my world of darkness and gave me hope.

The one who puts hope into our lives ; Who is Jesus Christ will not take them away.

He who seeds hope in us will grow them.

I come to understand when the light of Jesus shine in our lives,

darkness cannot hide.

I cannot comprehend,

it is beyond my imagination,

the real solution to all my darkness.

The solution can be so absurb and so simple.

God is the solution.

Jesus is the giver of Hope and Life.

I was no longer blinded by darkness,

this light shone out of my heart,

my life and this light continue on shining so bright.

I can walk into darkness with Jesus by my side,

and birth this light off me, darkness cannot hide.

This light which is rooted so deeply in my heart is Jesus Christ.

Each time he is increasing in me.

He came knocking my heart like a gentleman one Christmas eve like a visitor,

reside in it like a permanant resident,

converted and

He made his citizenship in my heart,

now

he is no longer a citizen in my heart.

He is now the government of my heart.

So amazing!

With his strength,

I can fight.

I can fight despair off,

I can fight uncertainty,

I can fight illnesses,

I can fight hopelessness,

I can fight negativity,

With Jesus in me which is greater than the world,

I do not need to fear.

Troubles hound me like a hunting dog chasing after its prey.

Storms started raining in me like no tomorrow,

But

Jesus, the government in my heart,

builds me a solid as Rock.

I am build on Rock and storms will not take me away,

the gate of hades will not preveil.

My physical is weak,

but through the power Christ empowered in me.

The weak can say I am Strong,

The poor can say they are Rich.

Jesus I love you so much!

Faith.Hope.Love

and the greatest of all is Love.

And all who abides in love abides in me says Jesus.

Beloved we can love,

we can hope.

we can have faith.

We can.

Remember,

His promises is always higher than our circumstances.

His promise to us will never come back void to us.

God's cheque to us will never bounce,

we have to be paitent and wait for his instructions.

Wait for him to say,

Ok its the time for it now,

Move move !!!

Day 315

You are the reason that I live.

A fresh new life.

Without heartaches and pain,

hopelessness and despair.

I do not need to fear to uncertainty

I can start over new.

The reason is you.

You are whipped so I can get heal,

you suffered heartbrokenness and hopelessness so I can receive hope.

You carried all my wrongs and put unto yourself.

I am not perfect but I continue learning,

learning how to be more like you,

to love like you do,

and to bear to cross.

You are the reason now I can be rejoicing,

have hope in life,

have dreams to fulfill,

to live in faith of a life full of purpose.

Jesus you are life,

you are light

Thank you for loving me

Thank you for breathing life into my skeleton of dead bones.

Thank you for the blood that you've shed for me.

Thank you for caring for me every moment I am in need.

Because of you Jesus,

I can have my 2nd chance in life.

Thank you for bonding such a strong relationship with me,

spending time with me,

and teaching me in all aspects of my life.

You are my Jesus,

my redeemer,

my God who lives.

.Amen.

Wang Lee Hom - Ni Bu Zhi Dao De Shi 你不知道的事

Chris Tomlin - Amazing Grace (My Chains Are Gone)

The Lord's Prayer by 2-year Old

This is so cute !!! I dont even remember the lord's prayer and I always jumbled the lord's prayer up. Sometimes I'll say forgive our sins as we forgive those who have sinned against us before give us our daily bread.

Day 314

Day 314

Childbirth of your dreams

The conceiving of a baby

More than usual when someone is conceived, joy and hope always fill the one. Conceiving do not all the time means physical. We can get conceived through a hope in life, a vision in life or a dream you want to make it into reality.

There are many of ways we conceived. Some people get conceived out of love, some in hatred, some out of curiosity, some in anger and some in many many other ways. The way we get conceived will contribute in the outcome of the baby. Those who get conceived through hatred and selfishness always birth a baby out of hatred and selfishness. If you are conceived out of Love, the baby will truly be born out of love.

A business or concept birth out of love will touch hearts out of love. Vice Versa for business and concepts which are birth otherwise. Selfishness birth = selfishness, anger birth= anger, this is a 1+1=2 logic.

You cannot have 2 selfish cats, giving birth to a loyal puppy. We live in a logically world where when God is involve, God is a logical God as well. 2 indians cannot give birth to a white. If that happens, something has to be went wrong somewhere.

If you've met a man who is totally self-centred and selfish. When you look into his conception and see the woman who birth this man out of her womb, you will understand what I meant. Which is why children who were birth truly out of love behave very differently from one who is birth out of resendment and bitterness.

The concept of birth of dreams is exactly what I am trying to bring across today. The selfishness and resentment must be taken out of the conceiving when you truly want to birth a real dream that substains and have substance in it. Once something which is not conceived and birth out of a good cause will end up stumbling you along the years when you tried to substain it. It will turn out to be a selfish cause which in return luring you to hit on your own self destruction button with vast stacks of problems you creates in yourself for you have not ractify it in its earlier stage.

It can be a marriage birth out of a rush commitment without love, a marriage born of selfishness, or even a business created out to con people's money. Even you have a pigeon sized brain, you know all these will end up a disaster as time goes by. A solid building cannot be build on sand or shallow foundation.

If you decided to go ahead with the wrong motives, I can guarantee you to taste your own bitter fruit. Sometimes, you have to walk through many many tears and bitterness in many many steps just to undo one wrong step you took in life. Think about it.

Period of pregancy of dreams

Pregancy in dreams is when things get kind of tough as we know, it is really tough for women during pregancy. They have leg cramps, vomit, mood swings, backaches, high and low blood pressures, intensive pains and on and off weird symthoms coming off during your pregancy. This is when we tried to work through our dreams and visions we conceived in the previous stage.

Many in fact aborted the dreams they conceived because they are not willing to go through this cause of difficulties in their pregancy. They gave up. They lost hope.

That is what the devil will rob from us. He will rob hope from us, steal the dreams away, lie and cheat to give you excuses of not receiving what God wants to give you in your life. Don't let the devil cheat and rob these blessings off your life. Which is why we have to guard our mind and protect our heart.

During this difficult time of pregnancy, we often struggle and fight our own mind. Most of the mommies will bless the baby in their tummy and give love towards them even though they have yet to see him. We cannot see the baby yet physically. But we can feel the baby moving inside us.

I exampled this with Faith, as Faith is something we cannot see now, but it is something we can feel.

But the most intensive part has to be childbirthing to your dreams

Child birthing of your dreams

Labour is concluded as the highest rating factor in most accidents of pain we can ever imagine. 

Labour pain is one of the highest ! Even when it is compared to cancer pain.

We have to understand that during labour, we get cut, enlarged and stretch before the birth of our baby=dreams. People teared, shout and cry while going through this painful transition of childbirthing. Which is when we have to understand that before birthing your dream, may it be a good one or bad one you will have to go through this.

* When the lord father births off the fruit of forgiveness and love through me, I really went through a difficult and intensive pain like child birth, cry and tears, headaches and death strike pain in me. The pain makes me feel like I just want to die instantly.

and now I enjoy this fruit of joy after that intensive heart dying pain. I restructed from death to life. In our life we have to go through this kind of death and restruction, life, rebirth. Without this, we cannot be stretch and evolve strong in life. These are the experience that birth off the sleeping giants in us.

Thank you lord father in heaven that you are always bringing forth labour pains in me. The birth of all breakthroughs in my life. Earnestly, I finally understands, without you God, I am still a nothing in life. I can now have a life, a life that will shine forever bright to bring glory to your kingdom of love.

* Since it is so painful to go through the child-birthing of dream, must well you conceive a good one. Because even thou you conceive a lousy one, you will go through this pain as well.

** For those who went through lousy conception of dreams meaning in selfishness/pride/and hatred, you have to understand, you will go through this all over again and again till you get it right in life. Understanding this theory of what you sow is what you will reap in future. You cannot naively think you can plant a fast growing bean spout and expect it to turn into an apple tree.

This birth can be a motive, an action, a commitment or anything.

Our God is like a Father, he will grieve and cry seeing you suffer in the wrong decisions you made in life, God give us the freedom in life to choose, even when we make the wrong decisions in life,he will not abandon us  because he is merciful he will always leave that door for you never to be close, so one day you will make the right decision to choose the right at your own accord. 

Thank you Father for your mercy.

If you have missed the right decision in your life, your problems will keep hounding you making you going in circles like how the children of Isral circled in the wilderness for 40 years when they keep insisting going their own ways when God told them, " EH!!! Gin Nah (my children in hokkien) this is the right way!" So keep circling lar, complain and complain and forever complaining and have no guts to choose the right way!

You may be laughing at the way I phrase it, but truly in life there are alot of us who do not dare to headon and reslove problems in our life. We don't have the guts. But the good thing, we can ask Jesus for that "guts" to choose the right way in life. Either we leave it unsolve hoping that will be solve somehow by doing nothing. Or The most Way people uses, ESCAPE.

+ Ask and it will be given to you, but you have not ask anything in my name, said Jesus.

God always gives you the right solution through speaking and impressing in your heart. Many times we ignore them cause we thought those thoughts are stupid. 

What is love when you find no joy in them. That is not love. Its your own selfishness. What is love when you have no one to love. Where is joy when you have no one to share?

Love and joy comes in a pair. If you truly understand the real meaning of love, joy naturally pair with it. Which is why Love is so important yet the most basic of all things. When we have love, we can reap a life of blessings. Because Joy pairs with Love, Hope pair with Joy, Faith pairs with hope.

With love we can reap the blessings in Joy, hope and faith. With all these 4 important things in life, it is 100% guaranteed that we will prosper in soul, in health, in work, in career, and financial blessings will come chasing you after your back. We can have great relationships, wealth, health and This is the REAL PROSPERITY!

Prosperity doesn't mean just $$, it means in all aspects! We can live a good life with Good family, true love, well career and health. We do not need to trade anything off when we know Jesus. He is there to give us ALL. Only the devil bargains. Jesus is here to give exceedingly and abundantly to all whom he love.

I have learn this and I would really want to share with all my readers.

I am conceived and I have many babies in me. My career taking off, my business, my family salvation and my intensive love relationship with my smelly wu. Each baby having different stage in their growth. But all of these babies in me are truly conceived through LOVE. Love will grow in them for I know the blessings that will be chasing after me and they are joy, hope and faith. With this growth of Love I will receive prosperity in all aspects from Jesus my redeemer who lives in me.

Having so many babies in my womb. Meaning, my pregancy, my child labour pain will be super duper intensive when I persist them on. I will not give up for my strength is given by Jesus whom I ask in his name.

I will not be an escapade anymore, I know I will be stretch in intensive pain, I will endure and walk it through. Where the spirit of God is there is joy. This joy will walk with me through my storms. I know that I know when my situation is in the most intensive stage, I will be ready to birth out my BABIES off my womb!

If a skinny and small girl like me can do it,

You can do it too!

I may look small and boney,

But

There is a Giant in me.

I can see the giant in you too!

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Dear lovelies, you are feel free to say this prayer with me:

Dear God, help me to grow. I am in a situation of struggles, difficulties and troubles. Breathe your spirit of strength in me and show in me to be an overcomer. I do not want to be someone who is always escaping anymore. Help me to love, grow in joy, hope in life and have faith to walk it through. I want to receive all the blessings that you have promised me, please protect them and not let the devil cheat them away in my life. I believe in prosperity in all aspects, grow me in them and teach me how only you can. Please increase in my life God and walk with me. Grow the Giant in me, let me not be afraid to dream big and to conceive big dreams in me through you. Let me not give up during the pregnancy of my dreams and not be afraid to see what is intensively coming upon my life. I will be strong, I will live boldly, I will not be afraid to hope, I will not be afraid to love, I can be a Giant in life.

Thank you God.

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Dear Father in heaven, I commit all my lovely readers into your mighty hand. They are all good people, 95% of my readers are non-believers, they do not go to church, they do not have a chance to listen to your living words. Let this space bring on encouragement in their life and bring on light in their daily lives. I pray that you will increase in their life more and more each day. Teaching them to grow and have big dreams in life. Lord Thank you so much for your favor in me, your anoiting and your guidance. There is nothing I can achieve without you as my guide. I honor you Jesus as the head of my electronic space. Let my words be spirit of encouragement to my readers, be words not for eyes to see but for hearts to feel. Let these words be applicable to their lives as you are the one encouraging them through me. Thank you Jesus. Amen.

**Post derived from partial sermon of Pastor Phil Pringle in chc service: Birthing your future. Thank you pastor Phil.

Spreading the Gospel of Love and building God's church without walls.

*** By the way, I have something to tell you guys my readers, I am not saved in a church, but a multi-storey carpark with direct encounters with Jesus himself.

I am not baptised in the holy spirits in church but in a toilet.. That is why I believe! When you think the surrounding of a church like city harvest is very astmosphere and feeling based.

Sorry, the multi-storey carpark is not, and the toilet is not very holy also to make me get baptised in the holy spirits.

See how amazing God can touch you.!.! Maybe you can get convicted erm, while shopping? erm, taking a bus? or I don't know.

Day 313

Day 313

Christmas Candlelight service this weekends at Expo Hall 8 and Jurong west Church

18th Dec / 19th Dec

Jurong West st 91 : Saturday 2.30pm

Sunday : 12.30pm

Expo Hall 8 : Saturday 5.00pm

Sunday : 10am

Light up christmas 2010

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For my spiritual family in Christ

Haven been blogging as frequently as I used to do. Many things coming up ! Every single shot of dozes I had been injecting is gearing me up for the coming 2011. December is the month to get busy, real slapped hard busy. Truly 2010 Christmas really do makes me feel more fulfilling with compared to the 1st quarter of my life of 25 years.

One thing that is so true when the family shares the same believe in Christ, we lift each others up in prayers. I was communicating with my cousin from China, he was send to Beijing for work exchange. My fellow cousins in Christ, Ming, Robin who happens to be in chc as I do. Let us pray for salvation in our household this Christmas that we will reap a harvest in blessing throughout our household.

Keep me in prayers that God will be able to use me his servant mighty this christmas and bear fruits in his kingdom.

I am looking forward for the power of prayer meeting tomorrow with Pastor Kong Leading in Jurong West church.

The bible says, when One is saved, the whole household shall be saved.

My uncle to get complete healing in cancer, grandma from depression and a family bonded so strong through Jesus as the everlasting rope that tie us together.

Let it be you who moves, Jesus only you can. Open up hearts and heal them all. I trust in you Father. Let it be your will and not mine. I am truly and praying earnestly for all my love ones receive the amazing grace from you lord. To receive you, you are love and you are joy.

All I ask for this Christmas is your love Jesus to fill all emptiness in the heart of all the souls I am going to bring to you. Let them feel Joy, see happiness and receive hope in their life. With human strength, we can't, but with you Jesus, Things are made possible. 

Amen