Out of your hands

Out of your hands, into my life, you fill your hope in me. Rivers will flow, emptiness filled, thats when you first found me. Out of your hands, into my heart, you put your songs in me, a love that is real, healing me whole, thats when I first believe. My heart can never comprehend, love crucified the man, whose open hands were nailed for me. And now, I live my life in serving only you, Jesus my Lord.

iConcerts - James Blunt - You're Beautiful (live)

Way back into love

This is such a beautiful song!
I am going to master this song on the piano! Thou I dont have a piano now,
I am going to play this song in my music school till rotten!

Other than Luo ye Gui Gen from lee hom....



That is the reason why

Every woman wants to be pamper like princess, the be treated like a lady. But somehow, when someone did that for me, I feel disgusted. I find it really fake, that why do guys want to impress me? By opening the car doors for me, paying for things I want? Seriously, I loathe people who try to impress. Eee k k k...  Being gentleman is one thing, but acting to be one is a totally different case. Why do people want to please me, while they start saying things like, you are so perfect. When i hear that, I rolled my eyes, and said, please, can you stop being so fake, I really feel like puking! To me, these are not praises but lies. Come on, who is perfect? No one is . .  and this is just mere irritating to me. They start saying stupid things like, you are so kind, and so paitient, seeing how you love your ex bf. Many friends who read this will start to feel nausea already. Pui* I dont need anyone to confirm how good I am, or how sillly am I. I am Me. There's this encore, : it hurts when I feel you hurt ! Power!, my Prada shoes about to throw at his face already. There was once, I was singing acoustic, someone actually commented, I sang so well . . . super dots plus cui . . . My eyes will go -.-!! And this funny thing, because I am a devoted believer, does not mean that I will get attracted to a non christian trying to quote me bible verses everyday. 神经病. I really do not understand why do people want to do that? I have never meant to impress anyone, because for everyone who knows me, what I want to do, is only to impress myself. Sometimes, people just do not understand, Seven is in love, she hasnt fall out of love. Being single doesnt mean I am not in love. Chim right? How to fall for someone else when I am still in love. Others thinks I m another crazy person. But well, thats what you and everyone loves me for. Ciaoz . . . I am at my destination, off for work!

Thank you for the cross Lord...Best Christian song..by Hillsong

Hillsong Church UK. God, we want to sing to you. Thanking you for what you've did for us.

Day 373

Day 373

2 more days and I am flying off to Colombo. Let me show you my schedules in Colombo . .

Tuesday

10pm -Terminal 1 counter check-in

Wednesday
12am - depart Sg
1.55am - Arrive at Colombo
2.45am - Travel to Kilinochi
11am - Arrive at Kilinochi
3pm - Set-up of mobile clinic
4pm - visiting the farmers and followup on the water pump systems

Thursday
9am - Mobile clinic
1pm - visit school and farmer
3pm - distrubution of food to 383 families
( Seriously I dont know how to distribute so many food to so many families with just 10 of us, no wonder E.H told me, Seven: Better go gym-ing . . )

Friday
9am - CRS mobile clinic
12pm - Food distribution to 428 families
2pm - Farmers visitation
6pm - Administering service at 2 different churches

Saturday
9am - CRS mobile clinic
1pm - Brick-making project
3pm - leave Kilinochi for Vavuniya
5pm - Meet farmers

Sunday
8am - Minister in 2 different churches
11am - visit another farmer ( So many farmers to visit )
1pm - Leave Vavuniya for Colombo
7pm - Reach Colombo

Monday
12pm - leave for airport
3pm - Depart Colombo
9.30pm - I am back home!

Someone told me Sri Langka is a shopping heaven with all my favourite labelled dresses like Kate Spade! Agnes B! Marc Jaccob! Butttttttttt . . . . That is Colombo! not what some Vija bibibbooo . . . Check out my timing, I do not have the time. They told me that they have one of the best resort in the world. *.*!! Butttttt . .  My pastor told me; to prepare yourself, Seven . .  bring your own towels and whatever, the place that we're staying there might be lizards/roaches. But thank God, I do not need to bring mouse traps. Pastor told me that we cannot wander by ourselves, the place we are going to is an ex warzone and there are alot of uncovered landmines. I dont want to get blow up or something seriously. 

It is good friday for a reason

Dear God,

I thank you with all my heart and soul. Since 13 Dec 09, you walked into my life and baptised me in the holy spirit. I read it lord, in post 778. Thank you Jesus. Thank you for the cross, in which you died to make my life right. Thank you for holding my hands since Christmas eve 2009 from the carpark you brought love into me. Thank you Jesus for dying for me 2000 years ago on Good friday. I love you Jesus.

So grateful to you Jesus. Because of what you've did for me, I can be redeemed. I can tell you, sorry Jesus, I really did so much of wrong in the past, but you forgave me all. When the devil wants to cheat and lie, and take my life away, Jesus you stood up and snatched me away from the devil's hand. You alone are my hope, You cared for me, you nurse my broken heart. I heart feels, not because I am feeling emotion. All because I feel you loving me. You died so I can live. Thank you Jesus. I'll never forget how you walked into my life.

王力宏「天涯海角 TIAN YA HAI JIAO」MV

Leehom Wang - XU YAO REN PEI

Leehom Wang - BO YA JUE XIAN

Today

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Colombo

I am flying off to Colombo next Tuesday for mission field once again. This time round on a disaster relieve mission. Hands-on, very different from spiritual healing missions. I will be back with ample of updates/photos and with Kate! O so seriously I am really looking forward this trip with Kate. Kate is an awesome woman! I heard her testimony of a heartbreaking past. I want to talk to her, hear from her more than anyone else. God, thank you for putting me with Kate!

Ciaoz and I love you people!

Day 372

Day 372

I was praying to God quietly in spirits this morning and the lord showed me to Psalms 139. I was thinking about my past wrongs, I asked God for my present and seek for my future. Here's what Psalms 139 reply to me through King David who wrote the book of Psalms.

Here's the interpretation from a study bible:

Sometimes we dont let people get to know us completely because we are afraid they will discover something about us they wont like. But God already knows everything about us and still accepts and loves us. God cares so much about us so much that he numbers the hairs on our heads (Matthew 10.30) He is with us through every situation, in every trial - loving, protecting and guiding. He knows us completely.

God is everywhere and we cant hide from him. This is a good news to those who loves God because no matter what we do or where we go, we can never be far from God's comforting presence. After I read this verse, this little girl sitting beside me on the bus just started singing aloud. . .  She looks around 5 years old, with her domestic helper standing beside her. She sang this song:

Today from C3 church

How amazing God is, He never fail to show up in his presence to confirm me that he is so near to me. If you look through the lyrics of this song, you will understand why my heart melts for God.

I started praying about luoyi to God, I prayed that God will hold him up strong and triumph him over all situations God prepared for him. No matter good or bad things may happen, but eventually it will all turn out according to the mighty plan of God. Likewise when I always chew on this verse " All things work for good for those who loves God called according to his purpose. " And the verses continued.

When someone you love is thinking about you all the time, it comforts you. God is concerned to keep us from failing and to catch us if we fall. So if I love luoyi so much and I have been thinking and praying for him all the time, how much more will God think of me constantly. For God's love for me is certainly more than the kind of love I have for a mortal man like luoyi.

The words in the bible really comforts me. I see and feel a God who is constantly caring for me. I am really so touch, and this bible I carry all the time wherever I go is the living words of God.

This is Psalms 139

O LORD, you have searched me and you know me. 2 You know when I sit and when I rise; you perceive my thoughts from afar. 3 You discern my going out and my lying down; you are familiar with all my ways. 4 Before a word is on my tongue you know it completely, O LORD. 5 You hem me in--behind and before; you have laid your hand upon me. 6 Such knowledge is too wonderful for me, too lofty for me to attain. 7 Where can I go from your Spirit? Where can I flee from your presence? 8 If I go up to the heavens, you are there; if I make my bed in the depths, you are there. 9 If I rise on the wings of the dawn, if I settle on the far side of the sea, 10 even there your hand will guide me, your right hand will hold me fast. 11 If I say, "Surely the darkness will hide me and the light become night around me," 12 even the darkness will not be dark to you; the night will shine like the day, for darkness is as light to you. 13 For you created my inmost being; you knit me together in my mother's womb. 14 I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well. 15 My frame was not hidden from you when I was made in the secret place. When I was woven together in the depths of the earth, 16 your eyes saw my unformed body. All the days ordained for me were written in your book before one of them came to be. 17 How precious to me are your thoughts, O God! How vast is the sum of them! 18 Were I to count them, they would outnumber the grains of sand. When I awake, I am still with you. 19 If only you would slay the wicked, O God! Away from me, you bloodthirsty men! 20 They speak of you with evil intent; your adversaries misuse your name. 21 Do I not hate those who hate you, O LORD, and abhor those who rise up against you? 22 I have nothing but hatred for them; I count them my enemies. 23 Search me, O God, and know my heart; test me and know my anxious thoughts. 24 See if there is any offensive way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting.

So beautifully written by King David.

I serve an everlasting living God. He is alive and he showed me, amazed me in so many ways I cannot, not believe that he is here for me and with me. Each time I commute with him, he speaks, he guided me. He carried me in times of troubles and walks on my behalf. I really loves you so much God, Father, let this love always be like the touch of first love. Thank you Father. You are my everlasting father. 

Amen. 

Day 371

Day 371

Professional new hair straightening ionised tongs!

Lovely and pretty hair!

With temperature adjustments,

no spoilage to hair.

With just 60 degrees,

you can have silky hair! 

 So this is how I looked like without make-up

Lets us go back to 3 days ago!

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Friday evening, I meet up with my "Laolao"

my lovely laolao and the forever cannot see her eyes Babala

Went to Drink Culture and then butter factory

It was a wine night, I met Gillian mega power and she is super cute!

I dont have Gillain's picture thou.

and then back to today . . . .

was waiting for the crew and went to try a few dresses,

while I love this best!

Tried on this from Armani,

seriously,

I love it!

Whatapps-ed Holly . . .

and then Alex . . .

and then Kong . . .

Since when I've became so indecisive and seek for opinion . .

It is so unlike me.

Well lets see if the dress is still there when I get back on Thursday when I meet Melissa up in town . . .

I can wear that for Easter!

Too many things to accomplish tomorrow in the east area, cant head down to town

and I have Judo classes tomorrow evening.

^6^

Yeah! I am meeting Joyce and baby Jeremiah tomorrow~!

^6^

Bad Romance Asian Version

Jolin!

Day 370

Day 370, now I understand how Rachel vomitted blood. Because that happened to me this morning and I was shocked. Woke up after a hasty 2 hours sleep from Butter Factory and to work. What did I drank last night? 2 bottles of white wine and a ball of beer Sam insisted of buying me. Stupidly sent some weird messages to chou chou. Really really appreciated him so much for being strong. I am really glad about it. Someone just has to be strong, Thank God that when I was weak, he is strong. Grateful. and Amen. and Iam done drinking. Tired. . . . . Tired of feeling so emotional each time I drink. 神经病。。。。

Pray

Dear God, my lord and saviour, thank you for your mercy and grace which is new each day. I hear your calling for the marketplace ministry to preach your gospel in planting hope and love to the people you have kindly shown me to. Lord, anoit me with your pressence that in every appointment I made, let the presentation your have taught me touch heart of the people I share with. Holy spirit, I welcome you fully into my life, talk on my behalf and let my presentation be of hearts to feel and not just ears to listen. I love you holy spirit, fill me with your oil of anoiting as I preach your words though insurance, a responsibility motivated by love, a care motivated by love. Jesus, alone is love and who ever abides in love abides in you. Let me not live by my own feelings but by your will Lord. Your purpose for me is far more than I can imagine, Your will and wisdom is higher than circumstances. Let me be guided in your presence to be your hands and feets. To touch, to love and to care for your people. I commit all my activities in your mighty hands! Manifest the Christ likeness in me, Let it be Jesus who work through me and not myself. I surrendered my life to you, and I know that my future is safe in your hands. My family is safe in your hands, my future children and husband is safe in your hands. I dont want to be a worrier my Lord, I want to be a warrior in your kingdom. For your kingdom come, your will be done. Lord, you told me that trouble and trials will come, testings and temptations will come to test my faith. But Lord as long as you are with me, there is nothing I will fear for you will stumble my enemies and crown me victoriously. Father, you are the one who can turn the situations around and turn my stumbling blocks into stepping stones. I trust in your Father! For you reign in my life. Let me not live for me alone but for your eternal kingdom. Bless me with your favour as I outreach to your people in the marketplace, as King and Priest of the marketplace like King David. Not my will, but your will be done. In jesus name. Amen.

Family day

Family day in Church

hhaa ~~ fake looking Elmo 

Mommy and baby 

The children worship team!

 Family testimony sharing about how God changes their family lives

Pastor Jimmy Sng and baby for baby delication

Ps Jimmy is a miracle from God,

deaf and blind in the past,

 his faithfulness with God.

God will never shortchange our lives.

God is good! 

 Pastor Kong and Sun blessing prayers for the babies

Really love my church so much!

Thank you God for City Harvest church!

Thank you for bringing me into Your house of Love Jesus!

Amen.

Ezekiel and Everlyn you will grow up in church and experience God yourself one day,
for God loves the both of you more than mommy loves you.

Empress

Empresses

I used to keep a traditional diary. An amazing one and I still have them lying in my wardrodes. That was before electronic diaries came alive. My old diaries were super encoded type as they were all lingos no one understands. They contain all my deepest and darkest serious big deal secrets of my life. One of the things I wrote was as below. Name empresses.

Empress fanantic. Yeh, I am. Empress fanantic. Blubbering on of that american big foot. I am even better than creating vocabs that Miss Shingz and Boomz. Let me highlight all my lingos. I was at the 8 legged before the flying came. We were at Macdonalds on the centre pavements walking home after adidas.

We saw the pointed tail on the drain shitting away. I was laughing away at his adorable madness. He is the Salochin with the stone chairs as he was gnissik vibes.

I was sad each time hcae emit eh sms me. Gighton si gniog ot emoc tuo fo ti. Ynam semit I sdnatsrednu ti yrev llew. They are all in this language.

I flipped through my old diaries. And I went back to memory lane and remembers, recalled every single thing I wrote.

But an autistic child can read what I am writing.

Many 1 or 2 very close friends will understand what I am writing. Just maybe.

The rest of my old diaries are all encoded, therefore I'm never afraid to have them lying around. My bfs sees it, they sees it, anyway they dont understands what am I writing as well. Interesting right?

Try reading this:

Uohc, yllaer sevol uoy os ylizarc hcum, Ll'i reven evig uoypu, reven! Soc er'uoy reven elbagnahcxe. Neve llit eht yad ll'i hcaer ega 80 ll'i llits dloh siht tnevref eveileb. Ll'i taiw rof Dog ot gnirb uoy kcab ni elohw. Sevol ouy, nehw I dias erverof it yllaer snaem reverof.

Good night.

Enough

Enough of whatever past few days of inner shouts.

 I really would like to recommend this lady Sarah she is certainly the Michelle Phan Singapore.

I truly think that Sarah is really cool !

For weddings make-up artiste, Sarah is the one!

and

I need to get the canoeing stuffs along. . .  Need to strengthen my shoulders!

I just came out of the shower when I took this picture,

so Hair is still wet,

and face is still bare.

So purposely make the face black black heh ~~

Shine my spotlight away . . . and yayaya . . .

I am expecting some pleasant surprises from God this year

^^

God, you are really good!

Enghan says I have to go to the gym with mike,

But Seven says: Omg, gym . . . its too boring for me,

I need better activites than gym-ing!

More interesting activities, especially water sports!

I love water sports!

Desmond said DB is not for me.

So, no dragon boating.

Neh ~

Oh and Holly showed me b boys @ Sentosa,

Questions questions . . . .

why hans win you so much?

But how come I feel that you train harder than hans?

And how come you look so mini beside hans?

Since when hans became so mega?

hans so tall meh?

Enough

Back "milking"

Ciaoz . . .  go bang sai . .

P.S

P.S: I love you and I still do every single day as I count them on as my blessings.

In times,

I really wish that I can go dating like anyone would or could have.

Father thank you for today.

You replied to me.

Again, you told me to choose love.

Choose what is in my own heart.

A love that you promised that I will never regret following it.



Because the real essence of love is happiness and courage.
Not regrets nor it is sorrows.

The Devil's Advocate - I DON'T LOSE

commercial project - AIA insurance

AIA Insurance Commercial - Banned from TV!

Day 369

Day 369

Morning prayers.

My daily

Lord, I ask you to be incharge of my future. I dont want to dream dreams if you are not in them. I dont want to make plans that you will not bless. I dont want to work hard trying to harvest something that will never bear fruit because I didnt receive the seed from you. Help me not to waste valuable time getting off the path and having to come back to the same place again. I dont want to get to the end of my life and regret the time I spent not with you.

My mission work

Lord father, please bless us and our Colombo team. There are earthquakes of multitude but we are there to work on your behalf lord. To let you use us as we reach out to the helpless and needy. Father, guide Kelvin as he leads our team for the disasters relieve. Bless our flight as me and my team fly off in weeks to come. I pray that your anoiting is upon us like flowing oil from our head to toe. Let the blood of Jesus to be upon each and every single of us. Our medical team, our doctors and humantarian workers. Thank you lord for giving me that opportunity to use me as I reach out to the disasters affected people in Colombo.

My heart

Lord I pray for the person you have put in my heart, the person who leds me to you find you through brokenness. I pray that he will clearly hear the call you have on his life. Help him realise who is in and give him the certainty he was created for a higher purpose. Enable him to walk worthy of his calling and remind him of what you've called him to be. Strike down discouragement so that it will not defeat him. Life his eyes above the circumstances of the world so he can see the purpose for you created him for. Give him patience to wait for your perfect timing. I pray that the desires of his heart will not be in conflict with the desires of yours. May he seek you for direction and hears you when you speak to his soul.

The newborns

Father babies are kings of your kingdom. Bless each and everyone of them, the newborns and the unborns. Lets your love and protection be upon them, the mummies and daddies I am praying for. I pray for Joyce and baby Jeremiah that baby Jeremiah will grow up strong in your pressence and love that will make him brave and wise. I pray for Cindy and baby Ayden that lord you will be immerse joy to their family with your love and family harmony. I pray will baby Celab and mummy Theresa that lord, you look over Celab and watch him grow fearing you father. I pray for Elaine and baby Jensen that lord you protect their household, and shower them with your abundance. I pray for Adelynn and baby Riise that father you make the boy well in health and strong in bone, create an atmosphere for peace and agreement in their household. I pray for my dearest friend Huixian that lord you grow with the baby boy as he forms and grow even as a foteus. Protect mummy huixian as she is called to be the angel over the baby you've given to them. Lord Protect and guard over Shiqi, let her enjoy the life of love conceived in her. May you watch over all the mummies and daddies I've asked in the name of Jesus.

In Jesus's name

Amen.

梁靜茹-愛很簡單

其实我也没有不勇敢，

只是我寻找的那种爱，

不是每个人有那种坚持去信守。

有时候，

不是因为你没有勇气而不存在，

那种爱一直都在，

可是应为放弃，

应为它太艰难了，

而我们往往选择把它当着它从来都不存在。

他至尊的引导以承诺，

最终，

还是然我选择了，

相信了，

在乌云后，

我会看见他的荣耀，

他给我承诺的彩虹，

乌云后的云彩。

真正的爱是原谅，是体谅，是包容，是心乐

心灵的那份平静和安详，

是无人可以给的。

我信了

我也哭了

我领受了

我感动了

我了解了

我原谅了

没有人会比他更爱我

我大能的主啊

没有人比他更了解我

他了解我的程度比我还要了解自己

这一生我属于你

跟着你的致意走

感谢你

你教会我

爱就是原谅

因你原谅了我还继续爱我那么那么的多

上帝谢谢你

我这一生都要把你排在第一位

应为如果没有你

我可能已经不存在了

如果没有你

我不可能还会活着

有你的活着真好!

要不是你的爱感动了我

我不可能会有勇敢

每天都在为你祷告

祷告着

有一天我主的爱也会感动你

我爱的臭

生命没我没关系

我又不是快乐

生命有主才会有真正的喜乐

主，

我希望我臭能感受你的爱，

感受只有你能给的快乐，

只希望你能给他遇见你，

应为我知道，

主，

你比我跟爱他

God

Dear God,

Please guide me into fulfilling all I have to do and complete before I fly off this month end. To a place you will use my hands to help the needy, a place that needs our care and love. A place I can have the ability to adopt my kids. A place God you put me there to show them, there is love.

Father you kingdom come and your will be done, on earth as it is in heaven. Give me my daily bread and led me away from temptation. Forgive me as I forgive those who sin against me.

Help me to fulfill all my needs this month. Lord everything is from you. I commit all my activities in April into your mighty hands. Let it work for your glory. I am believing for another month of 5 figure income Lord. Let it be of your glory.

Amen.

Promised Land

 3D opening

 This is my home church and it is so amazing!

It changed my life.

 Our very own talent,

strikeforce

 Sand drawings by our church member,

a place God's pressence touched the earth,

a place that opens the gates of heaven.

 School of Theology Mission team with Pastor Bob!

 Hello, welcome to City harvest church.

Babyschwimmen

Hope that I wont drown my babies next time by doing this!

Haha . . .

Good night people!

原谅我

Leehom Wang

原来我对他的爱，

一直都不够多。

因为真正的爱, 不会有恐惧和害怕。
我一直都不够爱他，
因为跟我在一起，
他会害怕。

他会怀疑自己。
以前，对他的爱是自私的，
应为害怕离开而做出让他难过，让他心疼我。

我做错了，
我不够爱他。

因为自私，
我们都做错了。

现在对他的爱，
才是我真正付出的无私。

真正没有要求回报的爱。
一份真正为他付出的祝福。
一份他不会看见，或听见的祈祷。
要他快乐，要他真正的不要再害怕。

耶和华我主，
你听见了我每天为他的祈祷吗?
我每天为他祈祷的那份真正的爱，没有私心的爱，
只单纯的要他快乐，平安。

主我感谢，感激，
你听见了，
应为你赐给我一颗满足和平安的心。

我信靠你，
因为你是我良善的主，
我能依赖的主，
你赐给我你的安详，
和一颗向这你的心。

你的大能，你的恩典，你的怜悯，
  足够我走过破碎，
在破碎中找到了能力，
依赖着你给我的爱，
依靠着你为我流血的宝血，
我重获新生，走向你为我准备的祝福。

感谢你我的爱主
阿门

格林多前书十三章四节
你教会了我
爱是坚忍的，仁慈，不自私，不轻易动怒，不骄傲，不记得别人的过错，不喜欢不义，只喜爱真理。
爱能包容一切，对一切有信心，对一切有盼望，能忍受一切。

爱是永恒的。
阿门。

1 Corinthians 13:4 was the verse God gave me when I asked him how to continue the walk of my life.

God said:

Love is patient and kind, never jealous or envious, never boastful or proud,
never haughty or selfish.
Love does not demand its own way, It is not irritable or touchy.
It does not hold grudges,
It is never glad about injustice , but rejoice whenever the truth wins out.
If you love someone you will be loyal to him no matter what the cost is.
You will believe in him, always expect the best of him, and always stand your ground in defending him.

Now you will see all things hazy and blurred, but then I will see everything clearly, just clearly as how God looks into my heart right now.

Remember these three things remains- Faith, hope and love and the greatest of these is love.

Who ever abides in love abides in me.
.Amen.

I live my life serving only you Jesus,
for only you knows what is best for me.
I will bear the cross and follow you,
and bearing the cross means I am willing to be broken by you.

The time will come and the season will come when I see the full goodness you've prepared specially for me.
I thank you in advance, I praise you.

I truly knows that,
God, you will never short change me in my life I surrendered to you.

Leehom Wang

Arvin, I want to hear you sing Luo Ye Gui Gen.

Jolin Tsai

I dont want a boyfriend !!!

I just want a real man, Real Man. .  Real Man!

Jolin

Anybody want to watch Jolin ?

My options are only for a few. . .

You know who you are !

Teth : Open for my buddies nia ~ ~

Thank you

Thank you Jesus, I looked into my readership stats today, didnt do I know that I have a close to 3000 readership. This is a private space of mine, not many people know about it. I dont publicize my bloglink, I dont see a need to. Those who reads it, will read it. It is funny, because I do not have a good command in English, in grammer or sentence restructuring. Overall, my English just sucks and I am cool with it. As long as you understands what I mean, receive my message, I've successfully tossed my objectives over to your ends.