The past week

Haven been updating since weeks, projects are killing me off and am rushing projects after projects like mad dog. Work load got even heavier when one of the group mate play us off.

How i will hope that i can give her a penalty red card and out she goes. As how she convey the message, she had got no intention and wont even bother if she pass or fail any modules. She just cant seems to bother. Her mind was set to forsake school and swirl in the agony world of hers, blaming onto thing that she cannot be undone. We have done what we can to talk her around. And Hello! pls everyone has got their own sets of problem, do what an adult should do and stop behaving like some teens.

As what i'hv learn dont expect what others can. Expect what you can.

The amount of work to complete. I had been slogging hard since last Sunday. It was freaking hell stress when we afraid that our project cant be handed in on time which's dateline was Friday 21/9. By hook or by crude we still got it handed in on the dot.

That moment~ a sigh of relieve. I was freaking happy we did managed to hand in what we can squeeze out of the few days. I was still in the mode of my DC project even after the submission. My mind cant function, I was so hell tired, but i couldnt sleep. I cant imagine we really did it. *Well done my dear punch chest brothers and sisters*

We were stuck together for the past 4 days,
seeing you me and still you for 12 hours or more a day.
We did not replenish our sleep.
We simply have got no time to.

My apologies if i did raise my voice,
or be unreasonable during our meeting.
At that point of time i was just too anxious to get work done.

Thank you: WeiPing, April and Gavin
I really appreciate the help of you guys.

Stacy and Jason: We did it!
*Punch chest*
Great to have ku ku friends like you pple.

My Du bee: *Hugs* Thanks for all those nights.
Sleeping late.
Cooking noodles for me 3am in the morning.
Editing of our project till wee morning.

I must be really bless to have so many angels in my life.

**By the way people I am a qualified driver now**

I'hv Learned

Dont expect what others can.
Expect on what you can.

Dont rely on what u think others can,
See upon what u achieve.

Dont blame others for what they dont see,
Just a pity,
They just dont love themselves enough.

Dont vex over things u cant get,
There may be better ones on the other end.

Dont make urself unhappy,
Its doesnt solve any problem

You wont want to reach the peak within a short period.
Cause, you know it will be a deadly if u happens to fall.

People fell and stood up ample times,
They learned,
They gain.
They experienced,
They know what to do,
how to protect themselves from getting hurt.
To fold and climb up as quickly as possible.

Its not how quickly you'hv got yourself up there.
Its the matter of how long can you stay.

The times

Those are the times i feel,

there are no mutual understanding,

There is nothing i'll need to say to some sordid terms and word used.

Based on some expects,

the viewing point of a situation and always one sided.

Never on behalf of my view.

I touched my heart,

truly from what i felt,

is being blamed on someone whom i am not.

Oblique remarks of what i am not.

It doesnt hurt,

Its just disappointment.

In him,

I am such a person.

The word cant be bothered about.

I am not to authenticate or justify.

I touched my heart and asked?

Am I taken for granted that I'll be always there.

Optimising

Probably am stepping into a new phase,
giving myself a certain stress level to optimize my work quality.
Do not doubt how capable can i work when i am challenged,
especially when i am put beside a class A opponent.
My confident and ego DO NOT allows me to fail or
lead the last.

You never know how well can you work,
how much can u really do,
until you are being thrown to the harsh situation.

Things i never gave up on,
Myself,
My violin.
No matter what others says,
or how drench am i.
Its determination.

I picked that up by my own choice.
I will never give up,
Its my own choice.

May it be useless to others.
To me its more than passion.
Its what i want to train on.
DETERMINATION.

A simple thing.
Violin.

If i cant press it on.
I shouldnt even use that word.

Especially things where u really need patience.
Drive. Trust. believe.

Pls: Tell me what i knew you guys had in your mind.
The person you guys longing for.
Work not for the weaklings.
Yes I am back on Track.
Just like the one u people met years ago.
That's so me.
She is finally back.
Someone had just ignited her drive.
Just like that Jenny who bombed her dumbed during the presentation at NUH
She got her distinction after that mean bombard of questions during presentation.
She thanked Jenny.
From then on.
Jenny recreate a new Seven
Someone who do not fear to be bombed anymore.
She is all out to impress for the coming months
not with appearance but results and figures
That fucking Egoistic joker.
Seven

HELP NEEDED!!!

I m so dead!
XX Important XX

Kind hearted friends,
For those who miraculously passed Management Accounting,
Hardworking dearies,

Send me a copy of your MR assignment 7
I have got suckling pig hell Management Accounting Test on Tue before MR

I am dead tired.
Going to do my MA revision now.

Thanks

Quality time spent

We had a sumptuous meal at charcoal grilled located

at centrepoint new extention basement.

Its the first time i'hv tasted such juicy sweet tomato.

Instead of getting the food grilled by ourselves,

(The restuarant is actually a japanese chacoal grilled,

kind of similar to seoul garden but it isnt some buffet styled)

We had the chef to do it on our behalf,

Darling and i shared the same sentiments.

We dont want to walk out of the restuarant and stinks of the BBQ.

Food was great and its highly recommended.

Its at Centrepoint B1

We ordered a set for 2 which includes,

about 8 sticks of yakitori,

appetizers,

rice,

tempura

and strawberry yogurt as desserts

beers (additional order)

which adds up to apx 75 bucks,

Its worth a try.

Drooling rating: The tomato with a dip of mayo wasabi tasted heavenly!

Du Bee's mum's favourite Tempura
My Du bee indulging in his juice spattering tomato.

Balacava

Was at Balacava last night.
Rosalind 31st Birthday.
By initial plans,
I shouldnt be there last night.
Once again intoxicated with alcohol and smoking more than usual.

Opportunity Cost

Market Research test is on the coming saturday.
I was mugging at starbucks beneath darling's workplace.
Managed to cover 4 topics in additional to the previous 2 which i went through
the night before.
Currently 6 topics down ,
6 more to go.

Hopefully everything can be covered adequately by dawn tomorrow.

Coming weekends will be a scheduled packed on for me.
Tons of work to be unloaded one at a time.

Being extra assiduous for the coming week is essential.

.Saturday.

Work Schedule weekends
10 am - Market Research Test
1.30pm - Management Meeting
3 pm - Fieldwork and project meeting

I will be only able to research and bunk in efforts in my buyer's behaviour
after my project meeting which probably finishes at 5pm.

Management Accounting revision till wee hours on saturday.

.Sunday.

12pm give piano lessons
4.30 lunar seven month dinner

Hopefully everything would be able to wrap up before 8.30 to 9pm
Management Accounts Chapters 1 - 6

Once again revision till wee hours on Sunday.

Hell god,
When would I be able to have to good night sleep.

No more beauty sleep these day.
No time to waste.

Buck up Seven!

Daily life

Best Swimmer,
Elly the Elephant

New paint up at Sim

He and his self made goggles
With an enormous mouth,

PINC the retail store for my
Distribution Channel project

Darling and his glow in the light drink
Looks like Gin Tonic under UV ray

Dan Brown beside Regent hotel

This place is really cool,
Nice chill out
Located near Regent Hotel,
45 degrees to Hard Rock Cafe
Behind The former Devils Bar

Hongala Baby trying to take a sniff
at the axe oil from the in between of Teddy

Insane busy schedule

Insane

I had got million and one things to sum up.
Life is insane.
Life was super hectic for my for the past weeks,
Whatever revolves around are my
assignments,
projects,
tutorial,
appointments,
tons of unfinished stuffs.

Common test is just at the right turn corner
which happens to be like coming Saturday.
Holy Shit!
Still 10 more chapters to go.

How i wish i have got 48 hours a day.
Sleepless nights
assignments and project till wee hours.
Housework to be done.
I barely have got 6 hours of sleep a day.

Look at my schedule.
Proposal submission last week
i printed out the hard copies till 4am in the morning.
thou that i am glad am blessed with great group mates.

Case study submission tomorrow which is thurs.
I just got it printed out.
Market Research test coming Saturday,
Management meeting at Century Sq at 1.30pm
Management Accounting Test on Coming Tues
Driving lesson on Wed.
TP on the following week.

Everyone is bloody stressed up.
Thanks April.
You are a great team coordinator.

Ian

My love tong had been stressing up lately as well,
Stressed to meet targets,
fixing appointment,
disappointment from friends who claimed they are brothers.
He is equally bottled up.
No worries,
I'll help you with all i can.

Lastly thanks my du bee,
I know you dote me just like i do.


Mum
Dad

Thanks Mum, for supporting me financially when i m damn broke.
Paying my violin fees,
My driving fees,
School fees,
Allowances,

Thanks for all that.

Dad for getting a savings plan which made me richer.
I wont let both of you down i promised.
I will work for it,
Save up for my own premium
I believe hard work gets pay off.

Horoscope for today

The Bottom Line
Confidence is your most important tool, so start patting yourself on the back!

In Detail
Your confidence is a very important tool in life, and today it's vital for you to fully appreciate the value you bring to the world. Cherish who you are, because there is no one else on earth who has your unique blend of sophistication, intelligence and compassion! If you don't start patting yourself on the back more, you could become easy prey for people who like to manipulate others or con others into doing the work that they should be doing.

Reminiscing

That song,
indeed reminiscing.
That video clip he sent,
playing on his guitar
Singing at the same time,
perfectly cool
heart warming as well
a song he played,
to cheer me up during those dark points in my life.

He is the angel who appear,
during the darkest period.
Who cheered me up,
and make me feel loved.
Well loved by my dear friends.

Seeing him play on the guitar,
do make me reminisce.
Of the good old poly days i used to live

Carefree.
Troubled free.
Jovial.

Terence's Birthday

Part of the liquor at Terence's BirthdayLook at the enormous brandy glass for the Birthday man

That's the birthday man with his enormous Brandy Glass

Toast to everyone on that enormous glass
Looks scary but the mixed drink does taste good
But the after effect is rather horrifying as well.

I will be...

I will try my best to be.
Help you along the way.
Be the even more understanding.
We are both busy,
Let work hard together ya.
Build towards a better future for the good of us.

He/She

I happened to see her in our lecture theathe. She is attractive and adorable. Her metrosexual dressing gave her away. Probably my prediction shall be wrong. Probably she is not a homosexual its just a causal way of dressing. She is the type of person who attracts both the male and female to her. She resembles the above adorable lady Ms Ling. She was backpacking a hockey stick. In a Tshirt and Berms and fashion sneakers fm nike or adidas. Short boyish styled hair black hair looks real neat and tidy for her. The only thing i can say, she got style. The moment i saw her i cant stop turning back to look. She is simply too adorable! I grabbed Rena, when she walked past. Too bad she didnt earn a chance to peep at the right view of hers. Next time round during MR class ;-) I will be her soon to be friend.

Choices

At times i was wondering do i have a choice to make. Many told me of course my dear, better choices out there, those who revolves around you make good choices. I do not know with that much of doubt and bad experiences i had in the past, how far can i continued walking in my current love life.

.Things i did to balance my emotional fears. Too hard even for the closest to understand. These are the things i do not hold threat to me in the past. I am having it all together now. Those things i observed, see and feel, the feeling of people deluding me even the people i used to respect and trust.

He asked me to confront with someone trustworthy, i dont see the point. Once beaten twice shy, i m not going to do that anymore. Re assuring, i do not know whether that helps, but the numbing feeling had risen. One day, nothing is gotta suppress it anymore. I hope that this day dont come, as that will be the ugliest side of me. The cruel and cold me resurfaced when everything starts to fade.

Without exciting point to ignite in a relationship. No surprises only shocks and disagreements.

A "too" feeling person may be good and bad. Everything rely on feelings. I wont drag or waste other's time when my feeling for that person fades off. Just like what happened in the past. The word love should be actionable not only consist of just words.

Someone told me, i am too independent, self sufficient . Maybe its true. This is the kind of feelings i gave others.

Miss him so much!

First night without you around.

I miss your voice,

you hug hug,

You kiss kiss,

You telling me,

Dear ah dont hor.

You telling me to eat more,

*pout lips*

Pls be back soon my love.

Day 2

Its the 2nd day.

Miss my darling so much!

Da Gui, Xiao Gui miss you alot as well!

Waiting for you to be back!

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I m into online auction shopping these days

Above is the new top i'hv got.

Its rather reasonable for the price.

Do take a look at the links

http://sg.auctions.yahoo.com/sg/user/insynclothes

and this

http://sg.auctions.yahoo.com/sg/user/aishiteru_kyo1986

They have got gorgeous and reasonable priced clothes

1st Day

It was a tiring day,
Arghh... lessons lessons lessons.
I cant take it anymore,
i was too tired then.
So i decided to pamper myself so i went shopping at holland V
with Rena and Ping.
got a beautiful top for myself.
Hahaaa.. Excuses i know!
Well i did a lot of things
Other than eating my favourite wasabi seaweed!

I am glad i am done with my laundry and ironing finally!

Holy shit! Opportunity cost:

Do Laundry and Dont Watch TV

Done with ma case study!

At least i would be able to strike off 2 items off my checklist.

BALI ? BINTAN?

The lovely place he went to called Bintan.
Anyone knows about the Bintan or Bali Curse?

How true is it?

I do not know it.

Heard that usually couples broke off after one or both

goes to either place.

Hope that wont happen to me ...

Sounded so serious.

Well actually i dont care a damn.

Bintan or Bali.

Thats not the factor.

Problem lies with people not place.

May it be Bali or Bintan

My bee will be still my bum bum bee bee.

Right?

Pls: I really do miss you alot, well to many things to clear. should clear them while u are away ya. At least i can spare my whole weekends for you!

Hope you are sleeping well over there.

Muacks Nitey whole day

Miss u! Dont even get a chance to hear ur voice.

Count down 1 2 3

1 down.

Belated Birthday Gift

Thanks for that :)

That was from Kai and Ric

Birthday ll

We have got a number of leo babies
Myself
Jason
Angelia
Jerline
Gary
Hazel
Kelly
Joze

Happy Birthday Jason!

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Happy Gui Gui Family

The store i purchased my 4th baby gui