She remembers what he told her.
Regarding the photo drawing sessions and she was filled with joy and excitement simply because that will be her first pic of him and herself.
She cant help but to smile when she pictures the scene knowing that her Hubhub dont like to take pictures unless neccessary.
She was missing him so badly in amid of her revision and she logged online to have a peek at him.
She went through his profile,
looked through the photos and ease her missings.
While looking through his profile, she saw a comment by his friend.
She saw him in the profile pic and opened the profile of the other party.
She saw solo pictures of him and the other party.
Her heart skipped a beat and eventually sank.
Something she longed for,
for the past months.
Something he is unwilling to do as what he said on our first date.
" He just dont like to take pictures"
is in fact seen on someother's page.
The sweet cheerful smile of his.
She took a deep breathe,
and when she thinks about the photo drawing session she is so looking forward to.
She isnt happy anymore.
Jealousy got into her.
Jealousy got into her.
while taking couple photo might seems most trival matter in almost all relationships
It maybe a slightest thing in a relationship.
But towards me, it is the greatest joy,
simply i thought that signify my existance in his and my life.
The claim of him day 1 we met of " no photograph taken " word resurfaced.
She feels that probably,
he just dont like to have a join picture of just the 2 of them.
The vague objective ran through her mind rounds and rounds of it.
She just couldnt figure out why?
She came out with Oct 29,
Jealousy overwhelmed her and she started typing,
negative feeling hounds.
She cant be blamed for being such a pessimistic.
She is wounded in the past and those deep cut just got clotted.
A slight touch might initial the bleed
She is always a handicap in love,
in fact she is really afraid to love,
Un-noticing she rides on the past once again.
Whenever such doubts arise,
its like salt to her wound.
In their case, i believe the 3rdparty who kills their dream was jealousy.
Well,
now she understands.
maybe or maybe not he feels that a join picture of the 2 of them will post harm to him.
In his heart,
probably he just feels that i will do harm to him.
She found out, her incapability to love.
She is not perfect and can never be.
She kills her relationship out of jealousy, probably which caused the change like heated white sugar.
Believe or not.
As much as i do,
you will be the last man in my life whether will we be able to savage or not.
Maybe he will forget about how she looks like one day.
Her sweet thoughts,
Her unreasonably jealousy
Her silly gestures
While on her side,
she hope that memories of him stays,
simply she has got nothing to reminisce on other than some paper cuttings, little pressie
Her tormenting heartache is definitely unbearable, maybe there will not be a 4th moniversary anymore, she wont have a chance to wake up by his side, cuddle in his arms or listen to his beetle bug story anymore.
She will courier the tickets to his letterbox,
leave it to fate
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