The dubious sank

All of a sudden,
everything link up.
The face which resembles
She finally realise something.
The flashbacks, word said . . .

Back dated all the way from day 1,

The questions asked and answered,
The only thing she can comment,
Its untrue.

Its not flattering at all,

Indeed how silly can she be to respect some untrue comments by him.

* Slap herself *
she just dont feel good about it,
when she was being kept in the wardrobe,
while some otherwise.
She shouldnt even be looking forward for the photo drawing session.
She retracts all the excitement of the photo of You and Me.

Erases the joy of the previous entry

Frankly, there is nothing unique about it anymore.
That just gives the feeling of being inferior and she is definitely not,
and she should not be.
seriously
that isnt anything good.
This only makes her feel pathetic,

which she dont think she should be.

Those hypothetical questions you posted to me,

far fetch months ago till recently.

they shouldnt be ask without an objective i came to visualise.

She used to be in that predicament and how nicely she scenario and stage her lies where lies turned into truths.

That's nothing remarkable,

its just pure silliness 5 years ago

simply because she rides on the trust of the other party,

and it is definitely not worth the while.
She hates this negative feeling which hounds.
She is green and feels unjustifiable.

Seriously she is begining to doubt and is strangled with disappointment of untrue sayings.

Maybe in this era,

it is a wrong to love someone wholeheartedly,

T loved me wholeheartedly,

he got backfired.

I loved Y wholeheartedly,

I got backfired.

and i do not want to get backfired again.

Spare me and i promise that the hind side of my spilt evil twin is certainly not adorable.