The reason behind

The reason behind my sprained back.

I've received more than a dozen of calls from friends who are concern about me.

Dont worry I didnt attempt any suicide or whatsoever.

Sorry for not picking up calls or returning messages.

I am fine.

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The sprain is:

I was sleeping and was awaken by a crazy self inflicting nightmare which I often have recently.

I suicided, in my dreams.

I fell of my bed.

Thats all.

I dont want to face anybody right now, I know you guys are really worried about me.

But please give me some time to setter my feelings.

I am encountering an extreme anger and extreme saddness mood swing.

I am trying to curb this before I suffer from bipolar.

I know bipolar has got no cure for it.

I will seek professional help if I need to.

Dont get worry

Just leave me alone for the time being

And please dont ask me why.