Saturday, March 6, 2010

Day 61 - 64

Day 61
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1st day of SOT. started off with my first day and I met great and wonderful people like Evelyn, Serene and Ashley. We started our day early with praise and worship, making the holy spirits fill our heart to its brim. Some got touch and started tearing, some received the joy and started laughing madly during the 1st day of SOT. It sounds really weird, but what I can conclude, you will never understand how I feel when you dont experience it yourself. God is good and God is Great. I never forget to pray for my love hubhub and told God that he is a good man, so please lookafter him, please take care of him as I commit the one I love with all my heart into God's hand.
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Headed off back to office to fulfill my evening appointment at Toa Payoh. I was so drained, never woke up as early as 6am in the morning for the longest period of time. I was so shagged but thank god, my appointment is a fruitful one.
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Prayer: Back home at 11pm, drained and tired, pray to god, God please be there for my hubhub during his difficult times, talk to him through his heart and help in get to the right way of path. Bless him financially and teach him through experiences and challenges he is going to face. I love this man, everyday and each day.
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Day 62
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I had a fresh wonderful morning walking along the riverside at 8am as I had my quiet time with God this morning before I head down for my SOT. The river is calm and peaceful, I look at the early morning reflections through the water and I told God, Thank you for bringing me and lifting me up.
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As usual, after SOT, I headed back to office for callings and followups. My day is fulfilling and I am learning to pick up a routine God wants me to do in work.
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Prayers: Lord heavenly father, please shower your grace onto my hubhub. Protect him with angels of greatness, and bind away the devil of selfishness, bind away the devil of greed in him. I love my hubhub and he will never leave my heart.
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Day 63
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Slowly I am getting use of waking up early in the morning. I feel so blessed everyday. Waking up early in the morning, FEELING JOYFUL is blessing from my heavenly father.
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Headed back to Toa Payoh like I do everyday. I meet up with XL for dinner, she was giving tuition nearby. Its nice and see her again. She is a nice lady and no doubt we click on well. ^^ Went off to Eng Han's place later at night along East Coast. Its so happy to see the guys. Stanley, Gene, I am going to miss you guys! Thanks so much for everything, those little gifts, those encouragements. I really do appreciate it.
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Prayers: I've never love this man, my hubhub any lesser although he is not by my side. In return, I pray to God, ask from god to bless this man who is never evil from the bottom of his heart. He is just being tinted by the society. God with bless him with good health and the joy in his heart each day. I love him, my hubhub.
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Day 64
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We had a deliverance today. A special preach which flashes image through my mind. A boy who was not loved by his father since young. He longed for a hug when he was young. I cried when I saw the image. I speak in spirits and prayed. Its okay to receive skeptical remarks from non-believers. It is human, you wouldnt believe it until you feel for yourself. I used to be a stubborn non-believer. My walk with Christ starts when I was touched personally. I encountered it. Thats is why I believe. Dont be rude lor, I got ask my God to protect you and help you de ok. To all my dear friends, I not only pray for my hubhub everyday, I got pray for you all de lor. Even if you guys dont know my god, I also ask my god to help you de ok.
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Stalker
Something happened today, I told a friend of mine that I wasnt free today as I have my Business Breakthrough Group (BBG) meeting located at Riverwalk. After my BBG I rushed off for my appointment as I suppose to bring a fund switch form to my client's place. Then I received a call, this call from a friend kk. He asked where am I, I told him that I've just finished my BBG and is heading off. He asked if I could meet him up for awhile. I apologised as I said I am rushing off appointment at 10.30pm. After that he said me, he saw me. I went blur . . . . . . . he said he is at riverwalk and wanted to meet me. He saw me in my auditorium in BBG meeting. BTW he is not from my church. Seriously what is he doing at Riverwalk and Looking at me through my auditorium window. OMG, I was freaked out when I heard this. I just went . . . . . dah. . . . Why would someone do this? Moreover some management director of HP. Seriously. . . ? I really cant comprehend this. I really feels like I am being stalk. He will sms me and tell me how beautiful I am. My hair really stands. Praise the lord, he do not know where I stay !
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I love you not for you to repay, not for you to return any favours nor I expect you to love me like how you used to claim; If I do, that is not love anyway . . . Love is to continue loving through time and I realised I've never stop loving because every moment " I keep you close to my heart " and You haven't leave a single bit.
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TBC . . . .

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