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Another start of a week. I woke up feeling fresh and happy early in the morning. Its time to stroll down the riverbank again. Had a whole day of course. Each and everyday, I am being taught to live life with faith and greatness. Rather to say that I am getting spiritual in bible school Theology, but in fact I enrolled into this school to search for a greater meaning in life. The good ways in life hopefully to deliver out the obstructions I have in me. The pain, hurt and bitterness which is buried but never heal. I am there in bible school to release myself. Learn forgiveness, protect my heart and to seek faith in daily life. You might ask me why do I enrol myself into such school? Am I getting too spiritual or holy? The truth is, I've encountered the touch of Holy spirit. Amazingly unbelievable. I told The father, son and holy spirit that I wouldnt believe it until It touches me. And he did. Being touch by the holy spirit comes in many reactions.
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- You fall backwards and stay unconscious
- You laugh non-stop - they call this the holy laughter
- You cry non-stop
- You cant stop trembling
- You vomit
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Prayers: I pray to god to operate the heart of my hubhub, Skew him towards the good. I do not need him to be by my side. I just want to shower goodness of blesses onto him. I have used up all my love in him which I am left with no love for others anymore. God all I ask for is, please protect my hubhub. I love him.
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Day 69
Our holy temple - the physical body
I have been keeping my body scarce since the last time my hubhub and I got close. Whenever you decide to keep your body at a clean shape, you realise temptation will rise. Its normal body reaction where you will get horny at times. To cast away such temptation, firstly no alcohol and secondly is to make yourself away from scandalous people. Those people who will try every possible opportunity to have a chance to get close to you. There are alot of such people around. To them sex is just a release of their sexual pleasure. I do not want to be like that.
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Our body is so precious. I have learn to protect it well, keep it for the only one I love and no one else. Our body should not be treated casually. That is what makes the difference. If you love your body enough, how can you let any Tom dick and harry have a share of it ? I have did this silly mistake years back and such mistake will never repeat.
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I really have to take my hat off some friends I have. They are really do this so well. My favourite boy is one of them. In which that is what I love about him, self control and the will to inforce it in a right way. He always give of a sense of Aurora, for so many years. I didnt dote him in vain. Just that recently he is pretty upset for the comments people leave in him about his looks. lolx. Edison chen downgraded. * pat av's back * its ok. Jiejie still love you, hope you enjoyed the dinner ^^.
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Prayers: Grace
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