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I would like to blog the current feelings down and the things God has in my life.
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Its Friday today, I skipped my biblical lessons in the morning. I was resented with bitterness and fear early in the morning. I woke up angry and fearful of what is going to happen today. My whole heart is occupied with bitterness of my past with my love, I rage out the past miserable pain I went through. I stood up for a while with a voice in me saying. Just drop out of SOT. You are not in a good condition for bible school. Bible school students should not resent in bitterness. You are a liar a person with no truthfulness when you talk to Ps ming yesterday. You are a liar.
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I kept quiet and touched my heart. The holy spirit speaked, pray to God, pray to God . . . . . You are undergoing a spiritual attack. Immediately I speak out in tongues and eventually said ' blind you away, you evil spirit of bitterness ' in the name of Jesus. I walked towards my player and turn on the praises and worship.
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I started singing praises for God. I reached out for my bible and carried it close to my heart. I cried out to God. God please give me faith, give me faith, teach me what to do. Inteprete my situation and give me an answer, give me a direction. With my eyes closed, I opened up the bible. God spoke to me.
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Job 34:30
Whether it is against a nation or a man alone?
That the actor hypocrite should not reign,
Lest the people to be ensnared.
34: 32
For I have borne chastening,
I will offend no more.
Teach me what I do not see;
If I have done iniquity; I will do not more.
You must choose it now and not I.
Therefore speak it out now of what you know.
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I speak out the verse immediately, repenting and ask for forgiveness. I asked for the blood of Jesus to clean me off the evil thoughts I have this 2 days. Those lustful thoughts in me. Release them off me. I told God to teach me, guide me off those I do not see. My God is a great lord, Kings of Kings, Lord of Lord. He loves me, He loves me and I know. He is always so close to me.
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I went back normal, back to the person of forgiveness, blameless, and love. I prayed to God and give thanks for the Reama. It is this qualia God has with me everytime, everymoment. If you will to ask me why in Christ after other believes. This is why, because mighty God teaches you through many ways, tell you how and gives you directions. There is no other God in the world, who you can love and he loves you back. He listens to you, speak to you in trinity ; God, Holy Spirits, Son. Teaching you and planting all the good seeds in your heart. Body, soul and mind.
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Prayers: Thank god for the guidance back to the pure heart and away from evil resentful blaming. God please shine light onto my love, he knows nuts about you. To him you are just a religion cult. A crazy cult who make people gives money to build this and that. Because I know God, we are not a religion, we are children of yours, children you love and children you want to build relationship with. Children you want to see us prosper in abundance, so you can use our hands to bless others. God wants to see all his children rich, in wealth and in heart. God cannot make use of a beggar to bless others when the beggar himself is so needy. Through God words, he will bring abundance to us so he can use the wealth he gives us to do great deeds, reach out to others and needy. God cannot use our hands to bless the poor when we are poor ourself.
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Touch him your way and bring him on the path to prosper. Prospering in wealth, health and career. God have your way with him. ^^ I love him, please manifest the goodness in his heart, he is never a bad person to start with. Give him the power for self-control over the naughty *chou chou* wiggling in him.
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