Sometimes I wondered, how does lonesome feels like? Especially the day when one gets successful. But when they looked down and found out that they have killed all those people whom they thought one day they can share their joy with had died in their own hands?
A very close friend/mentor said: Seven, you need to continue loving because when you are willing to give, this is where you hold firm and strong like a rock. There are people out there who is out to kill and build on whatever it takes from the body of others.
Take another approach and reflect it in areas of your life. Are you sacrificing others for your own success? You are actually sacrificing yourself. Lies have deceived you. If you feel that life really sucks and life have not been treating you well, it is time to reflect on how have you been treating life? Have you been hardworking enough or have you been taking the easier route out in life to by-pass the the difficulties you truly suppose to face leading by your heart?
Many will view me as a person of giving and what do I get in return? Heartaches and lies from one I Love? But seriously I really do not view it that way. There is a season for everything, a season of giving and a season of harvesting what you gave. I harvest what I sow and give. I harvest a love that minority of the people will never experience. A love given by a man, a true heart of someone I have been giving. I harvest a wonderful family and an energy to pursue a higher living in life may it be physically or spiritually. His love for me has sow me high, and I; to know that this man I love really do loves me as much in return. Life has got no more regrets. That is when I completed my love story with a full-stop and my love story for this lifetime ended with this chouchou. This also gave a logic vision of a dream never to be fulfilled. A family I wanted, my twins children I needed as that will not happen in logically saying. In logic, it is really impossible, but in my faith, nothing is impossible.
Don't blame when things are not going right, because the season has yet to come. Endurance in paitence of giving will eventually put you into light and you will harvest one of the best blessings ever. My love had sowed so deep and it rooted itself to the rock which is impossible for any human to uproot it. I cannot get married not for some stupid vow made in past relationship, but a heart that has given so much and it is impossible for anyone else to walk into. I have never regretted since then, even till today. I was once badly hurt but I am healed. I dont have a grumbling heart, nor I have a faint heart which fear to love him. This deeply scar heart is never ugly, to me it is beauty. It's scar reminds me that I have to love even more, give even more. For this love is really beautiful, perfected not for its flawless innocent, but the scars that makes it perfect.
Everyone has hidden scars in them, some in agony of past fear while some in fearless motivations that pushes them forward which makes them not to be afraid. Everything breakdown to love. You have to understand this: If love can hurt you so badly, love has the power to heal, bring you to the next level, restore you and make you even better at the same time. It works as a double edged sword, and we have the power to choose.
At the end of my post today, it boils down to: we are given then free-rights to choose, do not deceive yourself that you are not given choices in your life just because you are not willing to take the more difficult path to elect a better way of life lead by your own soul and desire to obtain responsible happiness.
End of the day, although I had been working non-stop for 7 days a week without any off days, It is the peace given by this heart and soul that let me experience the well-night rest better than any off days in the past.
P.S: My hearty-Hubhub: I pray that this peace in heart will walk into yours as well during the night and refresh you each morning. Time for bed and early morning jog/breakfast next morning. I love you Da-chouchou! Good night.
P.ss: I've noticed an increase in my readership, I do not know where are you from. But I hope that you've enjoy reading this part of my heart. I suxs in grammer, even thou, I hope that my blogpost did solve some questions in ur daily life. Sometimes we just need a a little more courage and faith to proclaim, Yes, I will still walk on life with love.God bless.
Lastly, we have this promise from God; 1cor13:7 Of all three things I have given you, HOPE, FAITH and LOVE and the greatest of all is LOVE.
End of the day, although I had been working non-stop for 7 days a week without any off days, It is the peace given by this heart and soul that let me experience the well-night rest better than any off days in the past.
P.S: My hearty-Hubhub: I pray that this peace in heart will walk into yours as well during the night and refresh you each morning. Time for bed and early morning jog/breakfast next morning. I love you Da-chouchou! Good night.
P.ss: I've noticed an increase in my readership, I do not know where are you from. But I hope that you've enjoy reading this part of my heart. I suxs in grammer, even thou, I hope that my blogpost did solve some questions in ur daily life. Sometimes we just need a a little more courage and faith to proclaim, Yes, I will still walk on life with love.God bless.
Lastly, we have this promise from God; 1cor13:7 Of all three things I have given you, HOPE, FAITH and LOVE and the greatest of all is LOVE.
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